Lin Wanyue couldn't close her mouth in astonishment for a long time, Li Xian knew that the two imperial physicians were not bad after seeing Lin Feixing's appearance.
"I also asked the two imperial physicians to bother."
"Please rest assured, Your Highness."
Lin Wanyue looked at the four imperial physicians, and then turned to look at Li Xian. Although Li Xian's expression was still calm, there was no lack of concern in her words, and she sighed softly.
The imperial doctor prescribed a prescription for each of them, and Xiaoci took it and decoction.
After some time passed, Li Xian's complexion became better and better under the meticulous care of the imperial doctor.
However, Lin Wanyue's condition was not so optimistic. After the imperial doctor prescribed the medicine, Lin Wanyue took it for a few days. She felt that the stagnation in her chest had indeed eased, and her breathing became much smoother, but the nightmares were still every night. Symptoms such as body chills from time to time have not eased in the slightest.
Lin Baishui was able to leave, and started to eat some complementary food. Lin Wanyue would accompany Li Xian to have breakfast every day and go to see her daughter. She saw the little guy's rosy skin, bright eyes, and more and more sympathy. Lin Wanyue would always be stunned by the small face of the old man.
As the days passed, the pain in Lin Wanyue's heart gradually weakened over time, and the wound in her heart slowly scabbed over.
But in the end, this matter buried a thorn in Lin Wanyue's heart, deeply embedded in the flesh. It didn't look any different on the outside, but when it moved, it would hurt.
Lin Wanyue had been waiting for Li Xian to give herself an explanation. Day by day, Li Xian's body gradually recovered, but she had no intention of repeating the old things.
In the first few days, Li Xian was weak and her condition was serious; Lin Wanyue suppressed the distracting thoughts in her heart and accompany Li Xian wholeheartedly. Seeing Li Xian's physical condition improving little by little, Lin Wanyue was overjoyed. Pain in my heart.
Gradually, Lin Wanyue only stayed in her small courtyard all day. She didn't know how to face Li Xian, so she might as well not see her.
In fact, she had been waiting for it, if Li Xian was willing to give her a reason, even if it was absurd and untenable, she would believe it.
However, no.
The medicine stone can cure the crux of the body, but there is one place where the medicine stone is difficult to reach.
Li Xian said to Lin Feixing: King Yong has gone to the north to take over the commander-in-chief.
Lin Wanyue nodded without saying a word.
Li Xian said to Lin Feixing: King Xiang has entered the fief's mansion safely.
Lin Wanyue hooked the corners of her mouth and smiled without saying a word.
Li Xian said to Lin Feixing, "Prince has grown more and more recently, and has handled the tasks assigned by His Majesty in an orderly manner.
Lin Wanyue just looked at Li Xian quietly, her eyes were three-pointed empty, as if looking through Li Xian to a farther place.
In the dead of night, Lin Wanyue sat alone on the stone bench in the small courtyard, looking at the starry sky, sitting for half the night.
In Li Xian's words, everyone goes to their own place and everyone gets their place, but what about yourself
Nightmare came night and night, even though the decoction never stopped, Lin Wanyue was getting thinner and thinner.
With Li Xian's recovery, Lin Wanyue seldom stepped out of the courtyard except to see Lin Baishui every day. Many times, she sat in the courtyard all day, and no one knew what the concubine was thinking.
Fortunately, it was the season when the grass grew and the warbler flew in Tiandu City at this time.
But slowly, many servants discovered the "abnormality" of the concubine. The old concubine who had an amazing appetite was gone.
In the past, even if the concubine did not leave the small courtyard, he either practiced martial arts in the study or in the courtyard, but now the concubine only goes to the county master once a day. If His Highness does not take the initiative to pass the consort, he will be there Sitting in a daze in the courtyard.
At first, people just thought that the concubine lost the first child and was hit; they didn't think much about it.
However, this day is too long? The concubine and the princess are in love, and they are very young, and there will always be children. Seeing that the concubine is getting thinner and thinner, Lilac and Lily, who are in charge of serving Lin Feixing, can't sit still. If the concubine goes wrong, it will be a big sin!
So the two discussed it, bypassed Lin Feixing directly, and secretly reported the situation of the concubine to the female deacon, Xiaoci.
Because Lin Feixing "stayed home" recently, he temporarily removed his shadow. Hearing Li Xian's report, Xiao Ci was quite surprised and did not dare to delay, and went directly to Li Xian's study.
Li Xian was sitting in front of the desk studying calligraphy, and after listening to Xiaoci's report, she flicked her wrist "pat", and the ink was drenched in ink, and the work that was about to be completed was ruined.
The study fell into silence, Li Xian put down the brush in her hand, stared at the striking black stain on the rice paper, and fell silent.
Seeing Li Xian's delay in expressing her position, Xiaoci gritted her teeth and knelt down, "Your Highness!"
Li Xian frowned slightly, looked up at Xiao Ci who was kneeling on the ground, and asked, "What are you doing?"
Xiaoci pondered for a moment, turned her heart away, and said, "His Royal Highness allows the slaves and servants to say more."
"you say."
"My servant thinks that Your Highness owes the concubine an explanation, it's better, it's better..."
