Chang'an: "..."
Strangely, he fell into doubt.
Because in the eyes of a young boy, he saw the same nihilistic essence as the youth of today, but... It is impossible for j to start playing this role when he was a child, right
But to say that young people are not j... he feels the same to him.
But if you think about it carefully, there seems to be a subtle difference.
J gave him the feeling that it was like air, everywhere, but he could not touch the entity, while the youth was more like a black hole. When he was close to him, he could feel that he was devouring everything close to him all the time, but They are all essentially nothingness.
Chang'an's body is a mirror. Although it is a mirror with special abilities, he still has the functions that a mirror should have.
If the two of them stood in front of him, no accident, the two figures would not be printed in the mirror, because in a sense, these two people did not really exist in this world.
He couldn't help but start to think, are there really two people who are so similar in this world
Unknowingly, Chang An subconsciously regarded J and the young man as two people.
But it has to be said that he still prefers to stay with young people.
As I said before, youth are like black holes that can swallow everything around them, including human emotions.
Chang An can easily perceive the emotions of the people around him, or in other words, they are actively conveying emotions to him.
People's joy, sorrow, fear, jealousy and hatred... are all converted into energy by him, which is continuously supplied to the high-latitude space to support the operation of the rules.
If he were just a mirror without consciousness, it would be a necessary job for him, but as a human being, he doesn't like this job.
Regardless of whether those emotions are positive or negative, they don't belong to him, but they just surround him, chattering and shouting.
"She loves me—!"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry—I didn't mean to kill you!"
"Don't chase me! Go kill him—!"
These shouts were passed to his ears, which inevitably made Chang An feel a little irritated.
In particular, the world derived from the rules is becoming more and more terrifying, and the emotions conveyed to him have also become more and more negative.
But standing with the young man, those emotions who don't know whether they are good or bad will be swallowed by him, and Chang'an feels a long-lost relief.
Even so, it is worth asking.
"Is this you?" Pointing to the little boy in the photo, he repeated his question.
The young man leaned over and took a look, showing nostalgia: "So it's this photo... Of course it's me."
He can even clearly remember the scene at that time.
It was one of the few times he had been able to come out for a breath of air over the years.
At that time, An Jiabo was not so guarded against him, and he hadn't really found a way to lock his soul, so he could use An Chenglong's body to see the outside world.
Imprisoned in the dark well water for a long time, everything outside is wonderful and interesting to him.
After so many years, a machine capable of recording people's images has been invented in this world, which is unimaginable to him who is an old man.
Although An Chenglong's body was used to take this photo, but this body will eventually be his, so he doesn't care what he looks like in the photo.
However, when the photo was taken, there was still a little accident.
The pug raised by An Chenglong realized that he was not its original owner, and barked loudly.
In this regard, animals are indeed much more sensitive than humans. Even An Jiabo, who loved his youngest son the most, didn't realize that he had changed his core. Moreover, the barking of the dog was really noisy, so he reprimanded it a few words.
"Don't scold it, Dad." The little boy's eyes were slightly bent, he squatted down, and reached out to touch the pug's head.
The puppy wailed like a whimper. It subconsciously wanted to back away, looking at the little boy's dark pupils, and finally crouched down in fear.
The little boy picked up the pug, and in his arms, the dog didn't even dare to move.
"Isn't it very obedient?" he said.
…
After the memory was over, the young man looked at Chang An's dazed expression and realized, was he exposed
Unexpectedly, the young man didn't say much, he just stroked the photo, and slid his finger across the little boy's eyes: "So you are so precocious?"
"Is there?" The young man asked calmly, "Maybe, I was born with precocious intelligence."
He was talking about the original him. From the moment he was born, he seemed to know many things in this world.
Both of them tacitly bypassed the topic just now, and the young man didn't pursue it, so naturally he wouldn't bring it up again. The way the two get along is the same as before.
But he also found that from then on, the boy no longer called him "brother".
…
An Siyue returned to her room and fell headfirst on the bed.
