Li Xian was sitting beside Lin Baishui's bed, the little guy grew up day by day, and was full of curiosity about everything around him.
Especially after realizing the true meaning of the word "Father", it was obvious that the person had been blurred in her childhood memory, but she kept inquiring, especially after knowing that her father was the general guarding the border, not only did he Lin Wanyue didn't mind if she couldn't go home, but her relationship was deeper than that of her mother who was always by her side.
Li Xian felt very helpless about this. Do you want to say that this person's charm is unique? Or is it due to Lin Wanyue's equal love for Lin Baishui
Li Xian couldn't help but recall how Lin Wanyue spoiled Lin Baishui.
Looking at the sleeping Lin Baishui, he smiled and quietly got up to leave, but was caught by a painting hanging on the most conspicuous wall in the Xiu Pavilion.
This painting was painted by myself. At the beginning of the year, Xiao Baishui's birthday was full of everything in the house. There was no shortage of food and clothing. I asked her: What gift do you want for her birthday
But I didn't expect the little guy to think seriously for a long time and say to himself: I want daddy.
When I mentioned that person, I couldn't help but feel a sense of disappointment. After knowing the truth of the matter, why didn't I go home for the New Year
A long-anticipated ending, isn't it? The character of that person.
If you have no expectations, you will not be disappointed. From childhood to adulthood, you are always used to controlling everything in your own hands. Only in this way is it safe.
But Xiaoci said that she has been in a trance more and more these days.
Not to mention the long journey to the North, even if he took Baishui with him, that person would never want to see him, so why bother himself
I immersed myself in the study for half a day, finally picked up the pen, and the outline of this person appeared on the paper.
It turned out that she had been deeply imprinted in her mind unknowingly, and she could draw so smoothly even without looking at her.
The long eyebrows like ink, the firm and divine eyes, the straight nose, but then stopped.
The man's lips were also well drawn, and they were pressed together thinly.
It's just... If you draw it like this, will it look a bit vicious? If Xiao Baishui is frightened, will this person blame himself for destroying her image in the child's heart
Li Xian laughed, holding the wide sleeves of her palace attire and sketching with a light brush, her thin lips were pressed together, and the corners of her mouth were slightly curved.
With this smile, the whole person softened.
This person rarely smiles, but she smiles very nicely, with a clean smile.
The painting was given to her on the day of Xiaobaishui's birthday. When the little girl unfolded the painting, she always had a look of anticipation and her eyes were sparkling.
"This is Daddy."
"Ah~~~~ Dad is so pretty!"
Li Xian smiled without saying a word, a child of this age couldn't distinguish the beauty of men and women.
But in the end it's not bad, it's really beautiful.
Xiao Baishui held the scroll for a long time and was reluctant to let go, and finally asked his nanny to hang the painting on the most conspicuous wall in the Xiu Pavilion.
Ever since Xiao Baishui's birthday, Li Xian has given orders to the dark piles in the north, and from now on, the newspaper will only mention the military in the north.
One-sidedly, no news of that person.
Is this gamble lost
Ever since I understood the love between men and women when I was a child, I have fantasized about my future life, but every time I think about spending my life with a man, I always have an indescribable feeling in my heart. This feeling makes me very uncomfortable, and I even thought about it. never marry.
The mother died of illness, and the twelve dark flags were handed over to him. These twelve flags were scattered all over the place, and his vision could finally be separated from the book, and he could receive all kinds of interesting silk newspapers.
Until one day, on the way to the north, I saw with my own eyes Xiao Shi and Yu Xian, who was secretly chasing after him, hugging tightly in the corner of the yard.
At that moment, there seemed to be a crack in his heart, and then the two of them rubbed their ears together, and the expression definitely surpassed the sisterhood.
Looking at the two of them secretly, there was a burst of yearning in my heart.
Finally understand: I like women.
Later, I met Lloyd.
In that battle, 70% of the Pioneers of the Sixteenth Route in the North fell, and he knew that there were masters among the Huns.
The opponent's purpose is very clear, to capture the thief first to capture the king, and on the premise of being unable to fight against the high-ranking officers, concentrated firepower to kill a large number of pioneers.
Training a general is much more time-consuming and labor-intensive than training a soldier, and although the rank of pioneer general is not high, if things go on like this, the talent pool in the north will definitely be insufficient, and it will be a big problem in a few years.
That night, I was thinking hard, and when I was going to discuss with my uncle, Youqin came to report: I have an old friend asking for advice.
An old friend? How can there be old people in the north? Over the years, I have been reclusive, so how can I talk about old friends
In the end, he did not hold back the doubts in his heart, and brought a few capable banner owners to the appointment late at night.
When they arrived at the agreed place, there was only one other party.
With the screen back, the man lifted his robe, revealing the face of a man from China.
"Long time no see, Xiao Xian'er."
The thoughts were overwhelmed: "Are you... Luo Shenyi?"
The man laughed: "My name is Roy, it's rare that you still remember me!"
Going back many years ago, in the 12th year of Yuanding, when I was eight years old, my mother was pregnant with Pearl for four months, and she suddenly saw red, which was a sign of unsafe fetuses.
