"Sit down, Zichen, don't stand there all the time, as I said just now, the smell of gunpowder between us should not be so strong, otherwise it will be of no benefit to anyone"
He waved his hand to Zhang Zichen, who was alone across the way, Musi ordinary people still had that calm look, as if everything that had happened and what was about to happen was under his control.
"In this way, Chu Nian is also within your control."
After a brief blank, Zhang Zichen's brain started to run fast, it shouldn't. . . It shouldn't be like this. . . Can. . . Why
Sometimes people are like this. The more critical the moment, the clearer the mind's thinking.
From Zhang Zichen's first sight of Chu Nian, all the related pictures flashed through Zhang Zichen's mind like a movie. The images that flashed by one after another impacted the fog of incomprehensibility and unclearness in his mind with a trace of enlightenment. . . Chu Nian shouldn't be from their side, maybe he wasn't from the beginning, or. . . No, no, it shouldn't be from the beginning, so why? For what reason, what, or what. . . Being coerced by what reason, you can't help yourself? The same goes for Brad, who was just killed by Mu Si ordinary people after Sailin Duo died. As for Nelson and Dai Chenzhu, they are at best just pawns in the eyes of Mu Si ordinary people.
"People always have weaknesses. It is said that controlling people is difficult to control people's hearts, but there is no way to do it."
Musi ordinary people's understatement of words can be regarded as affirmation of Zhang Zichen's words from another angle.
This is a feeling of helplessness comparable to the sky falling. . . Zhang Zichen sighed inwardly, at least when facing ordinary people in Musi, he was still too immature. . .
But the other party's ruthlessness and unfeelingness, if I can really play with it freely, then am I really myself? . . This is the desperate situation in front of Zhang Zichen now. . . How can I do. . .
Zhang Zichen sat down on the chair, the feeling of helplessness seemed to return to when he was a child, he and Ah Ju were shivering in the cold on the side of the street, watching the warmly dressed crowd passing by, no one threw themselves over His gaze is not disgusting, let alone asking for a place to escape the cold and a piece of food to satisfy his hunger. . .
The coldness of that meeting was really depressing. . . Zhang Zichen also asked himself more than once, since God allowed him to survive in this world, why did he set up such insurmountable moats.
"Chenzi! Look! That biker...hehe...hehe...he fell!"
In his memory, Ah Ju crouched beside Zhang Zichen, bouncing back and forth, with his hands tucked into his thin cuffs, sucking his nose, and jokingly chatting with the silent Zhang Zichen beside him.
Zhang Zichen can still clearly remember Ah Ju's little face that was flushed red from the cold, and it can be said that it has been deeply imprinted in his mind. But I never dared to ask Ah Ju what kind of miserable state I was in his eyes at that time. . .
"Aju, are you hungry?"
"I'm hungry"
"Is it cold"
"chilly"
"Then you still have the heart to laugh at others"
"Then what should I do? People who are so much smarter than me are starving and freezing, what should I do if I am not hungry and freezing?"
. . .
The light that was slowly slanting down from the not clear sun disappeared without a trace just after being gently blown by the cold wind.
"Walk!"
"Where are you going?"
“Let's find something to eat”
. . .
After thinking about it, tears were about to burst into his eyes. Zhang Zichen ruthlessly stroked his hair behind his head with both hands, and then put his hands on his buttocks, as if he was about to get up.
"Why, don't you recall your past?"
The ordinary people in Musi had been looking at Zhang Zichen, who was full of thoughts just now, and surprisingly did not interrupt him. The current situation is complete, except for a little trouble with Nelson, everything else is still under control. Although the time is tight now, the subconsciousness of ordinary people in Mu Si told himself that the person named Zhang Zichen in front of him would not give up so easily, and there was definitely room for him to be tapped.
"It seems that you have also done a detailed investigation on me."
"Would you believe me if I said no?"
After getting up, Zhang Zichen kept looking at the ground, but it seemed that there was an intuition telling Musi ordinary people that some subtle changes seemed to have taken place in the thoughts that hovered over this kid just now.
"I have a brother who counts on me to eat"
"Well..."
really. . . In fact, Zhang Zichen didn't have the slightest surprise in his heart. When Ah Ju came to XM with him, it was impossible to stay out of it. In other words, he was the one who dragged him into this vortex. . . Thinking of this, Zhang Zichen couldn't help but let out a long sigh in his heart.
"One winter was extremely cold. It was the first few days of the new year. All the shops on the street were closed, and there were no pedestrians at all. My brother and I couldn't find any shelter from the wind. We had to Hiding in the garbage next to the garbage can to keep warm, the biting cold wind was blowing on our faces like knives, and the pain was almost invisible under the paralysis of the cold. We had nothing to eat, and no I just wanted to ask for help, but I couldn't find anyone, so in the end, we could only hug each other to keep warm."
Zhang Zichen told the story silently, with a flat tone as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.
"It's pretty easy to endure during the day, but at night, there was heavy snow in the sky. I was so cold that I lost consciousness all over my body, and I didn't even want to move my eyelids... I can feel that the only one who doesn't dislike My snowflakes are creeping up on me... I still remember thinking in my heart, let’s just let it go, let’s forget it.”
"That's a really sad story"
"Just when I was so cold that I couldn't get any colder, suddenly a wave of heat hit my body, and I even felt a bit of warmth. What floated down from the dark night sky was no longer the heavy snow of goose feathers, but the warm sunshine. It feels so good”
Zhang Zichen raised his head while he was talking, his phoenix eyes filled with tears again.
"Just when I struggled to open my eyes and tried to wake Ah Ju up, I suddenly found that the person hugging me was already a lump of ice that was about to stiffen... The warm sunlight disappeared in an instant, and the cold snowflakes were still floating , that utter despair swept over again... At this moment, just when I was desperately trying to close my eyes, a thin figure appeared in front of me, and pulled Ah Ju and me out of the snowdrift."
When the ordinary people of Musi heard this, the previous expressions on their faces disappeared, their eyes flickered, and they looked at Zhang Zichen opposite, thinking quickly in their hearts.
"Then he threw us two padded jackets and a large piece of chocolate. Do you remember these things?"
. . .
"A Liang"