Ye Qin's eyes suddenly turned red.
He knows, he knows.
He knew that he had "relapsed from an old disease", and he would not be at ease if he didn't pay something. Yesterday's behavior was no different from offering sacrifices. In order to make himself feel at ease, he still chose to compromise and accept. He also knew that he had hidden a lot of small thoughts that he dared not reveal to the public, so he walked up to him now and told him—it doesn't matter, I am willing to listen to you slowly.
In the past twenty years, even if Ye Qin didn't talk about it, sometimes when he encountered difficulties and felt very uncomfortable, he would feel that his life was in trouble. First, he was careless in making friends, and later, he was unkind in meeting people. After experiencing these things, he learned many lessons, not only did he not become smarter, but his personality did not develop in a good direction. Although Ye Jinxiang was mainly responsible for the family's ruin, as a member of the family, he not only failed to help, but added fuel to the flames. His mother's accidental death had nothing to do with him.
He is so bad, why should he meet someone as good as Cheng Feichi? She was still protected by him, spoiled by him, and could be forgiven by him for making such a big mistake.
The sky is big and the earth is big, Ye Qin is such an insignificant person, what can he do.
When the person in front of him rushed forward, Cheng Feichi was already ready, raised his hand to catch Ye Qin, wrapped his arms around his waist, and reminded him in a commonplace way: "Your legs..."
Ye Qin didn't care about his arms and legs at all, his meridians were broken right now, and he had to rush forward to hug Cheng Feichi.
"Brother, I... I will..."
The words came to his lips and still didn't come out.
Telling the heart and expressing loyalty, thousands of words are not as good as a real action.
Ye Qin hugged Cheng Feichi tightly, buried his face in the socket of his shoulder, smelled the good smell on his body, closed his eyes and said in his heart - I will be very good to you, very good, and will not make you sad again.
Whether it's the dew on the petals or the sunshine in the morning, you deserve all the good in the world.
First, give him the best boyfriend in the world.
... I can't do my best for the time being, but at least people can tell what is good.
Within two days after the class reunion, Ye Qin started talking about resuming work. The previous two issues of "Indomitable Future" have gained a good reputation, and their natural and unadorned performance unexpectedly attracted a wave of fans. The official blog of the idol drama over there also posted a few still photos. Ye Qin, who was wearing a school uniform, just caught up with a certain media The hotly commented "Top Ten Male Artists with the Most Youthful Feeling".
Although the number of votes is not as high as the traffic niche with a large fan base, it has attracted the attention of many passers-by because of the excellent lighting angle of the photo. One of the hot comments said that when you see him, you can think of green grass and blue sky.
On the day when the voting ended, Yeqin was originally ranked eleventh, but unexpectedly he ran into the seventh place and had a scandal recently and his name was withdrawn. The blind cat jumped into the top ten after encountering a dead mouse, and because of this, he won the Mid-Autumn Festival Gala of Star Satellite TV invitation letter, asking him to sing a youth-related song with several other well-known male artists on the list.
Zheng Yueyue laughed so hard that she couldn't close her mouth, she began to give Ye Qin the clothes to wear for the party ten days in advance, and asked him to come and try them on himself.
I was even happier to see Ye Qin himself, and patted him on the shoulder and said, "That's right, I didn't gain weight, and I took my words to heart."
Ye Qin's focus was different from hers. When he opened his arms and turned to show Zheng Yueyue whether the clothes fit, he twisted his neck and asked, "Will you be paid for going to this party?"
Zheng Yueyue rolled her eyes: "It's good to have a chance. He Hansong's sharpened his head and tried to go. This kind of highly exposed party was equivalent to a layer of gold last time. They didn't ask you There is a publicity fee."
Seeing Ye Qin's disappointed face, Zheng Yueyue felt strange: "When the salary comes down, won't your debts be almost evened out? Why, there are other difficulties?"
Ye Qin worked the abacus in his mind, counted up the accounts, and said, "No, no, who doesn't want to earn more money, right?"
