Light snow began to fall outside the window at some point, and there was a brief silence in the dark room.
Bai Yueling's mood was complicated. All her good impressions of Jiang Qiao now came from her former master. She wanted to renew their relationship, but if it was true as Jiang Qiao said, would she still like him
Putting aside all factors related to the master, she found that she treated Jiang Qiao as just an ordinary friend.
"Even if you deny it, I will do everything possible to retrieve Master's memory." She took a deep breath and said slowly.
Jiang Qiao couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Have you never thought that I don't want to be your master at all? He is him and I am me. In other words, am I still the one who regains my memory after awakening? When I think about the possibility of another It would be scary if someone took control of this body instead of me.”
"I don't care! After waiting for thousands of years, I finally see a glimmer of hope. I will never give up!" Bai Yueling suddenly stood up, picked up the red clothes on the ground and put it on her body.
She walked towards the door, her back to Jiang Qiao, and her voice was slightly cold: "If I say, you give me the master, and I give you the White Fairy, would you be willing?"
The door opened and closed again.
Jiang Qiao stared blankly into the darkness, with mixed feelings in his heart. If he had known that the truth would be like this, he would rather be kept in the dark forever.
As for Bai Yueling's last words, he has never cultivated as an immortal, and he doesn't know how to divide his soul, so how can he give it to him? She even had no idea what her master's name was or what his experience was, and she couldn't even admit that he was her master.
The most important thing is, since the White Fairy is the secondary personality generated after experiencing the disaster, will she eventually become attached to the main personality and disappear
There's really no way to tell this kind of thing.
In the middle of the night, Jiang Qiao sighed and couldn't sleep.
I grew up under the red flag and accepted modern ideas. Although every child has imagined that he is the protagonist who saves the world, but now that he knows that he was probably a very powerful immortal cultivator in his previous life, he suddenly doesn’t feel that way. Great expectations, but even more panic.
What if... I disappear
His current mood is similar to that of Fairy Bai, who is always worried about whether he will be replaced by another "me".
Normal life became fragmented overnight.
If one day the past is awakened, Jiang Qiao's memories may be instantly submerged in the vicissitudes of life, and he will not allow that to happen.
He is who he is and no one can replace him.
The sky was getting brighter, and Jiang Qiao suffered from insomnia. He didn't sleep all night. He got up early. Even though he was still curled up in his bed to sleep, he began to sit cross-legged in front of the dim light.
Bai Xianzi's method is very effective. Although it is painful at first, once you get used to it, you can feel that some changes have occurred in your body. It is no longer lifeless, and it seems that every cell has become more energetic.
After a while, Fairy Bai also opened the bedroom door and walked out. She was slightly startled when she saw Jiang Qiao, who was meditating on the balcony outside in only thin clothes.
Why has this guy become so self-conscious today? Doesn't he usually sleep until three o'clock in the morning before getting up
She didn't bother Jiang Qiao. What she was cultivating now was to follow one's will, and anything could be regarded as cultivation. This was Jiang Qiao's first time on the path to immortality, so he needed to take it one step at a time and practice solid basic skills.
Although it is impossible to become a great monk in this auraless environment, as long as you persevere and keep fit, you can still live a long life.
After Fairy Bai petted the cat, she walked to the bathroom and started to wash up, then took the time to make breakfast.
-Take out a bag of sesame glutinous rice balls from the refrigerator, pour water into the pot, and after the water boils, pour the glutinous rice balls into it. Wait until the glutinous rice balls float almost completely, and they will be cooked in another 20 seconds.
This is what Jiang Qiao did last time she saw him. It was very simple.
After almost two quarters of an hour, when his legs were sore and numb from sitting, he took a deep breath and calmed down to stop the exercise.
It’s amazing that I don’t feel cold at all while meditating in an environment of about zero degrees while wearing unlined clothes.
