For Yuan Yushan, the longer time goes by, the less disgust I feel. Even if you don't hate it anymore, you can't go back to the past.
I didn't even raise my eyes, "Thank you, you don't have to worry about my affairs."
Yuan Yushan was used to my attitude and didn't take it seriously at all. She glanced at me from time to time and said in a non-verbal tone: "I heard, uh, there are some rumors about you in the company recently. You, have never heard before?"
Ever since I came to the company, gossip about me has never stopped. I wasn't interested in her topic at all, so I returned the chicken legs to her and ate my own food.
Yuan Yushan was stunned for a moment, then flipped up her hair out of habit, and continued: "They all say that you and Mr. Liang have that kind of relationship!"
My heart moved, and her curiosity was successfully aroused. Although I wanted to ask clearly, I had to pretend to be nonchalant: "What kind of relationship?"
"Underground lover!" Yuan Yushan lowered her voice and said: "This is not what I said, it was passed on by others. Don't worry about it. Anyway, I believe you are not that kind of person."
I chuckled, "Why do you believe me?"
Yuan Yushan was stunned, "What do you mean, is what they said true?"
I lowered my head and continued eating, ignoring her. I could use my toes to figure out what the gossip in the company was about.
Yuan Yushan put the chicken leg back on my plate again, "So it was really because your relationship with Mr. Liang broke down that he transferred you?"
The chopsticks suddenly stopped, he hesitated for a second, then picked them up and threw them into the trash can. He raised his head and looked at her: "Yuan Yushan, because of you and Liu Nanhao, I became a joke to the whole school. Now what kind of trouble are you going to make?" , are you just looking forward to seeing my jokes?"
I don’t know why I was so dizzy that I said such a sentence. After I finished speaking, Yuan Yushan didn’t say anything, so I had to explain: “The mouth is on other people’s bodies. I don’t care what they say, and you don’t have to ask questions like this.” I won’t tell you any news.”
I have always believed that someone who betrays you once will always have the chance to betray you a second time.
So for Yuan Yushan and Liu Nanhao, no matter what they say, I don't want to believe it.
Yuan Yushan's face was full of disappointment. She put down her chopsticks and said seriously: "Shen Yan, I thought that our relationship for more than twenty years could overcome all conflicts. I didn't expect that after so long, you are still worried about it. This has to be done. I doubt whether your kindness to me before came from sincerity or was a hypocritical pretense. After twenty years, we are closer than sisters. How cruel are you to forget such a deep relationship? Shen. Yan, you impress me with admiration."
I sneered, and she just patted her butt and walked away without saying anything, but she actually reasoned with me in a well-founded way. I slapped my chopsticks on the table and looked at her, "Can you stop mentioning twenty years all the time? Do you only have the concept of time and nothing else in your concept? I can tell you about twenty years of love now." Just forget it, why don't you think about the relationship of twenty years? Didn't you just betray it by saying betrayal? Why didn't you say we were sisters when you went to bed with Liu Nanhao behind my back? You also know that I was good to you before, I've been good to you for twenty years, but I still can't warm your heart and lungs if I don't!"
"Shen Yan, don't go too far!" Yuan Yushan's excited voice was a little loud, which attracted the attention of the colleagues at the next table. She calmed down her temper and lowered her voice, "I have already apologized to you for this matter. Do you have to mention it repeatedly? Should you be shot if you make a mistake once? When you were young and ignorant, didn’t you also cheat on Mr. Liang behind the back of your family? It’s also a betrayal. I don’t understand you Where do you get the confidence to stop being so self-righteous all the time?"
I suddenly choked up and didn't know how to refute. If she kept arguing with me about her and Liu Nanhao's affairs, I could argue with her for three days and three nights without eating or drinking. But she just used the incident between Liang Sheng and me to slap me in the face. I gritted my teeth and it took me a long time to utter one word: "Get out!"
"It seems that the rumors are very close. Shen Yan, I always thought that you and Liang Sheng were in a normal relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend. It seems that I thought of you too well. Liu Nanhao is right. What you call excellent I just thought I was excellent." Yuan Yushan seemed very proud when she saw that I had nothing to say, and quickly took advantage of the victory to pursue her.
The more than 20 years of being together with Yuan Yushan was not as clear as these few months. I know her too well, and what she meant by this was nothing more than a mockery of my inflated sense of superiority. I closed my eyes and forced a smile on my face when I looked at her again, "Are you envious of me? Believe me, people like you will never know what superiority is in your whole life!"
Yuan Yushan held back for a while, and also smiled: "I told you, you will regret it."
"I am waiting!"
Watching Yuan Yushan leave, her back was as straight as ever. She was slightly shorter and thinner than me, and she wore more slim-fitting dresses, which made her figure full of lines. She walked very fast, and her high heels always made a clicking sound.
Based on what I know about her, she is planning to continue arguing with me again. I don’t have much now, except for Liang Sheng. I smiled helplessly. Did she think that Liang Sheng would be like Liu Nanhao, who could just snatch it away
After what happened at noon, Feiye's working atmosphere became even worse than before. At first, no one paid attention to me. I just sat in my seat and looked at information, which was quite leisurely. Now everyone didn't talk to me as usual, but they all looked at me with strange eyes. They stared at me from after lunch until get off work, making me feel uncomfortable everywhere as if I was covered with lice.
Liang Sheng was waiting for me in the parking lot early. I knew that he deliberately got off work early and went home with me. Seeing him full of enthusiasm made me feel a bit sad.
"Go home directly, or go out to eat first?" Liang Sheng reached out and ruffled my hair, fastened my seat belt and quickly kissed me on the face.
I struggled for a long time before I plucked up the courage to say, "I'm sorry, I can't move to your place. You can understand that I'm overthinking it. After all, we're not married yet, so it just doesn't feel right to live together hastily. I don’t want others to use it as a basis for gossiping.”
Liang Sheng's expression became complicated, and he looked at me with a faint look, as if he was having an inner struggle. After a while, he chuckled and said: "Fool, if you feel burdened, don't rush to live together. It's okay. But that house has been arranged according to the regulations. Your preferences have been arranged, and Xuanxuan and Chu Jin have put their efforts into it, so you can't ignore everyone's good intentions."
"hold head high?"
"Retire the dilapidated house you are living in now and move directly there. I will still live in my own house."
"The rent in that house shouldn't be cheap. It would be a waste for me to live alone." I said with some embarrassment. I was used to living in a single apartment, but suddenly I was asked to live alone in a large suite with three bedrooms and one living room. I always felt that it was too luxurious and too empty.
Liang Sheng smiled evilly: "So you still want me to stay with you?"
"No." I said with embarrassment, "I meant to give up that house."
Liang Sheng released the handbrake, started the engine, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, you won't be alone in a few days."
"Um?"
Liang Sheng looked at the rearview mirror and replied calmly: "I will arrange for someone to accompany you after a while."
"Who is it, Xuanxuan?" I asked curiously. He looked at me with a teasing look and said nothing.
(End of chapter)