I opened my mouth, intending to say that he was not my boyfriend, but realizing that it was Yuan Yushan across from me, I pursed my lips and said, "So what? Do you think my boyfriend is Liang Sheng, so I promise you Is your request just a matter of a few words?"
Yuan Yushan was stunned for a few seconds and nodded, "How else did you get the position of chief makeup artist? You have only been in Yuansheng for more than two months."
"Haha." I sneered unnaturally, "No matter what you think, I can tell you Yuan Yushan clearly that even if my boyfriend is really Liang Sheng, I can't help you with this. Of course, you can also understand that I don’t want to help, it doesn’t matter to me.”
"Shen Yan, don't go too far!" Yuan Yushan's suppressed temper finally showed up on her face. She was willing to humble herself in front of me because she was asking for something from me. Now that I rejected her, she exposed her true nature.
"Did I go too far?" I put the pillow up, leaned directly on the hospital bed, and looked at her, "No matter how much I go too far, I can't be one-tenth as good as you. Yuan Yushan, don't forget what you have done. If I hadn't bumped into you at the beginning, how long do you think you planned to hide it from me?"
This is a question I have always wanted to ask, but I can never find a chance to say it. I don’t know when Yuan Yushan and I will meet next time. It happened that our moods were a little fluctuating, and I blurted out the question in a hurry. Well, don't let it get stuck in your heart like a thorn.
Yuan Yushan's clear eyes were filled with tears, but they never shed. She lowered her head and rubbed her knees with her fingers, "Shen Yan, we have known each other for more than twenty years, even if I really do I have done something sorry to you. No matter how big a mistake I made, can you forgive me based on the relationship between me and the past 20 years? Even if you can't forgive me, can you please stop tit-for-tat? Even if you just treat me as an ordinary classmate, If a classmate comes to ask you like this, you will agree to it."
She still didn't answer my question, and I didn't answer her directly. Instead, I continued to ask, "Then tell me, if I hadn't broken up with you back then, how long would you have planned to act in front of me?"
The ward was quiet with only the ticking sound of the clock on the wall. Chu Jin had been gone for a while. I hoped he would come back a little later. I didn't want him to bump into Yuan Yushan. I was afraid that if it reached Liang Sheng's ears, it would bring trouble. To cause unnecessary trouble.
Yuan Yushan hesitated for a moment, raised her head and looked at me, with something firmer in her eyes, she said: "Shen Yan, to be honest, even if you didn't break out at that time, we would take the initiative to tell you. You should know what we want most." I am not the one who hid the truth from you. If I could, the one I would rather quit was me, and the one I would rather be hurt is me, because I don’t want our relationship to become like this for a man. Shen Yan, Liu Nanhao, to you Is it really that important? So important that you can abandon our twenty-year sisterhood?"
Yuan Yushan's words shocked me. I consider myself not a heartless person. No one can forget a twenty-year relationship. I don't want to become strangers to Yuan Yushan, but I can't control all of this. The driving force behind the situation is Yuan Yushan herself, not me.
I lowered my head in thought, unaware of the person coming in from the door.
Chu Jin's voice suddenly sounded, "You are the one who abandoned sisterhood!"
Yuan Yushan and I looked up one after another. He was holding several inspection reports in his hand and standing at the door with a clear face. The smile on his face was rare and it was more angry. He said, "Your friendship is no better than your adultery with that man. Since you have chosen to betray Ana Shen, you are not qualified to appear in front of her and say these self-righteous truths."
Yuan Yushan's blood surged, and her resentment turned into sharp eyes and stared at me, "Shen Yan, you are plotting against me!"
I didn't understand what she meant. She looked sideways at Chu Jin, tears welling up in her eyes: "You didn't remind me when you saw him coming in, just to let others see my joke! Shen Yan, I'm so fucking cheap, I've eaten You lost money once, but you were stupid enough to suffer a second loss. I actually still held out hope that you would help me. It seems that I thought too much. Liu Nanhao was right. I was really blind when I fell in love with you. Blind!"
"Shut up!" Chu Jin threw the report sheet hard at Yuan Yushan, pointed at the door and said, "I don't hit women, please get out before my principles waver!"
Yuan Yushan stood up angrily, and before leaving, she did not forget to say harsh words: "Shen Yan, just wait, one day you will come to beg me!"
(End of chapter)