Now, Xu Yizhang looked at the two familiar and unfamiliar tickets, and tears fell down without realizing it. He didn't want to, but mixed with those sad memories, the tears seemed worthless.
She tilted her head and said coldly, "You collected it?"
"No." Han Shen was silent for three seconds, "I wanted to go on a trip with you before we parted ways. I couldn't walk into the wedding hall with you, but I wanted to end it all properly."
Xu Yizhang moved his fingers on the water glass, looked at him, and felt that it was inappropriate to say something in his heart, so he just asked softly, "Want to travel with me?"
Break up travel.
It turns out that it really exists.
He wants to break up.
But I want to get together and break up peacefully.
If it was the previous Xu Yizhang, she would have simply refused, but now, looking at their past in the box, she didn't seem to hate him so much in her heart. She lowered her eyes and thought about it, and she said, "When will I go?"
"Tomorrow, go for a week."
It's like New Year's travel.
It happened that she had nothing to do at this time.
Xu Yizhang thought for a while, his eyes were clear, "Okay."
She said yes.
Although she didn't know if she made the right promise.
But since Han Shen is so gracious, she should also be more peaceful and not make the breakup so embarrassing.
*
Nine in the morning.
Xu Yizhang has already packed her clothes and is standing in front of the window drinking coffee. She loves the slightly bitter coffee, which is refreshing and full of aftertaste.
Han Shen came out of the bedroom, slowly pushing a black suitcase.
"Morning." He greeted.
Xu Yizhang turned his head, "There is still coffee in the pot."
"Yeah." He went over to pour coffee and reminded her, "Did you bring thick clothes? It's colder in the capital."
"I brought a cashmere coat, is that enough?"
"You should wear a down jacket."
Xu Yizhang frowned, looked at his watch, "I didn't bring a down jacket, if I want to get it, I have to go home to get it, what time is the plane?"
"At half past eleven, it's too late for you to go back. I have one."
"Don't bother..."
Before she finished speaking, Han Shen had already gone into the bedroom to get a down jacket and came out.
He handed the black women's long down down in front of her, "I bought it in S city before, but I didn't use it, so I'll give it to you."
Xu Yizhang lowered his eyes and took a look, thinking that he bought it for her before, maybe he wanted to coax her to reconcile at that time, and secretly bought a gift
"This..." She was a little embarrassed, but she didn't want to win his favor, so she said, "How much is it? Shall I return it to you?"
"Whatever you want." He stuffed the down into her arms.
Xu Yizhang caught it and opened WeChat, "How much is it? I'll transfer it to you."
"Whatever." He still said the same, and went to the dining table to drink coffee.
Xu Yizhang had no choice but to turn over the label of the down jacket. The brand was a good one, so the price would not be low. The price was more than 6,000, but she felt that 6,000 was too expensive, so she only transferred 2,000 to him.
Because if she buys it herself, she will only accept down jackets priced at 2,000 at most.
That's it, nothing owes each other.
Han Shen looked at the transfer on his mobile phone for a long time before he said lightly, "No need to do this, this is the trip I requested, I will be responsible for the whole process, don't settle with me like this."
Xu Yizhang didn't speak, but what she thought was: I want to make myself feel more at ease.
There is no guilt in breaking up, only peace is the best state.
*
The two set off to the airport, Han Shen called a substitute driver, and worked in the car for a while.
Xu Yizhang sent a message to his family, informing him of travel matters.
On one occasion, she continued to remind Qin Zhen not to go on blind dates when she went back to her hometown.
Although her and Han Shen's fate seems to have changed in this life, she is still worried about Qin Zhen, because Qin Zhen is still as childish as before, but girls at this age are innocent.
She remembered that she met Qin Zhen's scumbag husband in her hometown, so it would be good to prevent her from looking for a partner in her hometown. If Qin Zhen really finds a partner in the coming year, she wants to help her find someone. She had already regarded Qin Zhen as her younger sister.
The flight takes three and a half hours.
Xu Yizhang was reading a magazine at the airport, and waited for the call from the airport broadcast.
