Xu Yi was kissed to the point of lack of oxygen, her hands were also clasped, and her fingers were tightly clasped...
She was held tightly by him as if she had no bones...
"No, no, my stomach hurts..." Feeling his strong feelings, Xu Yizhang was a little scared, subconsciously wanted to hide, and covered his stomach, "It really hurts."
"What's the matter?" Han Shen let go of her, there was a fine layer of sweat on the tip of his tall nose, and his body was tense and painful from patience.
Xu Yizhang said with trembling voice: "Stomach hurts, it seems to be fetal movement."
"Fetal movement?"
At this moment
Han Shen looked at her stomach, quietly, motionless.
And her face was all red, and her lips were swollen from his kiss just now. She was so sexy that it was hard to hold back.
His eyes deepened, he ignored her lie, and continued to kiss her lips.
Xu Yizhang's heart beat violently.
But after all, he still pressed his chest and pushed it away.
She still can't.
My heart was shaken by him in this life.
But still unacceptable.
She can't do it.
Han Shen gasped and looked at her hands. In fact, she didn't use much strength, but her expression was very resistant. She closed her eyes and frowned, as if she was in pain.
"What's wrong?" Han Shen asked.
Xu Yizhang shook his head lightly, "Sorry..."
I can not do it.
Really can't do it.
Han Shen was silent, already understood the meaning of resistance in her action, and there was a deep pain in his eyes.
After that, he got up and put the body lotion into her hand, then turned and left the room.
The ambiguity in the room seemed to dissipate with his departure, Xu Yizhang sat quietly on the bed, covered with a quilt.
The position of the heart seems to gradually become empty...
*
That night, Han Shen slept in the living room.
He went out early the next morning, and Xu Yizhang wandered around the house, seeing no one, and felt a little guilty for no reason.
She went to work as usual, took care of all the work, and only visited Qin Zhen in the hospital when she was off work.
When leaving, Fu Qiran asked her, "What is Qin Zhen doing recently? Why do you always ask for leave?"
Xu Yizhang glanced at him, but in the end he didn't tell the truth, "It's nothing, I just fell and my eardrum was perforated, and I have to stay in the hospital for a few days."
She didn't dare to say things that Qin Zhen didn't want to say, so as not to hurt her.
Fu Qiran nodded, "Is it that serious?"
"It's okay, the doctor said it's mild, and it's estimated that he will be discharged soon."
Fu Qiran sighed, "Now the planning department is in charge of the two of you. You are pregnant and she lives in the hospital. Things are really difficult..."
Xu Yizhang heard the meaning in his words and glanced at him, "Want to be promoted?"
"Yeah." Fu Qiran had a tired look on his face, "The company is expanding recently and needs a lot of people."
Xu Yizhang nodded, "Anyone you like?"
Fu Qiran: "This is up to you."
This is a pain for Xu Yizhang. Qin Zhen is not in the company, and she is the one who takes care of things. After only three days, she obviously feels powerless. She has a good mentality, but lacks energy.
But right now, she is still required to evaluate the promotion personnel, which made her sigh greatly, thinking that she should go to the hospital to discuss with Qin Zhen.
I just don't know if Qin Zhen can talk about business in that state.
When he arrived at the hospital, Xu Yizhang casually ordered two bowls of light lean meat porridge on the first floor, and brought them to have dinner with Qin Zhen.
After two days of fluid infusion, Qin Zhen had fully recovered. She was holding a mobile phone, and she didn't know what she was looking at, with an extremely complicated expression.
"Zhen Er." Xu Yizhang took the porridge in and pushed the dining table over for her, "Haven't you eaten dinner yet?"
"No, I haven't ordered food yet." Qin Zhen sat up, and after a night of precipitation, her mood had eased a lot, and she made room for Xu Yizhang to sit.
The two sat on both sides of the bed, eating porridge with their hands.
Xu Yizhang observed her expression, and saw that she didn't want to talk about Meng Cheng, so he took the initiative to ask about the company, "Just... I'm almost six months pregnant, and the boss is afraid that our department is short of manpower, so I want to ask the people below Promote one to be a sub-team to assist us, who do you think is more suitable for our department?"
Qin Zhen thought for a while, "Sudan?"
