I found a seat by the window and sat down. In just over a month, Yuan Yushan had lost so much weight. She was about the same height as me, and her figure had always been rounder than mine. Her waist-length hair had been shortened by a few inches. , the whole person looks much cleaner. Her skin is still very fair, and the bright pendant under her thin chin is still hanging around her neck, silently mocking our past.
I wasn't interested in their affairs, but because of Director Qin's face, I had no choice but to sit down and listen to her complain.
According to Yuan Yushan's words, Liu Nanhao's work is getting smoother and smoother, and he has less and less time. Although they live together now, they spend very little time together. Liu Nanhao often works overtime until late at night, and then goes to bed after coming back to wash himself. , Yuan Yushan has to get up early every day. Recently, the film and television company where she works has encountered some business problems and has laid off employees. During the day, she is as cautious as a frightened bird. Only when she goes home at night can she relax her tense nerves.
However, every time Liu Nanhao came back, he made a lot of noise, which always woke her up from her sleep. The quality and time of sleep were greatly reduced for several months, and her face looked sallow and thin. Slowly, she began to quarrel with Liu Nanhao. , at first they ignored each other, and the cold war lasted from three to five days to half a month, and then they started to quarrel, which made them red-faced. They often disturbed the neighbors in the middle of the night and were pointed at and scolded by people on the whole floor. Later, Liu Nanhao simply didn't go back and said he was sleeping in the office. Yuan Yushan believed her until last week, when she got up in the middle of the night and went to his company to look for him and found that he was not in the office. Then she logged into his communication tool and looked at the chat history. I found out that he went to a female colleague’s house.
Yuan Yushan sat opposite me and talked for half an hour. I can sum it up in one sentence, that is, Liu Nanhao cheated on her again.
I chuckled, I had known this today, so why did I do it in the first place.
Director Qin filled Yuan Yushan's cup with a drink. Yuan Yushan took a look at it, but did not bring it over to drink immediately. She held the cup with both hands and whispered: "Yanyan, I can understand your original feelings now. If you give me another chance, I will definitely not listen to Liu Nanhao's tricks."
Hey, you have to wait until you experience that kind of pain to know how painful other people's tears are.
I said coldly, "There won't be such an opportunity. Even if there is, I would rather be alone all the time."
No matter how lonely a person is, it is better than wasting five years in vain.
Director Qin glanced at me, his eyes darkened. He suddenly thought of something and asked Yuan Yushan, "Liu Nanhao's bewitchment? I'm a little curious about how he bewitched you."
Just as Yuan Yushan was about to speak, I immediately interrupted, "Remove the word 'we'."
Although being with Liu Nanhao is the most regretful thing I have ever done, when I was with him in the beginning, it was really between you and me. There is no such thing as "bewitchment", and in my concept, there is no such thing in relationships. According to the saying, liking someone is a special feeling that arises from the bottom of the heart. This feeling comes from the person's subjective consciousness, rather than the 'bewitchment' of others. What can be seduced is never true love, only true feelings. Maybe it's passion.
Passion comes and goes quickly, but once true feelings are moved, illness comes like a mountain and goes away like a thread. Once such a relationship ends, there will be a kind of pain that is flesh and blood peeling off and heartbreaking.
I don't know if Yuan Yushan feels this way in her heart. Her condition doesn't seem as desperate as mine. Maybe she is stronger than me, or maybe she has been mentally prepared for a long time.
Facing Director Qin's question, Yuan Yushan was silent for a long time. The glass filled with drinks was spinning in her palm. She glanced at me, lowered her head and said, "Actually, before I introduced him to Yanyan, we We had already started chatting. When Yanyan and he first met, it was he who asked me out. Because I didn’t dare to be alone, I lied to Yanyan and said that I wanted to introduce Liu Nanhao to her, but I didn’t expect that Yanyan would like Liu Nanhao. The first impression was so good. After the two of them got together, I thought about cutting off contact with him, but he said that we were all friends and there was no need."
"Yanyan showed me the chat records between them. I also wanted someone to say those ambiguous and warm words to me. After he found out, he said similar words to me almost every day. I am just an ordinary girl, and I also want someone to say it to me. Wen Nuan, he is an excellent boy. Many girls in the school were chasing him at that time. I don’t know why, but I fell into his sweet words." The bangs in front of Yuan Yushan’s forehead fell down and fell into the cup, and was The drink wetted the ends of her hair, but she didn't care. Tears fell down, "Now that I think about it, I was really stupid before. How could I believe what he said so easily? I thought he meant it when he said he loved me. Yes, because he was indeed very nice to me, but I didn’t expect it.”
"I didn't expect that all this was a mirage!" I took over her words.
There is no doubt that Yuan Yushan's words express the sorrow, anger and bitterness in my heart. Her feelings and mine are similar. At first, I fell into Liu Nanhao's sweet words and fell into his gentle trap. There will be times when he is more careful. There will also be romantic moments, and the love words from his mouth can make my heart flutter for a long time. But the difference between me and Yuan Yushan is that at the time, I thought he was only saying that to me. After all, his public identity is my boyfriend. .
As for Yuan Yushan, knowing that Liu Nanhao was with me, she still remained ambiguous with him and accepted the tenderness that did not belong to her. I can only say that she deserved it.
We deserved the breakup. No matter how painful it is, you deserve it.
The more Yuan Yushan thought about it, the more aggrieved she became. She simply lay on the table and started crying. Looking at her twitching shoulders, my heart softened a little bit.
But I couldn’t help but keep saying harsh words, “When you were proclaiming that ridiculous sovereignty in front of me, I told you that all the words he said to you were all said to me. Did you listen? You will say that I gave up our friendship of more than 20 years for a man. Why don’t you think about why you would rather believe a man than the advice given to you by a sister of more than 20 years! "
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Her voice came muffled from under the table, and her crying became louder and louder until Director Qin couldn't bear it anymore and comforted him: "Since things have reached this point, don't cry anymore. I remember you had a good relationship when you were in school. After all, it’s not worth sacrificing more than 20 years of friendship for a scumbag. In my opinion, you can just let go of the past and get back together."
He persuaded me and Yuan Yushan just like he persuaded Liang Sheng and Ling Yu. Liang Sheng and Ling Yu have not yet reconciled, but Yuan Yushan and I are even more difficult!
(End of chapter)