If someone asks you: What is the meaning of death
You would think that is stupid.
But there was someone in front of him asking Che Linwan.
Che Linwan didn't think that person was stupid because she knew who that person was.
That person is an angel, an image conjured up in his mind.
She had only one thought on the spot, help me!
Please... help me...
If you still have the energy to think wildly, why can't you ask for help
Why not ask for help
Everyone always has a moment when he doubts the meaning of his existence.
Especially in the dead of night, what is called thinking about life.
However, at this moment, Che Linwan was really not thinking about life.
She was shot several times in the abdomen, but I don’t remember the exact number.
When the first shot hit, I only had one conscious thought, "Fuck! I'm going to die."
It hurts!
But when he heard the bang bang bang that followed, he couldn't think anymore. He had no idea whether those shots had hit him or not.
stunned.
What's even scarier is that she was hit by a car.
The huge impact made her spin, and she had no idea where she was.
In fact, she still had the strength to escape before she was hit by a car.
Che Linwan began to reflect. Now she had plenty of time to reflect on why she had never fought with anyone before.
Why don't you know how to escape
Why did you choose to stop the car at that time
Why open the car door.
Why do you need a car to help others pick up bags
Why was I locked out of the car...
Too many whys. In short, it is reflection.
She and Xia Mingzhi were watching at Harvey's door.
Xia Mingzhi seemed to have a clue, but he was very tight-lipped.
She didn't dare ask.
Then Anya joined them, she had asked to join.
Che Lin passed the reconsideration one second later.
After all, the atmosphere in the car alone with Xia Mingzhi was too weird.
He seldom spoke and was gloomy. Although he had a good attitude towards her, there was always a voice in Che Linwan's heart reminding her, "He is not Xia Mingzhi, not Xia Mingzhi, not Xia Mingzhi..."
Che Linwan almost felt disgusted.
A larger part of the reason for her revulsion was that she realized something she had not expected.
She seems to have a crush on Xia Mingzhi.
It was not the Xia Mingzhi whom I met for the first time, but the furious Xia Mingzhi in front of me, who did everything unwillingly but could still complete it very well.
He had told her clearly that he didn't like her. What he likes about her is another personality in his head that was forced into him by his parents and psychiatrist.
In order to please his personality and take control of his body, he is willing to give up part of his dignity, for example, to please her, protect her, cater to her
He did a great job, very well, surprisingly well. Successfully triggered her latent Stockholm Syndrome.
So she was almost afraid, especially Xia Mingzhi, as he said, was very good at observing and figuring out others.
As long as she raised her hand in the narrow carriage, he knew what she was going to do.
Sometimes it's too much air conditioning, sometimes it's too much heating. Sometimes you are thirsty, sometimes you need some air.
That was a very scary thing, especially if the person observing her had violent tendencies.
What was even scarier was when she was afraid of him and still fell asleep next to him.
When she woke up, she saw him sitting on the hood of the car, gnawing on a piece of shrunken dry cheese and holding the night vision binoculars patiently, quietly and immersed like a lone wolf hunting.
But when she admired his back greedily, he suddenly turned around. Even though his position was brighter under the street lamp, his eyes seemed to be able to catch her eyes in an instant, flickering. Weird blue-green light spots appeared.
So when Anya asked if she could join them, she didn't want to wait stupidly alone.
Che Linwan agreed without hesitation.
There was a hint of surprise in Xia Mingzhi's gaze towards her, but he didn't refute anything.
Then Anya lurked in the back seat like a ghost.
She rarely spoke up. Che Linwan was puzzled to find that Anya seemed a little afraid of Xia Mingzhi, which was completely different from the intimacy she had shown before.
Every time I have a request, I first discuss it with Che Linwan in the passenger seat. After getting Che Linwan's support, I turn to Xia Mingzhi to make cautious suggestions.
That day Xia Mingzhi suddenly said that he had other things to do and stopped following Harvey.
When Che Linwan didn't express her opinion, Anya offered that she could continue to follow him. If she just watched from a distance with a telescope, there was actually no danger.
Although Che Linwan's attitude was different from hers. She felt that it was a bit strange to follow others for no reason after dark, but she still agreed to go with Anya out of her tolerance towards the same sex.
It happened that day they made a discovery. After Harvey checked several times to make sure there were no pedestrians on the street at the door, he sneaked out and threw the carton away. Judging from the way he walks, you can tell that the cardboard box has some weight.
Anya suggested that they go steal the carton back after Harvey came in.
Che Linwan immediately shook his head, "No more, right?"
"It's right on the side of the road. There's no one there. If it's too heavy, if one of us carries it on one side, we'll definitely run faster than Harvey."
"but… "
"Don't you want to save my mother at all?"
"Ah...how could you say that?"
"Every time I see Xia Mingzhi being very active, you are very ordinary. Obviously when I saw you helping Xia Mingzhi, you didn't have this attitude at all."
