Being meaningless means that I have completely let go of the past. I am a little relieved and very happy for He Feimo. Putting aside my own little awkwardness, He Feimo is indeed a very good man. If he has been immersed in I can't extricate myself from the past and my own world, and there will be another unlucky girl in the future who won't be able to meet such a good man.
I finished a cup of latte and I didn't plan to refill it. Xuanxuan also called me and said that the human resources department of this company was very powerful, so she was assigned a job quickly. After the procedures were completed, she would be ready in three days. When I got to work, I looked at the time. It was already half past five, so I urged, "Okay, come out quickly. I'm in a coffee shop at the door. We still have to buy groceries."
"Okay, wait for me!" Xuanxuan showed up at the door of the coffee shop within five minutes after hanging up the phone.
"Let's go, let's go buy groceries!" Xuanxuan said cheerfully. She seemed to be in a very good mood. She originally thought it would be a little difficult to find a job because she had too little work experience, but today went extremely smoothly and the salary was quite good. , she held my arm and pulled me up: "I'm paying for my meal tonight. You can buy whatever you want!"
He Feimo also stood up: "Do I need to see you off?"
"No, no, no, Mr. He, you're busy with your business. We two idle people don't need you to help us, so we're going to buy some food and go back. We drove here." Xuanxuan replied eagerly, and I nodded in agreement, He Feimo is not the kind of person who insists on sending others back. When Xuanxuan said this, he didn't hesitate. After walking out of the coffee shop with us, I looked for my car and he looked for his car.
It's a bit far from the vegetable market. Xuanxuan and I decided to find a vegetable seller along the way back and buy some vegetables. Because my uncle taught me a few relatively simple dishes, and the raw materials were even simpler and too complicated. I can't do it.
Finally, we wandered around the vegetable market and bought some vegetables, eggs, and meat. The two of us didn't know how to cook the rest, so we had to give up.
"Hey," as soon as I walked out of the vegetable market, Xuanxuan suddenly pulled me. She almost shook the food in my hand. She said, "I think I saw Wang Xiaodan!"
Wang Xiaodan? My eyes immediately followed the direction of Xuanxuan's gaze. A woman wearing sunglasses seemed to be waiting for the bus. Judging from her figure and unreal facial features, she did look like Wang Xiaodan, but when did Wang Xiaodan's hair change? Has it become so short? It feels particularly short, exposing the brow and ears.
I now have many questions to ask Wang Xiaodan, because the more I go on, the more I find that she was not much involved in it, and she knows a lot more. I don’t know what role she plays, but she and Ling Xiao are still together. Jin Shengtian, including Chen Shulei, is all related. There must be something she doesn't want to tell me, but those things are very important.
I carried the dishes and Xuanxuan and walked towards Wang Xiaodan. Wang Xiaodan seemed to have noticed us. Her first reaction after seeing us was that she turned around and left, as if she was deliberately avoiding us. Xuanxuan and I quickly Catch up.
Wang Xiaodan seemed to have injured her leg and was wearing high heels. After running for a while, she slowed down and limped. I stepped forward to hold her and shouted angrily: "Wang Xiaodan, why did you run away when you saw me?" !”
"What's there to say?" Wang Xiaodan shook off my hand, her tone was not good, there was a hint of vigilance and impatience.
"What's the matter with you calling me? Why can't you get through in the end? Where have you been?" I asked in one breath. Although I really didn't want to care about Wang Xiaodan's affairs, she was completely uncooperative and would not follow her. I asked for help, but I said a few words at the critical moment and then disappeared, which made me feel angry just thinking about it.
Wang Xiaodan looked at me. Her sunglasses covered most of her face, only her brows and lips were exposed. I pulled her sunglasses off directly. She tried to stop her, but it was completely useless. When I saw the bruises at the corners of her eyes, After the bruise, I gasped, not just a little bit, but almost all of it was bruised and swollen badly. She stopped talking, not wanting me to see this.
