DID, also known as: the disease of the soul kissed by the devil.
Che Linwan held Xia Mingzhi in his arms and sat on the edge of the bed, listening to him slowly retelling how he came out of despair step by step, but in the end he accidentally left his soul in hell.
After learning the cause of his sister Xiyuan's death, he felt guilty, painful, and went crazy for a long time, deeply blaming himself.
That's when the excessive desire for protection burst out.
There was no way to see the injured people, and the clinical internship was assigned to the night clinic. The chaotic days could not make him collapse, but those young people who did not know how to cherish themselves, and those patients who pushed their loved ones into desperation, deeply felt... It stung him deeply.
"It probably started at that time," he slowly closed his eyes and recalled, "that girl spent all her money to buy a pair of shoes, and finally had to walk home. She became weak and dehydrated while walking, and finally She fell on the side of the road. A passerby found her and was already brain-dead when she was rescued. Her mother refused to let go of her hand. When I saw her crying, I only thought about my parents. She told me that Xiyuan was gone, but her tone was so relaxed and indifferent, as if a trouble had been solved... "
Later, he began to beat patients and family members, because there was no record of his relationship with his father.
"But I know I'm sick, and I'm not qualified to be a doctor. I can't even heal myself, so why should I treat others?"
Che Linwan stroked his hair and found that it could calm him down. Her fingers gently brushed his neck and measured his pulse calmly.
He said that when the hidden personality appears, the body temperature will rise and the heart rate will increase. He once locked himself in his room for 72 hours, constantly watching the video left by Xiyuan, recording his changes throughout the process, in order to catch the shadow living in his body like a ghost.
"Because of the pain, it becomes stronger and stronger."
Che Linwan hugged his arms tightly, not knowing how to comfort him.
Is that shadow strange to her, or familiar
She seemed to have seen that on the day when Gao Shou came to cause trouble, he protected her and Wu Meiren who stayed overnight. At that time, she just thought he was crazy, but that person was not "him", but the shadow.
"It has very extreme violent tendencies. I don't know, I really don't know if it knows you, but I can feel that I am around you. When I am with you, it seems to be very comfortable and no longer resists me. …”
They had been waiting so quietly for several days. Che Linwan took sick leave and stayed with him at home.
She wanted to see that shadow, the shadow of the little intern who tortured her, but it never appeared.
The news was playing on the TV, there was a car accident, a pile-up.
The driver who caused the accident was a single father who was driving tiredly and his child was still sleeping in his passenger seat.
When there was a car accident, the child said he was hungry, so he unwrapped the cookie packaging for the child with one hand and drove the car directly into the opposite lane.
"It's simply not a pity to die." Xia Minzhi gnawed a carrot on his finger and said expressionlessly.
"What did you say?" Che Linwan poked her head out of the kitchen. She was cooking noodles and glanced at the carrots in his hand. "It's not that he doesn't like carrots."
"Yeah. I'm hungry."
"You can eat anything when you're hungry?"
"Yeah. Even you can eat it."
Che Linwan paused, probably thinking wrongly, and didn't take it to heart.
Huang Yide called and told her that if he still couldn't go back to work, he would look for foreign aid.
Che Linwan asked him what foreign aid he was looking for.
"Lao Su!"
"Ah?! Su Zhenling is back?"
"I said you guys just got married and divorced, so why are you more stiff than strangers? There are just two people with yin and yang sides, so they can't appear at the same time, right?"
Che Linwan was about to explain when he suddenly noticed that Xia Mingzhi was looking at her with a fixed look in his eyes.
He had never looked at her like that, his eyes glowing green.
"Brother De, Brother De, I'll talk to you later. When Su Zhenling comes back, please keep him. I can leave, but he can't leave."
"Okay! With your words, I feel relieved."
beep…
The phone was knocked directly to the ground, stepped on, and shattered into pieces.
(End of chapter)