"Passengers, please note that your flight ca81** to the capital is now boarding. Please board the plane from gate 16..."
Xu Yizhang listened to the electronic broadcast with a surprised expression.
In their last life, they were here. After receiving their certificates, they happily wanted to travel, but Han Shen left.
In this life, they were not married and decided to break up, but they waited for the call from the airport broadcast.
This is really ironic.
If they were here in the previous life, they would have successfully boarded the plane and had a romantic honeymoon. Maybe she will let go of many unhappy things because of this honeymoon in the future, right
Maybe many grievances will be relieved by this honeymoon trip, right
So many things are often just a little deviation, which creates a different situation.
Xu Yizhang stood up, and as soon as he covered the magazine, Han Shen's phone rang.
Her eyes subconsciously looked over.
Are you here
It's the same call.
Still appeared.
Han Shen looked down at the caller's information, but it was still connected.
In his previous life, he had been frowning here, then turned his head and looked at her apologetically, and left with his luggage.
But now, he still frowned and turned to look at her.
Xu Yizhang smiled, "It's okay, just go if you need to be busy."
Han Shen looked at her quietly, and then said to the person on the phone, "Sorry, I can't go."
He hung up the phone, and then naturally pulled her bright gray luggage, "Let's go, it's time to board the plane."
Xu Yizhang raised his eyebrows slightly.
It was... different, he didn't leave.
She shook her head inexplicably, and followed him onto the plane.
Well, even if it was different, she wouldn't be moved by it, so she just read the book silently on the plane and didn't talk to her.
The atmosphere between the two was as distant as two strangers.
One was reading, the other was busy with a notebook, Xu Yizhang glanced at him out of the corner of his eye, sure enough, he was still that workaholic.
Han Shen flipped through the documents, as if he knew what she was thinking, he opened his lips and said lightly: "There is still a little business that has not been dealt with, and when these are done, you won't have to work when you arrive in the capital."
He is determined to accompany her well, so that she will feel warm and beautiful when she thinks of this memory for the rest of her life.
He didn't want her to remember him forever, but hoped that he wouldn't leave a hideous self in her heart.
Xu Yizhang flipped through the book and said, "It's okay, you can be busy when you should."
Traveling without expectations, she doesn't care if he is busy or not, if he is busy, she will go to play by herself, she has adapted to loneliness, so she will not be afraid of growing up alone.
Even if he didn't go, she would finish the trip alone, as if it was the last reunion in their relationship.
Finally she fell asleep, and the book in her hand fell to her feet. Han Shen helped her pick it up, called the flight attendant, and covered her with a blanket.
Afterwards, he continued to work, flipping through the documents, his expression remained the same.
*
When we arrived in the capital, the wind was piercing when we got off the plane, and Xu Yizhang felt the hairs all over his body stand on end as soon as he stepped out of the cabin.
She was so cold that her teeth chattered and her ears were red.
Han Shen said, "Put on the down jacket quickly."
"The clothes are in the suitcase." The suitcase is checked in, and you need to go to the check-in office to pick it up to get the clothes.
"You wear mine first." He gave her his.
It was only after Xu Yizhang put it on that she realized that the down jacket looked familiar. After she put on the down jacket that Han Shen gave her, she realized that the two belonged to a couple.
Xu Yizhang said with a dark face: "..."
This fucking couple's down jacket
Why didn't you say it earlier
Wearing this means that they will have to wear the same coat for the entire trip. After all, the capital is so cold, and she doesn't have any other thick coats.
But she couldn't care about it when it was so cold. She was wearing a down jacket, pretending she didn't see Han Shen stretching out his hand for the same dress, she pulled the suitcase and asked him, "How do I get there? Have you booked a hotel yet?"
"Booked."
"Where is it?"
"Near the Forbidden City." He helped her carry her luggage and told her, "Put your hands in your pockets, it's cold outside."
She has already experienced it. She has never experienced the zero-degree weather in the capital in Nancheng. It is so cold that her ears hurt.
"My ears hurt so much." She talked to Han Shen with trembling teeth.