"You don't have to hide it for him anymore, I know it's Ling Xiao." I said in a calm tone after calming myself down.
Wang Xiaodan looked at me in shock, but in those eyes that couldn't be opened, I couldn't see any emotion, only emptiness. I was heartbroken but helpless. A person fell into the river. Throw the rope to her. She didn't want to pull her, so she could only watch her disappear into the river.
Xuanxuan stared at Wang Xiaodan whose face was covered with scars, and then cursed: "Ling Xiao is a psychopath. Why didn't you call the police when he beat you and hide it for him? Wang Xiaodan, are you so smart?"
I also thought Wang Xiaodan was crazy. I remembered what I heard outside the utility room on the day Chu Jin and Xiang Xin got engaged, and I roughly understood something in my heart. I asked in a deep voice: "Is there any reason behind him?" On your hands?”
"No." Wang Xiaodan replied neatly, but her lie angered me, and I blurted out angrily: "Then you will forget about him raping you?"
"Rape?" Xuanxuan looked at me blankly, and then looked at me, Wang Xiaodan.
Wang Xiaodan's eyes changed, she snatched the sunglasses from my hand and put them on, and then said with a trembling voice: "You don't have to worry about it, Shen Yan, you'd better not get involved in these things, I warned you, otherwise you will regret it. "
I smiled "haha", did you think I wanted to take care of it? Now it's not a question of whether I want to take care of it, but there are some things that must be faced and solved. I was completely angered by Wang Xiaodan who was so shabby. I sneered and said, "Don't you have any dignity at all now? Why do you want me to go to your hometown to visit your parents for you? What’s the point? If your parents knew what you were like now, what do you think they would think? "
"Shut up!" When Wang Xiaodan heard me mention her parents, she immediately became emotional: "Why are you talking about me? If it weren't for you, would I have ended up like this? When I went drinking with Chen Shulei that day, Why did you leave first? If you had not left, I would not have been raped by Ling Xiao, and I would not have become like this, Ana Shen, you are really going too far!"
Wang Xiaodan's words made me freeze completely. Her accusation was that I met Ling Xiao because I left her alone with Chen Shulei
"I..." I couldn't say anything for a moment. It was indeed me who left her that time. I couldn't stand the atmosphere there and those so-called ducks. I thought Wang Xiaodan was just drinking with Chen Shulei. After calming down, when I saw Wang Xiaodan the next day, I felt something was wrong with her. She asked me if I had time to have dinner together. She seemed to have something to say to me. She probably wanted to tell me this...
But I didn't listen to what she said. I let Wang Xiaodan go for Liang Sheng and Chu Jin, whom I had known for a short time at that time. She asked me several times if I had time, but I failed to keep the appointment. Somehow, I would She was left alone in that terrifying abyss, so it was all my fault, not Wang Xiaodan's.
Although Wang Xiaodan was wearing sunglasses, I could feel the resentment in her eyes, and Xuanxuan was also a little bit at a loss. The three of us faced each other at this remote street. My mouth and tongue were dry and I couldn't say a word. All stuck in the throat like a fish bone.
"Now I have a video left in Ling Xiao's hands. If I resist, you will see my unbearable scenes in various news reports soon. My parents will also see it. I can't imagine them watching it." If I can't bear these rumors from my neighbors and people, my future will be ruined, and he... will lose everything he has now." Wang Xiaodan said, her voice choked up with pain. Trouble, is she still worried about Ling Xiao now? Worried that Ling Xiao will lose everything!
I had nothing to say. I was wrong. I also didn’t understand Wang Xiaodan. She stopped talking to me and stopped a taxi. I heard that the address she reported was a hospital, maybe she was going there. Look at the wounds on my body. I stood there dejectedly. For a moment, I felt like I was in another world. Guilt and self-blame were like a dark insect, burrowing in my heart, making me feel painful and unable to grasp it.
(End of chapter)