Xia Nuan was stunned.
Xicheng frowned tightly and looked at her, "No matter what it is, even if you want to scold me or hit me... Or, punish me and ask me to use some other method to compensate you... No matter what!"
His tone was low and annoyed, and it was obvious that his heart was full of pain and guilt.
Xia Nuan's heart tightened.
"Gu Han!" She put down most of the cookies in her hand, pulled out the chair, and slowly stood up, "Actually, I know that you didn't mean it that night, so... you don't have to blame yourself so much. It's been so long. No, you don’t have to feel guilty all the time, I... I really don’t blame you!”
"But you should blame me, you should hate me!" Xicheng also stood up, "I blasphemed you and caused you so much trouble, you should hate me..."
Xicheng's voice was very excited.
In the past two years, he has been suffering from this incident all the time. Compared with his sister's death, Xia Nuan is the thorn in his heart that cannot be removed. Every time he thinks about it, it feels like a stab of pain.
Xia Nuan couldn't bear it and couldn't help but take two steps closer to him.
"Gu Han, you really don't have to blame yourself so much. We all know that that night... you couldn't help it."
Xicheng shook his head.
"No! It's all my fault..."
"Gu Han!" Xia Nuan reached out and held his arm, "It's all over. I... I really have never blamed you..."
"No, you should blame me, you should hate me..." Taking her palm, Xicheng forcefully slapped her hand on his face, "You hit me, you scolded me... No matter what you do, I deserve it. !”
"Gu Han!"
Xia Nuan tried to pull her hand back, but was unable to do so. She was pulled by him and slapped on his face several times. Her hand was a little painful. It is not difficult to imagine that his face would be even more painful...
"Gu Han!" She raised her other hand and grabbed his arm. Xia Nuan tried her best to control her palm, "Calm down! Yes, I was really angry about what happened that night, but I really like Nian Nian. , I love him. It has not been easy these past two years, but the happiness this child brings to me is beyond your imagination. If I could go back in time and make a choice again, I would still... choose to stay in that hotel. !”
"Why?"
"Because..." Xia Nuan hesitated, "Because I... I love Nian Nian!"
"You're a good girl, I'm a bastard, I don't deserve it..."
Xicheng took a step back in pain, shaking his chair and his body as well.
Xia Nuan hurriedly held his arm, "You're drunk, I'll take you back to your room to rest!"
Pulling him, she trudged toward the stairs.
"Be obedient, go back upstairs and have a good sleep..."
"Xia Nuan, I'm a bastard, right?"
"No! You're not!"
"No, I am!"
"You have never been a bastard, you have always been an excellent man, from school to now... be careful of the steps..."
After coaxing and persuading all the way, Xia Nuan finally helped him upstairs.
Holding him up with one hand and pushing open the door to the guest room with the other, Xicheng lost his support and immediately collapsed weakly in the porch.
"Gu Han!" Xia Nuan hurriedly bent over to help him, but unfortunately the man was too heavy and she couldn't pull him up at all. "Gu Han, can we go to the room?"
Xicheng leaned against the wall and reached out to hold her arm.
"Xia... Xia Nuan, you are a good woman... I... I don't deserve to like you!"