"Zhaoyang?"
Chu Xinning turned around and looked up.
Lifting his hands to support her shoulders, Qin Zhaoyang took a deep breath, "Xin Ning, there are a few words... I must say to you."
She nodded.
"I'm listening, you say it."
"Actually, I knew you were unwilling at that time. Later I thought about it, I really went too far..."
"Shaoyang!"
Chu Xinning opened her mouth to stop her, but the man had already taken over the topic again.
"Listen to what I have to say!" The palms on her shoulders trembled slightly, and then tightened. Qin Zhaoyang changed his waist slightly and looked directly into her eyes without avoiding it. "I know I am very selfish. I have also doubted myself, whether this is right or not. In the past two days, I finally figured it out. Even if everyone in the world calls me Qin Zhaoyang a bastard, even if you hate me and blame me, I will still do it. I would still do that. I also know that love shouldn't be about possession, but I just can't help it. I just want to possess you, I just want to get you and have you... If I choose again now, I will still be like Just like back then, I took possession of you despicably!”
"Zhaoyang!" Chu Xinning tried hard to hold back her tears, "Stop talking, stop talking!"
"No, I must tell you these words clearly, because I'm not sure if I will have a chance in the future." He put his arms around her and hugged her tightly. Qin Zhaoyang lowered his head and buried his face in her neck. , "Chu Xinning, this is how I love you. I don't care what you think in the future, and I don't care what others think. At least... you have been my Qin Zhaoyang's woman for more than 20 years, even if I really have to die this time. It’s worth it even on the operating table!”
Chu Xinning clutched his hospital gown tightly and burst into tears.
After a while, she controlled the situation, raised her face, and met his eyes with tears.
"Live and come out to see me. As long as you live, I will always be your Qin Zhaoyang's woman."
Qin Zhaoyang nodded.
"Okay, it's a deal!"
"It's a deal!"
Raising his hand to wipe away the tears on her face, Qin Zhaoyang bent down and kissed her lips slowly.
There was the taste of tears on her lips, slightly salty, slightly bitter, slightly astringent...
Those lips were still as soft as they were in his memory, and they still made his heart surge...
Letting go of her, the man turned around and strode towards the operating room.
He wants to live, and he wants to live for her!
The nurse pressed the switch, and the door of the operating room opened automatically. Seeing him stepping towards the threshold, and his body being almost closed inside the door, Chu Xinning couldn't help it, and rushed over.
"Qin Zhaoyang!"
Qin Zhaoyang turned around and saw the woman running towards him in high heels in the corridor. He was startled and rushed over to block the electric door that was about to close.
The nurse rushed over and opened the door.
The door is opened again.
Chu Xinning rushed over and stretched out her arms to hug him.
"I have something to tell you!" Holding his arm tightly, Chu Xinning raised her face, her voice choked but firm, "Qin Zhaoyang, I... I love you too!"
After being married for more than 20 years, in the first ten years, she was just like a walking corpse. She was nominally his woman and fulfilled her obligations as his wife, but she always remembered the year of Mu Si and her son in her heart.
At the beginning, she even tried to commit suicide, but was discovered by a servant and sent to the doctor for gastric lavage. Qin Zhaoyang stayed with her in the hospital for three full days.