Your Highness Taijian, on July 7, the twenty-ninth year of Yuanding, the Xiongnu attacked the northern army camp at night, and the vanguard general Lin Yu was killed in battle.
On July 10, the twenty-ninth year of Yuanding, Lin Feixing passed out at his subordinate's home. His subordinates found that his pulse was very strange.
With a "click", the brush in Yu Wan's hand fell on the case!
Yu Wan stretched out a hand and gently caressed the slightly bulging belly.
Just now, the little guy in her stomach moved for the first time.
"pat"
"pat"
"pat"
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Big tears, drop by drop, fell heavily on the wooden case in front of Yu Wan.
The teardrops scattered and splashed, and the silk cloth was drenched by accident.
In the silent room, a low whimper finally came out. It was a voice that was forced to suppress and leaked out. It contained a deep sadness and made people feel heartbroken...
Yu Wan's confession:
A long time ago, my name was Xiaolan.
Both my parents died when I was young, and I was raised as the second uncle of a barefoot husband.
The second uncle likes me very much and often teaches me some medical theory, but the second aunt rarely gives me a good face, so I have been working hard to learn medical skills and do chores to please her.
It wasn't until a few years later that I realized that my second uncle's family was not wealthy. There was an elder brother and two younger brothers in the family. After adding me as a "burden", life became more and more difficult.
When I was nine years old, my second aunt took me to a temple fair.
But he sold me to Renyazi behind the back of my second uncle. The eldest brother has reached the age of marriage, and the second uncle's family has no extra money...
And this also changed my fate. I was blindfolded and sent to a place after several times.
When the blindfold was removed, I saw a beautiful woman who was not like a mortal, but the woman's face was extremely pale, and I knew it was a loss.
Relying on my youth, I boldly looked at her, her eyes will never be forgotten in my whole life, those eyes that flicker softly and deeply addictive.
She didn't blame me for being rude, she just smiled lightly and asked me, "Son, what do you know?"
"Chop firewood, carry water, sew and mend, and know some medical principles." I hurriedly lowered my head and answered falteringly.
After listening quietly, she said to me, "You will be called Yu Wan in the future. Since you know some medical principles, this palace will arrange for you to be a Mingzhu, remember."
I nodded ignorantly. Since then, I have become Yu Wan, and Xiaolan has already disappeared from this world at the moment when I was sold by my second aunt.
I was assigned to a medical clinic outside the palace, with a new name and identity, and later I became a doctor girl and entered the palace smoothly.
After entering the palace for a long time, I realized that that beautiful woman like a fairy is actually Queen Li Qingcheng...
I also know that the reason why she was so pale that day was not long after she gave birth to the prince.
"You are Ming Zhuang", I have always remembered this sentence firmly, but I never mentioned it to anyone. It was like a secret between me and the Empress.
When I was transferred to the Weiming Palace by the Inner Court Division, I gradually understood the meaning of Mingzhuang.
If there are bright stakes, then there are hidden stakes. How many stakes are there? I don't know, maybe no one knows except the Empress and Her Royal Highness the eldest princess, including the emperor and the crown prince.
One day, the princess took me out of the palace, and the destination was the north.
One day, the princess said to me: Yu Wan, this palace has a task for you.
It's finally time to activate me, it's finally time to repay, but unfortunately that woman who has conquered the country and the city is no longer there...
The princess said, let me hook up with Lin Yu, and allow me to serve him with food.
Lin Yu, who is a few years younger than me, looks stupid, but has a kind of honesty and simplicity that is not found in the palace.
I know that the princess is playing a big game, and I am willing to be in the game.
The task seems to be much simpler than I imagined. This Lin Yu is so simple that he believes everything I say.
So I successfully stayed in the north, and soon after I received a secret letter from the princess: If I want to stay with Lin Yu, the first task is to subtly influence Lin Yu and cultivate his heart to pursue fame and fortune; the second task is to Inquire as much as possible about Lin Feixing's news, and regularly report Lin Feixing's news to the princess.