"Put on the hat." Han Shen reached out to put the hat on for her.
Xu Yizhang didn't refuse, but just said, "Thank you."
The two took a car to the hotel that Han Shen had booked. The Forbidden City in the capital is not called the first ring, but the city center, and the outer circle is called the second ring.
It's not so cold in the car.
Han Shen put his luggage away, got into the car and saw her huddled up and exhaled at her fingers, and couldn't help laughing, "So afraid of the cold?"
"It's not that I'm afraid of the cold, it's that it's really cold." She touched her pointed nose that was red from the cold, "The nose is so cold that it's starting to runny."
"It's colder at night, better during the day."
"You know so well, have you been to the capital?"
"I came here once on a business trip, but that time was in early November, and it wasn't so cold."
"That's right, I didn't come to such a cold place, it's frosty outside." She looked out the window.
The uncle driver immediately came to chat with them when he heard about it, "Is this your first time in the capital?"
"Yes duck." Xu Yizhang replied.
Uncle driver: "Don't you go home during Chinese New Year?"
"The purpose of coming to the capital is to travel." Xu Yizhang smiled, "I just came from home, it's a holiday, I'm here to play."
Uncle driver: "That's good, young people just want to walk more, go everywhere, otherwise they will be like us when they are old and can't walk~"
"That's right." Xu Yizhang echoed, she was not used to ignoring others, and would chat with people out of politeness.
Han Shen looked at the mobile phone navigation, saw that the destination was approaching, browsed the surrounding delicacies, and asked her, "Can I have porridge at night?"
"Okay." I just arrived in the capital, and after taking the car for more than two hours, my stomach felt a little uncomfortable, and I had been tossing and turning for several hours.
"Are you on a blind date?" The driver uncle asked suddenly, it was too strange, even though he was wearing the same coat, but he felt that the words were unfamiliar, not like a couple in love.
Xu Yizhang was embarrassed, "No, we are friends."
Uncle driver: "My friend is wearing a couple outfit?"
Xu Yizhang: "..."
Han Shen didn't speak the whole time. This girl has always been indifferent to people, and she won't condescend to open a golden mouth on such unnutritious topics as the driver uncle.
*
He said he booked a hotel, but it wasn't a hotel, it was an apartment.
Probably a high-end apartment for tourist rental, the interior is very luxuriously decorated, like a model house made by real estate.
Han Shen said: "There is a kitchen here, and you can cook for yourself when you don't want to eat takeaway."
Xu Yizhang nodded, walked around the apartment for a while, and came to the conclusion, "This kind of apartment is more suitable for a family to travel. It has a kitchen, a living room, and a view. It is much more convenient than a hotel."
"Well, but no one cleaned it."
"It's okay, we are all adults, we won't make a mess like children." She went to choose a room, and finally found that there was only one room in the apartment.
Out of the idea that the room fee is paid by Han Shen, she gave him the room, "There is only one room here, let me live in it, I will sleep in the living room."
Sleeping on the big sofa is not aggrieved, which is completely acceptable.
Han Shen ignored her, and sat on the sofa by himself, "You should sleep in the room, I want to sleep here, and I can watch the night view."
Xu Yizhang: "..."
In the end, the room belonged to her. She put the clothes in the cabinet, and placed the toiletries on the washstand outside the toilet. There was a large glass on one side, which made people feel at ease.
The porridge just arrived at this time, and the heating was on, so the two took off their coats and sat in the living room drinking porridge.
Xu Yizhang asked: "Where are we going to play tomorrow?"
"Forbidden City, don't you want to go?" Han Shen said while drinking porridge.
Xu Yizhang nodded, "Then go to the Forbidden City, is it near here?"
"About 1km, very close."
"That's very close." Converted to the subway distance, it's only about one stop away. "Shall I walk there tomorrow?"
"Well, you don't need to prepare anything, just dress warmly."
"good."
Dinner was dealt with like this. After a long day of driving, Xu Yizhang was very tired. After taking a shower, Xu Yizhang took a few photos of the apartment with his mobile phone and put them in Moments. Life is happy, so we should post it.
