After she regained consciousness, the first thing he said to her was to threaten her. If she dared to do such a thing again, he would make everyone in the Mu family uneasy.
In order not to get pregnant with his child, she secretly took birth control pills behind his back, causing endocrine disorders and no menstruation for several months.
At that time, quietly following the news about Mu Si Nian and Mu Tianye was the most meaningful thing in her life.
Until that year, Mu Si Nian passed away due to a heart attack. After learning the news, she seemed to have lost the meaning of living.
Qin Zhaoyang, who had always doted on her and protected her, struck her for the first time and slapped her in the face. That was the only time he slapped her in more than 20 years.
That night, he scolded her all night long, calling her ungrateful, calling her cold-blooded, calling her selfish...
The next day, he forcibly pulled her out of the bedroom, took her to Hawaii, then to Norway, to Iceland... He teased her and coaxed her to think of ways to make her happy, but she did nothing.
Later, in the middle of the night, Qin Zhaoyang suddenly pulled her up from the bed where she was sleeping, took her away from the small town in Northern Europe, and drove her for dozens of hours...
She suffered from airsickness, vomited to the point of darkness, and had not thought about eating for too long. Her physical condition was also in a mess, and she passed out directly on the plane.
When she woke up from the chaos, she was already in the back seat of the car, and outside the window was a cemetery where there was a new tomb of Mus Nian.
"Only this time, starting from today, don't think about him again, otherwise... I will destroy your son's company and send him to jail."
At that time, Qin Zhaoyang said so by his side.
She went to Mu Si Nian's grave and cried until she fell into coma. Then he took him back to Country M and regained her health under the care of a nutritionist. At the same time, she also received an invitation from an old friend to help translate a book. books.
She put all her energy into her work and gradually came out of the shadow of losing Musi Nian.
On the day the book was published, Qin Zhaoyang specially helped her celebrate. It was already half a year after Mus Nian's death, and she smiled for the first time...
Later, she had more and more work, and she began to re-invest in work, opening a book market and a publishing company... At first, she just wanted to keep herself busy so that she could not think too much. Later, she gradually fell in love with work. Enjoy the sense of accomplishment and fun that work brings.
When did you start accepting the existence of the man next to you
Chu Xinning could no longer remember.
Or maybe she is a bad woman to fall in love with Qin Zhaoyang.
But now, she doesn't want to think about it. Who can tell clearly what is right and what is wrong
Now, she just wants to work hard to face the present and face the person in front of her who should be cherished.
Tell him she loves him.
In those years, she had been blaming herself for not having the opportunity to explain what happened back then to Mo Si Nian. This incident was also the deepest regret in her heart.
This time, she didn't want to have any regrets. She wanted to tell Qin Zhaoyang her truest feelings for him.
She had hated him, complained about him, and actually thought about dying with him one night... These were the truest feelings.
But now, she loves him and hopes he comes out of the operating room safely. This is the truest feeling.
No one knows how many people a person can fall in love with in a lifetime, but Chu Xinning knows that she has only loved two men in her life, and both of them are irreplaceable.