Qi Jin was stunned, and the movement of supporting Shen Yan's hand stopped subconsciously.
Because he couldn't predict how much impact Pu Yuzhi's next words would bring, he wondered if it was the right time for Shen Yan to stand up now.
But Shen Yan shook her head gently and chose to stand up by herself: "It's okay, this is what I want to hear."
Qi Jin looked at his eyes, and the eyes would not lie about his current state of mind. In fact, the deep black color was more stable than I imagined—I didn't forget that the sea was there, and the sea was open to all rivers.
Shen Yan is actually stronger than he thought.
Qi Jin let out an "um", put his hand down from his back, and held his hand instead. If you don't need help, then just company is fine.
At this time, Pu Yuzhi's words sounded in the room through a slight background sound of electric current: "First of all, I want to share my thoughts on the few words you said before the game."
What she said was not only unexpected to the audience, but also surprised Qi Jin.
He thought that what she was going to criticize was Shen Yan's dubbing skills, but listening to the direction, it didn't seem to be the case.
"As a friend in the audience said, it feels like you are out of tune with the game, yes, I think so too - I think you take dubbing very seriously, which is very good, and the attitude of serious study is worthy of admiration in any field and any profession. Yes. But, I don't know if my intuition is right... I feel that your seriousness is out of 'responsibility', not out of 'like' mentality."
Shen Yan's expression changed slightly.
Suddenly... there is a feeling of being broken. He seemed to wake up suddenly, and unconsciously gently covered his mouth.
-Shen Yan, don't speak, don't make a sound.
- However, you can speak when you play "other".
It was a hint that had been rooted in his heart for more than 20 years. Although the literal meaning no longer existed, the subconscious was still affected by it.
The original motivation for dubbing was to "forget myself" and get rid of the pressure of being "Shen Yan". In the later period, it was gradually used as a means of treating selective mutism, and the freedom and courage to speak was obtained through performance.
Later, at the request of my friend, I accompany my friend to play, and at the request of the planning, I will help the crew...
There is no sense of fulfillment behind the responsiveness of requests. In fact, it is still a "treatment method" and a "responsibility".
"I feel that you... did not get happiness in the dubbing process." Pu Yuzhi's voice was not high, but the power in the words could not be ignored, and it hit his heart heavily, "You are simply here to fulfill your obligations and fulfill your commitment to this role. As you said, in order to commemorate your grandfather. As for the final result and the reaction, I think you may have never thought about it or cared. "
Indeed it is.
When Pu Yuzhi analyzed all the way to this point, Qi Jin couldn't help but sighed secretly - yes, Shen Yan is exactly this kind of mentality. She stepped on the stage like completing a task, dutifully performed until the curtain call, and then left the stage without saying anything or watching. .
In fact, I wanted to tell him this just now, but Pu Yuzhi heard it too.
In fact... dubbing shouldn't be just an obligation, it can have more meanings.
"I have already commented on your dubbing skills before, and I guess everyone can hear it. Your performance tonight was very good. It is conceivable that you should spend a lot of time practicing and thinking about your characters very carefully. However, if you continue to dub in the future, unfortunately, you will be very restricted when choosing a character, and there is little room for further performance." Pu Yuzhi seemed to sigh regretfully, "And , you are now ready to give up at any time."
"Ah..." Shen Yan made a short sound from the depths of her throat, her fingers trembling slightly.
Qi Jin felt that he seemed to be ready to turn around.
Pu Yuzhi continued: "Maybe it's the instinct of a teacher. I think it's very valuable for you to have such talent, and it's a pity to let such talent go to waste - but the decision is up to you."
Qi Jin nodded silently.
"But before you decide, you should see how your audience is moved by your dubbing." Pu Yuzhi smiled slightly at this time and raised her voice, "There are many commercial voice actors in my students, when they were in school Be happy that you can conquer the teacher, be happy and proud that you can infect the audience after you come out to work - realize that the enjoyment you bring to others, you will enjoy yourself. In this way, you can be on the road of dubbing Go a long way."
"In this way, you can truly recover." Qi Jin suddenly added.
Shen Yan was stunned for a while, then looked at him suddenly.
Qi Jin turned her face to look at him, her eyes reflecting the light projected on the screen, bright and frank, looked at him and smiled softly.
It turns out... just adapting yourself to speaking and acting in front of many strangers, isn't it really healing
At this moment, Qi Jin gently pushed his chin towards the screen and guided him with his eyes. Shen Yan seemed to understand something, blinked slightly, and finally turned to face the source of the light.
The light from the screen appears whiter and more intense in the dark.
He had to take a step forward, hesitated for a moment, and then slowly put his eyes on the public screen of the channel window.
Audience 1: ~(≧▽≦)/~Cat Daddy Come on! ! I love your voiceovers! ! It was very touching to hear it, and I hope you can continue to play it in the future! !
Audience 2: ～(≧▽≦)/～Mr. Pu is right, Daddy Cat gave me a feeling that the task will disappear after the completion of the task, come on, look here, look here! ! It means that I personally appreciate your performance, it really made my ears enjoy, and my heart was brutally abused to the point [嘤嘤嘤嘤 all because the previous part was too sad]... Cough, no, actually I mean - please keep on dubbing, you're awesome, really! !