Qin Zhen replied to her from below: [Wow! Who did you go with?]
Xu Yizhang felt that talking about Han Shen would definitely attract a lot of criticism, after all, the two of them had many mutual friends, and those old classmates could see the conversation between Qin Zhen and her.
So she replied: [Myself.]
To avoid trouble.
Then the phone rang after a while, and Fu Qiran called her.
Xu Yizhang sighed while resting his forehead, and picked it up, "Hey, big boss..."
Fu Qiran said concisely, "Go to the capital to play?"
"Ham, a sudden decision."
"Didn't you say that you will devote yourself to your work and work for the company until New Year's Eve?"
Xu Yizhang laughed, "Boss, you are joking, your whole company is on vacation, what else can I do? I have nothing to do, right?"
"If you really want to go to work, I can really find something for you to do. I originally thought about letting you accompany me to socialize during the Chinese New Year."
"..." Damn, do you really want to enslave her during the Chinese New Year? Xu Yizhang spit in his heart and didn't show it, "I'm sorry, boss, you didn't say earlier, I'm already in a different place."
Fu Qiran smiled for a while, and asked, "Why do you suddenly travel to the capital by yourself?"
Xu Yizhang lowered his eyes and smiled, "There is no reason, I just suddenly want to travel."
"It's such a coincidence that I also suddenly want to travel. It's rare that there is a holiday during the Spring Festival. How about we meet in the capital?"
"..." Xu Yizhang was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "Are you coming to the capital too?"
"Well, I just want to visit a client, and I may have to enslave you to work at that time, but don't worry, I will definitely pay you an extra fee."
Xu Yizhang looked helpless, "Boss, I'm sorry for this, I'm here to play, I don't want to go to work this time."
"Alright then." Fu Qiran was a little disappointed, "Then let's see each other when we have time."
Xu Yizhang sighed inwardly, "Okay."
Even so, when the time comes, she should find an excuse to turn her down. She doesn't want to meet Fu Qiran in private, especially when she knows what Fu Qiran means.
Qin Zhen told him a few days ago that Fu Qiran was urged to marry by the elders in his family, and he refused the blind date, but he promised his parents that he would find the person he wanted to marry by himself.
This made Xu Yizhang, who had a keen mind, guess that Fu Qiran's attitude towards her had changed recently.
He regards her as his ideal marriage partner. Fu Qiran appreciates her ability first, and then wants to spend his whole life with her.
After hanging up the phone, she looked in the mirror. Behind her smiling face was Han Shen standing by the door frame looking at her.
Those light-colored pupils that were always cold and indifferent gradually revealed a different color. He watched her talking on the phone, quietly fascinated and gloomy, but did not bother again.
Maybe he felt that he was no longer qualified to stop her from doing anything, so he just stood there and looked at her.
Xu Yizhang looked at the man in the mirror.
He is very white, tall, with his right hand hanging by his side, holding a mobile phone.
The phone screen was still on.
The picture is being frozen in her circle of friends.
Probably he looked at Moments and wanted to come over to find out.
But I bumped into her on the phone, her speech and expression were so relaxed, it was a cheerful emotion that I didn't have when I was with him.
Han Shen looked at her back for a long time before turning his head and leaving.
Xu Yizhang didn't want to keep him, but his heart still felt as if he had been bumped, and he felt a slow and dull pain...
*
On the second day, Han Shen knocked on the door and called her, "Xu Yizhang."
Since she resisted him, he no longer called her Yizhang, but Xu Yizhang.
Xu Yizhang had already opened his eyes, sat awake on the bed, and replied, "I'm awake."
"It's time to go." Han Shen said in a deep voice.
"Okay." Xu Yizhang responded, and when he went out, the man was fully dressed, and he still looked aloof in the past, all the gloom had faded from his face, and he looked very calm.
He brought Xu Yizhang a pair of gloves, "Take gloves, it's cold outside."
Xu Yizhang took it, "Thank you."
Perhaps he felt that the atmosphere was too heavy, so after a moment of silence, he said to her: "Let's all be calm and let the journey be more cheerful, otherwise this journey will lose its meaning."
