I just sat and waited. My palms were sweating while I waited, and my legs were shaking uncontrollably. My heart became more and more empty, and I felt more and more uncomfortable. I got up and paced back and forth. I couldn't calm down my nervous mood, so I simply went to the tea bar to pour hot water to drink.
I stretched out my hand in a panic and accidentally touched the body of the pot. It was so hot that I immediately retracted my hand, covered my ears, squatted on the ground and started crying.
The tears were more sudden and fierce than those on a roller coaster.
Whenever I think about the possibility that I might be pregnant, tears can't stop rolling out of my eyes, and they keep flowing. I was afraid. I was completely unprepared. This was a shock to me. Some people laughed until they cried when they found out they were pregnant, while some people cried heartbreakingly when they found out they might be pregnant.
I belong to the latter, and it is only possible now. If it turns out to be true later, I'm afraid I will faint on the spot.
There was the sound of running footsteps outside. Knowing that Xuanxuan was back, I quickly stood up, took out a tissue and quickly wiped away my tears, pretending to pour water as if nothing had happened.
Xuanxuan ran in panting, took my hand, turned around and ran out, "Let's go, I'll go with you."
Standing in the bathroom, I borrowed something from Xuanxuan's hand, turned around and walked in. Xuanxuan took my arm, glanced at my hand, and asked, "Do you know how to use that?"
I glanced down and shook my head again.
"Idiot." Xuanxuan patiently explained to me how to use it. I didn't care about the embarrassment anymore, unpacked the package and went in with a dull head.
A few minutes later, I screamed out loud and burst into tears.
Xuanxuan asked urgently, "How many bars? Is there really one?"
In fact, Xuanxuan and I both know that it is impossible for Liang Sheng and I to have children in this situation. If I really get pregnant at this time, it will definitely be a tragedy.
Fortunately, no!
I cried and replied: "A bar!"
"Cao Mu Ma, you scared me to death." Xuanxuan cursed directly.
I put the used pregnancy test stick back into the box, got dressed and opened the door. Xuanxuan rushed over and held me in her arms, "You scared me to death. Do you know that I cried like that just now?" I thought it was true, damn, don’t scare me like this in the future.”
"I'm happy."
There is a feeling like rebirth, not to mention how refreshing it is.
Xuanxuan let go of me and hit me hard on the forehead, "You won't laugh when you're happy, why are you crying?"
Then I lowered my head and saw the packaging box in my hand. I stared at it carefully for a second, and immediately pinched my nose and said in disgust: "Hey, why didn't you throw it away after using it? Why did you bring it out? It's disgusting. It's covered in urine." .”
I glared at her and put my hands behind my back: "This toilet is public. Leave it here and they will see it when they go to work tomorrow."
"So what if I saw it? Who knew you were using it?" Xuanxuan distanced herself from me, holding her nose and waving her hands.
"There are only two female employees on this floor, one is Jingjing and the other is me. If she doesn't use it, then it can only be me. I'm not that stupid. I want to take it out and throw it away." I held the packaging box and walked all the way back to the office. I pulled out several garbage bags and wrapped them layer by layer and put them in my handbag.
Xuanxuan's face was covered with black lines, and she said speechlessly: "You don't want to take it home, do you?"
Carefully zipping up the handbag, "Anyway, throw it far away. As long as it's not in Yuan Sheng Building, it can be anywhere."
"Sister." Xuanxuan came over and pinched my cheeks with both hands, "Have I ever told you, you are so cute!"
"Fuck you, big or small, you have to call me sister." I pretended to be angry, but I couldn't help laughing.
Anyway, not being pregnant is a gift from God. Suddenly, I felt like I could breathe more smoothly and feel like I was reborn.
After experiencing this, I really gained a lot of knowledge. For this I have to thank Teacher Xuanxuan. Although I have a dull talent, she still taught me a lot tirelessly. I held her hand and burst into tears, "Teacher Xuan, don't you want to take a flower petal bath? Let's take a flower petal bath now?" Just go, I’ll treat you!”
"Wow, aren't you feeling sick to your stomach? Isn't this bad? Isn't it a bit corrupt?" Xuanxuan's eyes flickered, pretending to resist.
Half an hour later, we sat in the bathtub, pouring hot water on our arms, and every muscle in our bodies was sufficiently relaxed. Leaning on the tub and closing my eyes, I felt like I was sprinting on a roller coaster, my whole body felt light and airy.
I closed my eyes and rested my mind, and asked Xuanxuan lazily: "Why do you know so much, even how to use it?"
Xuanxuan replied to me in the same lazy voice: "These are all common sense, normal women should know."
I disagreed: "I don't know."
Xuanxuan snorted, "That's because you're stupid." She squatted for a while, pretending to be daydreaming and said: "Maybe it's because of my dad's influence. Isn't he in that kind of business? I've been doing it since I was in junior high school. Listening to those women talk about that kind of thing, over time, it becomes difficult to understand."
"Then you're not a precocious person?" I tried not to laugh.
"Morning? Not early. There are fourteen-year-olds in my dad's club." Xuanxuan fell silent immediately after speaking. I opened my eyes and turned to look at her. She just stared at the ceiling with her eyes open, motionless.
That kind of look is very familiar to me. Liang Sheng also had it. It was an expression that only appeared when recalling the sad past. I remember Xuanxuan said that she often quarreled with her father in the past, and she must have had some unbearable past events.
Almost everyone has a past that others can't mention and they don't want to touch. It seems to be innocuous after a long time, but once I think back and be caught off guard, every scar is like fresh blood flowing.
I chuckled and changed the subject, deliberately raising my voice, and jokingly said: "Then you will have to teach me more in the future. From now on, you will be my first teacher, hehe."
Xuanxuan sniffed, patted the water in the tub, and the water splashed on my face: "Your first teacher is Boss Liang, I don't dare to be like that, haha."
"Fuck you, he didn't teach me anything." I shrank down, and everything below my mouth was submerged in the water. The warm feeling was very comfortable.
Xuanxuan regained her lustful look, "Tsk, tsk, it seems there is a lack of communication between you, Ang?"
"Don't make trouble." I glared at her, my cheeks burning again.
"But." Xuanxuan sat upright, leaning on the tub with both hands, holding her chin and asked me, "Are you having irregular menstruation? How come it's been delayed for more than a week?"
(End of chapter)