Am I really paranoid
I asked Xuanxuan, "If it were Chu Jin and he gave you medicine in this way, would you understand him? Wouldn't you feel awkward at all?"
There was no reply to Xuanxuan's message on the screen. I stood up and poured a glass of water. I saw some milk on the table that I bought from the supermarket and hadn't had a chance to drink. I grabbed it and threw it into the trash can without thinking.
I never want to drink milk again in my life.
The computer beeped, put the water on the bedside table, and continued to sit on the bed. Xuanxuan replied: "I don't know, maybe I will be angry too, but this kind of thing shouldn't happen between me and Chu Jin. He and I basically talk about everything, and we won't keep anything in our hearts, no As deep as you and Mr. Liang are. In fact, you can try to communicate with him well and don't let your relationship go astray. "
I hugged my knees and stared at the screen blankly. I have long been aware of the problem Xuanxuan mentioned. The communication between Liang Sheng and I is indeed not enough. It seems that we both have our own minds. He has people he can't forget, and I have knots I can't untie. The two of us never At first I realized that things seemed to be going too smoothly now. Looking back, we only knew each other for four months.
I used to be such an arrogant person. After my relationship with Liu Nanhao failed, I thought that being so arrogant would only make me lose more, so I tried to change and bow to the people I cared about. However, I didn't seem to be able to control it well. Over time, my so-called "submissiveness" gradually turned into blind compromise. I never dare to show my strength and stubbornness in front of Liang Sheng, just because I am afraid that I will fail again.
I always felt that Wang Xiaodan had changed and Yuan Yushan had changed. Now it seems that it’s not just them, but me as well.
I turned off the computer and turned myself into a puppet. I lay stunned on the bed and didn't close my eyes all night until dawn.
I asked for leave the next day. Yuan Sheng took the initiative to ask for leave for the first time, but Liang Sheng was obedient and did not contact me. I put my phone on silent and put it in my handbag, ignoring it. No one knows where I went, only I know my schedule for the day.
First, I went to the bank to pay off all the Liang Sheng’s cards I had swiped in the past, and then went directly to China World Trade Center. When men are unhappy, they drink and drink, and when women are unhappy, they buy and buy. Of course, I didn’t buy so many clothes, shoes and related accessories just to vent. It was Liang Sheng’s birthday party tonight, and I wanted to make myself appear bright and beautiful. Even if I couldn’t outshine others, at least I wanted to be admired by others. Watch with admiration.
By the time I came out of the beauty shop with makeup and hair done, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon. It won't be long before Liang Sheng's birthday party will begin.
I just took out my cell phone and saw more than twenty missed calls, half from Xuanxuan and the other half from Chu Jin and Director Qin. One of them was from Wang Xiaodan, but none of them was from Liang Sheng.
I ignored all their calls and only called Wang Xiaodan.
"Ana Shen?" Wang Xiaodan's long-lost voice came, "I called you at noon but you didn't answer. I thought you were at work. How are you? How are you doing lately?"
When you are sad, you will feel particularly sad about the sudden concern from an old friend, and tears will almost flow out. I calmed my breath and answered calmly: "Very good, how about you? We haven't contacted you for so long. Are you still with your boyfriend?"
Wang Xiaodan suddenly paused and then said in a different tone: "Today is your Mr. Liang's birthday. I came here with my friends. I heard that you are now the assistant to the president, so you will also come to the banquet, right? Let's get together Let’s get together.”
Wang Xiaodan's tone was slightly vicissitudes of life, which gave me a feeling that times have changed. But it has indeed been a long time since we last met, and I am finally a little more relieved to be able to meet Liang Sheng on his birthday.
Xuanxuan texted the time and address of the birthday party to my mobile phone. After hanging up the phone, I didn’t hesitate, sent the things home, deliberately put on brand new high heels, and went straight to the party.
Christian Hall.
This is a well-known high-end club in Haicheng that is favored by high-class ladies and wealthy young men. It has seven floors, with a typical Nordic style as the keynote, adhering to the traditional Chinese leisure culture, and creating a refined, elegant and luxurious environment. The Earl's Banquet Hall on the third floor is the most famous. Because of the VIP membership system, no one without an invitation is allowed to enter.
It is no surprise that those who can appear here are all business and political celebrities with prominent status.
Just when I was about to enter the venue, I realized a problem: I didn't have an invitation at all.
I took out my cell phone and was about to call Xuanxuan when someone suddenly called my name from behind.
Looking back, it was Wang Xiaodan. She wore a gorgeous bright yellow trailing dress, a new autumn model from Chanel. The diamond-encrusted crystal shoes on her feet were also a popular item in the girls' series launched in the same season. Even the hairpins on her head were particularly shining. The whole outfit was well matched. Her generosity made her extremely dazzling.
After all, Wang Xiaodan and I have been classmates for so many years. Although we don't know much about her family background, we do know a thing or two about her. Such an outfit was not something she could afford to wear before. It seems that during the time she disappeared, her life was also prosperous, which was really good.
"Yanyan, long time no see, you are more beautiful and charming than before." Wang Xiaodan looked me over, with a hint of surprise in her eyes.
I lowered my eyes and said, "Thank you."
Wang Xiaodan enthusiastically came over and took my arm, and as usual, walked side by side into the venue with me. However, as soon as I arrived at the door, I was stopped by the security guard: "Sorry, miss, please show me your invitation letter."
It was obviously meant for me.
Wang Xiaodan looked at me sideways and said slightly surprised: "Don't you have an invitation?"
I glanced at her and said nothing.
"Sorry, miss, we can't let you in without an invitation letter." The security guard stood directly in front of me, blocking my way.
I blushed in embarrassment and patiently explained to the security guard, "I am Shen Yan, Mr. Liang's assistant. Do I need an invitation letter too?"
Because in Yuansheng, Mr. Liang's assistant has certain privileges, that is, wherever Mr. Liang goes, the assistant can follow him without restriction. No department, not even department executives, have the right to interfere.
The security guards looked at each other and continued expressionlessly: "Sorry, miss, this is our job. The boss has told us that anyone entering must have an invitation letter."
"Forget it, Yanyan." Wang Xiaodan came over and took my arm, glanced at the security guard, and said to me, "Call Mr. Liang and ask him to come out to pick you up."
(End of chapter)