I stared at Xuanxuan blankly. The ward was so quiet. This question was not only something Xuanxuan should answer, it was also a question to me. Between me and Liang Sheng, the originally clear blueprint had long been filled with haze. I didn’t want to I know whether he and I can overcome the hurdle of the previous generation. Although I don’t know what that hurdle is, I can tell from the attitudes of both parents that it is definitely not a trivial matter.
"Yanyan, I am very happy with Chu Jin. No matter how long this happiness lasts, I will enjoy it. If I am destined to lose it, then I will cherish it even more at this time. I have long known that in the dictionary of love and marriage, The word 'eternal' does not exist, and it will change one day. This is what my parents taught me." Xuanxuan almost lost her voice at the end, and she mentioned her parents.
The father who made Xuanxuan feel embarrassed, and the mother who Xuanxuan cared about but had little contact with. In Chu Jin and I’s minds, there is only a vague image. I think of Xuanxuan’s father, Chu Jin and Liang Sheng. They have seen it, but I haven’t. I can’t imagine what kind of man he is, sending other girls one by one to a road of no return, yet having such a kind and straightforward daughter. God’s arrangement is really full of hope. Weird.
I held Xuanxuan's hand and tightened it a little tighter. The more people lack love, the more they want to seize the fleeting happiness, and they know better about choosing. Xuanxuan is like this, what about me? I have no idea.
I don't know when, Liang Sheng stood at the door of the ward. I was a little startled when I saw him out of the corner of my eye. Xuanxuan followed my gaze and turned back. After seeing Liang Sheng, she laughed again: " Mr. Liang is here, coming to see Yanyan, right? |"
"Well, when did you come?" Liang Sheng walked in. He was dressed very formally. Today, the temperature was not low. He was still wearing a suit jacket and a meticulous tie. There were no flaws from head to toe. He put on the suit , has a strong and calm aura, as if he is the overlord who controls everything. I used to like watching him on TV attending press conferences in suits and leather boots, or being interviewed. His every move was regal, and he was mean and inhumane. , but added to his charm.
He was usually dressed so formally, and he must have just had a meeting. I withdrew my gaze and stopped lingering on him.
"I've been here for a while, and by the way, I have to go find Chu Jin! I'm leaving!" Xuanxuan really kept her agreement with Chu Jin. She made a random excuse and ran away, passing by Liang Sheng When I was next to him, I sniffed the lavender brought by Liang Sheng, laughed ambiguously a few times, and then left me facing Liang Sheng awkwardly.
Liang Sheng placed the lavender on the cabinet in front of the hospital bed. There was a vase on it with no flowers inside. After the lavender was inserted, it added a bit of color and fragrance to the ward. I looked at the vase of lavender, My heart palpitated slightly.
"Why are you so careless?" Liang Sheng pulled up a chair and sat down, facing me. I didn't put on any makeup today. I was wearing no makeup. I was in a bad state. I didn't want to be seen by Liang Sheng, so I deliberately turned my head and looked at him. Lavender left only a side profile for him. He suddenly stretched out his hand and put the vase of flowers on his lap: "Look at me."
I was shocked by Liang Sheng's behavior. He was so childish. I looked at the flowers and he held them in his arms.
"Why do you have time to come?" I asked calmly, without answering Liang Sheng's question.
"Today is just a temporary emergency meeting." Liang Sheng held Lavender in one hand and pulled off his tie with the other. For someone who loves neatness like him, he pulled his tie like this. I looked at the big sun outside, He said helplessly: "Take off your coat if it's hot."
Liang Sheng paused, showing a hint of amusement, and then shook his head: "Forget it, I have something to do later."
My mood just got a little better. When I heard his words, I instantly sank. I was hurt so badly, but he just came to see me and left. The inexplicable conflicts and cold wars we had before, could it be that he didn't care about them? Not a big deal? Or maybe he didn't take it to heart at all, and all the unhappiness would be reconciled naturally without any need for communication, explanation, or goodwill.
