After saying that, Shen Yan sighed softly for a second time.
"Actually, I know you are nothing, it's me... Being a boyfriend is not generous enough."
Qi Jin kept hearing this in a daze, and she quickly regained her senses, finally understanding what Shen Yan was struggling with. His face suddenly became hot, and his heart couldn't help beating wildly.
- It turns out that this person is really jealous.
Obviously he shouldn't be smiling, but because of the thick sweetness in his throat, he forgot to hold down the corners of his lips and let them rise slightly.
Not only did the corners of his lips curl, but the corners of his eyes also curled together: "Are you jealous?"
Shen Yan probably felt a little uncomfortable, the low "um" was almost inaudible, and then he added "just a little" in a lower voice. Qi Jin can imagine the action of this man looking away from the computer at this moment - it's just... so cute.
If there was a mirror in front of him now, Qi Jin would definitely be embarrassed by the way she stared at the screen while smirking.
But he was very happy, and didn't mind admitting this thought at all: "Actually, you're so 'not generous', which makes me very happy."
Shen Yan seemed to be stunned and did not answer.
Qi Jin's smile did not change, and there was also a smile in her voice: "I feel very lucky to meet you, and being owned by you makes me feel... very happy. Shen Yan, you are the only one living in my heart, so you do your best. You can loudly announce that the place is yours, and no one else can enter or enter."
Shen Yan remained silent for a long time.
Qi Jin was about to continue when the phone on the table suddenly rang. When I opened it, I saw that the person who was talking to my own language was silently sending a text message. The content of the text message is only one simple word: 【啾】.
It turns out that he understood it during the day-
This time, Qi Jin laughed out loud, lowered her head slightly and leaned closer to the phone screen, and really "tweeted" on it, letting the voice pass through the microphone. There is no need to say more, they understand each other, and the sugar slowly accumulated in the heart is enough to go home.
"Actually, I also eat the vinegar of the big geese and the small return period, because they can be hugged by you." But I still have to wait for two full days. At this time, Qi Jin deliberately put on a sour tone and said it like a semblance.
"Haha." Shen Yan was finally amused by him, without commenting, just laughing.
"You have to cheer up later, and look forward to hearing about your first game of the final." Qi Jin laughed with him for a while before returning to the serious business.
"Yeah." The word is still the same, but it doesn't sound like the bitterness just now, but it smells of the warm sunlight in December, warm and simple.
Shen Yan's first group number was 29, which was not much different from 21. The time came soon after the two chatted.
"Ah, the 28th group is over, let's not talk about it here, hurry down and get ready." Qi Jin was afraid of missing the time, so she glanced at the channel window from time to time, and when she saw that the group in front of Shen Yan had entered the scoring stage , and hurriedly woke him up.
"Okay." Shen Yan smiled slightly. In fact, there is no need to prepare anything in particular, it is mainly the mentality.
Set your mind, everything will be set.
At this time, the host Yang Chunqu was already instructing the field staff to move the next group of players to the microphone.
Qi Jin only listened to Shen Yan fiddling with the equipment, and then said a short goodbye to herself: "I'll go first, I'll wait..."
The sound suddenly disappeared.
Like a cassette of tapes that was just playing normally, the way the sound stopped was very abrupt.
Qi Jin was stunned for a moment, not understanding why Shen Yan stopped in the middle of the sentence, obviously the person was still there, and he did not drop the line.
Could it be that your headphones are broken
Or... Shen Yan's microphone is broken
At least the former doesn't hold true—because at this moment, I can clearly hear a "click, click" sound from the earphones, casually biting things. Astonished, Qi Jin suddenly raised his head, his eyes were immediately tied to the IDs of the two players.
The 29th group is "Xiaoshan old man" vs "Qin Tuo".
The two IDs selected by this group are clearly hung on the list of players: [Dad of the cat] vs. [Dub me well, bastard].
The latter does not hold either.
Because Shen Yan made a soft sound at this time, and there was only such a sound, and the voice was very dry: "-ah..."
This way of pronouncing is reminiscent of the onset of aphasia in the documentary.
Qi Jin suddenly shivered slightly.
However, the other party didn't seem to find out who "Cat の daddy" was, and he was still eating his potato chips mindlessly, and even sneered at this non-mainstream style ID of the same group as him: "Hey, 'Cat のDad'
— It seems that this person has not heard of games that he himself has not participated in, so there is no special reaction.
Qi Qin said in his heart. Don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.
Qi Jin only mentioned "the second child" in front of Shen Yan once.
He didn't mention it directly, but on the pretext of listening to his own game, he pulled Shen Yan to sit together and listen to the public release of the recording at that time, and then quietly observed his expression.
Shen Yan's expression changed slightly when she heard "Second Child" appear, and she listened with a serious demeanor, and even finished listening to all the comments from the judges.
Qi Jin remembered that when the "second child" talked about the past and said "I'm walking now, I'm busy, I'm lazy, I can only read the book and sing a one-man show by myself like everyone else". Time... Shen Yan lowered her head, and beneath her silently raised eyebrows was a guilty look that was faintly stinging.
