Years of loneliness and depression had made her hate him for a long time, and now that the conversation started, she couldn't stop.
"We didn't talk about it when we were in love, but now that we're married, what do you care about? What do your family care about? Han Shen, I've been with you for so long, have you brought me to meet your parents? When we get married, our family doesn't need a bride price, and we don't require you to have a house, and we even have a dowry car for our young couple. However, since our engagement, my parents have been in charge of it. Where are your parents? Have you ever shown up? Are you Orphan? Why didn’t they show up even when you got married? Where did they go? Or, they didn’t look up to me at all, thought I wasn’t worthy of you, and wanted to force me to grow up by myself. A little self-knowledge?" Her voice was mixed with hostility and passed through his eardrums.
Indeed, this resentment has been lingering for a long time.
In the past, because she loved Han Shen, she swallowed all the grievances, and only hoped that Han Shen would treat her well for the rest of her life.
But what did their family get in exchange for their sincerity
She hasn't seen her parents-in-law since she married Han Shen, and even her pregnant mother-in-law didn't ask to take care of her. If they passed away, Xu Yizhang could forgive them, but they really lived in the world, but I never thought of coming to city b to meet them.
How could this couple be so hard-hearted
If it wasn't for Xu Yizhang's concern that he was reborn, he really wanted to question Han Shen's parents, if his daughter-in-law and granddaughter are gone? Her little star is so cute, isn't it worth seeing her grandparents
In the past, Chu Huixin always advised her that it would be fine if her parents-in-law didn't come, so that she and Han Shen could get close to Xu's family. I took the children to my natal home to care about and greet my parents. As for that Han Shen, she was busy every day, every day, she was no different from a widow.
She used to simply listen to her parents' advice.
But now, she is a woman who has been married for several years, and she has swallowed all the sadness in her stomach. She can't be deceiving herself, just like, if you have seen the sun, you can't say that the light of the torch is the brightest Yes, no matter how you lie to yourself, it is false.
It can only be said that she thought she had chosen the most beautiful and ideal pair of shoes, and when she put them on, others praised her for her taste and vision.
But only she knew that her feet were festered by those unsuitable shoes, but she couldn't tell the world how miserable and desolate her heart was.
"Is it because of this reason that you want to break up?" Facing her anger, Han Shen was always calm and desolate, "I told you in the morning that I don't want your car, we are still young, and we will have everything in the future .”
Yes, with your ability, of course you can have everything.
It's just that in the end everything is there, but the feelings are exhausted.
She admits that she has a lot of unwillingness, but what she wants more now is to stay away than unwillingness.
Maybe it was because she was hurt deeply enough, so she firmly believed that staying away from Han Shen could regain the dawn, she smiled lightly, and just sighed, "There are too many reasons, Han Shen, I really don't want to marry you."
She really didn't want to revisit those years.
Han Shen finally stopped talking, and the other end of the phone was breathing lightly and shallowly. Xu Yizhang didn't know what mood he was in now, but just waited silently.
Perhaps, Han Shen also wanted to restore some dignity. He had always been indifferent and arrogant in front of her in the past, so his lips lifted, and he only said, "Since it is what you wish, I will fulfill you."
Xu Yizhang smiled ironically and hung up the phone.
Yes, as long as the goal is accomplished, there is no need to say more. After all, Han Shen is the star of tomorrow, so he should stay on top of things and hope to see him in the future.
*
Xu's downstairs.
Han Shen stood for a long time in the slanted street lights.
After hanging up the phone, his expression didn't change at all, and he didn't know what he was thinking about.
After a while, he turned his head and walked out of the community, got into a taxi, did not do anything to indulge himself, but took out the documents in the bag, and browsed carefully with his eyes.
Perhaps, without success, there is no love.
The four words of getting married and starting a business should be read upside down—
Establishment of business, success of family.
Otherwise it's all over the place.
*
After hanging up the phone, Qin Zhen had a "can't wait" expression on his face, "You, really broke up with Han Shen?"
Xu Yizhang lowered his eyes, still with that indifferent look, "I'm serious."
"But... aren't you guys going to get married soon? The wedding invitations and wedding celebrations are all done, and now we're breaking up..." How did it end? Even Qin Zhen didn't dare to imagine this scene, "Do your parents know?"
"When the time comes, everyone who can retire will." Xu Yizhang said in a nonchalant tone, "Find a time and talk to my parents."
Anyway, it's all over, if you can refund it, you can refund it, save some money and live.
"You're crazy!" Qin Zhen disagreed, "How can it end at this time? Your relatives know about it, and your parents will definitely not agree."
"If you don't agree, there's nothing I can do." Xu Yizhang wanted to continue eating, but she couldn't swallow the powder in her mouth. She said in a low voice: "I plan to find a job, and I will work hard for a few years before thinking about the future. .”
Perhaps in her future life, there will be no more "marriage" plans.
You must save money in advance, buy insurance, and implement a single-living pension plan.
*
I just talked to Qin Zhen about looking for a job at night, and the next day, Qin Zhen called her, "Dog, do you really want to find a job?"
"Look for it." Xu Yizhang lay on Qin Zhen's bed, hugging the soft quilt, "Do you have any recommendations?"
"My cousin's company is recruiting, do you want to try it?"
Xu Yizhang lowered his eyes and thought for a while. Although Fu Qiran is a young boss, he seems to be quite capable. I think he can learn a lot by working with him.
Now because she doesn't plan to get married, her career has become Xu Yizhang's number one concern. Maybe she has passed the age of innocence, and now she is far more thoughtful than before, and said for a while, "When is the interview?"
It is a good choice to be in the same company as Qin Zhen and learn a lot.
"It's fine in the afternoon, do you want to come over today?"
Xu Yizhang glanced at the time, it was half past eleven, she nodded, "I guess I can go, what time in the afternoon?"
"2-4 o'clock is the interview time."
"Okay." Xu Yizhang replied, got up and went to the simple bathroom of Qin Zhen's house. These are the simple houses rented by migrant workers. Of course, there are good houses, but the rent is not close to the people. Qin Zhen already loves life One class, the home is very warmly decorated, and two pots of green plants are placed. The house is rented for short, but the life is one's own, which has a sense of ceremony.