"Oh, then let's go." My tone was cold, without much emotion. At this moment, I kind of believed what my dad said. An excellent man like Liang Sheng still has a lot to do and a lot of helpless things. It is not possible that I am the only one in the world. Many times, he will not even take care of me, and I cannot be willful, because harming him is equivalent to harming the interests of countless people.
The feeling of gradually realizing it is really painful. My heart twists and turns, as if all the blood in it has been drained. I feel that my nose is a little sore, and I can only try my best not to shed tears. If it is because I cry , Liang Sheng stayed, I was a joke, how pitiful I was, crying and begging my boyfriend to leave his job and accompany me when I was injured.
Liang Sheng looked at me, I couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes, it was so weak that it was almost non-existent. He leaned down, his face so close was flawless, the bottle of lavender was almost stuck between me and him, his skin Surprisingly good, enough to make women jealous. The unchanging cold fragrance of roses and lavender are entangled with each other, like an unreachable dream. He and I looked at each other, the two of us were like the confrontation between prey and hunter, and soon he was He straightened up and arranged the lavender: "Shen Yan, why can't you leave everything to me and choose to trust me?"
"Then how can I trust you?" I asked, how can I trust a man who is always surrounded by other women
After Liang Sheng heard what he said, there was a hint of fatigue in his eyebrows. After pinching his eyebrows, he turned and left. I put my eyes on the sunshine on the window sill, not wanting to look at Liang Sheng's leaving figure, but soon, I noticed something was wrong, and turned my head to look. Liang Sheng was still standing at the door, with his back to me, and He Feimo stood face to face with him. The two of them didn't say anything, and neither of them moved.
He Feimo and I have had no contact at all in the past few days. How could he know that I was hospitalized? In addition to being surprised, I felt helpless. It was such a bad fate. I was really afraid that Liang Sheng would lose control like last time. He Feimo was injured that day. I didn't even ask him about Liang Sheng and Wei Lan. Although I felt that he was sorry for me. , but I can't really deliberately be ambiguous with other men to get revenge on Liang Sheng because of this.
It's like Yuan Yushan is trying to trick me everywhere, but I still can't take the initiative to attack like her.
In the end, Liang Sheng just turned around and looked at me deeply without saying anything, bypassing He Feimo and leaving. As Liang Sheng's back disappeared, I don't know why, but my heart felt a little empty, and I looked at it sadly. Drywall, said, "How did you know I was hurt?"
"Fang Ying said it." He Feimo's voice still had few ups and downs, dull and simple. He brought some nutritional supplements. It was obvious that he was a very attentive person, because the nutritional supplements were all for calcium and bone...
Xuanxuan must have told Fang Ying, and Fang Ying told He Feimo. These interpersonal relationships are really intertwined. I couldn’t help but sigh. He Feimo sat on the chair where Liang Sheng had sat just now and came closer. At first glance, I saw that there were very faint scars on the corners of his mouth, which seemed to be slightly torn scars on the corners of his mouth. They should have been caused by Liang Sheng. I felt a little guilty because I almost caused his face to be disfigured.
"Why didn't you fight back that day?" I looked at the silent He Feimo, knowing that if I didn't speak, this man would remain so taciturn.
He Feimo gave me a strange look, why do you say it's strange? Because I really couldn’t tell what that look meant, so his lips moved: “Why do you fight back?”
I don't know what this means. Liang Sheng moved his hands in anger. He was beaten without any explanation. Can he bear it? But it's hard to say. He Feimo is too calm. Maybe he just can't bear it, but I can't help it...
It wasn't until much later that I understood what He Feimo meant when he said what he said today, and why did he fight back? He really wanted to take care of people, so there was nothing wrong with this meal.
The two of us stared in silence. I had worked with He Feimo for a while, and I had long been used to this man being silent. However, he suddenly said something, which still scared me.
"I want to leave Yuansheng and withdraw my shares." He Feimo dropped the bomb on my head in an understatement.
(End of chapter)