Xu Yizhang understood Qin Zhen's feelings too well. Her parents hoped that their daughter would become a phoenix, but she was far from meeting her father's expectations. Therefore, in the eyes of her parents, Qin Zhen was regarded as a "disappointed child" who could not live up to expectations. Be the "eldest daughter" of the leader.
Because of being ordinary, she has endured too much pressure.
Xu Yizhang took out a tissue from his bag and handed it to Qin Zhen. Qin Zhen lowered his head and didn't answer it, not wanting others to see her tears.
Seeing this, Fu Qiran also felt that he had gone too far, and exchanged a glance with Xu Yizhang.
Xu Yizhang blamed him.
Although I don't know him well, can't I talk about the lesson in private? Do you have to be in front of so many people? Although those people may not be able to hear it, everyone can see that Qin Zhen has been scolded by Fu Qiran.
He is the boss, so he has such a low EQ
Fu Qiran also felt that it was inappropriate to do so afterwards, but he was really angry at the time. His company had just been established for a few months, and it was a critical moment to cultivate people. This cousin is very close, and he regards her as his own sister, so he intends to help her to the top, but after observing this period of time, he feels that Qin Zhen is really not suitable for being a manager. Can't arrange work, belongs to the kind of office girl who can only do simple work.
He himself felt very sorry.
*
six o'clock.
The company clocks out on time.
Qin Zhen had already tidied up her desk and emotions, and like a normal person, she carried her bag and said to Xu Yizhang, "Okay, let's go."
Xu Yizhang didn't know how to comfort her, so he took two steps forward and took her arm, hugging her tightly.
She is her best friend, how can she let her be sad.
Qin Zhen looked down, saw her hand, and smiled slightly, "It's all right."
Xu Yizhang looked worried, "Are you all right?"
Qin Zhen shook her head lightly, "I'm used to it."
"Is your cousin very fierce?" Xu Yizhang only knew Fu Qiran and had heard his name in school, but he didn't know him well.
"Fortunately, he's usually not very angry, but he's a little irritable when he's working."
"A workaholic too?"
"Also?" Qin Zhen's expression was very puzzled, "Who else is it? Your family?"
"No." Xu Yizhang refused to talk about Han Shen. She was different from the past. She no longer praised Han Shen from time to time, and said with a smile: "What do you want to eat?"
Qin Zhen thought for a while, but her mood was not high, "I don't want to go out to eat, I don't feel much appetite."
"Then go home and order takeaway?"
"OK."
*
Eight o'clock at night.
The two of them ate snail powder in Qin Zhen's cozy little room. The long-lost sour feeling made Xu Yizhang feel very refreshed, and took two mouthfuls of it regardless of the heat.
After marrying Han Shen, because Han Shen hated the taste, Xu Yizhang never ate it. Later, when he had a little star, Xu Yizhang straight up refused to eat it for the sake of his children. All he can say is that women are great. Gradually, she grew into a tool person like a "mother". For the sake of the child, she gave up herself, hobbies, time, everything...
So, it feels so good to be born again!
Although the little star she missed is gone, Xu Yizhang thought that there are always regrets in life. Even if she married Han Shen according to the previous script, she would end up divorced and died.
Divorce hurts the child so much, Xu Yizhang would rather that the little star would not experience this pain.
Besides, she had already died once.
God let her be reborn, probably to make up for her regrets in her previous life. In her previous life, maybe it was for love, for her parents, she chose an ordinary person's only path, growing up, falling in love, getting married, give birth...
She has fulfilled 90% of the core social values and the expectations of her parents. The only regret is that she has not lived for herself.
Fortunately, she can do it all over again.
Moreover, I also saw the carefree Qin Zhen. After marriage, Qin Zhen was severely depressed and lifeless. Xu Yizhang didn't want to see Qin Zhen like that again.
She loved her so much at that time, but she was unable to rescue her.
"Let's order two cups of milk tea." Thinking of this, Xu Yizhang picked up his phone.
To be happy in life is to have fun, and when you can have fun, you should have fun.
"Enough! You're not losing weight? You can eat snail noodles, but you still dare to drink milk tea? Are you afraid that the wedding will be swollen like a pig?" Qin Zhen snatched her mobile phone and refused to let her order it, "One more time The month is the wedding, you have to be more restrained, then it will be good to shoot a wedding documentary!"
Xu Yizhang raised the corners of his eyes indifferently, "It's okay, I won't lose weight, and the wedding will not be possible when the time comes."
"Why?!" Qin Zhen was greatly surprised.
Xu Yizhang bit his chopsticks, "Didn't you say that? We broke up, and it's impossible to get back together again."
Qin Zhen was stunned, "What are you talking about? You like him so much, you have been chasing him for so long, and now you can marry him, why do you suddenly turn your back on him?"
Xu Yizhang sighed, and just about to speak, the phone rang.
She glanced down.
It turned out to be Han Shen.
This mallet, all the points are divided, why are you calling.
"Hello." Xu Yizhang picked it up lazily.
"Come down." The voice on the other end of the phone was very low.
Xu Yizhang immediately realized that Han Shen had gone to her house, stared and said, "Are you downstairs in our house?"
"otherwise?"
The place where they usually date is the shopping mall or coffee shop downstairs of Xu's house, and there has been nothing new.
Xu Yizhang said coldly, "I'm not at home, what do you want from me?"
As before, she had already run down happily and rushed into his arms to act like a baby.
So Han Shen didn't understand her reaction today, and said in a hoarse voice, "Why did you leave suddenly today?"
Xu Yizhang suddenly wanted to laugh, "Brother, didn't you listen carefully to what I told you today?"
"Why did you break up?" Han Shen held the engagement ring in his hand, which he only discovered after she left in the afternoon.
"Why?" Xu Yizhang's voice was filled with anger and sullenness, "Because I thought about it and felt that we are really not suitable, no matter from which aspect, we are not right, so I don't want to get married, so that I don't want to follow after marriage. You suffer."
"Is this your sincere thought?" Perhaps Xu Yizhang's words were too much, and his tone gradually turned cold.
Still really thinking
Xu Yizhang wanted to laugh out loud.
Can it be duplicity if it is not sincere? You are so confident.
"Yes." Xu Yizhang's voice was full of mockery, "It's very sincere, after thinking about it seriously, I think, how can I find someone like you who has nothing like you?"
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