Xu Yizhang shook his head, "She's definitely not good. She's a bit irritable and unsteady, so she's not suitable to be a manager." Besides, she used to belong to Condelin, and she was used to Condelin's way. She likes to suppress newcomers. This kind of person manages It is also difficult to win favor.
Qin Zhen said: "Where is Ren Bingya?"
Xu Yizhang thought for a while, "That's not okay, it's not that you don't know her personality, she likes to gossip in the department, almost everyone in the company has been picked up by her."
Qin Zhen laughed, "Yeah, last time I was still discussing who the father of the child in your belly is."
Xu Yizhang raised his eyebrows, "It's a bit talkative."
"But she's actually quite capable, but she just can't control her mouth."
Xu Yizhang agrees with this point, Ren Bingya is capable and popular, but who knows if those popularity is plastic? After all, everyone would not dare to offend her with such a broken-mouthed person, for fear of being "gossip" behind her back.
Qin Zhen sighed, "Who else is there?"
Fu Qiran's concerns are also right. Xu Yizhang will have a baby in three months at most, and she can't tell how long the maternity leave and confinement will be. Don't want to come back? Fu Qiran must pave the way for himself, everyone needs to think for themselves.
The two discussed and discussed, and in the end they both felt that Fan Xixi was better.
Xu Yizhang said: "She should be more stable."
Qin Zhen thought for a while and hesitated, "But she hasn't been in the company for long. If she is promoted every time, the old people will definitely feel that they can't stay."
"But there are not many good old people. Those who are capable will be promoted, just like I was at the beginning." Xu Yizhang has her own thinking. In fact, when she was recruiting, she was optimistic about Fan Xixi. Shi Xuan's education is more beautiful than Fan Xixi. The ability is also good, but the fault is that she is too individual and always does not cooperate with the requirements of her superiors. Even though she is capable, she is not popular in the company.
Most of the other old people have become old fritters, either their personalities are not suitable, or their abilities do not match.
Qin Zhen said: "Zhang'er, you should think carefully. The last time you were promoted, the company was very dissatisfied with my cousin. If you promote a new person this time, it is still your decision. When the time comes, the old man in the planning department I might have something to say about you..."
Xu Yizhang has thought about this problem, but rather than convincing the public, she wants a subordinate who can fully cooperate with her, so as not to cause a lot of trouble when it happens.
In the end, Xu Yizhang felt that this question still needs to be investigated, so he didn't say anything, and asked Qin Zhen, "How do you feel now?"
"It's better." When it comes to the topic of Meng Cheng, Qin Zhen deliberately avoids it and doesn't want to talk about it.
Under normal circumstances, people seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and don't like to talk about things that will make them sad. Xu Yizhang understands this, and Qin Zhen can only talk about them if he is willing to talk about them.
So Xu Yizhang decided to go home, but when he left, he asked Qin Zhen a question, "When do you plan to leave the hospital?"
Qin Zhen thought for a while, "Let's go out tomorrow. There's nothing else to do, and my face doesn't hurt anymore. I think I can go to work. I haven't done anything these two days. Things are all on your shoulders. Thank you for your hard work."
Xu Yizhang smiled, "It's okay, I will have a baby later, and it will be your turn to help me deal with it."
When I walked out of the hospital, it was past eleven o'clock.
It was quiet and noisy outside.
Quiet is the environment.
The hustle and bustle is the traffic coming and going on the boulevard.
She carried her bag and walked slowly. In the busy adult world, she probably only had to walk, or take a little time before going to bed to sort out her mood.
Sadness, not like the heart-piercing rain on TV, drinking...
Most of the time, grief is silent.
Or maybe, only her grief is like this, who knows
*
Back home, Han Shen was not there, but there was a post-it note on the refrigerator.
Han Shen: [Business trip for a week.]
Xu Yizhang poured a glass of warm water, and stood in front of the refrigerator while drinking the water while looking at this post-it note.
Simply inform, no other concerns.
She was silent for a moment, tore it off, threw it in the trash, and then went on with her busy life.
the next day.
Qin Zhen went back to work in the company, and she came to work directly from the hospital.
A piece of gauze was pasted on the red and swollen face.
When Xu Yizhang saw her, he was taken aback, "You're here?"
"Well, it's almost better anyway."