Luo Tang didn't leave, he accompanied Wei Ruxia to the grandmother's funeral. It was already afternoon after the funeral, Wei Zishan arranged for the helpers and relatives to have lunch, and the family dispersed.
The small courtyard became lonely and deserted, and Wei Zishan collapsed on the bed tired.
Wei Ruxia couldn't sleep, so she and Luo Tang went to the stream beside the vegetable garden. The south is still warmer than the north. In the coldest time of the year, the ice is not thick. Put your foot on it and it will break with a little force. The ice surface is very clear, and you can see the babbling stream under the ice surface.
Luo Tang moved a stone, Wei Ruxia sat on it, took a willow stick in his hand, and swept across the ice little by little. Her eyes were red and swollen from crying, her voice was a little hoarse, she held her cheeks with one hand, and hummed a song in her mouth. The song was sung incoherently by her, as if she was reciting it.
"I want to sing me to you, while you are still young like flowers, let the flowers bloom quietly and decorate my branches in your years~"
Luo Tang had also heard this song. After the National Day holiday, Wei Ruxia would hum a few sentences when she was doing the questions smoothly. But at that time, the humming was much more cheerful than now. Wei Ruxia said that she learned this song for her grandmother.
Wei Ruxia hummed for a while and took the wicker back. As if she had readjusted herself, she changed back to the armored Wei Ruxia.
"Thank you Luo Tang, I thought I was the only one left in the world, thank you for coming to accompany me."
Her tone of voice was very calm, and she wanted to squeeze out a smile as usual, but she didn't. Luo Tang looked into her eyes, pursed her lips and said, "I won't let you be the only one left in the world."
The girl's newly recovered eyes turned red again. She retracted her gaze, the wicker slapped the ice again and again, and looked up at the noon sun. Her eyelashes were very long and dense, and the light brown eyes under the eyelashes were brightly illuminated by the sun. She narrowed her eyes slightly and looked at the man not far away, that was the driver who accompanied Luo Tang.
"That uncle has been waiting for you for a long time."
Knowing what she meant, Luo Tang looked at Wei Ruxia and asked, "Do you want me to go?"
This question hits the heart. In fact, she really doesn't want Luo Tang to go. She is not a person who likes to be accompanied by others when she is sad, but Luo Tang is not someone else.
Luo Tang can stay with her for a long time, not necessarily today.
Today is the day of her grandmother's mourning. It is also the first day of the first lunar month, the first day of the new year, when the family reunites and celebrates. He should not be here with her.
Wei Ruxia didn't answer directly. She broke off a small piece of the wicker in her hand and said, "I'm a little tired, and I want to go back to see my dad."
Luo Tang respected Wei Ruxia's idea, and he followed Uncle Li back home. The car disappeared at the corner of the town's main road, Wei Ruxia took a long time to look back, turned around and went back to her grandma's house.
When Wei Ruxia came home, her footsteps were very light, and the opening and closing of the wooden fence door did not make the usual creaking sound. Wei Ruxia entered the living room and was about to go to her own room to sleep for a while. She stopped when she passed her grandmother's bedroom.
There was a very soft cry inside, it was my father crying.
From returning with grandma to burying grandma, Wei Zishan did not cry. Grandma used to say she was tough like Dad, and they were, but they weren't tough.
Wei Ruxia stood at the door of the bedroom with her back against the wall. She remembered that when her mother died, she also cried like her father. But he is more pitiful than her, his parents are dead. She still has a father, although he doesn't want to recognize her.
She remembered what she heard in a dream with her grandmother last night when she was young, she had to take care of herself and her father.
Wei Ruxia was lying on the bed in chaos. She was awakened by the sound of broken dishes in the kitchen. She opened her eyes and looked at the dark roof, her throat was dry and sore, she rubbed her red and swollen eyes and got up and went out the door.
In the kitchen, Wei Zishan was squatting on the ground, picking up the broken pieces of porcelain piece by piece, and there were several green vegetables that had not yet been selected on the kitchen counter.
A dark shadow flashed by the kitchen door, Wei Zishan looked up, Wei Ruxia was standing at the door, looking at him.
Both of them took off their mourning clothes, only the cuffs were sewn with a white strip of cloth by the funeral mother-in-law. The father and daughter looked at each other, Wei Zishan stood up from the ground and said, "Are you hungry? The meal will be ready in a while."