The boulder in Xu Yizhang's heart seemed to be lifted a little, it was not so heavy, and he nodded along with him, "Okay."
She tidied up her emotions and changed her smiling face, "Let's go."
The two wore the same down jackets and set off from the apartment. Han Shen pressed the elevator and said, "Let's have breakfast at Starbucks on the first floor."
"Okay." She likes coffee, he has always known.
The two chose low-carb sandwiches, ordered coffee, and sat by the window to enjoy the morning view of the capital.
In the past, they also liked to meet in coffee shops. They sat on the same side and talked about hobbies and interests while watching movies. Although she had an out-of-the-ordinary personality, she was actually a top student.
She knows a lot, from all over the world, and is very knowledgeable.
Although Han Shen was seldom talkative, he understood her heart, and the two exchanged a few words, but they were happy and tacit.
Xu Yizhang knew from the very beginning that Han Shen was a very deep person.
The first time she met him was at the law school debate. When he stood up to speak, all the girls applauded and screamed.
He is wearing a uniform black suit, but he is not rigid at all. His super good looks can control all styles of clothes, and he looks like an international big name in everything he wears.
Then, he spoke eloquently, in a clear and sharp manner, which made all the girls present admire him.
Xu Yizhang likes this kind of people who are easy to use but not ostentatious.
Besides, he still has such a handsome face that every other woman dreams of, she was immediately moved.
After that, she always found time to sneak into the law school pretending to be casual, and wanted to see him all the time.
But most of the time, Han Shen does not speak, always silently and calmly facing books and computers, sometimes he will discuss the case with his classmates, Xu Yizhang hides behind the bookshelf, listening to his thin lips spit out every sentence, every sentence Straight to the heart, full of wisdom, Xu Yizhang thought at that time, what a charming man this is, no matter his appearance, fame, or conversation, no matter where he is, he grows up to her ideal standards.
She often wants to applaud him, admiring and admiring him from the bottom of her heart.
Until they met in that dark alley, all this was like God's favor for her, letting him come to her.
Although it was dark, her heart was full of excitement, so she boldly introduced herself to him, "Brother, I know you, you are Han Shen, a top student in the legal field, right? Hello, I am Xu Yizhang..."
Han Shen glanced at her in the dark, then left without saying a word.
Then Xu Yizhang shouted: "You wait for me!"
She tugged at his clothes.
Han Shen said, "Don't pull my clothes."
"I am afraid."
He was silent for a while, "Just follow me, don't pull my clothes."
He was always kind, so he was entangled by her and could never get rid of him, until finally, their love disappeared, leaving only hatred...
Coming out of the memory, Xu Yizhang picked up the coffee and glanced at Han Shen opposite.
He was flipping through an obscure book, and he always liked to use the fragmented time to read. If she had nothing to say, he would keep reading the book, but if she wanted to talk, he would put down the book in his hand and accompany her.
At this moment, Xu Yizhang seemed to have returned to the moment when he was in love, because after getting married, he was always facing the computer and rarely facing the book.
Xu Yizhang said: "Do you still like reading so much?"
Han Shen frowned slightly, "Or? Didn't I always like reading?"
Xu Yizhang was slightly taken aback, yes, they haven't been married yet, she smiled, "What are you looking at?"
"About the law."
"Well..." She nodded, "It's good that you are like this. When you go back, you can concentrate on your career, and you will definitely make a big difference soon."
"I may have to leave for a while after the next year."
"Why?"
"Participated in a program and was going to shoot in other places."
"Is it also a legal program?"
"Well, but it's relatively less serious and more variety show."
"It's great." Xu Yizhang boasted, "It's getting more and more famous, and I can be a star in the future."
This sentence made Han Shen a little unhappy. He frowned and looked up at her, "Do you think this is what I want?"
After studying law for so many years, just to become a star
This is not his will.
Of course Xu Yizhang knew that she also felt that she had offended Han Shen. Of course, he would not allow himself to give up his studies and move on to another career. That was not his original intention.