Xiaoci didn't say her last words, Li Xian sighed softly, and muttered to Xiaoci as if to herself, "I don't think this palace owes him an explanation..."
Xiaoci Yi was overjoyed: "Your Highness, do you want to..."
Li Xian sighed softly again and shook her head firmly, "Get up."
"Thank you, Your Highness."
"Xiao Ci... Do you also think what Ben Gong did this time... is too much?"
Xiaoci, who had just stood up, knelt on the ground again: "Slaves don't dare."
"Get up, the friendship that grew up together since childhood, there are no outsiders, don't kneel at every turn."
"Yes."
Xiaoci looked at Li Xian, and saw that there was no displeasure on her face, she continued to consider: "This servant and Your Highness have been with you all these years, so you naturally know the suffering you have endured, Your Highness naturally has your own trade-offs, but this servant feels that ... The concubine, in the end, is different from the others. Now the princess has married him. When the dust settles, His Highness will be with the concubine for the rest of his life. If this matter buries discord... Your Highness will be afraid in the future. to suffer."
After listening to Xiaoci's words, Li Xian shook her head for a while, and she picked the corners of her mouth and said, "Ben Gong thinks that after this is done, he will be set free, and each one will be happy. Would you mind?"
Xiaoci was shocked: "Your Highness, think twice! Your highness, your reputation..."
Li Xian showed a sarcastic smile: "This world has a lot of shackles on women. As the daughter of an emperor, Ben Gong is also drowning in this torrent."
"Your Highness?"
"Let's go, go with Ben Gong to the small courtyard."
"Yes."
Li Xian shielded her from left and right, and only brought Xiao Ci to the concubine's small courtyard.
Li Xian and Li Xian saw the arrival of Her Royal Highness the eldest princess and greeted them. Li Xian waved her hand, and the latter immediately understood, hit Wan Fu and retreated together with Xiao Ci.
Lin Wanyue was sitting on the stone bench in the courtyard with her back to Li Xian, not knowing that the princess was coming.
Li Xian looked at Lin Feixing's back from a distance. From behind, this person seemed to have lost a lot of weight.
Thinking of what Xiaoci said, a trace of guilt flashed in Li Xian's heart, but she quickly regained her conviction: Now is an extraordinary time, so many pairs of eyes are staring at the palace of the eldest princess, and even the emperor's father still has doubts in his heart. The best proof is that everything in your heart should be on your face.
"Consort?"
Lin Wanyue's body trembled for a while, she turned her head slowly, and saw Li Xian hurriedly stood up, "Princess."
Li Xian looked at Lin Feixing in front of her, and she never thought that she would be so haggard after not seeing each other for a few short days.
Thinking that she brought all these things to him, it was hard to understand her feelings. She has been thinking for the past few days, is it right or wrong that she dragged Lin Feixing down this road
"Has the concubine ever had lunch?"
"Not yet."
"Is the concubine willing to have lunch with me?"
"… Yes."
In the main hall, Li Xian and Lin Feixing sat opposite each other, and there were eight plates of jade dishes on the table. They were delicious and delicious, and almost everything was Lin Feixing's favorite.
Although Li Xian had never asked Lin Feixing what she liked to eat, she still knew which dish Lin Feixing particularly preferred for her daily meal.
Lin Wanyue looked at the dishes on the table, her eyes flashing.
"You go down first."
"Yes."
After all the maids left, Li Xian stood up from her seat, took a jade bowl, took up a spoon, filled a bowl of soup, and placed it in front of Lin Feixing.
"I see that the concubine has lost a lot of money in the past few days. If you don't have an appetite, it's good to drink some soup."
Lin Wanyue's eyes widened and she wanted to get up from her seat, but was stopped by Li Xian's smile.
Lin Wanyue was flattered, what kind of identity was Li Xian? I actually made soup for myself today!
Li Xian kept looking at Lin Feixing. Seeing the moving expression on his face, her heart became even more uncomfortable: she knew how much damage she had caused Lin Feixing, but it was just a bowl of soup, so that this person would show such an expression.
Li Xian looked at Lin Feixing who was burying her head and drinking the soup quietly. The more easily Lin Feixing was satisfied, the more she felt guilty and uncomfortable.
She would rather Lin Feixing question herself, even if she had a big quarrel with her, or ignored her condition, Li Xian could accept it.
But this kind of Lin Feixing made Li Xian the first time to be condemned by her conscience.
It has been more than half a month since he returned to the manor, but he has not mentioned anything about the child!
Li Xian knew that he actually cared a lot. If she really didn't care, how could she torture herself like this
The words that the imperial doctor said to her in private that day have been haunting her ears in the past few days: Your Highness, the concubine is too worried. It can be said that his condition is so serious that most of it is due to a heart disease, and a heart disease requires a heart medicine doctor. If things go on like this, even taking decoction every day will not help...
At this moment, Lin Feixing was sitting quietly in front of Li Xian, holding the soup bowl and drinking the soup, as well-behaved as Pearl a few years ago.
He has let him go so far, but he has to endure a lot.
Once upon a time, what Li Xian saw was Lin Feixing's lack of desires and desires. There were very few people around her, such people, Li Xian felt more credible, and was not afraid of being encouraged by others.
But now, Li Xian hated and resented this, because Li Xian didn't know how to compensate Lin Feixing.