When Li Xian came to the small courtyard, the maids and servants were kneeling on the ground, while Lin Feixing was holding a silver gun and carrying a suitcase, surrounded by these kneeling servants.
When Li Xian saw Lin Feixing seeing her, she immediately showed stubbornness, and she couldn't help but have a headache: When did Lin Feixing become so difficult
Li Xian came to the outskirts of the crowd and frowned: What would happen if this was spread out
"You all go down, no one will be left in the yard."
When the servants heard Li Xian's words, they got up from the ground and walked out in an orderly manner.
After everyone left the courtyard, Li Xian walked in front of Lin Feixing, raised her head slightly and looked at him.
Naturally, she saw Lin Feixing's red and swollen eyes and the bloodshot eyes. Li Xian's heart softened, and her prepared speech softened as she said softly, "This is not the place to talk, can the concubine come with me first? "
Lin Wanyue looked down at Li Xian. The two looked at each other for a long time, but in the end, Lin Wanyue was defeated.
Li Xian walked in front, and Lin Wanyue followed behind, carrying her loneliness, and the two walked into the main hall of the small courtyard one after the other.
"Sit down, concubine."
Lin Wanyue silently put down her loneliness and sat opposite Li Xian.
Li Xian looked at Lin Feixing, and said slowly, "I know you are blaming me for the silk report, but you must understand that I never had any thoughts of harming you."
Lin Wanyue closed her eyes tiredly and leaned back in the chair.
Li Xian didn't mind either, and continued to say to herself, "I want you to understand that things are not as simple as you think, you only saw that box of silk newspapers, you know that in this small box of silk How many things are hidden behind the newspaper? Have you ever wondered who sent those men in black, and what purpose did they show you the silk newspaper? Have you ever thought that you met an assassin in the Prince's Mansion, this If the father finds out about the matter, what will he think?"
Lin Wanyue slowly opened her sour eyes. Li Xian's words were in her heart, and she knew that she had crashed into a dead end before. Li Xian's words calmed her down.
It's just that Lin Wanyue's emotions are very subtle at this time. Although she is wearing a man's coat, she is a girl after all, and her daughter's pride and pride are twisting her.
Even if she understood the truth, she would like to hear a few words of comfort.
Lin Wanyue asked dully, "Are those silk newspapers real?"
Li Xian was stunned. She didn't understand why Lin Feixing insisted on grasping these small problems. She had seen Lin Feixing's progress in recent years, and Li Xian was also satisfied with how he behaved in the army. Here, become so awkward
Li Xian suppressed her dissatisfaction and replied patiently, "I haven't read the content of the silk newspaper, but the other party has prepared it well. Even if it's not the original, I think the content should be correct."
"Oh." Lin Wanyue replied sullenly, her chest sore: "I want to go back to the North."
Hearing Lin Feixing's ill-considered remarks, Li Xian let out a heavy sigh, disappointed in her heart, and did not want to repeat her original words.
"no!"
Li Xian got up and wanted to leave, but heard Lin Feixing continue: "I will follow the princess's arrangement in the future, I will take Du Yushu with me wherever I go, and I know that one of the three treasures, Ni Da Bian Kai, must be... Buy... it's yours, can't I cooperate well with them after I go back?"
Li Xian didn't know whether to laugh or cry at Lin Feixing's words, so she had to sit up again. At this time, Li Xian's heart was very complicated. That strange feeling came out again.
"Feixing, I know you are a smart person, but you have to remember that no matter how many people I arrange by your side, the meaning of their existence is to assist you, not you to cooperate with them. You... are different from them. ."
"You are different from them", and the soreness in Lin Wanyue's chest was swept away, but there was still some grievances left.
"I want to go back to the North, the capital is not suitable for me."
After listening to Lin Feixing's words, Li Xian suddenly felt an unprecedented powerlessness. It was the first time in her 19 years of her life that she had encountered someone as difficult as Lin Feixing's. Knowing the interests and interests, he clearly understands it at one point, but he just doesn't change his mind.
A big man, looks like this! Really, really...
Li Xian said helplessly, "Let's eat first."
"Are you hungry?"
When Li Xian heard Lin Feixing's words, she didn't squint, and she didn't even want to give Lin Feixing a white eye.
The two had lunch in this small courtyard. The meal was very quiet. After eating, Li Xian ordered someone to remove the table.
Li Xian looked at Lin Feixing, who was undercooked and undercooked. Seeing that he didn't mean to soften at all, she asked, "Why do you want to go back to the North?"