He overestimated his cooking ability that his grandmother once complained about. When he watched him pour the vegetables directly into the pot, Wei Ruxia walked in from the door, stood in front of the stove and said, "I'll come."
It was the first time the father and daughter were so close together, Wei Zishan was 1.83 meters, and Wei Ruxia was 1.7 meters. She looks like him, very thin, long, and thin, with baby fat on her tender face, and despite her graceful eyebrows, she is still a child.
His mother often told him what Wei Ruxia had done on weekdays, but he didn't listen very much, but he could leave a sentence or two. She told him at the time that Wei Ruxia bought a book of Benbang's cookbooks for him to learn Benbang's dishes.
Wei Zishan's brows moved slightly, he got up and moved away, and said, "Okay, be careful."
After that, Wei Zishan didn't leave the kitchen either. The father and daughter stayed silent for an hour in this small place full of memories of the people they missed together.
Wei Ruxia finished the meal, and the two went to the living room. Wei Ruxia handed the chopsticks to Wei Zishan, and he took one of the chopsticks into his mouth and chewed it twice.
"Isn't it delicious?" Wei Ruxia asked, seeing that he didn't continue to move his chopsticks.
Wei Zishan looked up at her, and after eating another chopstick, he lowered his head and said "delicious"
Everyone's cooking has different tastes. Wei Ruxia's dishes taste very messy, but in the messy taste, there is a hint of the taste of the mother's dishes.
After the meal, the father and daughter cleaned up the dining table. The two of them worked together, washed the dishes, and went out of the kitchen together.
Wei Ruxia wiped the water on her hands and wanted to go back to her room, but Wei Zishan stopped her from behind, Wei Ruxia turned around, Wei Zishan looked at her calmly.
"Let's talk."
The two sat under the flower trellis of the vine roses. The wind at night was cold, but it was easy to wake people up. The father and daughter sat side by side, looking at the flowers and plants in the yard.
"Your mother told you about me?" Wei Zishan said first.
Wei Ruxia responded. She squeezed her thumb and said, "My mother only told me that you are a Dink and don't want children. She gave birth to me by means. She is very happy with you. To be able to continue to have this joy touches your bottom line, ruins your life, and you are innocent."
Mother knows she is selfish, so she is responsible for her selfishness. She took her away from Ancheng and returned to Winter Town, making her father think that there was no child of her. However, it backfired, she was terminally ill, she couldn't leave her alone in this world, so she contacted her grandma.
All mothers are like this, worrying about the birth of their children and the future of their children after they die.
Song Suyun contacted her mother for her child Wei Ruxia, and her mother took Wei Ruxia back for her own child. The ideas of the two mothers blended together, and in the end, he and Wei Ruxia were left to follow theirs. Ideas accompany each other and live the rest of the day.
He and Song Suyun were college classmates. Before dating, he and she had made clear his DINK's ideas and principles. Song Suyun did not hesitate and agreed directly.
The two of them had a wonderful time together, and he even identified her as his future partner. Unexpectedly, Song Suyun, who agreed with Dink without hesitation, changed the contraceptive pills he was taking, punctured the condoms they were using, and finally got pregnant successfully.
Wei Zishan didn't know what Song Suyun was doing behind his back. He even thought that his protective measures were improper. Although it was contrary to his principles, he still chose to be responsible for Song Suyun and his children.
But Song Suyun couldn't pass the test in his heart, and he had a showdown with him, and the two had a fierce quarrel. In the end, Song Suyun left without saying goodbye.
He has his own principles and doesn't want children, Song Suyun deceived him and broke his principles at the same time. The psychological shadow caused by such deceit is huge, so that he has not dared to associate with women until now.
Despite this "hiding in the east", he knew in his heart that Wei Ruxia's existence was a ticking time bomb. When his mother brought her back, the ticking time bomb exploded, blowing his life into a mess, and reminding him of the sixteenth I was deceived years ago.
His life has undergone earth-shaking changes, subverting his principles, and he did not want to accept it, but had to accept it.
After Wei Ruxia finished speaking, Wei Zishan stopped talking. She looked at him and asked.
"do you hate me?"
The girl's voice was not loud, but enough for him to hear. His mind pulled away from the endless memories, and he faced the question.