Jiang Qiao put on his plush pajamas and saw the fairy wearing an apron and making breakfast. She looked so focused that she was afraid of blowing up the kitchen again.
Isn't it just cooking glutinous rice balls
He leaned on the doorframe and greeted with a smile: "Good morning, my fairy."
"Get ready, the glutinous rice balls will be cooked soon." Fairy Bai said without looking back.
Jiang Qiao glanced into the pot: "The glutinous rice balls cooked by the fairy are very big and white. They must be super delicious."
Fairy Bai then turned around and glared at him, as if she was not serious so early in the morning and wanted to get shocked again
She raised her finger and poked Jiang Qiao's chest. He cooperated and leaned against the door frame, shaking violently.
"Why are you shaking? I have no power now!" Fairy Bai said angrily.
Jiang Qiao said awkwardly: "Aren't you afraid that you won't get used to it after losing your cultivation? Wouldn't this give you a sense of accomplishment?"
"You know how to talk!"
She hummed softly, feeling a little sweet in her heart. This guy still knew the younger brother's position in the family.
"Come here quickly and get your own bowl!"
"As you command, my fairy."
One person sat down holding a small white porcelain bowl. Jiang Qiao took a sip of the soup happily, as if he saw the daily life of the two after their marriage in the future. Yue·Ling, the housewife, fully took care of three meals a day, gentle and virtuous, This is life.
Whatever happened in the past, go to hell!
Fairy Bai took a shallow bite, and the sesame filling inside slowly flowed out. She blew it carefully, cooled it a little, and then slowly licked it off with her tongue.
Sweet and glutinous, so delicious.
She raised her eyes and looked at Jiang Qiao, her eyes bloodshot: "Didn't you sleep well last night?"
Jiang Qiao lowered his head and took a bite of glutinous rice balls. His eyes were complicated and he didn't know how to answer. Should he tell her the truth about his inner demon
If she were to know that her existence might just be Bai Yueling's sub-personality derived from her original attempt to escape reality, would it destroy her state of mind again
After thinking about it seriously, Jiang Qiao decided to hide it for the time being. Anyway, she was the one in control of her body now, and her expression would depend on her for at least a hundred years.
"Well, I'm just thinking about things. As I think about it, it's getting brighter."
Fairy Bai was silent for a moment: "You don't have to blame yourself for losing the Dao Fruit. It was all my own decision."
Jiang Qiao was stunned for a moment. So she thought she was worried about that
"No, I was just thinking about how to get a fairy who fell into the mortal world to be my wife, and I couldn't sleep because of it."
Fairy Bai paused and muttered with a slightly red face: "Eat your glutinous rice balls with peace of mind. No wonder you have insomnia at night. It turns out you are daydreaming about it in the morning."
Jiang Qiao said with a cheerful smile: "What if my dream comes true one day? The thought of being able to sleep with my fairy wife every day will make me laugh even in my dreams."
"Don't even think about it!"
Fairy Bai glared at him angrily. This man started talking nonsense early in the morning. He was always imagining some impossible things. That kind of thing would never happen!
"People have to have dreams."
"Jiang Qiao!"
"Fairy, I'm here."
“…”
She clenched her fingers. There was nothing she could do about this extremely thick-skinned guy. He was so annoying.
"Yue Ling, is there really such a thing as reincarnation in your world?" Jiang Qiao asked abruptly.
Fairy Bai glanced at her and asked in confusion: "Why are you asking this suddenly?"
"Don't I plan to write a fairy novel? I may encounter this kind of problem, so I want to ask you, a real immortal cultivator."
Fairy Bai nodded, thought for a while and explained: "For immortal cultivators, there is indeed a theory of reincarnation. Strictly speaking, as long as the soul remains alive after death, there is the possibility of reincarnation. However, this is only a very extreme possibility after all. There are only a few, and the probability of awakening after reincarnation is extremely slim."
"You mean, if I fail to survive the tribulation and choose to be reincarnated, and I fail to awaken in the next life, will I die forever? There is no possibility of resurrection or reincarnation?"