Zheng Yueyue laughed that he was looking for money, saying that when he became popular, there were times when he had money and had nowhere to spend it.
Ye Qin was still a little anxious, earning more money to buy good things for his brother.
In the past, the way he expressed his liking was to spend money on the other party. If he couldn't afford what the other party wanted, he would be disqualified first.
Although with Cheng Feichi's current financial strength, he probably doesn't like the things he wants to give away.
The first event of the resumption of work was a commercial performance in a shopping mall. Cheng Feichi had a rare rest on weekends, so he drove him there himself.
Ye Qin chattered non-stop, "We have been here before", "Do you still remember the mutton steamed buns here?" "We had barbecue here in the winter of the second year of high school", and he could tell anecdotes wherever he went. Come.
When he was approaching the shopping mall, Ye Qin saw the signboard from a distance, and his eyes lit up: "Times Square, it was just renovated two years ago, when you were working here, you also said that you would take me upstairs to eat desserts, so you don't have to queue up." …”
Having said that, I consciously stopped talking, pursed my lips tightly and stopped talking.
Memories are good and happy for him, but not necessarily for Cheng Feichi. At that time, he had a hard time, and he was such a troublemaker who was looking for trouble all day long, even if there was a bit of happiness, it would have been offset by it.
Turning the steering wheel to turn left at the intersection, Cheng Feichi said, "Why didn't you say it?"
Ye Qin said in a muffled voice, "I forgot what to say."
Cheng Feichi didn't ask any further questions, and just said, "I'll send you to the door, and I won't go in. I'll pick you up after the event."
The activity was expected to start at 2:30 pm, but it was actually delayed by 40 minutes.
Because there were more fans than expected, the mall dispatched two groups of security guards, re-drawn the fence, and directed the fans to line up in an orderly manner.
During this short period of time, Ye Qin was not idle either. While doing some small rehabilitation exercises with his left leg resting on a chair, he chatted with Liao Yifang who came to see him.
"What?" In the middle of a leg hook, Ye Qin asked in amazement, "Is the tattoo printed on it?"
Liao Yifang nodded: "Well, policemen are not allowed to have tattoos on their bodies. I knew it was fake the first time I saw it."
"Did he admit it?"
"It's okay not to admit it." Liao Yifang said calmly, "It will be gone after taking a shower. When I opened the bathroom door, he was taking a new one and pasting it on his chest."
Ye Qin imagined the scene, and couldn't help but tilt his head and close his eyes, thinking that this is too embarrassing, and he should pretend that he doesn't know this guy in the future.
After the dislike was over, he tentatively asked: "Then...then you still believe him?"
Liao Yifang lowered his eyes and didn't know where to look, and raised his eyelids after a while: "He was injured yesterday and didn't go to the hospital to bandage him in order to come to see me. When I saw the wound was still bleeding, his clothes were stained red. "
Ye Qin thought that this bitter trick came at the right time, so he pretended to be dazed and said: "The monitor, you...forgive him?"
Liao Yifang looked helpless: "Don't talk about forgiveness. From the very beginning, I couldn't resist him. You may think it's funny to say it, but I'm obviously pretending that the past is like smoke and I don't remember grudges or complain. In fact, I never forgot those things one day. Forget about him. Those indifference and refusal are all caused by unwillingness in my heart, and I want him to taste the suffering I have suffered, not because I don't want to accept it from the bottom of my heart. "
Yeqin seemed to understand this explanation, but he didn't seem to understand a single word. Substituting this idea into Cheng Feichi's body, he felt a little empathy.
"But monitor, you are still kind." Ye Qin said with a smile, "You clearly know what to do to hurt him the most, but you still retain your strength and don't have the same knowledge as him. I believe he knows it very well in his heart, and maybe he still hopes that this process will It can be longer, so as to make up for what you have lost. And your generosity has shortened this process, which not only fulfilled his wish, but also made him suffer less. Thinking about it this way, don’t you blame yourself so much?”
