At that moment, Qi Jin's eyelids trembled slightly, half-opened, only to see a silhouette in a trance. In the dark, it is impossible to tell whether a person is really there, or where.
He blinked dazedly and closed it again.
The face moved forward subconsciously, until the tip of the nose touched a person's neck, and the smell on it was warm and faint, the same as the smell of the pillow he was lying on now.
Smells good no matter what.
Qi Qin's brows were relieved, and she smiled quietly between half-dreams and half-awakes—this dream is really good...
Thinking in such a daze, I naturally buried my face towards the source of the smell, turned my body, and pressed against a warm and firm place. He took a steady breath and sent it over, but because it was too close, he was quickly blocked back and brushed against his face. However, he usually sleeps with his arms around that person, so he's used to it and doesn't feel uncomfortable.
At this moment, he felt something lightly stroke his hair, and for a second time something was imprinted on his forehead.
The stay this time was longer than the last time, and the feelings were deeper than the last time, and there was a strong nostalgia in it. Finally, the thing walked slowly down the bridge of his nose, separated for a moment, and then lightly held his lips.
"Well… "
Qi Jin let out a groan instinctively. Yelling, the Adam's apple moved up and down, and his fingers unconsciously scratched on the sheet twice, and his breathing became thicker. He opened his mouth to say something, but felt a wet trace on his tongue - unexpectedly, a kind of sweetness melted there, and he no longer had any resistance.
However, if it goes on like this, it's really going to be breathless—
Qi Jin was slightly shocked.
The real sense of suffocation made him wake up suddenly, suddenly opened his eyes, and finally realized that the person in front of him was not his wishful thinking.
"Shen... Yan...?" At the same time as he was completely sober, he regretted waking up too early, so the kiss ended in a hurry.
"Ok."
The other party only responded in a low voice, but Qi Jin already felt that the missing part of his chest was filled up by the word, and a sense of joy surged up, unable to suppress the urge to raise the corners of his lips, he laughed. At that moment, he couldn't help hugging each other tightly and murmured, "Shen Yan."
I thought it would take a few hours to meet, but I didn't expect the surprise to come so suddenly and so quickly.
"Well," Shen Yan promised for the second time buried next to his temple, "I'm back."
She was extremely happy, but Qi Jin's eyes were slightly hot, and she didn't say a word, she just leaned on Shen Yan's shoulder and let out a sigh of relief, laughing and sighing.
-what time is it now
- It's so late and you're still coming back from the hospital, is there still the last train? It's dark and cold outside. Did you catch a cold
There were many questions to ask, but Qi Jin didn't want to. At least now he allows himself to be selfish for a while. Compared to the answers to these questions, the fact that Shen Yan is back is the most important thing. If you ask, guilt will definitely overwhelm joy, so why should you feel bad for yourself.
It's good to be the bad guy once. Qi Yin thought silently in her heart.
Shen Yan seemed to know what he was thinking, and without saying anything, she reached out and turned on the light by the bedside. The shadows created by the lights give texture to everything in the room. Shen Yan's figure sitting in front of the bed is dimly reflected on the window glass, where cold and warm seem to divide, and winter stops here.
Qi Jin didn't have the heart to continue lying down, so she stood up and wrapped her arms around the man's back.
The room was warm and warm, but the shirt fabric on Shen Yan's back was still cold to the touch. Qi Jin expected that he must have frozen due to the cold wind on the way back. quilt.
"Ah… "
Holding Shen Yan's hand, he lowered his head and breathed, making it warm and warm there.
Shen Yan looked down at him quietly, with a faint smile, and finally hugged him gently into her arms, leaning against the head of the bed together.
"How is your mother?" Qi Jin observed his demeanor, and it seemed that there was no sign of losing his soul like yesterday, so he raised this topic carefully.
"Fortunately," when Shen Yan spoke, Qi Jin could feel the slight vibration on his chest caused by the sound, which was calmer than expected, "When I left the hospital, she was already asleep."
"Then the conversation between you..."
This is what Qi Jin cares about the most and asks the most cautiously.
Shen Yan was silent for a moment, and finally smiled bitterly: "After chatting for nearly four hours, it's not as scary as I thought. But... How can I make it clear in four hours after more than ten years? My mother needs time to adjust. , myself too - take your time, she has decided to have an operation, and I may have to take leave to take care of her in the hospital these days."
Qi Jin breathed a sigh of relief upon hearing this.
I didn't expect to resolve all conflicts at once. However, a good start is always worth sticking with.
"You're right, take your time." He thought that Shen Yan would continue to go to the hospital tomorrow, and couldn't help but smile, "Actually, I expected that the two of you couldn't reach an agreement within a day, so I asked someone to let you go. Staying in the hospital... how did you come back? If you stay for one night, you don't need to run back and forth tomorrow?"