She covered her face, looking at the magnificent decoration in the room, her mood fluctuated for a while, and many thoughts flashed through her mind in a mess.
There is a voice in my heart that keeps saying: You did nothing wrong! Have you forgotten that you passed by the Shen family before and saw what life the Shen family is living now? I can't even put on any decent clothes, and I don't have a servant to call on! If you stay in Shen's house, you will end up with them! And the way they look at you is like looking at an enemy! Do you think you will have a peaceful life if you stay in Shen's house!
Although she kept persuading herself, An Siyue unconsciously covered her lower abdomen.
She still remembered that when she was pregnant, she brought great joy to Shen Chengyun because of this hard-won birth.
Although the child is still young, the man sticks to her belly every day, stubbornly capturing the traces of fetal movement.
Even when the battle with An's family was at its most intense, he did not vent his anger on her like other Shen family members, but was tolerant towards her as always.
It's a pity that when the child finally moved in her belly, the man who had been looking forward to this day left without warning before he felt it.
It's not like An Siyue didn't suspect that her father did something in it. In fact, she believed that Shen Chengyun was plotted by Mr. An's insidious methods more than contracting the disease.
She still remembered that Wu Zhu came to An's house when she was twenty years old, and her younger brother was only eight years old at that time.
The first time she saw the gloomy woman wrapped in a black robe, she felt an indescribably strange feeling in her heart.
In fact, her hunch was quite accurate.
Ever since the woman came to An's house, the younger brother has been sick every day. The father who always favored the younger brother didn't take him to see a doctor. Instead, he asked Wu Zhu to heal him and sprinkle some strange liquid .
After this happened several times, the second younger brother couldn't bear the godlike atmosphere at home, and couldn't hold back Mr. An, so he ran out to study in a new style school, and he didn't want to come back for several years.
As for the third brother... Because his sense of existence is too low, An Siyue recalled it for a while before remembering that it seemed that it was also that year that the third brother's health began to deteriorate.
It has to be said that Wu Zhu must be a real skill to make Mr. An, who has been around for most of his life and can be said to be experienced, be the guest of honor.
And An Siyue's suspicion was not unreasonable - she had seen with her own eyes that a person offended Wu Zhu, and died in pain not long after.
The Shen family was about to push the An family into a desperate situation, how could Mr. An not let Wu Zhu take action
Thinking of this, An Siyue showed a wry smile.
Even if you know the truth, so what, don't you want to pretend to be deaf and dumb, whitewashing the peace? Could she still go to the police and let the police station send someone to arrest her father
After all, she still didn't do anything, but tried her best to please him, just to make her life more comfortable.
Thinking about it, An Siyue closed her eyes tiredly, and gradually fell into sleep.
In the dream, she seemed to see a little child, shouting with a childish voice: "Mom, mom..."
…
The master bedroom in the mansion is decorated like a new house, and the sheets and bedding should all be bright red.
Chang An walked to the side of the bed, subconsciously pressed the mattress first, and found that there was no foreign object, and sat down boldly - last time, he was really hurt by the peanut longan under the brocade quilt.
This time it can be regarded as a learning experience.
Seeing his actions, the young man also remembered the scene last night, and couldn't help laughing out loud.
Chang An glanced at him angrily, didn't say anything, just got under the quilt, turned his back to the young man, and expressed his protest with practical actions.
But after falling asleep, Chang An unconsciously slipped into the young man's arms, and the top of his fluffy hair rubbed against the young man's chest a few times.
The young man's heart almost melted because of his subconscious movements, and he didn't dare to make too many movements for fear of waking up the young man in his arms, so he just pressed a kiss lightly on the top of his hair.
He didn't close his eyes, instead, he kept staring at the peaceful sleeping face of the young man, and there was a gentle ripple in his heart.
The hour hand slowly pointed to three o'clock, and suddenly, a shrill scream sounded.
The author has something to say: Now Changan and the boss are thinking "I know but I won't expose it" and "If you don't expose me, just pretend you don't know".
And the boss is really not a black dragon, as I said before.