Ye Qin, who accidentally discovered the talent of comforting people, came on stage with a smile, and was taken aback by the crowd of people in the audience.
In the past, the infield designated by the organizers of this kind of shopping mall activities was considered to be full. This time, when I stood on the stage, I saw a sea of people at a glance, and the upstairs fence was also full, and each person had a piece of paper written "Yeqin Worldwide "Fan Support Club", and someone printed a still photo of the idol drama that is full of youthful feeling and made it into a poster and held it above their heads.
God knows how many years Ye Qin has not seen such a big support team. He was a little nervous for a while. He stumbled and forgot his words during the warm-up event. He couldn't catch the stalks thrown by the host. He only let go later in the fan interaction session. .
A girl from a fan asked him how his leg injury was. Don’t run around if it’s not healed. Ye Qin performed a high and low step for her on the spot. The legs step on the ground is 1.8 meters, 1.7 meters and 1.8 meters seamlessly switch, just like sitting on a seesaw.
The fans in the audience were laughing like crazy, and there was a loud voice: "Qinqin, why are you 1.8 meters tall?"
Ye Qin raised his index finger to his lips, and said mysteriously, "Shhh, everyone in the know, please save face, Baidu Encyclopedia says 1.8 meters."
The question-and-answer session that Ye Qin was most afraid of was also enjoyable. After several new fans asked him about his future work arrangements, an old fan who was familiar with him received the microphone and said sorry after a few seconds of silence. When I was suffering, I chose to leave the fan and other idols, and now I come back to pretend to be a veteran. I once promised to stay with him all the time but failed.
Ye Qin squeezed the microphone in his hand, not knowing how to answer. He was a little flustered and confused. He always thought that he was not worthy of their love, and he entered the showbiz because of money, so when he saw his fans on weekdays, he tried his best to treat them well, and he tried his best to meet their demands within his ability. He was the one who felt the most guilty when he said such a heart and soul.
Later, the microphone somehow passed to Liao Yifang who was among the fans, and the girls around all booed for this rare "male fan" to make a speech.
Liao Yifang blushed, hesitated for a long time, and said: "All the sufferings we have experienced are to temper our will, in other words, the sufferings are all to make us better ourselves. It is right to sum up the mistakes of the past, but we should Look forward... Come on Ye, everyone, everyone."
Liao's positive energy has been consistent for ten years, making everyone laugh.
Ye Qin on the stage almost burst into tears from laughter. Perhaps it was the words of old fans and monitors that touched a field deep in his heart that he had never reached before. He realized the meaning of this job for the first time in his sixth year in the industry.
He entered the industry for money when he didn't know anything in his teens, and he stumbled into the present. There were times when he was extremely popular, and there were times when he fell into the quagmire and lingered. Fortunately, these people accompanied him from ignorance to maturity step by step. Whether they helped him or stepped on him, whether they are still there or not, it is an indispensable and precious experience in his life.
Ye Qin held up the microphone and said: "There may be a sequence of suffering and happiness, but you don't come first with me. Thank you, thank you all."
After speaking, he bowed deeply to the audience.
The event started late and ended much later than expected.
It was a bit late to go back to cook at this point, Cheng Feichi and Ye Qin simply ate hot pot outside.
After eating and drinking, he went back to the hotel. Ye Qin sat in the passenger seat and opened the letter from fans. He felt that the car was too quiet, so he read it while reading, and occasionally read embarrassing parts and lowered his voice.
I thought Cheng Feichi, who was driving, was not in the mood to listen, but when he was waiting for a red light, he suddenly said, "What was that sentence just now? I didn't hear clearly."
Ye Qin shivered violently, turned around and said, "Sometimes I think you are like my younger brother, innocent and cute."
After tapping the steering wheel a few times with his slender fingers, Cheng Feichi said, "Last sentence."
Ye Qin was always calm in front of him, so he said bravely, "Sometimes I think you are like my boyfriend... warm and considerate."
After reading, she turned her eyes to quietly observe Cheng Feichi's face, and saw that he pursed his lips and remained silent, and his heart suddenly panicked.
