Fang Juexia was startled. His powerful and stable logic system was defeated at this moment and lost its operational power.
His eyes shifted from the hands clasped to Pei Tingsong's face. He took a point, and he knew exactly what this meant. There is no second person in the world who can get back the meaning of these words better than him, because it was originally what he said to Pei Tingsong, saying that he had a closed and negative outlook on love. , Said how he didn't believe that people could really find true love.
But just now, Pei Tingsong reconstructed his words.
It's too straightforward, more straightforward than the three words I love you.
Fang Juexia opened his mouth, but couldn't speak. He seemed to have lost his ability to speak.
"I don't ask you to respond now," Pei Tingsong is still serious and calm, "And I know that what you say now must be rejecting me. In fact, you don't need to care too much, you can equate what I said today with something Kind of self-introduction."
"I said,'I like you,' and I said,'My name is Pei Tingsong, and I am 20 years old this year'. It's all self-expression."
There were too many things Fang Juexia hadn't expected. He did not expect that Pei Tingsong would come to him, that Pei Tingsong would be angry, nor that Pei Tingsong would use his rational number theory that refutes true love to express his feelings.
Similarly, he did not expect that when the words [Like you] fell to his ears, his heart would beat so fast, like crazy. Obviously he heard the same three words from another person not long ago, but at that time he was still normal and in a steady state.
Suddenly realizing that he was still holding Pei Tingsong's hand, Fang Juexia hurriedly let go, "But, you said you are not gay."
Pei Tingsong is not at all ashamed of what he said at the beginning, "Human self-awareness also needs a process of development, doesn't it? When I was convinced that I was not a homosexual, I still didn't like you. Now I can resolutely refute me at that time because I have strong arguments."
Fang Juexia didn't know how to deal with it. This person's undisguised eyes and confession just fell into his eyes and his ears, and lava flowed through his body like magma. His throat was hot, his chest was hot, and so did his ears.
In his twenty-three years of life, he had never encountered such a person. Not afraid of anything, even the past self can criticize it dialectically and fairly.
Fang Juexia looked up at him, "Then why tell me now?" But as soon as he said the words, he thought of Pei Tingsong's words to trust him before he confessed, so he added, "I didn't question your attitude, nor did I feel you It's a whim."
The release of his hand was something that Pei Tingsong expected. When asked why, it was completely Fang Juexia's style.
Pei Tingsong has no reservations, "Can you imagine? I, the person who hates lying the most, lie to myself every day, saying that my ups and downs and what I do are just out of friendship. In fact, this friendship is from the beginning. Fake. I not only lied to myself, but also to you, letting you accompany me in such a scene, I don’t want to continue to be close to you through the identity of a so-called friend, which is too unfair to you."
This passage was like a wake-up call, and it also struck Fang Juexia's heart. Emotions that contradict logic these days seem to resonate.
"What's more, we will face very difficult things during the next period of time, and we will be overwhelmed. I don't want you to feel like you are carrying something. You must be clear that I am your comrade-in-arms, and the most special one. I am The comrade-in-arms who likes you. I will accompany you to charge and protect you unconditionally."
He spread everything out for Fang Juexia to see, without disguising or embellishing. Knowing that Fang Juexia believed in logic, she told him the logic behind all the behaviors and didn't let him think too much.
"Also," Pei Tingsong continued to confess, "The reason why I just lost my temper is that I am jealous of Liang Ruo. I am afraid of losing you. I am afraid that you will be moved by him. , But even if there is such a possibility, I am afraid."
He smiled, "And I know, if I don’t express my feelings for you, you can’t understand why I am angry. You will only reflect on yourself if you have done something wrong. The scene just now is on the verge of reconciliation. You will also blame yourself, I can't stand you like this, just like I just couldn't bear to listen to your explanation."
Can't bear to explain.
Fang Juexia's nose turned a bit sore, he didn't know how long he hadn't been like this.
Pei Tingsong looked at him with clear eyes, "The tantrum is my own cause, so I must say it."
Every word of his is a straight ball, without any ambiguity, no beautiful words, no word games and overtones. Fang Juexia knew that this was something that only Pei Tingsong would do.
Just like in the secret room where he escaped from his birth, when Pei Tingsong found the medical record for the first time and confirmed his knighthood, in just a few minutes, he planned the layout and took every step confidently and boldly.
This is Pei Tingsong.
But Fang Juexia was confused. He didn't know if he should respond now or what to respond. All of this came too fast. He really seemed to have become that cautious black knight, unable to see his heart, afraid of making mistakes. I received two confessions within a day, both of which were of the same sex, which was more dramatic than a TV show.