Audience 3: Hahahaha, Mr. Pu means that although No. 28 is very good and serious, he is willing to pass by and play soy sauce or something. In fact, a CV like him should have more audience ~ I will raise my paw here, I hope that No. 28 can continue to play, try more roles, and give myself more happiness. I guarantee that there is definitely one of me in your audience! !
Audience 4: Agree upstairs! ! That phrase "incompatible with the game" is what I said, hahaha~ I didn't know why at that time, but now I suddenly realized when Teacher Pu explained it [I'm really stupid_(:3"∠)_]... Cat Daddy , you should be proud to see us snot and tear from your performance! ! This is not a bad thing, not a high profile, but a proof of your ability! !
Audience 5: 〒▽〒What? Can you give up the dubbing at any time? I'll cry for you now, okay? I sincerely hope that my lasagna tears will make Daddy Cat think about it. Your dubbing is really good. Although we are very satisfied as listeners, of course, it is best for you to be happy yourself! !
Audience 6: Well, I also have a "you don't dub because you like it, but because you're doing your duty". Although I don't know what the reason is, I wish you happiness from dubbing, just like we get happiness from listening to your dubbing~≧w≦
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In the past, he had been standing silently behind the scenes, even if he occasionally appeared in a corner of the stage, he was just willing to be a foil.
Now, he has overcome psychological obstacles and walked to the middle of the stage, but the lights there are too strong, too harsh, and intimidating. He was obsessed with doing what he was supposed to do, and turned back to the darkness.
But that's not healing.
Just standing on the stage and completing the performance is not considered a recovery.
The real healing is to go one step further, walk through the spotlight, get rid of the fear and blindness that the white light brings, and stick to the forefront of the stage. Only then will he see the auditorium below, see the satisfied smiles of the audience, and hear their prolonged applause.
Only by realizing this, will he understand that his voice can bring happiness to others, instead of only causing trouble as the woman warned him back then.
Only when he realizes this will he really... want to speak, want to speak.
Shen Yan stared at the encouragement from everyone on the screen, her throat suddenly ached, and she couldn't say a word for a while.
Qi Jin just smiled and scratched his palm lightly.
At the same time, Pu Yuzhi's comments also came to an end: "In any game of this "Zhutian Ling", I will not give a full score of 5.0 to any player, that is to say, I will give a full score of 5.0. The highest score is 4.5, you can consider this my personal 'full score'. The reason is - I believe that anyone has room for improvement. That deducted 0.5 points is not for your dissatisfaction, but for your future. Hope, I hope you can remember that there is no best, only better."
She paused, then smiled slightly behind the microphone.
"I just took a look at the roster, and you signed up for other competitions on the 28th, so I believe we still have a chance to meet. If you can maintain the current level, and let me feel that you are really starting to enjoy the process of dubbing , then, I'd be happy to give you a 4.5. Looking forward to that day—"
As soon as these words came out, the red flowers on the public screen were densely brushed into one piece.
Audience 1: 〒▽〒Fuck! I am a fan of Mr. Pu's brain from today!
Audience 2: 〒▽〒 Mr. Pu's stubborn fan +1!
Audience 3: 〒▽〒 Mr. Pu's stubborn fan +2! [By the way, Mr. Pu and I feel like the former head teacher. They are both strict but kind to students.]
Audience 4: 〒▽〒Mr. Pu's stubborn fan +3! Ah, by the way, and the brain-damaged fan of Cat Daddy also counts for me!
Audience 5: 〒▽〒 I didn't expect that listening to the dubbing competition of "Zhu Tian Ling" can still have such a harvest, it's worth it! ! Teacher Pu's review style gives a five-star praise! ! Cat Daddy's performance is five-star praise! ! Looking forward to the other finals! !
Audience 6: Hearing what the teacher said, I immediately ran to the official website to find out. Cat Dad actually signed up for "Bai Ke" and "Shunyang Hou"! ! What a surprise! ! look forward to! ! I'll definitely be there, come on! ! ～(≧▽≦)/～
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"Thank you... Teacher Pu."
Knowing that the other party could not see or hear, Shen Yan still bowed gently in front of the screen and whispered her most sincere thanks.
"Thank you, Teacher Pu." Qi Jin also smiled faintly in thanks.
"Qi Jin," Shen Yan looked away from the screen, returned to him, and said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you too, for accompanying me all the way here."
"It was you who brought me happiness first, have you forgotten?" Qi Jin tilted his head like a child, raised his eyebrows and smiled, "At that time, I just came back from a car accident, you contacted me, and we talked about the past Do you remember what I said about the first confrontation?"
Remember.
It's very pleasant to play - Qi Jin said it, and he said it too.
It turns out that this kind of feeling has already existed, but this time it is not just in front of Qi Jin alone, but in front of thousands of people... The joy of being recognized and recognized.
But the greatest joy the dubbing brought him was not here.