The red light turned to green, and the car was driving on a flat road again. Cheng Feichi asked calmly, "Didn't you come first?"
Ye Qin didn't know how he heard the words in the mall today, he was so ashamed that he couldn't lift his head.
Back at the hotel, Cheng Feichi did his own thing in silence, without taking his eyes off the computer screen even for a moment, Ye Qin, who was sitting next to him, finally caught his chance to drink from a cup and hugged his arm Shouted softly: "Brother..."
Cheng Feichi turned his head to look at him: "Huh?"
Ye Qin licked his lips, summoned up his courage and said, "I didn't come first, first served, because my brother has always been in my heart, never, never left."
What he is most afraid of now is being misunderstood by Cheng Feichi, so he forces himself to say whatever he was embarrassed to say before. But these words were beyond the outline for him, and it was even more difficult than asking him to confess in person. No language could describe one ten-thousandth of what he wanted to express.
Sure enough, Cheng Feichi showed a puzzled expression: "Oh?"
Ye Qin felt that he might not be able to clean himself up even if he jumped into the Yellow River, so he shook Cheng Feichi's arm twice, and said sincerely: "I said I won't lie to you again, whoever lies is... a puppy."
Flag stood up easily, but fell faster than a typhoon passing through.
Before going out the next day, Cheng Feichi finally returned the windbreaker to Ye Qin and reminded him to check his pockets for anything missing.
Of course, less will never be less, and a star that was touched out scared Ye Qin to three souls and two half souls.
Cheng Feichi put on his suit, buttoned his cuffs slowly, and glanced at his clenched hand: "Where are the stars?"
Ye Qin’s stars haven’t been finished yet. He stacked three stars every day according to the progress, and it would take at least half a year for five hundred and twenty. Qin didn't want to be perfunctory and finish stacking the stars in one day, so he continued to follow the original plan.
Unexpectedly, the surprise that was promised was exposed due to inadvertent negligence, no wonder Cheng Feichi asked him earlier, "Is there anything else I don't know".
So far, he had no choice but to pretend to be stupid. Ye Qin put his hands behind his back, looked at the ceiling and said, "What star? I don't know."
Cheng Feichi looked at him for a while, but he didn't reveal it.
After two days, Ye Qin couldn't hold back and asked him about the ring, Cheng Feichi reproduced the set Ye Qin had used, and asked innocently, "What ring?"
Ye Qin almost recited it all at once, turned around and touched the ring on his hand, thinking, sooner or later that ring will be worn by his brother.
In the end, he patted his nervous beating heart. Fortunately, his brother was handsome and kind, so he didn't really ask him to bark like a dog.
This year's Mid-Autumn Festival and National Day are approaching, and statutory holidays are linked together.
However, there are no rules for people in the entertainment industry like Ye Qin to follow the holidays. The party was recorded two days in advance, and there was a magazine shoot on the morning of the Mid-Autumn Festival. Ye Qin just finished work, and Cheng Feichi sent a message Speaking of the airport.
Ye Qin took the time to call him and asked a few questions such as "Is the plane late?" "Have you brought all your things?"
He wanted to go to City S with Cheng Feichi for the Mid-Autumn Festival, but firstly, he had a job, and secondly, he was not invited, so he had no valid reason to follow.
Thinking of eating mooncakes alone to celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival, Ye Qin was in a heavy heart, and discussed with Cheng Feichi on the phone: "Tonight, can I have two pieces of chocolate?"
After getting along for this period of time, Cheng Feichi discovered that Ye Qin's problem of substituting snacks for meals reappeared when he was busy with work, so he limited the amount of snacks he ate every day.
Maybe it was because the voice on the phone sounded too pitiful, Cheng Feichi said loosely, "Yes."
"Another packet of fudge?"
"Can."
"Then I want to go to bed late, is that okay? I'm scheduled to stay behind at today's party, and I won't show up until after eleven o'clock."
"Can."