A sentence poked into Lin Wanyue's heart. Lin Wanyue fell silent. There were thousands of words in her heart, but she couldn't say a word to Li Xian. Lin Wanyue wanted to be as calm as Li Xian a long time ago. However, Li Xian had never given her such an opportunity. As early as the last time His Majesty entered the palace to discuss the prince's wedding with Li Xian, Lin Wanyue had clearly seen the relationship between her and Li Xian. How far the gap is, she found that how she spent the past few years studying without sleep or eating to enrich herself, she still couldn't catch up with Li Xian's footsteps, she and Li Xian were separated by such a long distance, so many times she couldn't even listen She understands what Li Xian is talking about. The seeds of inferiority have been buried in her heart since then. In the past, when Lin Wanyue had nothing, she had no taboos, but when she spent more than three years working hard When he came back full of confidence, he found that he was standing so high that he couldn't even touch the hem of Li Xian's clothes. Such a gap allowed that seed of inferiority to take root and sprout.
But how was she going to tell Li Xian these words? There was no way she could say it.
Ever since the "Ximai" incident came out, Lin Wanyue was really hurt, to the point where she didn't know how to face Li Xian for a while, but then she thought: She is a woman herself, and she is a fake phoenix and a false phoenix. If you lied to her to become his wife first, what qualifications do you have to be harsh on Li Xian
But although the truth can be said like this, it is easier said than done if you want Lin Wanyue to accept it calmly
One after another, one thing after another weighed on Lin Wanyue's mind, and she couldn't tell what was right or wrong for a long time.
Later, the silk cloth thing happened, which hurt Lin Wanyue's last self-esteem, especially her only friend who lived in this world as Lin Wanyue, actually approached her with a purpose, which made Lin Wanyue very uncomfortable. Injured, but Lin Wanyue thought again: Didn't Yu Wan also hide the secret of her identity for herself
The deceased is like this, what are you struggling with? Different positions, human nature is so complicated, how can there be so many black and white
I don't know if it's because Lin Wanyue has been losing all these years that she is very good at forgiving.
Lin Wanyue asked herself: She admitted that she suddenly proposed to go back to the northern border, which was sullen, but that was where she belonged, wasn't it
Li Xian looked at Lin Feixing quietly. Seeing that his expression had changed several times, she sighed inwardly: The imperial doctor was right, this man was too worried.
Thousands of words, in the end, can only be choked in the throat and swallowed back in the stomach.
"That's where I belong. I can't do anything in the capital."
Li Xian looked at Lin Feixing and said softly, "I know that the North Territory is where you can show your talents, but now is not the time for you to go back."
Li Xian's refusal was expected by Lin Wanyue, but she didn't understand the second half of the sentence, why is it not the time yet? The sense of difference swept Lin Wanyue's heart again, but this time she put away her pride, clenched her fists and asked humbly: "Princess... Can you tell me why now is not the time for me to go back? ?"
Li Xian looked at Lin Feixing unexpectedly and asked without answering, "Then the concubine first tell me why you have to go back at this time, okay?"
"Well." Lin Wanyue nodded: "In a while, the autumn harvest will be on the northern side. According to the practice of previous years, the battle of the autumn harvest is a long-lasting, tug-of-war. The Xiongnu will definitely gather their strength to test the depth of the new commander. Not long ago, even the largest tribe of the Xiongnu, the Modun tribe, came out from the deepest part of the grassland. , there are countless cattle and sheep, and there is no need to rush so far to grab the food we leave the country, so there must be a problem, maybe there is some kind of agreement within the grassland, if it is really like that, it will be troublesome, Xinyang I supervised the construction of Guancheng. With the support of the Great General King, I called on 200,000 soldiers to join the battle and built the outer city wall before the frozen soil in the north. The princess also saw that the new city wall was extremely strong. Bravery, as long as we can’t defend the city, we can also deplete the Xiongnu, but this year is different. If the Xiongnu really reaches some kind of agreement, with the support of the powerful Modun department, and the Huns have enough food and grass to support, then It is possible to attack farther places. Yangguan City is just an isolated city, no matter how strong it is. This year, we must repel the Xiongnu head-on in every battle. His Royal Highness King Yong has not brought soldiers from the north, nor is he familiar with the Xiongnu's tactics. If Yangguan City falls, or the Xiongnu is allowed to harass other villages, the consequences will be unimaginable. So I want to go back, even if it is good to give some opinions, after the Great General King left, the northern border is no longer what it used to be, and I am afraid that His Royal Highness King Yong believes in the wrong words."
After Lin Wanyue finished speaking, her face showed deep concern, but Li Xian opposite had a different feeling: At this time, she had to admit that although Lin Feixing was not good at court tactics, in terms of military affairs, she had no information. Under the premise of helping him, he could predict this level. Considering his nineteen-year-old age, he could not find anyone of his age in Liguo. Li Xian's love for talents has risen again, and she has some I regret it, if I had talked with Lin Feixing so frankly and exchanged opinions earlier, wouldn't this person's achievements be much higher than at this moment
In the end, I still owe some time, I should have listened to Lin Feixing's heart earlier.
Fortunately, it's not too late now!