Isn't this nonsense? Can helping Xia Mingzhi and helping Anya's mother be the same thing?
But Che Linwan still didn't want to admit it, so he got out of the car and ran after Anya.
Anya picked up the cardboard box. It was a bit heavy, but not as heavy as they thought. Anya can be picked up and run on her own.
But just when the two of them turned around and were about to run back to the car, they heard the door open behind them.
Harvey walked out.
Not only did he come out, he also came out with a gun.
Che Linwan was shocked, this was a rifle! It's not the pistol he used when he warned Xia Mingzhi last time.
Harvey is now a gang member? !
"Harvey?" Che Linwan immediately reminded him that they knew each other.
What she never expected was that while she was trying to talk to Harvey, Anya started running.
She ran straight back to the car.
"Put your things down! You two little bitches." Harvey scolded and chased after him.
This was the first time Che Linwan heard Harvey swear, and he was still a little unaccustomed to it.
Harvey went after Anya.
Che Linwan stood awkwardly on the side of the road, watching Anya start the car.
She thought that Anya would always come back to pick her up, but when Anya stopped the car, Harvey immediately ran up and blocked Che Lin's route at night while tapping the glass window with the butt of his gun.
Che Linwan pulled the back door several times but didn't open it, so he became anxious and said, "Open the door! Unlock the lock."
However, Anya acted as if she hadn't heard anything and kept moving forward, backward, forward, and backward, trying to get away from Harvey.
When she realized that it was impossible to get rid of Harvey and let Che Lin drive at night, she accelerated for a while.
Harvey followed the car and fired a shot, but it was fired into the air as a warning.
Then the barrel of the gun pointed directly at Che Linwan.
"Come back! Or I'll beat her to death."
Che Linwan immediately wanted to curl up and hug herself, but Harvey refused to let her move, and the next shot hit her feet.
Neighbors' dogs are getting excited. But the surrounding lights dimmed instantly. It must have been that the neighbors had drawn up their curtains to block the light.
"Throw your stuff out of the car! You little bitches. I don't want to hurt you."
Harvey didn't actually give Anya much time to hesitate. He had already raised the butt of the gun and was ready to take aim.
It was at that moment that Anya suddenly started to reverse the car and hit Harvey.
After Harvey's sharp shot, the car went faster.
Che Linwan only felt hot in her chest. She wanted to ask Anya to come back and never leave her alone.
Anya hit hard, not only hitting Harvey, but also hitting Che Linwan, who could no longer move.
Then she looked at the black shadow of the car and drove away...
When consciousness emerged, a white light rushed into her eyes desperately.
The white one is like the paradise in the TV series.
What was someone shouting? She couldn't understand. Damn it, could she not speak a language she didn't understand at a time like this
Could it be to announce the time of death
She saw a person floating in the air. Look at her quietly.
"What is the meaning of death to you?"
"Damn it! Help me! Stop talking nonsense."
"I am not a person in the real world, so I can't save you. You know that."
"I don't want to die!"
"Is there anyone in particular you want to meet? I can become that person. You know, I can do that. Even change the scene."
Someone you want to meet...
Che Linwan was so angry that she wanted to strangle that thing to death!
But it's not necessary.
That thing is her consciousness. There is no use in strangulating your own consciousness.
Then she saw Bai Xiaofei, her mother Bai Xiaohui, and her father Che Xingzhi. I even met De Ge and Su Zhenling, Wu Meiren, Tang Keke,...
However, there is no Xia Mingzhi.
She thought she would see him. After all, it was her own consciousness, right? He would definitely understand all her thoughts.
Xia Mingzhi did not appear.
"I want him."
"who."
"Xia Mingzhi. Why isn't he?"
“You have to think concretely.”
"What do you mean by being specific! Go to hell! You are my consciousness, what else do you want me to be specific about?!"
"What does Xia Mingzhi look like in your mind?"
It's just... like that!
But, but, something was wrong.
He doesn't have a specific look.
Because when she thought of him, he was a black shadow.
A black shadow huddled in the dark space, and outside was the bright, noisy real world.
And he was like an invisible glass cover, far away from the real world.
He could see the whole world, but the whole world couldn't see him.
"Can you understand that feeling?" A voice asked her, "The whole world is in front of you, within reach, but you are trapped. By the only person in the world who needs to love you , trapped.”
It's not cold in the dark, but it's warm. But those warmth made my heart even colder.
Because no one knows you are there, invisible, transparent and cold. Untouchable cold.
Even the air was far away from him.
She couldn't breathe...
"…Adrenaline, 30 mA."
"The patient started having heart tremors!"
"Prepare for electric shock."
"Clearance!"
The strange thing is, actually, do you understand
It turns out that death and soul really have no borders.
Then Asura, Yama and Satan must often play cards together. No matter bridge or mahjong.
"... Prepare for the second shock."
"Wait a minute! She will die if she does this..."
"already dead."
Did they speak Chinese? !
(End of chapter)