Innocent people often make trouble for another innocent person. He can't find the culprit, so he can only vent like this cowardly.
"I'm sorry." Wei Zishan said.
He and Wei Zishan lived in Yizhen for seven days. After the first seven days for grandma, the father and daughter returned to Ancheng. At that time, grandma's body was sent back to Yizhen, and they didn't have time to clean up the things in the hospital. After returning to Ancheng, Wei Ruxia followed Wei Zishan to the hospital, retrieved the clothes and other items that were put there, and also retrieved her winter vacation homework.
There are less than ten days before the start of school, but Wei Ruxia's homework has only just finished the tip of the iceberg. Luo Tang has not returned from the mansion, and the way she asks about homework is still video with Luo Tang.
"Luo Tang, are you full?" Grandma Shen Zhenshu asked while looking at the unfinished rice in his bowl.
Luo Tang nodded lightly, pushed the chair in with the phone, and said, "I'm going to do my homework."
After speaking, the boy turned and left the restaurant.
Looking at the tall young man's back, Shen Zhenshu smiled gratified but helpless: "I never cared so much about homework before."
"The neighbor's Ru Xia is going to ask him a question again." Yang Shuru smiled and explained to Shen Zhenshu, "Don't pay attention to him, he will come back to eat when he is hungry."
"Is it the one who moved over during the summer vacation?" Shen Zhenshu didn't go to Luo Tang's house very often on weekdays, and Yang Shuru told her anything. The two have a good relationship with their mother-in-law and their daughter-in-law, and they often talk on the phone.
"Yes." After Yang Shuru finished speaking, he sighed and said, "On the first day of the first day, the grandmother of Xia passed away, and Luo Tang went to accompany her that time."
The young man's thoughts are often hidden from adults, and Shen Zhenshu is not an old antique. She didn't understand it, she only asked: "How is that girl?"
Yang Shuru smiled and replied, "A child with a good personality."
Wei Ruxia looked at Luo Tang's scratch paper and worked out the question just now. Luo Tang is a smart student and a smart teacher. He can even know where she got into the horns, and then pull her back from there.
After finishing the task, Wei Ruxia looked at the steps written on the paper and said with satisfaction: "It's done, you can take a look."
After she finished speaking, she raised the steps to show Luo Tang, only showing a pair of eyes after the test paper. On the screen, Luo Tang didn't see the calculation steps. He leaned back on the back of his chair and was looking out. The profile of the young man's profile is clean and smooth, and the beautiful chin is attached to the slender neck, full of youthful air.
"What are you looking at?" Wei Ruxia asked.
Hearing her voice, Luo Tang glanced at the steps on her test paper and said, "That's right."
After he finished speaking, he got up from his seat. Wei Ruxia noticed that the screen was shaking. In the video, Luo Tang's face was close to the screen. Then, she heard the sound of pushing the window.
Turning his eyes on the screen, Luo Tang adjusted the camera to the rear camera, and with a "bang", a firework exploded in the dark night sky.
Wei Ruxia had never seen such a big firework before, she gave a "wow" and said with emotion, "It's so beautiful."
This fireworks is like a fireworks show. The fireworks explode in an endless stream in the sky, slide down like shooting stars, and make half of the sky red.
Looking at the fireworks, Wei Ruxia forgot the troubles in the math problems. She lay on the table, looked up at the fireworks on the screen, and let out a cry.
"Luo Tang."
In the video came Luo Tang's voice, soft and clean.
"Um."
Wei Ruxia smiled, she thought Luo Tang put her phone on the windowsill and ignored her.
"I can't see you anymore."
As soon as Wei Ruxia finished speaking, the camera reversed, and the young Qingjun's face appeared in front of the screen again. The eyes of the two were facing each other, and the distance was very close, as if it was really only separated by this thin layer of screen. After breaking it, they could touch each other's face.
"I can't see the fireworks." Wei Ruxia said to Luo Tang with a corner of her eyes.
The mirror image on the screen turned again, with a "bang", and another bunch of fireworks exploded.
Wei Ruxia smiled and narrowed her eyes.
As soon as his mother's work was over, Wei Zishan threw himself into work. He had to make up for the performances he had delayed when his mother was ill.