After successfully unlocking the three-hit achievement, Ye Qin's morale was high, and he hurriedly asked the question that he had been thinking about for several days: "Then, where do you like the inner arm, the inner thigh, and the waist?"
The sudden change of topic did not disrupt Cheng Feichi's thinking, he hardly hesitated: "No."
Yeqin: "..."
Before hanging up the phone, Cheng Feichi reiterated in a calm voice, "Tattoos are not allowed."
In the evening, Ye Qin lay listlessly on the bed and flipped through his mobile phone, but the jubilant and lively voices on the TV failed to mobilize his emotions.
After staying in the hotel for a long time, the feeling of having a residence of one's own becomes more and more urgent. Although Cheng Feichi is not currently living in the capital, Yeqin wants to give him a home here, hoping that he can have a fixed place to go after the plane lands, where there are hot meals, fragrant quilts, and waiting at home forever himself.
Don't let the name be engraved on the body, can buy a house to trap him, right
Thinking of this, Ye Qin hugged the pillow and rolled on the bed a few times. When he turned on the phone and continued to browse, his face was flushed, and the heat had not completely faded away.
However, the cruelty of reality shattered his dream. Housing prices in the capital remained high. Ye Qin became more and more depressed when he saw the second-hand housing trading website from the first-hand listings.
Too expensive to take away the appetite for chocolate.
Ye Qin pouted, and opened the house rental page as the next best thing, thinking that renting one temporarily is not impossible, it is better than this hotel that burns money by the day. In the future, he will take on two more dramas and run a few more commercial performances, and don't even think about buying a luxury house within a few rings. The air in the suburbs of Beijing is better, and the house for two people does not need to be too big. He can still make up for it if he works hard. down payment.
A little later, I received a call from Cheng Feichi.
"Got home?"
"Um."
"Have you seen Huihui?"
"Well, he's eating mooncakes."
Ye Qin heard the voice on the phone pull away, and then changed to another boy's voice: "Hello Brother Ruan, I'm Hui Hui!"
Ye Qin was so angry that his eardrums ached from his loud voice, he rubbed his ears and greeted him with a smile: "Hi Hui Hui."
After discussing with the children for a while which kind of mooncakes are delicious, when it was difficult to choose between five kernels and egg yolks, Cheng Feichi snatched the phone back and said, "There is a key on the cabinet in the entrance."
Ye Qin sat up from the bed and went to the door to check: "Well, there is a key, what's the matter?"
"I'll send you the address later. If you don't want to stay in the hotel, just go there and wait for me."
It took several seconds before Yeqin realized: "You bought a house?"
"Well, an apartment is not big, so let's make do with it first."
Ye Qin didn't speak for a while, Cheng Feichi thought he wasn't listening, so he called out, "Ye Qin?"
This sound called Ye Qin's soul back, and he was so excited that he took advantage of the topic and said, "Didn't you tell Huihui that my name is Ye Ruan? Now you call me Ye Qin again." He scratched his hair a few times, showing a sullen look on his face , "If you don't tell me anything like this, I will... I will..."
The words didn't go on because he couldn't do anything.
The precious brother who had finally caught up with him, the brother who had everything considered and arranged before him, he couldn't bear to threaten him, even joking.
Ye Qin was just a little anxious about the current state. He didn't want to be taken care of by Cheng Feichi all the time. He also wanted to take care of him so that he could work with peace of mind and not have to worry about other trivial matters.
"Then you pay for the house, I'll pay for the decoration." Ye Qin decided.
"furnish?"
"Yeah, just as a companion..."
Before blurting out, Ye Qin covered his mouth in time, not daring to vent his breath, and the two exposed eyes were wide open.
I almost said it, but luckily I stepped on the brakes fast enough.
The other end of the phone pondered for a moment, then asked, "What should it be?"
Ye Qin covered his mouth and shook his head like a rattle: "It's nothing, nothing."
A low laugh came from the receiver, and Ye Qin's heart tightened. Just as he was about to change the subject, Cheng Feichi took a step ahead of him and said, "Dowry?"