It's a lie, but it's the truth.
Shen Yan didn't say anything for a while, Qi Jin felt his face turned sideways, and slowly leaned over, the corners of his lips touched his forehead.
"Because you sent me a text."
Qi Jin was stunned when he heard the words.
He had clearly deleted the words "I miss you very much", but could he still see it out
"I..." should only say that I'm fine, so I don't need to worry about it, right
"You said that everything is fine on your side, so I don't have to worry about it." Shen Yan repeated the content of his text message, suddenly lowered her voice, and looked away uncomfortably, "Then... it's gone. I I thought you'd say something else..."
Qi Jin's eyes twitched slightly at this moment, and his heart seemed to be covered with a drum skin, and it began to thump, thump, thump.
He wanted to laugh, but he held it back, pursed his lips and deliberately asked, "Do you think I will say anything else?"
While asking this, he gently moved over to bury himself more closely into the other's arms, raised his head, and kissed his chin teasingly. Shen Yan's hand on his shoulder couldn't help but slowly tighten, he hesitated to speak, and then continued hoarsely for a while: "I thought... I didn't come home all night, you might say that you miss me very much... or something. It didn't work out. ."
After all, he lowered his eyes awkwardly.
"Maybe because of this... I'm a little lost. And I can't bear to spend the night alone. After thinking about it, I couldn't help but come back."
Qi Jin finally burst out laughing.
He buried himself in Shen Yan's chest and kept laughing, closed his eyes, and pressed his cheeks tightly to the position of Shen Yan's heart, listening to Shen Shen's heartbeat speeding up because of his laughter, his mood was indescribably bright.
"Actually, I originally wrote it like this," he smiled and confessed generously. "I was afraid that you would be distracted, so I deleted it. I didn't expect you to come back because of this."
Shen Yan was slightly startled.
At this time, Qi Jin took one of his hands and quietly put it on his heart, letting him know that the heart rate of the two people is so close now that no one is faster or slower. Feelings can't tell who is more and who is less.
"I miss you very much." Qi Jin smiled lightly and filled in the four words that were not entered at that time.
Sure enough... it's the most satisfying thing to say in front of me.
Shen Yan didn't speak, just turned his head and raised his jaw silently.
A kiss fell silently, from the forehead all the way to the corner of the lips, the thumb pressed against Qi Jin's lips and gently traced from beginning to end, the dry finger pulp was itchy and prickly, causing him to involuntarily open his mouth, subtle. He let out a whimper, but was gently pushed back by the tip of the man's tongue.
Qi Jin's body slowly collapsed towards him, like a cube of sugar melted in coffee, it lost its original firmness, but in exchange for a mellow taste, sweet to the bottom of my heart.
As he responded to Shen Yan's kiss, he wriggled slightly, his knees rubbing against each other, his bare feet gently poking at the inside of Shen Yan's calf with his toes, making a rustling sound. In the silent early winter night, it is inevitable that some kind of human instinct will sprout and take root.
"Ah..." He gasped in a low voice, his fingers unconsciously touched Shen Yan's first button, and he just wanted to undo it quickly.
"Qi Jin," Shen Yan lightly grabbed his hand at this moment, stepped back an inch, put her on his forehead and breathed hurriedly, and asked in a low voice, "You... Is it still hurting there?"
Qi Jin immediately realized what "there" was referring to, her ears flushed, and she replied softly, "Fortunately... it's no longer in the way. What do you want to ask this?"
When I asked, I had already found an answer, and I was prepared for it.
It's a pity that he underestimated the integrity of this man—
Shen Yan's answer was completely different from his. She didn't press it, she actually let go of her hand, crossed the head of the bed, and took out a small ointment from a white paper bag on the counter. Qi Jin was stunned—even if she didn't ask, she understood what this ointment was for. She was moved and lost for a while, and her heart was full of sweet and sour thoughts, but she closed her eyes and slowly leaned on Shen Yan, only smiling. Do not speak.
However, no matter how upright the use was, when she handed the item to Qi Jin, Shen Yan's voice still had a hint of astringency, and said softly: "I'm sorry... Yesterday, I was out of control and hurt you. This is I bought it at the pharmacy when I was in the hospital, and I…”
Not knowing what to do next, he stopped.
Qi Jin bit her lip lightly, raised her right hand to catch one end of the ointment box, and stroked it diagonally along the box. Finally, she held the man's hand together with the ointment.
"You only bought what you will use now, and what you will use in the future, did you buy it?" he asked in a hoarse voice, "Huh?"
