"No! I don't allow you to go to the army!"
At night, in Zhang Heng's room, Avril Lavigne stared at Zhang Heng with an expression of "absolutely uncompromising".
"Don't say anything! I'll go to the army tomorrow to help you withdraw and revoke your rank! I can't agree to let you go on a battlefield adventure!"
Avril Lavigne's tone was very excited, with a hint of panic. She was scared. She didn't want to experience the feeling of "losing the most precious thing in life" for the second time.
"Hey...Don't be so excited, I..."
Zhang Heng was silent for a moment, and he couldn't bear the expression of Avril Lavigne who was about to cry. However, before he could finish speaking, Avril Lavigne plunged into his arms and cried bitterly: "Don't leave me, don't If you leave me again, I will go crazy! In that case, I will really go crazy..."
Zhang Heng fell silent, and he could feel the cry of pleading, and every sentence came from the bottom of his heart.
In other words... Avril Lavigne has regarded Zhang Heng as an indispensable part of her life.
Although feeling Avril Lavigne’s fear and worry, Zhang Heng still gritted his teeth and pushed her away, and said firmly: "Sorry, I have a reason to go there..."
Katia is in the army, and Black and White are in the army...
Zhang Heng has no reason not to guard them.
"No, no! I won't agree!"
Avril Lavigne screamed hysterically. She grabbed Zhang Heng's arm with a panic on her face, and shouted with tears: "Just stay with me! As long as you stay by my side, it's okay! Don't leave me." Huh? Promise me not to leave me..."
Zhang Heng frowned. Avril’s almost crazy behavior made him a little uncomfortable. He gritted his teeth and said: "I told you, I have to go, don’t be like this, even if I used to be your "fiance." "But now I am no longer the Zhang Heng I used to be!"
I don’t want to say anything to hurt Avril Lavigne, but I have to say it, just like what Zhang Heng said. At this moment, he is no longer the Zhang Heng who used to be. Therefore, even "the former Zhang Heng" and Avril Lavigne are very affectionate. , And "Zhang Heng at the moment" has no such feeling at all.
Avril was stunned.
Looking at Zhang Heng with deep grief and hollow eyes, the tears in his eyes stopped falling.
It was like a sharp blade pierced deeply into the heart. When Zhang Heng's words fell, Avril was about to collapse.
Seeing Avril’s expression, Zhang Heng gritted his teeth and did not speak to comfort her. He felt that the current relationship between himself and Avril Lavigne was too bad. At least until his memory was restored, he could not accept such a strong “love” from Avril Lavigne. .
Zhang Heng has already felt that it is not so much "love" as it is that this woman has a very strong "possessive desire" for herself.
But then I thought about it. If the "I used to be" and Avril Lavigne were really childhood sweethearts, then Avril Lavigne's actions would be understandable.
"Sorry, Avril, I hope you can understand that I am no longer the Zhang Heng you know, so..."
Before she finished speaking, Avril stood up and hugged Zhang Heng's head, closed her eyes and kissed directly.
There was a short thinking gap in the brain.
Zhang Heng stared. Although he wanted to push Avril away, his hands hugged her uncontrollably, as if such a situation was completely irresistible to him.
It's not a lust for Avril Lavigne's beauty, but an inexplicable impulse from the bottom of my heart.
This kiss lasted for nearly ten minutes, until the two people's faces flushed red before they separated.
Avril Lavigne’s ruddy face was full of stunning charm. She looked up at Zhang Heng obsessively, and opened a charming smile: "I will not stop you, but you have to promise me not to say those things again, I You can listen to you everything, as long as you promise not to leave me, okay?"
The voice was filled with very pure concern.
However, Zhang Heng still saw a trace of panic in her concerned eyes.
Are you worried that I will leave her
Was it because she was worried that I would leave her, so she compromised
Zhang Heng already has the answer in his mind.
"It's late, I want to rest."
After a long silence, Zhang Heng dropped such a flat sentence in the eyes of Avril Lavigne's expectation.
Unable to give a promise.
Zhang Heng couldn't give Avril Lavigne any promise, because even he himself didn't know how to treat the woman in front of him, so if he gave a promise at this moment, it would be a kind of harm in the future.
Although he is not a saint, Zhang Heng will not harm or deceive others. This is an act that makes him hate and hate. He doesn't want to experience the pain of believing in others but discovering that the truth is just being used.
I have to say that after experiencing their "betrayal", Zhang Heng has left a deep wound in his heart, and sometimes it makes him feel painful when he thinks about it.
"You have a good rest, I will accompany you to the army tomorrow."
Although she didn't get Zhang Heng's promise, Avril didn't seem to care much. She was taken aback for a moment, still with a bright and charming smile.
Zhang Heng nodded. Of course, he would not refuse Avril’s proposal. You must know that Avril’s living room has been taken care of by Avril in the past few days in the imperial capital. If he refuses even this kind of thing, Zhang Heng feels that he too It's a bit too "scum".
The door closed gently, and Avril went out of the room.
"Huh..."
Taking a deep breath, Zhang Heng lay on the bed with a tired face, staring at the ceiling blankly.
"As long as they become commanders, Katia and the others won't have to perform those dangerous tasks, right?"
The scene of the previous conversation with Victor emerged in his mind, Zhang Heng pursed his lips, thinking about how to proceed in the future.
You will definitely meet them in the future, right
To become the commander of the new world, sooner or later he will confront the war zone and sin. Zhang Heng thought of this when he promised Victor to become the "eleventh commander."
Nevertheless, Zhang Heng agreed.
Victor promised that as long as he becomes the empire and will work for the empire, and come up with convincing "achievements", then Katya and the three black and white can retire and no longer need to perform those dangerous tasks.
"Yeah! It's so decided!"
In order not to let Katya and the others suffer any harm, Zhang Heng decided to become stronger quickly, and soon fell asleep.
However, is it really as simple as Zhang Heng thought
Is it really as easy as Victor promised
Zhang Heng, who doesn’t know the laws of the New World Forces, doesn’t know... From the moment he joined the army, everyone has no retreat...