So she smiled, "Sorry, I said something wrong, you should start a law firm."
In his previous life, he finally bought Zero2IPO and became the biggest director of Zero2IPO. He achieved the pinnacle of his career and gained a good reputation in his career, but this is what he has devoted all his time and effort to get.
Han Shen said lightly: "You are right, I have gained a lot of benefits, fame, and status by participating in the show, but this is not what I want."
"I understand you." She has always understood, and he has great ambitions in his heart.
What he is doing now is just to speed up his success, but he has no intention of going into the entertainment industry, because constantly appearing on shows will consume his time, and he will neglect his studies and experiences. When his youth is gone, he may lose everything. After all The entertainment industry changes so quickly, and it only takes a while for amateurs to become popular.
Han Shen looked at her, "What about you? What kind of person do you want to be in the future?"
Xu Yizhang thought for a while, "Work hard, save more money, and buy a house of your own."
Her dream is not as big as his, and it would be nice to be able to afford a house.
Maybe women are naturally less ambitious than men.
Han Shen said: "Then you have to plan it out. It's hard to afford a house in Nancheng just by working like this."
Xu Yizhang lowered his eyes and drank his coffee, "I know, isn't this what I'm thinking about? If you have free time after the year, find a side job."
"Well, if you need help at that time, just be happy."
"good."
*
When the two arrived at the Forbidden City, Han Shen took out his mobile phone, "Can I take some photos for you?"
Xu Yizhang resisted subconsciously, "No, I don't have makeup on."
"It's okay, your skin is fair and beautiful."
"..." Xu Yizhang, who had been praised for a few words, suddenly felt a little hot, and couldn't help laughing, "No."
"Don't you need to post to Moments?"
Xu Yizhang thought for a while, "Then use my phone."
"Okay." He finished.
Xu Yizhang stood under a red wall, smiling, "Is this okay?"
Han Shen nodded, "Yes."
She compared scissors again, "Is that so?"
He gestured ok, then returned the phone to Xu Yizhang, "Okay."
Xu Yizhang took a look and saw that the photos were pretty good, with deep eyes and a charming smile, which aroused her desire to take pictures, "Yeah, the photos are pretty good, let me take some for you too."
He didn't refuse.
So Xu Yizhang took a picture for him, and then moved his eyes from the phone to look at him, "No, the expression is too serious, relax."
He smiled slightly.
Xu Yizhang praised: "Very handsome."
He didn't say anything, and his expression was a little awkward, probably shy.
Xu Yizhang was in a good mood, and took him to take a few photos together, "Let's take a few photos together."
"Yeah." He was willing to leave some beautiful images.
But he stood beside her, still stiff.
Xu Yizhang smiled, "Relax a bit, and smile like a good friend."
Han Shen was originally looking at the camera, but when Xu Yizhang pressed the button, he just turned his head, so he took a picture of her looking at the camera and him smiling at her.
In the photo, both of them are extremely beautiful, one with bright eyes and white teeth, and the other with a sideways face, clear outline and affectionate eyes.
Xu Yizhang felt a little embarrassed looking at this photo.
But Han Shen said: "This one is fine, send it to me."
Xu Yizhang could only smile stiffly, "Well, I'll send it to you later."
Why do you suddenly feel that the atmosphere is ambiguous
Xu Yizhang let out a breath, trying to dispel the weird feeling in his heart.
Then the two entered the Supreme Harmony Gate.
A tour guide was telling tourists about the history of the Forbidden City. Xu Yizhang stopped and listened. Han Shen said, "If you are interested, I can tell you about it."
Xu Yizhang always knew that he was very knowledgeable, so he said with a smile, "You also know history?"
"Remember some."
He told her about the Gate of Supreme Harmony, Wuying Hall, Duanhong Bridge, Jingren Palace, Yongshou Palace, the Sixth East Palace of the Inner Court and the Water Palace of Yanxi Palace...everywhere is majestic and fascinating.
Xu Yizhang is also a person who likes history, sometimes stops, sometimes meditates, and savors carefully following the places of interest.
