A few days later, Zhang Heng, Mi Yuko and others came to the cemetery in Anding District.
Standing among the crowd, Zhang Heng stared straight at the tombstone, staring at the three words "Firth" engraved on it.
The boy who died in his arms, Zhang Heng didn't know his name until now.
There was silence until noon, and the others had left, ready to continue training. When Miyuko was also preparing to leave, she found that Zhang Heng was still there and there was no movement, so she couldn't help but hesitate for a moment.
"Zhang Heng, let's... let's go together, we are going to start today's training..."
Miyuko knew how sad Zhang Heng was. In fact, when she said these words at the moment, she also bit her lip.
Zhang Heng did not respond to Miyuko, still staring at the tombstone.
"You can't go on like this!"
Miyuko frowned, bit her red lip and said, "Since you choose to join Fight Crime, you should think that something like this will happen, you..."
Before Mi Yuko finished speaking, Zhang Heng turned his head to look at her, and smiled coldly: "Yes, I should have thought that only cold-blooded people like you can become a member of the fight against crime. Bar?"
"you you… "
Zhang Heng's words pierced Miyuko's fragile heart like a knife. She trembled slightly, and her eyes slowly turned red.
Zhang Heng did not care about Mi Yuko’s emotions, and continued to sneer: "Yes, I am the weakest person among you, but I won’t be as cold-blooded as you guys, so sorry, today’s training, I don’t I will participate, and I will not participate in future training!"
"You, do you want to quit?"
Although the tears had rolled in her eyes, Miyuko managed to hold her back and stretched out her hand to grab the corner of Zhang Heng's clothes.
Zhang Heng slapped Mi Yuko's hand in disgust, then said angrily: "Yes, of course I have to quit! I don't want to be a cold-blooded monster like you! Also, put away your pair. Look at "hypocrisy"! When Felt died, you probably didn't feel anything in your heart, right?"
"Why, how can it be... so excessive..."
These words stung Mi Yuko deeply. She looked at Zhang Heng pitifully with silent tears, which made Zhang Heng feel unbearable.
However, Zhang Heng became very irritable at the thought of Felt's death. He couldn't figure out or understand what kind of "enlightenment" it was that made Greed Wolf and Miyuko feel helpless from Felt. .
"No, it's not...it's not like that! Me, I..."
At the moment when Zhang Heng turned in silence, Miyuko shook her head, crying and pressed her hands on her aching chest. She didn't understand, how could Zhang Heng, who is so sunny and cheerful, say that she was heartbroken. Discourse.
Zhang Heng stopped, frowned and turned to look at Mi Yuko. He wanted to hear what else this "cold-blooded" Weiss woman wanted to explain.
"Brother Zhang Heng, are you leaving us?"
At this time, little Lolita Katiya came to the cemetery with a bunch of flowers. When she saw Zhang Heng's indifferent eyes, she couldn't help but think of the night that made her sad... The bouquet in her hand, "wow!" Falling to the ground, tears of horror and sadness continued to slide from the big aqua-blue eyes.
"No, don't leave Tia, don't..."
Katiya cried and stepped forward and hugged Zhang Heng. Because of her height problem, she could only bury her small head on Zhang Heng's stomach.
"Uh, Tiya, what's wrong with you?"
Through the past few days with Katya, Zhang Heng's influence on this little loli is still good. Katya, who is only fourteen years old, is very naive and kind. Felt’s tombstone is that she spent a lot of money. It was made by staying up late at night.
Zhang Heng didn't know that Katiya had already regarded him as a dead brother in her heart.
In order to stop Katiya from crying, Zhang Heng helplessly touched her little head and told a "white lie", "Don't cry, Tiya, I won't leave you, don't cry, okay?"
"You give me enough!"
As a child, Katya naturally couldn't hear Zhang Heng's lie, but Miyuko on the side could see it, and because of this incident, it seemed that Miyuko felt very angry.
"You bastard, if you want to go, get out! Don't hurt Tia!"
Miyuko picked up Katya, and despite Zhang Heng's reaction, she left the cemetery with sad tears.
Zhang Heng stood there blankly. He didn't know the truth. He didn't know why Miyuko made such a big fire.
"Oh, what a sad parting scene."
Just when Zhang Heng was in a daze, Gui wore that white windbreaker with a cigarette in his mouth, and walked slowly into the cemetery.
Putting a bunch of white flowers in front of Felt's tombstone, Sin looked at Zhang Heng who was gnashing his teeth with a faint smile.
"The training has just begun. The determination you made to me before seems to have been forgotten by now."
"Shut up to me!"
Zhang Heng almost roared and shouted: "Because I was naive to believe that your organization is just, and you actually use other people's lives for training! You, you are a bunch of damn sinners!"
"Sinner?"
Sin smiled faintly, took a deep breath, and then exhaled a cloud of white smoke: "You are right. People like us with cursed blood in their bodies are indeed sinners..."
"But, Zhang Heng, compared to the group of people in the New World, the "sin" we have committed is far behind."
After Sin finished smoking a cigarette, he clicked on another cigarette. He looked at Zhang Heng and his expression became serious: "I know the feeling of losing a companion makes you uncomfortable, but Zhang Heng, you treat me and treat us. How much do you know about fighting crime?"
