That day Lin Qin returned home with injuries all over his body, but what greeted him was darkness.
The nanny asked for leave to go home, and Lin's father was on a business trip.
It was obviously the weather in June, Lin Qin curled up on the sofa in the living room, huddled together, feeling bitingly cold, and trembling constantly.
From that day on, Lin Qin changed obviously. He talked less, no longer went out to play, and stayed in the room by himself every day. Even in school, he sat in the corner, alone, silently.
Even so, what Lin Qin suffered did not decrease, but intensified because of Lin Qin's silence.
When returning home from school, the classmate took out the wooden stick of the broom and slapped Lin Qin one by one, scolding him for being crazy while slapping him.
Walking on the playground, there are always footballs and basketballs from different directions hitting him.
He is like a stinky mouse in the gutter, everyone who sees him wants to mock him and punch him.
During that time, bullying Lin Qin was already the political correctness among school students, but those who spoke out for Lin Qin were isolated and bullied.
After this happened once or twice, no one stood up to speak out for Lin Qin. Even if they thought Lin Qin was pitiful, they could only look at him from a distance and sigh, and then left as if nothing had happened.
This is true for the students, and even more so for the teachers in the school. Lin Qin's former class teacher is an example. It is not easy to become a teacher in a key city. They don't want to be transferred away like Lin Qin's former class teacher.
The most they can help Lin Qin is to turn a blind eye to what is happening on campus.
Fang Minghui saw all this in his eyes, and what Lin Qin had suffered filled him with a sense of accomplishment, and this was the fate of rejecting him!
One day, Fang Minghui and Lin Qin met in the bathroom, and Fang Minghui asked Lin Qin to beg him. As long as Lin Qin begged him, Lin Qin would not have to suffer what he has suffered now.
Fang Minghui asked Lin Qin to work hard for him, and Lin Qin had to take off his pants when Fang Minghui wanted it.
Lin Qin didn't say anything, but stared at Fang Minghui with increasingly deep eyes, even if he died, he would not compromise.
Rejected by Lin Qin again, Fang Minghui ordered the sink to be filled with water, and knocked Lin Qin's head into the sink, determined to drown Lin Qin.
After being fed with water, Lin Qin didn't even ask for mercy, his spine was still straight.
After all, Fang Minghui didn't want to contaminate human life. After throwing Lin Qin, who was dying, on the floor of the toilet, he locked the door of the toilet, and no one could open it without his order.
Maybe Fang Minghui forgot to give this order in the end, until after school, the school gate was closed, and the toilet door was not opened.
Lin Qin was locked inside, tired and hungry, his whole body seemed to be on fire, and his whole body was burnt to the point of unconsciousness.
Outside the window, the wind and rain were raging, and the thunder was roaring. I didn't know which line was struck by the thunder, and the whole school was instantly plunged into darkness.
Lin Qin curled up and sat in a corner, surrounded by a darkness where he could not see his fingers. The sound of wind and rain outside was like howling ghosts and wolves. Only intermittent flashes of thunder brought a glimmer of light, but it was even more terrifying.
That night, when Lin Qin lost consciousness, he thought he would never wake up again.
When Lin Qin woke up again, he found himself in the hospital. Just as he was about to open his mouth to speak, his throat felt like it was being burned, with burning pain.
Father Lin hurried in, reached out to touch Lin Qin's head, and found that the fever had subsided, so he told the nurse to take good care of Lin Qin, as he still had a business to discuss. Before he even had time to say a word to Lin Qin, he turned around and left.
Lin's father learned about Lin Qin's hospitalization from his teacher, and hurried over after finishing work. The teacher said vaguely that Lin Qin fainted at school and sent him to the hospital. The teacher didn't dare to tell Lin Qin about the specific reason. Father said.
Father Lin cared about his son, otherwise he would not have left his work and rushed to the hospital. It's just that in his heart he probably didn't take Lin Qin's illness seriously. Seeing that Lin Qin's fever subsided, he turned around and went to work, without even asking about Lin Qin's life at school.
In his impression, Lin Qin was a good boy who never needed to worry about his parents. Father Lin was very relieved of Lin Qin.
When Lin Qin saw Father Lin, there was a flash of hope in his eyes for a moment, but after Father Lin turned and left, the light was completely dimmed.
He actually wanted his father to transfer him to another school, but his father didn't even have time to listen to him.
At that moment, despair swept towards Lin Qin. His eyes fell on the window sill of the hospital. For a moment, Lin Qin even wanted to jump from here.
In this way, everything will be over, and his torment will disappear with it.
After the nurse went out, Lin Qin pulled out the infusion tube in his hand, staggered up from the bed, and walked towards the window sill step by step.
The ward was very dark, only the TV light that was turned on slightly illuminated the ward.
Not long after, another ray of light came in from the window sill, where it seemed that an angel was calling Lin Qin, telling Lin Qin that as long as he came, he would be freed from endless pain and would not have to suffer any more sins.
Lin Qin's mind was blank, and he walked towards the window sill with blurred eyes.
After a commercial on TV, an awards ceremony is broadcast.
"Let's welcome the Best Actor winner, Meng Chao."
Lin Qin was already walking towards the window sill, and the actor who won the best actor on TV walked towards the awarding platform.
Lin Qin opened the window and was about to read through the window when a low voice came to Lin Qin's ears through the TV—
"I don't think people can be defeated by despair. No matter what the situation is, only by being alive can the status quo be changed. Once you surrender to despair, it's just a matter of relatives and enemies."
Lin Qin's raised foot slowly fell, he turned and leaned against the wall, and slid weakly on the ground.
In fact, he is still afraid of death, so he dare not surrender to despair.
Lin Qin thought to himself, he couldn't help but look at the TV.
It happened to be a shot for the new actor, and he smiled at the camera, "I wish everyone who is struggling in despair can break through the clouds and welcome the sunshine."
What a beautiful smile.
Lin Qin thought, his heart gradually warmed up because of this smile and these words.
His name is Meng Chao, right
Perhaps because Meng Chao encouraged him when he was in despair, Lin Qin frantically collected information about Meng Chao after he was discharged from the hospital. He knew that the first movie starring Meng Chao focused on patients with depression. The movie won the best actor, he knows Meng Chao...
Gradually, a Meng Dynasty appeared in Lin Qin's isolated world. He became Lin Qin's spiritual sustenance and Lin Qin's obsession, allowing Lin Qin to survive the dark high school period.
From the day he met Meng Chao, Lin Qin knew that he had broken through the clouds and welcomed his own sunshine.