What happened that night passed like this, and her state was not suitable for talking. Han Shen didn't want her to continue to be sad, so he didn't talk.
Xu Yizhang thought about the little star all night, dreaming that she was born with fat hands like lotus root festivals, big eyes, black pupils, she looks like Han Shen, with soft long hair, long eyelashes, perfect At that time, she was very proud of Little Xingxing's appearance, and felt that she had found the right person, so she gave birth to an angel baby, who was praised as beautiful and cute everywhere...
But later, when the relationship was not good, she cared that Xiao Xingxing looked like Han Shen, and she thought that it would be more perfect if Xiao Xingxing looked like her.
Then it was daylight.
She glanced at the sky outside, and realized that she had dreamed all night, and the tears in the corners of her eyes had dried up.
She took out her phone and checked the time.
6:50.
She opened WeChat and clicked on Han Shen's profile picture.
Xu Yizhang: [Actually, the child follows my cousin, which is not as good as we imagined, because if the child is in the hometown, although the conditions are not bad, there are also grandparents to take care of, but because the mother has not been able to visit for a long time, and the father Going home after Chinese New Year holidays, the child will naturally become a left-behind child. Han Shen, if you have a child, would you prefer that she grow up with her mother in a loving environment, or with a father who doesn’t seem to be there? So growing up without love?]
She finished posting this passage directly, fearing that it would appear too arbitrary, so she posted a few more sentences.
Xu Yizhang: [Of course, I’m not saying that all fathers are irresponsible, but I know my cousin, he has a business and his income is good, but he likes to drink, and my cousin is also for this reason The one who divorced him, a person who likes to drink and have fun, and doesn't care about his wife, how could he suddenly become a peerless father after divorce? At that time, the child will not be thrown to his parents?]
Xu Yizhang: [My uncle and my aunt are both good people. I don't mean to imply anything to them. I think in my heart that it is better for children to stay with their mother. When the elderly grow up to this age, they should go to retirement life Well, don't pay attention to the younger generation. Besides, my cousin also wants children. You see, even if she suffers from depression, she is not willing to abandon her children. This is enough to show that she is a very responsible mother. Also, the cousin’s family is not that bad. The child was given to her. I believe the child’s grandparents will also help take care of it. In addition, the child’s father occasionally visits and takes the child out to play, eat and buy some gifts. Isn't it a better growth environment?]
After the long talk, she couldn't think of what to say, so she turned off her phone and went to wash her face.
In fact, every family has its own scriptures that are difficult to recite. Whether it is good or bad, every family will have a lot of trivial things.
Xu Yizhang chose not to get married. Although the troubles of marriage were reduced, there were more conflicts in his career. Maybe life is just a field of practice.
There are always troubles of one kind or another waiting to be faced and resolved.
It was only eight o'clock when I arrived at the company, and there was still more than an hour before the work time. This is the advantage of living close.
Of course, Xu Yizhang also likes this kind of solitary environment.
The lights in the company were not turned on, and the whole environment was dark. She took a cup of morning coffee bought from KFC and drank slowly facing the floor-to-ceiling windows.
When an adult grows up, works, and lives in the same house with his parents, he will find many inconveniences.
Sometimes when you are emotionally sensitive, sad, and in pain, and don’t want to be seen, you will feel that there is nowhere to hide, because you hide in the room and cry, and you don’t dare to cry too loudly. , I don’t want pedestrians to see your tears, sitting on the road makes me feel ashamed of naked sadness, so it will be very comfortable to have a space to be alone at this time.
Xu Yizhang thought that if Han Shen came to their house often, maybe she would choose to move.
And she has grown up, she should take the initiative to learn to grow and live away from her original family.
*
After Sultan punched his card, he went to talk to Condrine, and then went to make coffee for Condrine.
Condelin sent, the Sultan is the number one dog leg.
Kang Delin flipped through the documents at her place, and after a while, she saw the waste paper on Xu Yizhang's desk, picked it up casually, and looked a little uncertain.
She sent a WeChat message with her mobile phone, and Sudan and Liang Shiwen came over.
When Xu Yizhang arrived, the three of them gathered there to talk.
Xu Yizhang sat down, and Condelin pulled the clothes of the two of them, signaling them to stop talking.
Sudan looked very upset, and as soon as Xu Yizhang sat down, he asked, "Did you sort out all the presents last night?"
"Hmm." Xu Yizhang turned to look at her, "Didn't you say that? You should list all the clarifications outside the box."
Sudan just asked her to list the serial numbers of the products. Who knows, she took pains to list all the quantities. It was very cumbersome, but the size was small.
"Who told you to make such troubles!" Sudan's face turned ugly, he didn't seem to want to continue to punish her, but felt that he had kicked the iron plate and caused trouble, so he said anxiously: "Just some gifts, just pay for it casually." Alright, is there any need for such trouble?"
Xu Yizhang didn't understand why her attitude changed so quickly, but he felt a little relieved, and said lightly: "No trouble, if I only write the serial number of the product, I'm afraid you won't find it next time, so I'll just make the whole list. The product must be clear, you don’t need to ask me again, right?”
She could see that Sudan was really unhappy, not even with Kang Delin and Liang Shiwen.
But she didn't know what they were having fun with.
Until Xu Yizhang overheard their conversation in the toilet.
Liang Shiwen thought that there was no one in the toilet, so she pulled Su Dan and said, "Who told you to ask her to sort out the gifts? Now that it is so detailed, if one or two items are missing, it will be discovered immediately after investigation."
Sudan had a bitter face, "Ghost knows that she is so violent. I just wanted to calm down her arrogance. Who knew she would have to make such a detailed form."
"She already knows how to tidy up." Liang Shiwen said, "You didn't see Delin's expression just now, she was pissed off by you this time."
Xu Yizhang stayed in the cubicle, thinking about why Kang Delin was angry, and the two of them left.
She walked out while thinking, met Qin Zhen, and walked back to the office together. It was lunch break, and several colleagues were talking around Kang Delin's table.
It seems that Condelin has bought new clothes and is trying on them for everyone to see.
Xu Yizhang glanced over and saw that Condelin was wearing a light pink coat with a bow in each pocket on both sides. The style and quality were not high-end, but rather vulgar.