What puzzled him the most was why when he heard Liang Ruo's confession, except for a slight surprise, there was no sense of him anymore. But facing Pei Tingsong, he even became so difficult to think.
Fang Juexia struggled to repair the malfunction of her thinking, trying to speak, "I... I still don't have..."
Pei Tingsong interrupted him, "Don't say it. At least don't say it now." He got on the steering wheel again, as if he had changed back to what a twenty-year-old boy should be, "I just did that, maybe you see I think it’s pretty tough, but I’m actually very afraid of being rejected by you. I know you must be very dumb right now, but I am too. I’ve never done this before. This is the first time.”
He turned his face to face Fang Juexia, "Teacher Fang, don't you just wind up the paper so quickly, just give me a chance."
Under the brim of his hat, his eyes were bright, "Let me chase you, okay?"
The first time Pei Tingsong called this, Fang Juexia's ears were red, and people stuttered, "Chasing, chasing me?"
"Otherwise, who made me like you." Pei Tingsong was not ashamed, and he hummed his lips again and again, "You also know what kind of person I am. As long as I like it, I will definitely win it."
"I, I'd better drive back by myself..." Fang Juexia tried to drive the door and get out of the car, but Pei Tingsong grabbed her arm and threw back what he had just said. "You are not in the right mood now. It is not safe to drive." Raised an eyebrow at Fang Juexia, "How am I doing? I am a good student."
"You..." Fang Juexia was speechless for a while, and only now did he realize that he really had no choice but to take Pei Tingsong.
Taking the car key back from Fang Juexia's hand, Pei Tingsong instructed him to fasten his seat belt, but Fang Juexia was still in a daze and did not speak.
"Hey, do you want me to help you?" Pei Tingsong tilted his head and looked at him.
Fang Juexia reacted immediately and buckled the seat belt by herself.
"OK, go home."
Pei Tingsong did not speak any more along the way. Fang Juexia could feel that he was intentionally leaving room for him to organize his thoughts. His little clock was broken, so that this section of the way back to the dormitory became so fast that he was almost there before he could figure it out.
The defense system that had worked well for 23 years was so attacked that it was faltering. Pei Tingsong was indeed the biggest crisis in his life.
With his hand in his pocket, Fang Juexia's heart was once again caught when he bumped into the USB flash drive. From the time he got this evidence, the whole person was in self-blame, and he was hit by Pei Tingsong's unexpected confession, and almost forgot about it.
It's half past one after we got back to the dormitory. It's quiet in the dormitory. Everyone should rest in their rooms. Fang Juexia stood with her back to Pei Tingsong while supporting the entrance cabinet.
"You are still worried about the leak." Pei Tingsong directly used the statement.
Fang Juexia turned around, facing him, but lowered her head, "I am a person who rarely thinks about what happens in the past. I have never regretted what happened in the past. But today..."
"You regret that you didn't respond to Liang Ruo earlier."
Fang Juexia couldn't deny it when Pei Tingsong said it. He looked at a very inconspicuous stain on the toe of his canvas shoes and said nothing.
"Do you know? Liang Ruo wants to help you. Although I don't like him very much, I also admire his courage this time. He didn't hang up my phone and let me finish listening. It also means that he has looked away and doesn't want to We had a misunderstanding, Liang Ruo’s original intention and approach were good in doing this. But, Jue Xia, even if you responded to him three days ago and got this evidence, we can really avoid this. Is it a disaster for the second time?"
Pei Tingsong said, "You are so smart, and I don’t need to say these things. Even if we get the evidence in advance, what can we do? They have already got the tune, and they will still vent if they want to vent it. They can treat the person who stole the song as the person who stole the song. Abandon the child and throw it away. This is capital. Astar really wants to compete maliciously, and it can't stop it many days in advance."
Of course Fang Juexia knew it, but he was too used to carrying everything on his own. He is used to tracing the root of the error back to his head. It's not that he doesn't know the despicable means of competition in the entertainment industry. Even if Astar does not make a move, kaleido is already a thorn in the eyes of many people. They have avoided the present and it is difficult to avoid all targets. Red is original sin.
Pei Tingsong threw the car key on the porch cabinet and said to him, "Don't blame yourself for the unstoppable secret arrow, you have done nothing wrong."
Hearing these words, Fang Juexia relaxed, feeling relieved. He still hung his head, his body swayed back and forth slightly, shook his head against Pei Tingsong's front shoulder, and took a deep breath.
Seeing him like this, Pei Tingsong couldn't help raising his hand, paused, and then hung down again. He coughed slightly and said in a low voice, "Hey, are you leaning on a man who just confessed to you like this, are you too defenseless?"
Fang Juexia immediately raised her head and leaned her back on the entrance cabinet, looking directly at him with a pair of beautiful eyes.