It was only then that I realized that the chess piece that Her Royal Highness the eldest princess was looking for was not Lin Yu, but Lin Feixing.
It's just that I don't understand, since I liked Lin Feixing, why did I make such a big circle to serve Lin Yu instead of Lin Feixing
And why do you want me to subtly change Lin Yu? Lin Yu's conscious pursuit of fame and fortune has nothing to do with Lin Feixing
I'm a fool and can't figure it out.
I am a pawn, not qualified to coordinate the overall situation.
The days with Lin Yu were not about love, not even liking.
Just missions, nothing else.
I don't care about bedding, and he will rely on me.
Occasionally being annoyed by him, I will also follow him.
The days continued smoothly, and I used every means to inquire about the news about Lin Feixing.
The Lin Feixing in Lin Yu's mouth is a completely different Lin Feixing from what I imagined. I used Lin Yu's mouth to find out all the information about Lin Feixing and reported it to Her Royal Highness the eldest princess.
One day, my sunflower water didn't arrive as promised, and I didn't take it to heart at first.
It didn't come until the second month, so I was worried and pinched my pulse. I was actually pregnant with Lin Yu's child!
That day, I felt my flat stomach, and was silent for a long time, thinking a lot in my head. I didn't expect this child to come so quickly.
When I told Lin Yu the news, he was as happy as a child, and his happy and bright smile touched my heart.
I decided to start a good life with him, after all, we have a child, this magical little life, I want to be a mother...
I started to get to know Lin Yu, I started to open up to him, and I found out that he was actually very good.
One day, I learned from Lin Yu's mouth that Lin Feixing was inhuman! Lin Yu still wants to adopt a child to Lin Feixing in the future. I don't want it. How can a child's father discuss the reason for giving the child away before the child is born
That day, Lin Yu told me a lot about his and Lin Feixing's past that I had to be moved by, but I still depended on him.
The next day, I reported Lin Feixing's information.
I am Lin Yu's wife.
I am the bright stake left by the Empress, the chess piece of Her Royal Highness the eldest princess.
Yuanding twenty-ninth year, July 7th.
My belly is bulging day by day, and I have to prepare my child's clothes.
Suddenly, the tip of the needle pierced my finger, and my heart skipped a beat when I saw the droplets of blood that came out.
Being in an empty room, I started to miss Lin Yu for the first time, if only he was at home.
Early the next morning, Lin Yu's personal soldiers came.
He said: Lin Yu died in battle.
When the personal soldiers left, I don't know.
I didn't cry, I didn't shed a single tear, it was just a play, a mission.
Lin Yu died guarding the big tent, but the body failed to return home and was buried by the commander.
It is said that a hundred dead soldiers composed of the Huns attacked at night. The entire army camp was killed and more than 100 were injured. Because of the large number of people buried and the fact that I was pregnant, I stayed at home.
On July 10, just after noon, Lin Feixing came.
His face was pale, his expression was haggard, he was stumbling, and he was dressed in plain clothes, holding Lin Yu's tablet in his hand.
Looking at Lin Yu's name on the tablet, my heart felt a tearing pain.
Why? I obviously don't love him, obviously it's just a play, why does my heart hurt
Lin Feixing handed the tablet to me, and before I could think about the reason, he fainted.
I was startled, and the tears that had just accumulated were scattered.
I supported my already stiff waist and dragged Lin Feixing onto the bed. What I didn't expect was: Lin Feixing is not short, why is it not heavy
Taking Lin Feixing's pulse, I widened my eyes: How is that possible
I was afraid that I would make a mistake in my judgment, so I checked it out carefully.
Lin Feixing is actually a woman!
I was speechless in astonishment, which subverted my cognition, and I couldn't find any words to describe how I felt that day.
Soon, I found a lot of problems from the pulse: Lin Feixing's pulse was very bad. On the one hand, it was stagnation caused by long-term worry and depression. On the other hand, how could there be a strange cold poison in Lin Feixing's body
I put down Lin Feixing's hand and looked at her pale face, her brows furrowed, combined with her weak pulse, there should be trauma on her body, probably because she was afraid of revealing her identity, so she didn't seek medical attention.