Shen Yan looked at him in confusion, not knowing what he meant.
Qi Jin lowered her eyes and smiled slightly. She didn't know what to say. She just said, "Open the top drawer of the bedside table and take a look."
Shen Yan seemed to have heard a hint, and was slightly stunned, but still slowly reached out to open the first drawer of the bedside table according to his instructions.
Boxes of condoms sit quietly in the innermost corner of the drawer, alongside an unopened bottle of lubricant—the two most basic things. Asking someone to open the drawer to take a look, Qi Jin himself refused to look at it, so instead of looking away, he buried a piece of hot dough in the other's shoulder.
"I bought it on the way back today," he whispered softly, "I'm responsible for buying it, and you're responsible for using it."
Shen Yan didn't make a sound, but Qi Jin could hear his heartbeat coming strongly again and again.
So the sound was even lower, to a lingering level.
"I chose the size based on my impression... There are only two impressions in total. I don't know if it's right or not." Every time he said a word, his breath gently touched Shen Yan's side neck, and he had that kind of breath when he smiled. The most exciting, "Or, are you going to give me a chance to review now?"
At this moment, Shen Yan finally took a deep breath and lowered her head to his ear. Let him know for the first time - it turns out that language can also burn the auricle.
"Qi Jin," there was a faint trace of pain in the serious and suppressed voice, "...don't test me like that."
At the same time when she heard this sentence, Qi Jin felt that her shoulder was firmly clasped by the other's hand, unable to move at all, and her heart couldn't help beating. Shen Yan is seldom so severe when the two are alone - not so much strictness, but rather the appearance of struggling when a person is close to losing control.
And he didn't want to pull this person back.
"Actually... I really hope you can't stand this test, what should I do?"
Just after saying this, Shen Yan gently pushed the drawer with her backhand and closed it.
This means that he has no intention of using the contents inside.
Qi Jin was feeling a little disappointed when Shen Yan's hand supporting his shoulder suddenly roamed down his back, pressed against his waist, and pressed it back gently. That position couldn't stand the pressure, but Qi Jin's bones softened due to his actions, and he fell between the opponent's arms.
First, the corners of the eyebrows were pecked silently, then the cheeks, the neck, and the two collarbones.
Shen Yan's kiss was like the rain in the beginning of spring, but the rain was not cold, but hot, making him slightly dizzy.
"Uh… "
He closed his eyes and had no strength to resist.
He wasn't ashamed when he unbuttoned Shen Yan's button before, but when Shen Yan's hand groped for his zipper chain, his face flushed, and he hurriedly reached out and grabbed the wrist symbolically: "Don't..."
But now, the negative word has lost its negative meaning, and his voice is in the most thirsty state.
Shen Yan didn't say a word, and patiently and slowly unbuttoned the buttons on his trousers first, and then gradually pulled the zipper down to the end. Layer, the cotton textile feels warm to the touch, almost the same as Qi Jin's body temperature.
His breathing became deeper and deeper, and his ten fingers pushed down silently from Qi Jin's smooth back, buried them in the layer of fabric, gently faded, and took off half of the bottoms, before restraining Qi Jin for a few moments. After struggling, continue to use both hands to fall below the thigh.
Qi Jin stopped moving, shrank in his arms and trembled slightly.
After rubbing his ears and temples for a while, he had already reacted, and even more so now - even if Shen Yan's hand didn't touch the specific position, he should be able to feel it so tightly pressed against his body.
"Shen Yan..." He murmured the other person's name while panting. There is a pleading smell.
Not sure whether to ask that person to stop, or the other way around.
At this moment, the sound of opening the carton suddenly came from her ear, Qi Wei was startled, and finally realized what Shen Yan was going to do, her face flushed red for a while.
Just listening to Shen Yan sigh deeply, withdrew both hands to unscrew the tube of ointment.
His heart was pounding, and he waited.
After a while, he felt Shen Yan's hand gently supporting his waist again, so he turned his body crampedly, changed to a position that was convenient for Shen Yan's movements, and slowly spread his legs apart while suppressing his shame. . I felt a sudden cold below, and I couldn't help but tremble a little - it was Shen Yan's hand that slowly reached in and applied the ointment.
"Right now, just use the one you use now," Shen Yan said in a hoarse voice beside his ear, "The one you will use in the future... I will be responsible for using it in the future. You should take good care of your wounds first."
Qi Jin couldn't say a word at the moment, so naturally there was no way to refute it.
Shen Yan hugged him, his fingers gradually pushed into the depths, he let out a whimper, and slumped softly in that embrace. There is absolutely no room for thinking about the future, and it is necessary.
just now.
Only now, with this person to spend the night with him, he is already content.