She was the only one left at home. Wei Ruxia went back to study in the study after dinner. Yesterday, I made up for the homework in the video with Luo Tang. She didn't want to delay Luo Tang spending too much time with her family, so she planned to disturb her only at night.
As soon as Wei Ruxia went up to the second floor, there was a ringing of the doorbell at the door. The doorbell was clear and regular. Wei Ruxia was puzzled and went downstairs to open the door.
As soon as the door opened, Wei Ruxia let out an "ah" and opened her eyes wide when she saw Luo Tang standing at the door.
Luo Tang was wearing a black coat, still wearing the black, white and gray plaid scarf, his white face was exposed, under the thick eyelashes, his eyes were black.
"I'll take you somewhere." Luo Tang looked at Wei Ruxia and said, "dress warmly, it's a little cold."
Wei Ruxia still didn't react. She took a light brown coat from the hanger at the door, changed her shoes, and followed Luo Tang out the door.
There was a black car parked at the door, and inside the car was the uncle who sent Luo Tang to Yizhen last time. Wei Ruxia followed Luo Tang into the car and asked suspiciously, "Where are you going?"
"Go to the back mountain." Luo Tang said.
The nearest suburb to Love’s apartment is Back Mountain. It is said to be a mountain, but it is actually just a small hill. Standing on the mountain, you can see the night view of Anseong.
This is also a villa area, and few people come up. After the car drove up, Wei Ruxia got out of the car and watched Luo Tang remove the things from the car.
There was no light on the mountain, so Wei Ruxia turned on the flashlight of her mobile phone and saw clearly what Luo Tang had brought down.
It's fireworks.
Wei Ruxia remembered last night.
Luo Tang took the match that Uncle Li handed over. He looked up at Wei Ruxia and arranged, "You stand back."
Knowing what Luo Tang was going to do, Wei Ruxia smiled, responded with a smile, and stood back. Luo Tang lit the fireworks, the core creaked, and after a while there was a "bang", and the first fireworks exploded in the sky.
"Wow." Without the barrier of the screen, it is even more beautiful to watch the fireworks in the real landscape.
It's not that Wei Ruxia hasn't seen fireworks, but she thinks tonight's fireworks are much better than anything she's ever seen before. Sparks exploded in the sky, illuminating Luo Tang's face beside him.
Wei Ruxia smiled and asked, "Are you taking me back to set off fireworks?"
She only wore a coat when she went out, and her hair fell behind her ears, which could not cover her slender and beautiful neck. The fireworks exploded, illuminating the girl's fair cheeks, her lips were smiling, and her light brown eyes were bright and beautiful.
"Yeah." Luo Tang took off the scarf around his neck, and from above Wei Ruxia's head, he surrounded her hair and neck.
On the mint-flavored scarf, there is still the boy's body temperature, which is continuously transmitted to her body through the skin. She raised her eyes and looked at the boy and the fireworks that exploded behind the boy, listening to him.
"You can see me and the fireworks now."
The author has something to say:
I just want to write about my father, I don't know why everyone scolds him. Maybe each of us has different opinions on whether he is right or wrong, but he shouldn't be scolded.
Let me give an example: if this is the woman's Dink, the man lied to her and said it was okay, he also wanted Dink, and he deliberately got her pregnant after he was finished, saying that I would raise her after giving birth. Of course, some people say that the father did not have children, this is not an analogy. But the child was indeed born, and he had a child, which amounted to destroying his principles. And he never said that he didn't support Wei Ruxia, it was Wei Ruxia's mother who deceived him and couldn't bear the psychological pressure, and finally left without saying goodbye.
Dink may not be understood by everyone, but it's like you want a child, and the other party Dink secretly sterilized and kept it from you. He has no children, and then you still choose to be with him, and in the end he can't bear the psychological pressure. told you. You just had a fight with him and he ended up running away on his own. This kind of deception has caused you to dare not fall in love with new people for more than ten years. Are you saying it's miserable
Maybe I didn't have enough writing skills and didn't write carefully, but it's not that Wei Zishan gave up, or that Wei Zishan deliberately let Wei Ruxia's mother not support her after she became pregnant. Wei Zishan shouldn't be scolded, and he is quite innocent.
Tangtang: In order to allow you to see me, we will only use a fixed posture in the future
Wei Ruxia: What posture? What do you do with a fixed posture