After a few days of comprehensive diagnosis by the imperial doctor, he could not come to a conclusion.
In a fit of anger, the father and the emperor ordered someone to post the imperial list, and those who could make the mother, mother and son safe would be rewarded.
The next day, someone revealed the royal list, and I ran over to see it out of curiosity. It was the first time I saw Roy.
At that time, Roy was sixteen years old, dressed as a girl, and behaved without etiquette.
In the face of her father's questioning, she threw out a red square token with the word "medicine" on it.
When the father saw the token, I was overjoyed. Later, I learned that: on the land of Liguo, there is a fairyland-like place that is not under the jurisdiction of the imperial court. There is the Valley of the King of Medicine. Whether Wang Gu is alive or dead is up to Yao Wang and his old man to decide.
Unexpectedly, Roy was the only direct disciple of Yaowang at a young age. The Yaowang suddenly disappeared a few years ago, and Luoy took over the Yaowang Ling and became a new generation of Yaowang.
In Roy's words: She didn't want to be the King of Medicine, so she looked for her master everywhere, and when she came to the capital, when she saw the imperial list, she opened it up.
On that day, in the dormitory of Fengzao Palace, there were only the father and queen, Roy and himself.
Roy put his hand on the door of the mother's back vein lightly, then turned his head and said to his father, "The queen has been poisoned."
After the royal father listened, let me leave.
Later, the father and the mother had a big fight, the father walked away, and Luo Yi stayed in the Fengzao Palace to treat the mother until the full moon of Pearl.
Luo Yi left lightly. Before leaving, she transferred four outer disciples from Medicine King Valley. Her father placed the four in the Imperial Hospital, which was later known as "Looking, Hearing, Asking, and Knowing".
After giving birth to Pearl, the mother's body was extremely weak, and Pearl was not in good shape since she was a child. Over the years, she has been supplemented by the recipes left by the four imperial physicians, Roy.
It wasn't until Pearl was eight years old that she got rid of the poison from the womb, and that year her mother died.
That year, when I was sixteen, I took over twelve shadow flags. The first thing I did was to investigate the poisoning incident that year.
But he didn't want to, and he investigated a secret palace secret.
It turned out that Roy said to the father and the queen back then: If the child is removed, she will prescribe a prescription, and after two or three years of recuperation, the queen's body can be restored to its original state.
If you insist on giving birth, on the day of delivery, toxins will invade the five internal organs of the mother, and the child will also be poisoned.
The child can grow up safely, and the queen will have a short life.
However, no matter whether the child is preserved or not, the mother and the queen cannot have sex for life.
The suffocating silence lasted for a long time, and that day Roy was sitting on the side eating pears with great interest.
The queen mother decided to give birth to a child. The father and the queen had a big fight and walked away, and finally depended on the mother.
In the days that followed, Roy's changes were remarkable. From the very beginning, he used the token to play around every day with a needle, and then he took care of his mother, who was almost in a daze, and never left an inch.
I don't dare to speculate on what's going on here, it's just the night I met Lowe years later.
She said to me, "You stood on the camp wall and I recognized you right away. You...you look like your mother."
Luo Yi also said: Although she has gradually taken over the Medicine King Valley over the years, she still does not want to live a life bound by the identity of the Medicine King, so she left the palace and searched for the Old Medicine King all the way. A few years ago, she inquired about the old medicine. The king seems to have appeared in the border areas of Liguo and the Xiongnu, and he came here.
But she didn't want to, the heavens tricked the doctor and couldn't heal herself, and when she got here, she fell ill.
She was rescued by Queen Mansha of the Hun Touman Division. In order to repay her kindness, she stayed by Mansha's side.
Stay for three years.
At that time, the Mansha tribe was a little-known tribe in the Huns, very close to the border of Liguo, and often fought against Liguo.
Although the Mansha tribe is small, Queen Mansha should not be underestimated.
There have been several major battles with heavy damage from the country, all of which were fought with the Mansha Department.
Loy confessed to me that she likes women, and we talked for a long time, and we agreed that she would do her best to help me, and I would give her a chance when Pearl was on the Dabao.
So Roy brought Mansa, the woman like a leopard.
That year, I made a covenant with Mansa to provide the Touman clan with the winter food and forage of the hundreds of thousands of troops in the north, and secretly provided some financial help to upgrade the Touman clan's weapons and horses.
The reward is that the Mansha Department will do its best to help me get the Northern Border Commander Seal when necessary, and for two years after I get the food and grass, I will not commit any crimes against Guan Qiu on the Northern Border.
Mansha did it. With enough food and grass, she really didn't come back to grab the North, and used the funds I provided to exchange for new equipment, plus enough winter rations. At the beginning of the 30th year of Yuanding, Mansha He led the Touman tribe and became one of the five Xiongnu tribes.
In the autumn of five random laws, Mansa invited me to meet.
She proposed that the lions in the north would help her sweep the remaining four divisions. If she were to lead the grasslands, she would revise the covenant with Li Guo, and it would never be violated from generation to generation.
But I can only smile bitterly, now that although the handsome seal is in hand, I can no longer control her.
Roy is right: there is no fire in paper, and I have decided to confess everything to her.