I took off her clothes, saw her body, and laughed dumbly: No wonder this person can hide his identity in the military camp, such a figure...
However, judging from the invisible skin under the clothes, it is not difficult to see that this Lin Feixing is a woman.
I turned over her body and saw a long wound on her back, starting from the right shoulder and spreading diagonally to the left waist.
Perhaps it was because I knew that this person was a woman, but looking at such a hideous wound, my mood was complicated.
Although I don't know why Lin Feixing entered the military camp, she must have suffered a lot over the years.
Fortunately, although Lin Feixing's wound was very long, it wasn't deep, and it was probably due to dodging in time.
However, due to the lack of timely treatment and the hot weather, the wound was slightly inflamed.
I had finished treating the wound on her body, and before I could bandage it, she woke up.
We looked at each other, and apart from the flickering panic in her eyes at first, all I read from her eyes was a deep sadness.
She looked at me with such sad eyes and said, "I'm sorry Awan, I didn't protect Ayu well, I'm sorry that you lost your husband and the child lost his father."
Then she wept.
I recalled how A Yin held me excitedly to praise, how strong and forbearing Lin Feixing was, A Yin sewed so many stitches on her arm, not to mention tears, not even the pain...
At this moment, looking at her tears and thinking of Lin Yu, the heartache spreads again.
Lin Feixing calmly asked me to treat her wounds and told her story.
What Lin Yu never told me, a longer and more detailed story...
After listening to Lin Feixing, no, it was Lin Wanyue's story. She looked at her shirtless upper body that was almost covered with bandages; there were many dark scars on her exposed arms, and there were even two centipedes on her right arm. A scar with a hideous shape, is this still a woman's body
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Yu Wan recovered from the memory, the tears on her face had dried up.
The dense silk cloth was still quietly lying on the case full of tears.
Yu Wan covered her bulging belly with one hand and stared blankly at the silk cloth on the case, feeling complicated.
If this silk cloth is given away, she cannot guarantee whether Lin Wanyue will live or die.
Lin Yu's body was not yet cold, and Lin Wanyue had rescued Lin Yu several times. Do he really want to do this
And kids...
Just now, Yu Wan truly felt the growth of this new life for the first time.
If she sends this silk paper out by herself, the princess will treat herself favorably, even if it is the worst outcome: Lin Wanyue is beheaded. The princess will still settle herself well, but what about this child
Will this child become a "pile" of a new generation
Yu Wan gently stroked her bulging belly. She never regretted that she had become Li Qingcheng's bright spot, Li Xian's pawn; but she didn't want her own child to be born and her fate to be decided!
Thinking about this, Yu Wan slowly got up from the chair, holding her waist, grabbed the silk cloth with one hand, wiped the tears on the table, and walked slowly to the kitchen.
He picked up the kettle sitting on the stove and threw the silk cloth in the stove.
The flickering flames quickly devoured the silk cloth. Yu Wan looked down at the silk cloth and saw that the silk cloth was completely turned to ashes before putting the kettle back in its original place.
The author has something to say: This chapter is Yu Wan's confession. I thought about it for a long time and wrote a lot, deleting, deleting, modifying, and revising. Finally, I found that Yu Wan's confession has the least number of words.
It allows everyone to use the least number of words and see the most plots, without procrastination, and explain quickly.
In this plot, anyone who uses the princess and the general has to write 2-3 chapters. Only Yu Wan's first person can explain it clearly and let the plot proceed quickly. Of course, there is an advantage, that is, through Yu Wan's mouth, if you look closely, you can see Li Xian's mind and see more things. It's a little surprise~
Lin Yu is dead. This is what I had in mind from the very beginning, when I set up this role.
At the beginning, I was still around 10 or so chapters. I forgot, I said that Lin Yu is very useful.