Unexpectedly, Pei Tingsong still smiled, changed his British accent, and said to him in English, "Obviously, I am a gentleman."
Fang Juexia accidentally laughed when he was so teased.
"Don't be too happy." Pei Tingsong said, "Because you have more important things to do now, I know the current affairs well, so I chose to be a gentleman. But don't forget what you said, my bottom line All are in the third quadrant."
Fang Juexia choked with a smile, changed her shoes quickly and walked to the room as if fleeing, closing the door and breathing a sigh of relief.
Ling Yi wore a frog eye mask and slept on the bed with a little yellow man in his arms. Fang Juexia walked over to cover him with a quilt, and then sat back on the side of her bed.
He tried his best to expel Pei Tingsong from his mind, calmed down, and then took out the recording and listened to it again. The voice was indeed surnamed Jin, and it was very similar to the voice after being drunk.
Fang Juexia does not doubt the authenticity of this recording. The reason why he is willing to go to Liang Ruo without using his mobile phone is because he essentially understands him and knows that his nature is not bad. Liang Ruo didn't check if he actually brought his cell phone, and he didn't even care if Pei Tingsong had recorded the phone after he got on the phone.
The names of several people were mentioned in the recording, and Fang Juexia had a vague impression, but he was not very familiar with it, and was not a staff member that he often contacted. He thought twice and dialed Chen Zhengyun's phone. He was probably busy processing it. It took a long time for the call to be connected. Fang Juexia made a long story short, saying that he had obtained very reliable evidence, but he couldn't say who gave it. He could only report the name of the person involved.
When Fang Juexia left Astar and came to Star Atlas, Chen Zhengyun had inquired about the situation in private and talked with Fang Juexia. He knew the reason for the fallout with his former company, and he also knew that there were many hidden secrets in it. He understands the hidden secrets everywhere in the entertainment industry.
"I see, I will send someone to investigate these few people in private. Actually, I guessed it was As. There is no way to put this kind of thing on the face to be held accountable. The company also has negligence." Chen Zhengyun comforted, "Blessings and misfortunes. Lean, don't be too nervous. Take a good rest and leave the rest to the company."
Hanging up the phone, Fang Juexia took the U disk off, received it in a corner of the drawer, and lay on the bed, looking at the texture on the ceiling.
For him, there is no difference between the same sex or the opposite sex. Love is love, and it's all things he doesn't trust and resist.
But obviously so, he still couldn't resolutely refuse Pei Tingsong and warned him not to approach.
It was too messy, Fang Juexia closed her eyes, and carried the nine-nine multiplication table in her heart.
When he opened his eyes again, Ling Yi fell on his bed and snored. Fang Juexia was awakened by this little snoring. He rubbed his eyes in a daze, and glanced at the time, at half past three.
"One by one." He pushed Ling Yi's shoulder and sat up by himself, "Why are you in my bed?"
Ling suddenly woke up, "I wake up and feel summer."
"I'm already up."
"Oh yes, yes, yes," Ling Yi got up from his bed and yawned. "I just opened my eyes, half-dreaming and half-awake, I came to see you, wanting to wake you up. , I yelled twice and fell asleep on your bed." After he got out of bed, he stretched, "I'll go see them."
Fang Juexia went out after folding the quilt, and seeing everyone already sitting at the dining table, she was surprised, "Brother Miao, haven't you slept? Why did you still make some food."
Jiang Miao, who was dividing his chopsticks, looked up at him, "No, I didn't do it. I was on the table when I woke up, and I don't know who ordered the takeaway."
"I." Pei Tingsong came out of the bathroom, "just arrived, it's still hot. Just go to bed without lunch, eat more and work at night."
Ling Yi rushed up and gave Pei Tingsong a bear hug, "Thank you, President Pei!"
Fang Juexia walked over to find that he had ordered a lot of Cantonese refreshments, as well as scallop shrimp porridge and sashimi fish porridge.
"Yeah! These chicken feet are so delicious."
Lu Yuan took a bite of his money belly, "It's weird, Xiao Pei actually ordered dim sum today, not pizza."
He Ziyan smiled and said, "Maybe it was called by Chinese delicacies in my dream."
Pei Ting Songdao went back, "I just want snacks, no way."
"Okay." Jiang Miao smiled and filled them with a bowl of porridge, and asked when he handed it to Fang Juexia, "How about it, is Xiao Pei's order authentic?"
Fang Juexia nodded, "It's delicious, I haven't eaten it for a long time."
"That is," the senior diner Ling turned over the sign on the lunch box, "this is very expensive. I have only eaten in before, and I don't know that I can order takeaway."
