All I have is silence. Now I don’t even have the thought of defending or questioning. My heart is empty, and there is no solid place. It doesn’t last long, but it flies so fast. The beauty we had when we made a dream together has long been lost in time. It was ground to a crisp.
Finally, the silence was interrupted by the ringing of the mobile phone. My mother didn't see me at the company, so she called to check on her. I replied: "Let me ask for leave. I am a... good friend who is sick and in the hospital. I came to see her." .”
Well, good friends, once good friends, my eyes met with Wang Xiaodan's, and we both looked away awkwardly.
"I said, it can't be Shanshan, right? She..." In my mother's mind, she was Yuan Yushan, a friend she has known since childhood. I interrupted her: "No, it's another one. Okay, you're busy with your work." Yes, I have something else to do!"
"Yanyan!" My mother stopped me from hanging up the phone. As soon as I heard her tone, I knew there was trouble. My mother once again mentioned that she wanted me to move back. I thought she was here to help my dad. As a lobbyist, I really don’t want to go back and stare at my dad until there is a complete outcome with Liang Sheng.
My father has already arranged the first one-third of my life, and I cannot let him arrange the rest of my life according to his preferences.
"Mom, stop talking. I don't want to go back." After saying that, I immediately hung up the phone. If we continue talking, we have to hold a debate. My mother is not like my father. My father has a bad temper and doesn't care. Eleven means scolding, or even taking action, simply and neatly. My mother also likes to use her eloquence in the business field with me to engage in brainwashing debates.
Wang Xiaodan looked at me quietly. After hanging up the phone, her pale lips opened: "Did you have a quarrel with your family?"
I have known Wang Xiaodan for a long time, but I have never taken her to my house to play, let alone my family. In the past, my dad and I had some minor conflicts, and we always complained to her, and she was used to listening to me. Said, I nodded, my breath was stuck in my chest and I couldn't spit it out.
"For Liang Sheng?" Wang Xiaodan's eyes suddenly became sharper, which surprised me. I asked, "How do you know?"
I had no contact with Wang Xiaodan during this period, and I never told her this. How could she know
"Because you have the same look on your face as mine." Wang Xiaodan turned over and looked at the snow-white ceiling. After saying this, he fell into silence. I have to say that Wang Xiaodan can really see through me at certain times. , although I don’t like to confide too much in my heart with her, but with her around, the tacit understanding a lot of the time is enough to keep me warm.
I really want to ask Wang Xiaodan whether it hurts to take away the child. It is her flesh and blood. Isn't it hard to let go of it at all? But if I asked this, it was more like a deliberate mockery. The ward was quiet and there were no other patients. After a while, Wang Xiaodan said again: "Director Qin helped me advance the money. If it is convenient for you, help me return it to her first. "
"Where's your money?" I couldn't help asking. It's not that I'm stingy, but I don't understand how Ling Xiao, a big star, could let his woman live in such a miserable life. At Chen Shulei's engagement party, it was clear that Wang Xiaodan Still looks good, how long ago, what happened
Wang Xiaodan didn't answer me. She became a little paranoid. The change in her temperament was very obvious. It's no wonder Qin Zhuren said that something was wrong with Wang Xiaodan. She was once his excellent student, but now he is acting like this. He should be the same. Regrettably.
I wanted to continue asking questions and the phone rang at an inappropriate time. I thought it was my mother calling again. When I looked down, it was an international long distance call. As soon as the call was connected, Qiao Wan's voice came over: "Yanyan, I am your Aunt Wan, are you busy?"
I didn't expect Qiao Wan to call me suddenly, so I responded quickly: "Aunt Wan, I'm not busy."
"Hey, that boy Liang Sheng didn't bring you here. He said you were busy with work. I still want you to go shopping with me!" Qiao Wan's voice was hearty and relaxed. I rarely see anything in her. With the negative emotions, I thought of Wei Lan. It should be about the same when I go shopping with Wei Lan. Bitterness spreads at the corner of my mouth, but I can't let Qiao Wan hear it.