After a few hours, they didn't feel bored. The two of them also chatted about the story of Concubine Zhen, and talked about many historical figures and movies.
The two seem to have regained the same kindred spirit in the past, watching the sorrows and joys of historical figures, and savoring life.
Finally arrived at the collection hall.
The two of them browsed and tasted the artworks of the past dynasties in turn, and their eyes were amazed and shocked.
Xu Yizhang said: "It's really beautiful."
Han Shen was beside her, smiling slightly, "Well, this part is an orphan, only the Forbidden City has it."
Xu Yizhang watched carefully for a while, "The taste of the ancients is actually very good, and the things they made are very gorgeous."
Han Shen said: "There are so many things to see."
"Yes! There are so many things to see." As they spoke, the two looked at each other with smiles in their eyes.
Then Xu Yizhang was stunned.
It's over.
The atmosphere was ambiguous again, which was weird. She cleared her throat and said, "If you've been talking for so long, drink some water."
People say that only by traveling with a person once can you know whether this person is reliable or not.
Xu Yizhang thought about this sentence carefully, and felt that Han Shen is full of charm today.
Even if he is not at work, and there is no constant phone call, he just stays with her in such a gentle and calm manner, and popularizes history for her from time to time. Even when he sees plaques and writings, he can tell allusions clearly.
To be honest, Xu Yizhang admired him a little bit again, his eyes filled with smiles, and he just looked at him without knowing himself.
Han Shen was a little uncomfortable being looked at by her. He turned his eyes to look at her, and saw that her eyes were full of smiles. Really, like a Milky Way dotted with tiny stars, his eyes were full of light, which made his heart flustered.
He restrained for a moment, and then he suppressed the flame that had crept up in his heart.
Xu Yizhang said: "It's getting late, let's find a place to eat."
"Yeah." He replied with a stiff handsome face, and then rubbed his heart to calm down the consciousness that should not be nostalgic.
*
"What's for dinner?" After walking out of the Forbidden City, it was already dark.
Han Shen said, "Go back to the apartment and eat."
"Ah? You want to do it yourself?" Xu Yizhang was surprised.
"Yeah." Han Shen nodded, "Let's eat barbecue, I ordered the oven."
"Okay, but do we buy the food ourselves, or do you order it?"
"Buy it yourself, there is a vegetable market under the apartment." Han Shen has already understood the terrain near the apartment.
So Xu Yizhang didn't need to worry about anything, he had already arranged everything.
Xu Yizhang was quite pleasantly surprised. Han Shen was not as straight as he imagined, and he was very personable and warm when traveling.
After entering the vegetable market, Han Shen took her directly to the place where beef was sold, and asked her, "Do you like thinner? Or fatter?"
"Thin." She has never liked fatty meat.
Han Shen ordered beef neck, shoulder, and back, all cut into a box.
Xu Yizhang was surprised, "You still know how to buy beef?"
She didn't understand, and when she went to buy it, she probably only knew how to buy beef, and didn't know the difference in parts.
"Some parts are suitable for stewing soup, some parts are suitable for barbecue, what else do you want to eat, buy them together."
This was their first visit to the vegetable market, and Xu Yizhang couldn't think of what to eat for a moment, and said, "You seem to have bought a lot of meat, why don't you buy some vegetables."
"Yeah." He took her to the vegetable stand and carefully picked out the tomatoes, "Do you like tomatoes?"
Xu Yizhang nodded, "I like it, but you don't seem to like it?"
"It's okay, tomato beef soup is still acceptable."
She nodded, confused again, "Do you still want to cook soup?"
Han Shen nodded with a serious face, "There will be no chance in the future."
Xu Yizhang was taken aback.
Because there will be no chance in the future, so we should do all the things we can do together now.
Xu Yizhang suddenly felt a little bored. He lowered his head, picked out some vegetables, and followed Han Shen back to the apartment.
The two returned to the apartment.
Han Shen took the dishes into the kitchen, where there were tableware, and he found a soup pot to stew beef soup.
Xu Yizhang was sitting in the living room. After a while, he felt that he couldn't go whoring for nothing, so he put down his phone to help.