"I'm very happy to meet you..." Shen Yan said in a low voice, slowly pulling Qi Jin's hand to her heart and placing it on it, as if declaring some kind of ownership. He closed his eyes, let out a light choked sobs, lowered his head and leaned on Qi Jin's shoulder to clear up his half-bitter and half-sweet mood.
"Me too." Qi Jin whispered in his ear.
Over Shen Yan's shoulder, he looked at the lively YY channel window. Shortly after, the final list of promotions appeared on it.
1st place: No. 28 cat's father, with a total score of 17.092 points.
Second place: No. 19 hit the sky with a total score of 14.761 points.
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Believe this is just the beginning.
Whether it is him or Shen Yan, the road of dubbing is still very long and wide - there must be joy, but there must be unknowns.
For Qi Jin, the unknowns appeared before the game and more and more.
The next day is the first working day of the week, as busy and fulfilling as every Monday in the past. Shen Yan went to the hospital to work as usual, while he led the small return period out and continued to make unannounced visits to the pet hospital.
Although I listened to two games in a row last night, I could rely on that person to sleep peacefully, my exhaustion was swept away, and my mental state was completely recovered. Not to mention, when I woke up in the morning, I could still eat the hot meal prepared by that person. breakfast. Qi Jin felt that today, both in terms of work progress and quality, she could properly set a new high.
"Everyone is in good spirits when it comes to happy events." During the lunch break, a colleague looked at him from head to toe, and actually summed it up correctly.
"That's right." Qi Jin smiled with narrowed eyes.
To witness Shen Yan step by step out of the shadows, and even advance with the title of first place, can be said to be a double happiness, and of course he will be happy for Shen Yan.
"Is it down that you applied for the host?" The colleague is well informed, and the director is also a big mouth. It seems that everyone in the channel knows about this.
"No," Qi Jin smiled and shook his head, "I don't know that yet. Look, if I have a chance, I will try hard. If there is no chance, I can only continue to fight in the future."
The third dimension is often not as smooth as the second dimension.
However, what happened to Shen Yan also gave him a kind of motivation. Since the other party can take a step forward, he should also move towards the goal. Any difficulty can be overcome, all he needs is confidence and perseverance.
After lunch, there is still an hour before the next interview.
The driver of the unit wanted to take a nap, and a few colleagues in the same group wanted to stop by the nearby commercial area to buy something. Qi Jin didn't follow him. Turn on your phone.
There are two windows opened in the browser of his mobile phone. One is the original text of the fifth novel of "Zhu Tian Ling", with a total of more than 500,000 words. He plans to finish it slowly today and study his three characters carefully; It's a new hot post on the network distribution forum, the title is "Let's talk about this year's Zhu Tianling dubbing audition".
Actually, this post was posted last night.
At that time, I was listening to the game and did not browse the forum, so I missed the live broadcast and discussion above.
At the beginning of the post, the discussion was about the first match of "Liu Suyu".
Because of the bridge noodle, Qi Jin inevitably became one of their discussion topics. In fact, when he just opened the forum and saw him and the cross-bridge noodle's CP special building called "Golden Wind and Jade Dew is coming, I only envy mandarin ducks but not immortals", he already had a consciousness.
[24th floor]:
It's finally started! ! But how is it so unlucky to get the first appearance of the bridge noodle... _(:3"∠)_
I feel very good about the host girl, the three judges... Let's take a look, I hope they are more reliable than the last three judges. In the last session, only one judge was serious about it, and the other two were powerless to complain.
I like the voice and acting skills of Crossing the Bridge Rice Noodles. I hope he can make the cut.
[25th floor]:
Σ(⊙▽⊙What the hell!! As soon as the rice noodles across the bridge came up, I asked if the return date was or not!! What's going on with this kind of ambiguity of Hong Guoguo?? The Great God of Tongquetai was decisively joined by two of his family's little masters. Cannon fodder, hahahaha... What should I do, I actually like it.
[26th floor]:
Whoops, I heard that too! (That is to say, the sound of rice noodle changed when he had a cold, poof... )
Regardless of the return date, it seems to have responded, so tell me if it is or not!
[27th floor]:
Yes! ! Regardless of the date of return, he told him "Come on" or something, I seemed to see the expression on the face of the Great God of Tongjatai who wanted to cry without tears! ! ╮（╯▽╰）╭
[28th floor]:
o(*////▽////*)o Oops... I'm so cute, what should I do with the deadline CP!
The brain made up for the combination of "Merry Temperament Attack X Pure Wife Suffering"... Once you accept this kind of setting, you can't stop, help! !
[Floor 29]:
Back upstairs, you can go to their CP building next door to discuss wow! It's the post called "Golden wind and jade dew is coming, I only envy the mandarin ducks but not the immortals". They have published a lot of textbooks before, and now there are more, and one book is satisfied~o(≧o≦)o
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These things about myself are really unbearable.
Qi Jin silently skipped first, then turned a page, and continued to browse until the reply on the first floor firmly hooked his eyes, and subconsciously held his breath to see.
【410F】：
I really, really want to know - who is that "cat's daddy"! !
Betting on the dignity of planning, if this is a vest, then I must take off this vest! ! (╯－＿－)╯╧╧