Hearing Lin Wanyue's answer, Li Xian was stunned. Lin Wanyue lowered her head and pinched the needle to continue suturing her wound, only the last stitch was needed.
Lin Wanyue cut Li Xian's hair, wiped the needle with a clean cloth, and put it back into the small dustpan containing the needle and thread.
The atmosphere in the room was very quiet for a while, Li Xian looked at Lin Wanyue, savoring the words she just said in her heart.
Sometimes, the frailty occasionally revealed by someone who has always been strong is more shocking than the tears of a weak person.
Li Xian had twice watched Lin Feixing suffer the pain of stitching the wound in front of her without a word. Lin Feixing's stubborn and forbearing expression left a deep impression on Li Xian, and it was precisely because of this. In this way, Li Xian would ask such a question. In Li Xian's heart, someone as strong and patient as Lin Feixing probably never cried except when she was a child...
But no matter what, he never thought that Lin Feixing would give her such an answer. When he killed the Huns for the first time, he burst into tears. What kind of strong feelings could penetrate this person's stubbornness and strength
Thinking about it, Li Xian felt sour in her heart.
"Feel sorry… "
"It's okay, the water is getting cold, Xian'er, go and wash."
"I'll wrap it up for you first."
"Thank you."
Li Xian evenly sprinkled the golden sore medicine on Lin Wanyue's crooked wound, and then cut a clean cloth into an appropriate shape to wrap Lin Wanyue's wound.
Li Xian went to take a bath, and Lin Wanyue changed her clothes while Li Xian was taking a bath.
She never dared to take a bath in such a small space, but the smell of blood on her body was too strong, so she had to change into a dress.
When Li Xian came out from behind the screen, Lin Wanyue had already consciously spread the floor.
Seeing Li Xian come out, Lin Wanyue snapped and said, "Xian'er, rest early."
Without waiting for Li Xian to answer, she just lay down.
Li Xian looked at Lin Wanyue who was lying on the floor and felt moved. The bed in the inn was not as good as the kang in the farmyard. If two people lay side by side on such a small bed, it would inevitably cause physical contact. He was no longer a real man, but Li Xian still couldn't accept it...
This person was obviously injured, and the autumn night was already a little cold. In order not to embarrass himself, he even skipped the discussion link.
Li Xian didn't speak, she walked to the bed and lay down.
Lying in bed, but not very sleepy.
Lin Wanyue's words just now echoed in her ears, and the more she remembered it, the more heavy she felt, and the more Li Xian felt sad.
"Feixing, are you asleep?"
"Not yet, what's wrong?"
"…Can you tell me about your past?"
"before?"
"Before joining the army."
Lin Wanyue was silent for a moment: "Okay, let me think about it."
After speaking, Lin Wanyue slowly closed her eyes, and memories emerged scene by scene...
"Actually, our family is not a military household. Before I joined the army, I lived with my parents, and... my sister lived in a place called Chanjuan Village in Daze County. My father was the only teacher in the village, and my mother was a teacher. A gentle woman, when my sister and I were naughty and wanted to be punished by my father, my mother protected us. My sister's name is Lin Wanyue, we are twins, we look alike, and sometimes even our father Mother can't tell who is the older sister and who is the younger brother, so later on, my sister and I had one more game, and my sister put on a double bun and put on her clothes, and then she pretended to be me. , the two of us ran out like this, and the whole village would admit the two of us were wrong."
Li Xian lay on the bed and listened quietly. She found that Lin Feixing's voice was very pleasant. It was not as deep and hoarse as ordinary men, nor was it harsh. It was crisp and mellow, like the feeling of a falling mountain spring hitting a stone. , In such a night, speaking in a eloquent tone makes it very comfortable to listen to.
Slowly, Li Xian was brought into the story that Lin Wanyue told. When she heard that Lin Wanyue and Lin Feixing were changing their clothes to tease the rest of the village, she also laughed silently. Li Zhu was eight years apart, and the gap of eight years was not a small gulf. Especially after Li Qingcheng's death, Li Xian had the feeling of being an elder sister like a mother. Feelings…
"When I was young, I especially liked to hold my sister's hand, sway back and forth, and jump forward, and my sister would also be pulled by me to run. We laughed and ran, and I often looked at her. Sister and I have exactly the same face, let my sister follow me and say: You are me, I am you."
"You are me and I am you?"
"Um!"
Lin Wanyue knew that she shouldn't have said this to Li Xian, it was very dangerous.
But even she herself didn't know what kind of mind was at work, so she still spoke it out.
"When I was eight years old, an old man moved to the east of the village. No one knew where he came from. He appeared like that suddenly. He was very good at medicine and had a very strange temper. I call him Lao Langzhong, and he never asks for money for medical treatment. We are very grateful to him. The people in the village voluntarily send the necessities of life to Lao Langzhong on a regular basis. He made a medicinal herb called Chuanbei Loquat Dew, and my sister and I both I like to eat it very much. I often go to Lao Langzhong to cheat candy. Lao Langzhong likes us very much, so we "succeed" almost every time. I remember one time, I saw my sister had Chuanbei loquat dew in her mouth and smashed it. Mouth, squinting and enjoying the look, I just want to be a senior when I grow up, make a lot of this kind of candy, so that my sister can eat it every day... "
…
"Later, the Huns came, and I sneaked up to the mountain to find the herbs that the old man taught me, and escaped the catastrophe. When I came back, the whole village was dead. One hundred and eighteen, except for None of me survived."