Han Shen was chopping vegetables in the kitchen, and he glanced at her, "It's okay, no need to help, just sit and wait for dinner."
"Let me help you quickly." She picked out a lotus root and helped peel it, skillfully.
Han Shen watched silently for a while, "I didn't expect you to cook."
With that action, you can tell at a glance that you can cook.
Xu Yizhang was stunned. In fact, she learned to cook for Xiao Xingxing after she got married. After all, she has a child, so it’s not easy to let the child eat takeaway all the time. Xu Yizhang lowered his head and said, "It's not difficult at all."
"I always thought you shouldn't."
Xu Yizhang smiled and sighed, "I didn't expect you to be so versatile."
The two looked at each other, and there was a long silence.
After a long time, Han Shen's lips moved, and he whispered, "I'm sorry."
Doubt appeared in Xu Yizhang's eyes, as if he was a little puzzled.
Han Shen said: "Being with you for so long has only left you with these bad memories. I'm sorry."
Xu Yizhang was stunned for a moment, his expression suddenly became sad.
"I wanted to cherish you at first, but it seems that you hate me more and more, I..." He cut the vegetables, his voice was very soft, slowly falling into Xu Yizhang's ears, "I don't want you to hate me anymore."
So decided to let go.
She squatted on the ground to peel the skin, raised her eyes, and couldn't see Han Shen's expression, but she felt that he was full of sadness at the moment.
Xu Yizhang suddenly panicked, so she put down the lotus root and paring knife and came out of the kitchen.
Facing the floor-to-ceiling windows, her reason became disintegrated, and her eyes were full of disbelief.
Han Shen apologized to her
Because she insisted on breaking up, he even apologized for "not cherishing you well".
This is really not like his style, it's too unbelievable, shouldn't someone as arrogant as him turn his head and walk away without looking back
Until the meal time, Xu Yizhang's expression was still a little unresponsive.
The oven sizzled in front of my eyes.
Xu Yizhang's soul wandered away.
Doorbell rang.
Han Shen went to open the door.
Then, he came back with a bouquet of flowers, and before Xu Yizhang could respond, he stuffed them into her arms.
Xu Yizhang was stunned for a moment, then came back to his senses, looked at the delicate and blood-like roses in his arms, and felt a thud in his heart. She was about to stuff it back subconsciously, but was held down by Han Shen.
"Take it, for the last time." He looked at her obsessively, so longing, but unable to possess.
Xu Yizhang couldn't help but accept the bouquet of flowers in a daze.
Han Shen sat back in his seat, but quietly spooned soup and roast beef for her.
Xu Yizhang ate silently, and when she was almost done eating, she suddenly felt that she needed to say something. She looked at the roses on the table and said softly, "Thank you for sending me the flowers."
"There will be no chance in the future."
Xu Yizhang's palms gradually became cold. She picked up the red wine in her hand and took a sip, "Because we are going to separate, so you have arranged all the things you haven't done in the past?"
He nodded, "The first time you said you broke up, I thought you were angry, angry that I left when I was trying on the dress, angry that I didn't care about the wedding, and angry that my family didn't do anything, and put all the responsibility on you. I asked your parents to complete it. At that time, you said that I was bad and I was not good enough for you. I reflected on it and thought what you said was right. Maybe there is no love without money, so I worked hard, worked hard, and corrected Hello family, I have done everything I can to you, but you still hate me, so I realized that I don’t like a person, that is, no matter how good he becomes, I will never like him again.”
Xu Yizhang didn't speak, and picked the petals of the rose with her fingers. She was inexplicably anxious, because Han Shen's sincere words were never revealed by him in the past.
This made Xu Yizhang so shocked that his heart was numb, a little dazed, a little flustered, but more of a feeling of guilt.
In the previous life, the person who was sorry for her was him.
But in this life, the one who broke his heart was her.
Is it a causal loop
One time per person.
"If you are separated from me, you can become happier and happier, I think I am willing to fulfill you." These are his last words.
Xu Yizhang didn't know what to say, his heart was in a mess, blank, and confused.