"Genius sister!" Suddenly, a childish voice sounded next to her, and Qiao Wan said with a smile: "Xiao Liang Rui always mentions you. Talk to him. We will be back in two days."
Hearing Xiao Liang Rui's voice, I felt instantly relaxed. He kept complaining to me: "Sister Genius, it's not fun here. The dolls here are too easy to pinch, and there is no challenge at all."
Hearing these words, I almost laughed out loud. I can imagine Xiaoliang Rui with a cold face and sighing, "This machine is so idiotic." I teased him: "Then go and make all the dolls." Clip it off!”
"I want to, but I don't know why. The claw machines here in the United States often break down. The bearded uncle said that the claw machine is broken by the dolls, so it's really useless, hum." Xiao Liang Rui complained, I The more I listened, the more amused I became. Liang Rui looked more like a child.
I heard a conversation approaching over there, and a familiar voice made my heart beat faster. It was Liang Sheng.
"It's Yanyan, would you like to come over and chat with Yanyan?" I heard Qiao Wan ask, and there was suddenly silence over there. I held my heart in my hands and didn't dare to breathe. I didn't think Liang Sheng would follow me. When talking, he is a very direct person and does not care about my so-called face, but I still don't want to hang up the phone.
After a while, a low and thin voice rang on the phone: "Hello."
My nose was sore and I felt my eyes were heating up. At this moment, I understood what "living every day is like a year" meant. The conflict with Liang Sheng could always extend the time infinitely and turn it into difficult years. It seemed like I hadn't heard anything for a long time. His voice was ordinary. Since Wang Xiaodan was still around, I suppressed my emotions and responded in a low voice: "Well, Aunt Wan said you will come back in two days."
"Yeah." Liang Sheng's voice was so weak that I couldn't even hear his breathing. It felt like he was talking to the air.
"Okay, then... I'll wait for you." All my words are in vain. I know that I have made a mistake, and it is an unforgivable mistake. It is impossible for Liang Sheng to forgive easily again and again.
"Liang Sheng, let's go eat!" A blue voice sounded, sweet and melodious, and I could hear it clearly. I only heard Liang Sheng say "We'll talk about it when we get back," and then the line was cut off. Signal, listening to the sound of disconnection inside, I couldn't recover for a long time.
Wang Xiaodan was resting with her eyes closed. I waited until the soreness in my eyes gradually faded away, then turned my head to look at her: "I'll buy you something to eat."
After saying that, I left the ward. The suffocation-like discomfort made me want to escape. I didn’t want Wang Xiaodan to see me like this. Subconsciously, I rejected the fact that I was similar to Wang Xiaodan. I didn’t admit my own embarrassment or that I would fail. , maintaining a free and easy look is my nature. Growing up in a good family and wealthy materials have made my heart develop the attitude of a princess. At this moment, I can admit that I am extremely proud as Yuan Yushan and others said, Never want to expose your vulnerability.
I bought some fruits and porridge. Wang Xiaodan needs to take care of her body now. Huada Hospital is not big or small. There are food stores, fruit stores, and pharmacies nearby. I walked among them, and the air was filled with the smell of fruits mixed with pharmacies. I looked at the hospital building and finally couldn't help but call Ling Xiao. Ling Xiao's phone number was obtained when the crew of "Green Snake" left each other's contact information. I was afraid that I couldn't find anyone. Listening to the music on the phone, I held my breath and concentrated.
"What's wrong?" As soon as I got through, Ling Xiao's lazy tone made me furious. I got straight to the point, told him about Wang Xiaodan, and asked, "Are you irresponsible?"
Ling Xiao laughed, there was loud music over there, and he said, "Why should I be responsible?"
"Ling Xiao, don't be too heartless." I said coldly, not asking him to wake up, but at least give Wang Xiaodan a clear explanation to make her give up, or give her a status.
"Do you have a conscience!" Ling Xiao paused: "Why don't you ask your bestie who the child in her belly belongs to?"
Ling Xiao hung up the phone, but I was dumbfounded. I stood there for a long time not knowing where to go. I knew exactly what Ling Xiao's words implied.
(End of chapter)