"That's right."
Fairy Bai said: "The randomness of reincarnation is too great. Even a powerful cultivator may become a mortal and die in obscurity. There will be no other cause and effect in the world. Therefore, compared with the unstable reincarnation method, more people I will choose to take over my body and be reborn."
"Let me give you another example. Someone died thousands of years ago. After thousands of tribulations, will his soul suddenly awaken one day after thousands of years?"
After Fairy Bai thought about it carefully, she nodded very solemnly: "This kind of thing is unheard of, at least in my knowledge. Time is too vast and mysterious, and any soul that rises and falls in it will have its mark diluted. This is why reincarnation awakens. It's so difficult, even if someone knows his past life memory, it will definitely be incomplete. As you said, after thousands of tribulations and hundreds of lifetimes, the soul has long been extremely transparent and untainted by cause and effect."
"What if a master cultivator of your level reincarnates?"
"At most two generations, if the middle path collapses, there will be no more Bai Yueling in the world."
Hearing this, Jiang Qiao breathed a sigh of relief.
With two months of spirit, he naturally believes in Fairy Bai's words. As a dignified Immortal Emperor, it is impossible for her to reincarnate for eternity, and it is certainly impossible for her master back then.
Even if he was Bai Yueling's master ten thousand years ago, it doesn't matter now. He is himself, not anyone else.
"Yue Ling, let me ask another question, will you still be you after reincarnation?"
"If there is no awakening memory, of course we are two different people."
"Have you remembered everything? You were a general before reincarnation, and you became a scholar after reincarnation. After awakening your memory, are you the scholar, or are you the general you once were?" Jiang Qiao asked again.
Fairy Bai closed her eyes and pondered. After half a minute, she slowly shook her head: "I don't know."
"No one can explain this kind of thing clearly unless they have personal experience. Some people only believe in this life and don't care about the next life, while others believe in fate and cause and effect."
Jiang Qiao showed a bitter smile. This statement was almost what he thought.
"However, there was once a powerful immortal soldier who reincarnated and stepped onto the immortal path again. Finally, he recalled his past life and finally made a leap to become an immortal."
Bai Xianzi tried hard to recall Ziweixing's anecdotes about the immortal way: "He once elaborated on this issue in his autobiography. If you believe it, you have it, if you don't believe it, you don't have it. It can be a scholar or a general, it depends on the person. But in my opinion , there should be more scholars after reincarnation. The past is gone. After reincarnation, I am just a similar flower. Those memories are just like a fleeting glance and are not real. It is like someone forcibly implanted a paragraph in Li Si. In Zhang San’s memory, he will not think that he was once Zhang San or still Li Si.”
"Is there a possibility of a drastic change in temperament after awakening? For example, one was originally a mortal, but one day discovered that one was once a master cultivator of immortals. Due to environmental reasons, he was unable to cultivate, and ended up calling everyone he met that he was an immortal..."
Fairy Bai looked at him like a fool: "I don't know if he is a god or not. He will definitely be sent to a mental hospital."
Jiang Qiao: "..."
He thought seriously for a while, and it seemed that it was really possible. There were many such people in mental hospitals.
"So, I'm still me." Jiang Qiao murmured.
"What did you say?"
Jiang Qiao was in a good mood. According to this theory, even if he woke up unexpectedly one day, it would just be a memory of someone else in his mind. It would be enough to watch a VR movie. At most, he would feel a little deeper, and it would not be like his body being taken away by someone. Give up.
He smiled and said: "I said, I like you more and more."
Fairy Bai's face turned red inexplicably. Is this person sick? One second he was talking to her seriously about cultivating immortals, and the next second he suddenly turned to love between men and women. How did this brain circuit develop
"I...I... again..."
She suddenly stopped and glared at Jiang Qiao fiercely.
"You're just talking nonsense, go wash the dishes!"