What made Che Linwan feel distressed was that when she put her hand on his shoulder, he backed away slightly.
Keep a vigilant distance.
She walked toward him, but he stayed away from her.
Che Linwan shook his head.
"It's better... to stay away from me. I often..."
"Often what?"
"You will forget what you have done."
"anything else?"
She walked over stubbornly, put her hand into his palm, and then slowly walked down the street where only uncles and aunts were doing their morning exercises in the early morning.
"And some, weird stuff."
"What?" Che Linwan asked seriously, so Xia Mingzhi took it as if she really wanted to hear it.
"Some weird memories."
"About what?"
"It's all things I haven't experienced before."
The original personality started to invade.
"What about the things you've done?"
Su Zhenling turned to look at her in confusion, "What have you done?"
"For example... when we were at WSTI. Xiao Leya? When we... were together."
"Remember! Remember all of this. How could you forget such a thing?"
But what Che Linwan was not sure about was these memories. Will the other "him" remember them
If two personalities share memories and eventually split, the person who suffers more will be Xia Mingzhi. This Xia Mingzhi has been beautified, corrected, and even has a sense of justice that even his parents are occasionally surprised by.
Che Linwan suddenly took out her hand to hold his shoulders, raised her heels, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.
Xia Mingzhi looked at her dumbly.
"You have to remember. You have to remember."
"What...why suddenly?"
"You have to remember that you are good, better than anyone else! Xia Mingzhi, you are not allowed to disappear. Never!"
First, he felt moved in his heart. Even a strange touch.
These were not the words Che Lin said at the party. Her emotions had always been reserved and locked up. The kind that always hides itself well, can advance, retreat, and escape.
She never expresses herself too much and always seems to be answering. She is just responding to his feelings instead of expressing herself.
He believed that he had time to slowly open her skin, reach a soft place, and allow her to speak easily.
But when it came time to actually face it, I was so moved that I didn't dare to respond.
"I won't… "
Che Linwan looked into his eyes firmly, "I don't need you to say anything, and I don't need you to promise anything. But Xia Mingzhi, you must remember that what I said today is only for you. You stay, stay with me, only you! Do you understand?”
He nodded vigorously, as obediently as a child.
But she felt increasingly uneasy. It was as if he could see a face that looked exactly like his, mocking silently.
Saying: I can hear it, I can hear it! I can hear everything...
But there was nothing she could do, couldn't stop him, couldn't drive him away. Only he was still in his body, growing wantonly and ruthlessly, and even plundering.
"I'm thinking, maybe I need to go find Dr. Smith."
"who?"
"My mother has a psychiatrist abroad, and she has a good relationship with our family. I still remember that we often communicated with each other when I was young. But then we gradually stopped contacting... "
Che Linwan held his hand and said in an almost ferocious tone, "No! You can't go. You can't go anywhere, just stay here."
Xia Mingzhi looked at her at a loss for a while, and suddenly laughed happily.
"What are you laughing laughing… ?"
"No. Your current tone is as fierce as a mother's."
"No way! You are like..." Mu? It doesn't seem right. Why does it sound like a curse
"But I like it."
"ah?"
"Doctor Che looks very energetic."
Vitality, you big-headed devil! Che Linwan stared at him, stared at him fiercely, I don't know... you don't know anything yet! I'm trying my best to keep you, even if you are fake, created and created, but... I still like you.
It seems like it's too late, there's no way not to like it. well…
Che Linwan suddenly felt the arms around his waist tighten suddenly, and his center of gravity swayed forward.
"Get out of the way-" The man riding a mountain bike behind him passed by as fast as lightning.
His forehead hit Xia Mingzhi's chin hard, and they both took a breath at the same time.
"Tsk! Why are you so hard..."
"You still said that!" Che Linwan was angry.
The next moment, Xia Minzhi lowered his head and kissed her fiercely. Their breaths blended together, as thick as blood, intertwined and dangerous.
There was a net in her mind that slowly spread out, quietly catching him and her, tolerating them together.
Is it like it, is it love? It’s the intuition of not wanting to let go.
Afraid that he would disappear, torn apart by a demonic primitive personality.
If it disappears, it will never come back.
When she was studying, she also played the boyfriend-building game, but it was too boring and she deleted it after a few days.
If you play it again, it will still be the same dialogue. As long as the branch plot does not go wrong, you can see the same character.
But... if he disappears, he will never come back.
It is a real loss of personality.
However, Xia Mingzhi is still alive.
don't want!
No... please, no!
Slowly, it becomes deeper and deeper, more and more mellow, more and more obsessed, and more and more difficult to control...
"Che," Xia Mingzhi pushed her away, his eyes tightening, "What's wrong with you? Why are you so scared. Tell me, what's wrong?"
No! It's okay, it's really okay... But while shaking his head, tears streamed down uncontrollably.
(End of chapter)