Hearing these words, Zhang Heng fell into a short period of sluggishness.
Yes, how much does he know about Fight Crime and all the members of Fight Crime
Zhang Heng’s expression seemed to be expected by sin. He breathed out a puff of smoke and slowly said: "Seven years have passed since the establishment of the fight against crime. Before you joined us, I lost a total of 1,257. Crew..."
"What, what?!"
Zhang Heng was a little surprised. He did not expect that the Fight Crime Organization had sacrificed so many people. Moreover, Sin actually remembered the death toll so clearly. This is completely consistent with the image of "irresponsible leader" in Zhang Heng's memory. Doesn't match.
Sin ignored what Zhang Heng was surprised at. He smiled faintly and continued: "Before leaving, let me tell you about Miyuko and Katya's past."
"Hmm... Let's start with Miyuko first."
"If I remember correctly, this year should be the second year Miyuko joined the fight against crime... Hey, don't look at me with that kind of suspicion. You probably don't know, every member of the fight against crime, no matter what The size of the position requires me to pass this level."
"Miyuko originally fled from the "New World" and came to our Anding District. Her country was destroyed by the New World ten years ago, and while she and her family were fleeing, they were killed by the New World army. Capture..."
"Zhang Heng, if you watched your loved ones being cut off a little bit, and groaning in helpless pain, what do you think would it be like?"
Hearing these words, Zhang Heng couldn't help but feel a chill. Before he could speak, Sin went on to say: "You must have never heard Miyuko say something like this before? Seeing his parents and sister with his own eyes Being slaughtered like a "livestock", such a picture and such a feeling, I am afraid you can't bear it, right?"
"However, Miyuko took it. With the hatred in her heart and the painful and desperate eyes of her parents and sister before they died, she successfully escaped the new world like hell and became our anti-sin One member..."
"How could... this way! It's a lie!"
Zhang Heng's heart tightened and he couldn't believe this "story" of sin. It was hard for him to believe that someone like Miyuko would have such an unbearable past.
"Damn it, me, what a bastard I am to say such things!"
After learning about Miyuko's past, Zhang Heng thought of the cynicism he had said to Miyuko before, and he blamed himself incomparably.
"Hehe, such a thing is actually nothing."
Sin then said something that shocked Zhang Heng.
does not matter
In the unbearable past like Miyuko, the crime is actually described as "not a big deal"
"Next is Katia."
Sin continued self-consciously: "Originally, Katia was already eligible to become a full member, but I didn't make him a full member."
"Ah, I know you have questions. Since the strength is enough, why not let Katya become a full member?"
"Actually, Zhang Heng, when I rescued Katya from the New World Army, her parents had been turned into "exotics" by the New World as test subjects, and her brother was about to be beaten to death. Before he died, her brother asked me to let me take care of Katia so as not to let her be "polluted" by this world full of "sin and evil."
"You can't imagine what a picture of an innocent and cute little Lolita who witnessed her parents turning into monsters and her brother being beaten to death."
"After this incident, Katia became a little girl who couldn't think actively. Yes, she has collapsed after experiencing such a thing..."
"Fortunately, this fellow Amy did not disappoint me. He developed a device that can create a "dream". It took us two full years to help Katya's experience that night turn into a "and" The dream of the family's temporary separation"."
"So, Zhang Heng, your lie just now is not just a deception. You must know that Katya still doesn't know the fact that her brother is dead, and like Katya, she still believes "brother and family The little girl who is just going to a long distance and will be back soon", but she attaches great importance to "promises". If one day she finds out that this promise is false, she should be very sad, right?..."
After listening to these two "stories", Zhang Heng fell into deep thought, his fists clenched involuntarily.
Is the so-called new world, like the description of sin, a real "hell on earth"
What kind of "person" can commit such shocking "sin and evil"
"Could it be that this is the so-called "enlightenment" in their mouth?"
"Because of such a painful past, do you desperately want to become stronger?"
Zhang Heng stared at Firth's tombstone, remembering the moment Firth died, and did not release his weapon.
Gradually, a gap seemed to be opened in his heart, and Zhang Heng suddenly understood something.
I want to understand everything.
Whether it's Miyuko, Katia, or the dead Felt, Zhang Heng finally understands, understands what belongs to them, takes up arms and fights... Conscious!
"Oh, I feel a little sleepy."
Sin stretched out, and his white cloak was swaying in the wind. As he walked, he said without looking back: "Although you are the first person to take the initiative to quit sin, this is yourself. The choice... Then, treat it as a blessing before parting, Zhang Heng, good luck to you."
"Leave..."
Zhang Heng lowered his head slightly, looking at the crime-fighting uniform he was wearing, and the bloody hand printed on his left chest.
In my heart, it seems to be struggling and burning!
Where can I go if I leave
Zhang Heng exhaled deeply and cast his eyes to the blue sky.
Whether to leave or stay, Zhang Heng suddenly felt that it didn't matter.
Because, in his heart, he has found his share of...enlightenment!
Survive!
Whether you are leaving to fight crime or looking for memory, as long as you can survive... Then...become stronger!