Everyone chatted while eating, as if waking up, they all tacitly filtered out the morning slutty incident. No one talks about it, no one mentions it, just thinking about the shooting at night.
After drinking a bowl of warm porridge, Fang Juexia felt a lot more relaxed. The hometown cuisine had a wonderful effect of calming the mood whenever he ate, as if what he was eating was not food, but a sense of familiarity.
Familiarity means stability.
Xiaowen picked them up quite punctually, and was relieved on the road. The company handled it in a timely manner, and the scope of the release was not as large as expected, so let them not worry too much. The six people went straight to the studio when they got out of the car, and it took several hours to complete the first set of makeup and hair. The clothing is an improved black military uniform with similar styles but different details. Cooperate with the first indoor venue with red as the keynote.
Tuan Zong’s eldest photographer also came to shoot and recorded the entire shooting process. He took pictures of Pei Tingsong who had already finished makeup and asked him if he liked the makeup and hair. Pei Tingsong took the lens as a mirror and took a photo. ,"fine."
"Which part do you like the most?"
"My favorite..." Pei Tingsong walked to the big mirror, and the camera followed him. Who knew he suddenly sat next to Fang Juexia who was doing her haircut. "I like this part the most." He pointed to the corner of Fang Juexia's eye. birthmark.
"What?" Fang Juexia saw the camera in the mirror as soon as he finished speaking, and then understood.
The makeup artist used a delicate lip pencil to draw a more complicated red pattern on the birthmark, like the pattern of a phoenix. With a military uniform hat, there is a kind of abstinence beauty.
After finishing the makeup and hair of the last member, they finally entered the filming location. Fortunately, the director they hired is a friend of the boss Chen Zhengyun, a well-known music video director in the industry, who is willing to sell face to old friends and start work ahead of time, and rush to shoot for emergency.
This is not the first time they have filmed mv, but such a high-intensity filming is indeed the first. I shot from 8pm to 7am. After changing two studios, I switched to the location of the location. I shot from early morning to afternoon. After taking the sunset shots, I ended up, and I returned to the green screen to make up the shots. In some scenes, six people worked for twenty-five hours, and one dance danced an unknown number of times, almost unable to lift their arms.
"Thanks." After work, they bowed to all the staff repeatedly, and they were so sleepy that they could hardly say anything else. The cameraman in the studio asked them what they felt. They were all dumbfounded, and the team Changjiang Miaoqiang said in a spirited manner. After a few words, Lu Yuan made a joke, and everyone regained some of their spirits and picked up the trouble.
"What do you think of the effect of this shooting?"
Fang Juexia smiled at the camera, "The exterior scene is very beautiful, there are few exterior scenes before. The interior scene is also very cool in Chinese style. I hope everyone will like this MV."
"Are you sleepy?"
He nodded honestly and smiled again, "but very happy."
But they don't have much time to sleep, and the return time is early, which means that the company needs to release all kinds of photo materials and promotional videos immediately. The six people turned around and slept for half an hour in the car back to the company. Before getting off the car, they found that the company was full of fans. There were also some proxy shooters and media mixed with fans. They were afraid of revealing their hair color. He got out of the car with a coat, which was so covered.
"Brother Juexia!!!"
"Little Pei! Listen to Pei!"
"Ling Yi look at mom! Ling Yi you are the most handsome!"
"He Ziyan, come on!"
"Lu Yuan! Jiang Miao!"
"Caledo, come on! Domino will never admit defeat!"
When they returned to the company, they started a new look, filmed three app promotional videos, and then waited for the album photo shoot.
The photo studio corresponding to the first shape of the photo is a dark studio. When everyone is shooting close-ups, a light will shine on the right eye, and the background environment will be relatively dark. For ordinary people, it is relative, the other party thinks that Xia just turns off the light. After shooting the first one, Ling Yi took over. Fang Juexia wanted to see how his film was shot. He wanted to go to the monitor. Everything in his vision was blurred. He slowed down and walked forward a little bit.
He can hear the photographer's voice getting closer and closer to judge his direction.
But he didn't know that as he was getting closer and closer to the destination, he was also getting closer and closer to a step. A step that was carefully taken out, unexpectedly stepped in the air.
Her body instantly lost her balance, her center of gravity dropped forward, Fang Juexia's heart was violently pulled up, but she fell into an embrace unconsciously. The familiar smell of sea salt and musk wrapped him up unexpectedly and safely.
"This is your initiative."
Fang Juexia's guide dog has changed. He didn't come to him at the first time and helped him to where he wanted to go. Instead, he stood in front of an established trap and waited calmly for him to walk through a smooth and peaceful place, pacing step by step with the unknown in his arms. Step to the front.
Throw in your arms.
The author has something to say: The new song will still be shown on the live stage.