…
"Actually, I really regret it. That day, I originally wanted to take my sister to go with me, but she couldn't tell me, so I left. If I said more times, my sister would definitely come with me. Maybe that way she would won't die..."
"Feixing, it's not your fault."
"That's right, the Huns owe me 118 lives, and I'll get them back even if I die."
"Feixing... In fact, I always feel that such a wish is really small in terms of your ability."
"I... , I have thought about what you said to me in the tent that day."
"Oh? So what do you think?"
"I… "
"You don't have to worry about answering me first. Since I heard your story, I'll tell you my story too."
"it is good."
"I also have a younger brother. We were born to the same mother, and we were eight years apart. When my... mother was pregnant with Pearl, she was poisoned."
"what!"
"Accidental? This is where I have lived since I was a child. Since then, I have tried every meal and every dish with a silver needle. Fortunately, my uncle found the direct disciple of the Medicine King Gu. My mother and brother were rescued, but because my mother was pregnant, many herbs for detoxification could not be used to protect the fetus. In this way, my brother was born with poison from his mother's womb. Although he has been using a lot of medicines for eight years I went to recuperate, but his body is much weaker than other children, and since my mother gave birth to her younger brother, poisoning and childbirth hurt her vitality. "
Lin Wanyue listened to Li Xian saying these things, as if she was hearing about a book. It was beyond her acceptance. Lin Wanyue widened her eyes in astonishment and turned to look in Li Xian's direction. She opened her mouth several times to say something. What, but found that she couldn't say anything...
These things are far beyond her reach...
"Actually, I envy you very much. Although your parents died early, they have always loved each other. Before my mother died, only my brother and I were at the bedside. My father... didn't come. At the end of her life, my mother took my hand and said. : Glory and wealth are all fleeting, I just hope that my sister and brother can live a happy and healthy life. But how to be healthy? My brother was poisoned before he was born, Feixing, in fact, in my opinion, you too Don't blame yourself too much, I believe your sister will also hope that you can live well in this world, I also have a younger brother, I can understand her feelings, if one day, I need to use my life to exchange my brother's Fate, I think I will."
After a pause, Li Xian continued, "This time my uncle has lost the battle, and many people in the court are playing him. Who can guess the emperor's tricks? The emperor gave me a sword of Shangfang to let me act cheaply. But uncle, no matter what I say, refuses to get involved in the muddy waters in the palace..."
"Xian'er... handsome..."
"Feixing, can I ask you one thing?"
"you say… "
"If one day, my uncle is implicated by my sister and brother, and loses military power, I hope you can take on the burden of protecting the people at the border of the country."
"How? I don't understand..."
"Fei Xing, General Li Mu is my uncle, even if he rejects me, in the eyes of those in the court, he will still be included in the prince's party. Now that Mother Pearl and I have passed away, several years old The elder vassal already has a fief and a private army. If they want to deal with me and Pearl, the weak sister and younger brother who have no support, it is easy. Uncle has soldiers. If they want to uproot me and Pearl, they will first. If you drag your uncle off the horse, the people are innocent, and I hope you can take up the responsibility of protecting the border at that time."
"But... what should I do?"
"I have always believed in your ability. When I was in the military camp, my uncle also told me that he admired you very much. I believe that he will focus on cultivating you this time. I hope you can seriously study with him. Work hard to establish prestige in the barracks, establish military merit, and become the most important person in the entire barracks in the fastest time except for my uncle. The military affairs in the northwest are complicated, and even if the father emperor wants Yi Shuai, he may not be directly dispatched from the capital. It is possible that suitable candidates will be selected directly from the barracks…”
Lin Wanyue opened her mouth, but in the end she didn't dare to answer.
Seeing that Lin Feixing was silent and not in a hurry, Li Xian changed the topic and continued, "Through observations along the way, I have always felt that you are not an indifferent person, Feixing, I don't know why you are so resistant to this matter. , but I believe that one day you will understand, I just hope that it will not come too late, in fact, you don't have to rush to answer me, the matter about my uncle is just my guess, it may not really happen, I also I don’t want it to happen. If you really don’t know how to choose, you might as well wait for that day to come, and answer me with your actions. It’s night, go to sleep.”
"Xianer..."
"Um?"
"Why did you tell me this."
"Because... I've run out of people to trust."
After speaking, Li Xian stopped talking and slowly closed her eyes. After a while, she heard even breathing.
However, Lin Wanyue lost sleep, her head was in chaos, and she thought for a while that someone would dare to poison the current queen!
For a while, I thought about Li Xian's assassination while leaving the palace this time, and wondered whether she would be able to return to Beijing safely along the way.
After a while, I thought about Li Xian's proposal, whether I should stubbornly continue to hold on to my previous wish, or listen to Li Xian and try to choose to do bigger things for the people on the border...
But I am a woman, what should I do if something is exposed one day
Lin Wanyue thought about it again, if that day comes, Zuo is nothing but a death, and she lives for revenge, and if she can pull more Huns back, she will be considered dead...
The author has something to say: PS, in ancient times, married women were called Niangzi, but I thought about it-,- Niangzi. . . Let's call it a girl
There is actually a language teacher who is reading my text, hahahaha~ She will teach me now, terrestrial, der, and punctuation, I may overhaul punctuation after a while hahaha~