Of course, it is impossible for outsiders to know this.
Seeing these two IDs who are being praised at the moment appear at the same time, the mood of the audience can only be described by the word "ecstasy".
Audience 1: Oh my god! ! OMG! ! The two players I admire the most are actually in the same group! ! 【Walking with tears to tell each other】
Audience 2: ┭┮﹏┭┮ Ahhh! what did i see! Cat dad and dick! 【Cover your heart】
Audience 3: ┭┮﹏┭┮ Ahhh, I just died without regrets! 【Cover your heart +1】
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Qi Jin was silent, watching the computer time advance second by second with trepidation in his heart. One of the two people has to start the conversation first.
Finally, he heard Shen Yan take a deep breath. No one could hear how much effort this person took to get his voice back in just a few seconds, even though he was still a little hoarse: "Second, long time no see."
"Snapped."
Before it came to an abrupt end, the last piece of potato chip was particularly loud, apparently the person bit down hard and unconsciously in a state of surprise.
For a long time, the other party still did not come out of this state. After a long time, he denied it, and at the same time he had to admit that he called out two words: "… Lao Liu?"
Shen Yan didn't mean to hide, and answered honestly, "Yes."
After another long time, "Second Child" suddenly sneered softly.
Then I just heard him on the other end of the line "snap" and slammed the thing in his hand onto the table, and his words were astonishing: "boring... This kind of game is really boring, and I actually want to play with this kind of person. Hehe, forget it, I won't accompany you - I abstain, you can play as you like."
After speaking, he had the intention of pulling out his earphones and microphone and leaving.
The host was horrified.
The audience was horrified.
The scene was instantly chaotic.
Although he was mentally prepared, the reaction of the "second child" was far beyond Qi Jin's expectations, making him feel cold all over, as if he was poured cold water from head to toe in the winter, and his heart was blocked.
At this time, Shen Yan suddenly opened his mouth and shouted: "I'm sorry—"
Qi Jin held her breath and didn't dare to blink.
He always felt that with such a slight blink, the ID of "Dub me well, bastard" would immediately disappear from the list, or even completely disappear from this world. However, when he couldn't help but blink once, twice, three times, that ID... was still hanging on the microphone.
Seeing this, Qi Jin let out a slow sigh of relief.
However, it is impossible to be completely at ease, only staring at the gray indicator lights behind the IDs of these two people.
In the end, Shen Yan's indicator light turned green first: "I'm sorry."
There was a long silence in between.
Then, a third repetition: "I'm sorry..."
At this time, Qi Jin heard him adjust the microphone's movement a little - this is Shen Yan's habitual movement, and he will do it instinctively when he is in a state of tension or anxiety. Moreover, his voice is now much lower and more suppressed than usual, quite close to him who was struggling with memories in the past.
Qi Jin couldn't bear it, but the person who was the object of apology didn't appreciate it, and even smiled contemptuously: "Is it useful to say sorry until now? You traitor who leaves without saying goodbye—"
Audience 1: QAQ! ! Too much! !
Audience 2: QAQ! ! Although the second player's vicious tongue was very cute in the preliminary round, but... it would be too much if the target is the cat dad! !
Audience 3: QAQ What is this God unfolding? So they know each other? [But calling someone a "traitor" is really too much! 】
Audience 4: 〒▽〒No... I like both players very much. I was ecstatic when I saw the combination... But...
Audience 5: 〒▽〒Upstairs! You are completely another me in the world! (hold and cry)
Audience 6: Cry together with everyone above! ! I seem to have heard the second classmate call Daddy Cat "Sixth"? ? So is that the old friend? ! And it looks like I haven't been in touch for a long time, can you not just come up with this suffocating atmosphere... _(:з"∠)_
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Shen Yan's indicator light returned to gray again, and it didn't even light up.
"Hmph," maybe he felt that the other party couldn't refute his words, but the "second child" was very excited, and smiled bitterly, "Did I say something wrong? You were the one who walked away silently, right? It was clearly said that several people dubbed together and the first one to give up was you, right? You are not a traitor, what are you?"
what-
Qi Jin suddenly recalled what the "second child" said in the "Qin Tuo" scene: "People who quit at any time are also very annoying." Could it be... that's why they broke up
The indicator light of "Second Child" kept flashing aggressively, and the contrast was even greater than that of Shen Yan's always gray indicator light.
Qi Jin's heart twitched when she heard it, and she quickly sent a message to Shen Yan in the QQ window: "You are not that kind of person, absolutely not, say everything you want to say, he will listen".
The words "Second Brother" said in the preliminary round... are not something that an unreasonable person can say. His heart is not bad, there must be some misunderstanding.
After the message was sent, Shen Yan didn't reply.
Qi Jin was anxiously considering whether to call him home directly, but at this moment, he heard his low and depressed voice sounding slowly.
"At that time, my grandfather passed away."
Qi Jin was startled.
This is the first time even he has heard of it. Because I knew Shen Yan's family background, and then contacted each other like this, I couldn't help but feel a pain in my chest, and I felt sorry for this person.
"Second child" seems to be unexpected. His indicator light suddenly stopped flashing after the words of these words were dispersed in the earphones, and returned to gray.
The public screen was also silent for a while, as if there was a moment of silence for the old man. The flow of breath became heavy, like adding a lot of stagnant mud, stirring slowly in the gray tone. Shen Yan's voice also settled in it, and she slowly stated the past mechanically.
"I have lived with my grandfather since I was a child. After he left suddenly, I... couldn't bear such a blow, and the old disease relapsed, so I couldn't continue to dub."
The further back, the more fragmented the sentences, and some of them can't be continued.
Qi Jin suddenly wanted to go up and hug him - it's a pity he wasn't there.
Audience 1: QAQ
Audience 2: QAQ…Daddy Cat…
Audience 3: QAQ ... I remember it, he seems to have said in the preliminaries of "Old Man Xiaoshan", to commemorate grandpa or something ... [嘤嘤嘤 almost crying]
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Shen Yan's indicator light once again entered an all-grey state, and the time was not short. The man on the opposite side couldn't sit still, perhaps because he felt ashamed and his voice was hard.
"Relapse of old symptoms... What does it mean?"
Shen Yan didn't answer right away, and she whispered for a long time, "I never told you before, I have had a speech disorder called 'selective mutism' since I was a child, although I have slowly adjusted myself as an adult, But if you are suddenly too strongly stimulated by the outside world, it will still…”
At this point, it stopped again. As if it was really difficult for him to organize his language, after a while, he let out a sigh of relief with a slightly trembling voice.
"Don't talk about dubbing at that time, I couldn't even speak."
Don't want to say anything.
I don't want to see anyone.
So, leaving nothing behind and silently disappearing—
"...Then you just need to tell us the reason?" "Second Child" was stubborn in the end, but he refused to admit it because of his guilt, and even asked him in a way of blaming.
"…I can't tell, sorry."
"What can't you say?" "Second brother" seemed to be unaware of Shen Yan's stubbornness, and was really anxious about this covert style, "If you told me that you quit because your grandfather passed away, It's not because you gave up, how could I have misunderstood you until now! Or is there something else you can't say?"
Shen Yan was even more silent.
At this juncture, a line of words suddenly jumped out on the public screen, 80% of which was because I couldn't bear it any longer.
Do something nice: dick... you nerdy idiot, please shut up. = =
Huge big red fonts flashed across the screen layer by layer, making people unable to ignore it, and the person who was taught a lesson could not ignore it either.
"Second child" called out after realizing it: "Ah? Who is this guy?"
Then he asked angrily, "And who do you call a nerd idiot?"
Audience 1: Σ ( °△ °|||) ︴ Hey! ! Appeared again! ! Black vest! !
Audience 2: Σ( °△ °|||)︴The black vest is calling the second classmate a "stupid"! ! [And he despised him with his double eyelids! ! 】
Audience 3: Pfft... I'm so sad to hear that... Suddenly I am amused by the "nerd idiot dick" above, crying is neither laughing nor laughing... (pounding the ground)
After such a revival, the atmosphere of the scene, which had almost frozen before, was loosened a lot. The audience calmed down and began to join the team of persuasion.
Audience 4: o(〃'▽'〃)o ah... Now that I've made it clear, can I ask the two of you for a great reconciliation~
Audience 5: o(〃'▽'〃) o That's right, the two of you can sit down and talk now, right? In any case, if this old friendship can be found, it is a very happy thing!
Audience 6: o (〃'▽'〃) o If we reconcile, let's continue dubbing together! ! Second child, look at Lao Liu [That's what it's called, right? ] have started dubbing again, and they are so well-matched. I really look forward to your cooperation! ! [In my opinion, the strength of both of them is very strong, and I am excited to think about it]
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"Hehe." Yuan Zhengming enjoyed being the background sound this time.
Although the two people on the line had far exceeded the scheduled time for the opening remarks, almost everyone was attracted by their conversation, and there was no protest, so he naturally listened together generously. Hearing this, he let out two playful laughs - the most interesting part of the finals is not the individual skills, but the "cooperation".
These two players have nothing to say in terms of personal skills.
But, as to whether they could cooperate... He was quite curious.
On the one hand, the performance of the "second child" in the preliminary competition is obviously a model of "not good at getting along with others", so he thinks that he cannot enter the business matching circle that requires frequent cooperation with others.
On the other hand, he was surprised by the history of speech impediment just described by the person "Pussy's Daddy". Speech barriers are nothing more than communication barriers.
So what will they become together? It's really tiring to know the result-
"How, do you still want to abstain?" Yuan Zhengming reminded "Second Child" with a smile, but fortunately he used his angry words to tease him, scaring the audience to scream on the public screen.
"Second child" said nothing, as if he was thinking silently about something.
All of a sudden, he heard a low choking sound, short and urgent, and a deep sense of pain rushed to the face in an instant, and suddenly caught everyone's hearing at an unexpected time: "It's all... It's all my fault."