Despite the plague in the west and the civil engineering projects started by the governors in the east, the south is still relatively peaceful.
After being on the road for the past few days, Xiaoluzi and Ma Fei have arrived at Chenjiazhuang with their children.
When passing by Chenjiazhuang, I happened to find Chen Qing who committed suicide for love.
Chen Qing is a boy from a wealthy family and is married to Zhang Jian, an opera singer. Originally, the husband and wife were happy and loving each other, but when Chen Qing's father passed away, Zhang Jian actually wanted to remarry his wretched wife, Mrs. Xu.
There was a heated discussion in Chenjiazhuang for a while. By the way, if you have money, men must become bad? In fact, it's not necessarily the case. It's just that Zhang Jian, I don't know if it was his conscience or if he had premeditated it. Some people say that this person is a kindhearted person, while others say that this person is a treacherous act.
Of course, it is normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines, but the eldest lady of the Chen family suffered a lot. She seemed to be suffering from depression. She was depressed all day long and did not talk to anyone. Then Mrs. Xu kept talking about "sister" in the Chen family. It made her feel extremely sick.
Her father's departure made her seem to have lost some support. A woman who did not have the ability to stand alone could only bow her head in front of the man she once loved deeply.
It's just that the man she thought loved her to death actually wanted to marry another woman, and that woman was still his ex-wife.
She was so angry that the child dropped.
In her eyes, it seemed that she really had almost nothing. She couldn't figure it out for a moment, so she jumped into the long lake.
Death is not terrible. What is terrible is having the heart to die and thinking that it is all over.
She also struggled in the lake. She choked on the lake water one mouthful after another, and she was really despairing. When she thought she could finally say goodbye to all this, she was almost losing consciousness. She could feel something holding her body, and then slowly Slowly getting away from the discomfort and nausea.
Yes, she was rescued.
She has lost the courage to commit suicide again, but how should she live in the future
When Chen Qing opened her eyes, she heard different children calling her "sister" one after another. Originally, these two words were the most disgusting to her recently, but she heard so many childish voices calling her "sister". When she was her sister, Chen Qing still felt warm in her heart.
This kind and innocent voice seems to awaken a soul that doesn't want to wake up.
"Am I still alive?" Chen Qing asked in a fragile voice. She opened her eyes slightly and could see a group of children surrounding her, looking overjoyed.
"Sister, wake up!"
"Sister, you're awake!"
"Sister, sister, this sister is awake."
The children were very happy and surrounded Chen Qing.
"Well, girl, you're awake." Xiao Luzi gently held her body with his left hand and held her head with his right hand.
"I'm so happy to see you, thank you." Chen Qing smiled at this moment. She hadn't laughed for a long time. Since her father passed away, her life seemed to be heading towards a doomed path.
"It's okay. If you survive the catastrophe, you will be lucky!" Ma Fei was also very happy.
For some reason, Xiao Luzi seemed to see that version of herself in her eyes. If I hadn't been drunk and desperate, I definitely wouldn't have jumped into the sea. Could it be that this girl was also hurt by love
"Houfu, I don't want it anymore, I have nothing. In fact, you shouldn't have saved me, I jumped down by myself." As she spoke, Chen Qing's tears kept falling. What could be more painful than what she felt at this moment, when people she didn't know could care about her, but her husband treated her like this.
"Sister, sister, don't say that. We will all be fine."
"Yes, sister, you are so beautiful."
"Sister, don't cry, I'll wipe it for you."
Some children stretched out their little hands to wipe Chen Qing's tears, while others used their immature little hands to hold her hand, which moved her heart.
For a moment, various voices of concern for her could be heard in her ears, and Chen Qing cried again. This mixed feeling made Chen Qing so sad, and she could no longer hold back the tears she shed this time.
Her crying made the children around her anxious. The children were originally kind-hearted. They had been struggling on the edge of life and death for the past few days, and their emotions were also very fragile. Seeing this sister crying sadly, they all cried non-stop. stand up.
Xiao Luzi and Ma Fei looked at each other.
It was already dark, and there was really no time to just be sad and cry here with these children. Xiaoluzi just wanted to find a place to take the children to rest.
Xiaoluzi said: "Girl, staying here is not a long-term solution. You see your clothes are soaked. You have to find a place to stay quickly. It is windy at night and you can easily catch a cold."
Chen Qing nodded.
Ma Fei was still very sensible and asked Xiaoluzi to help the woman up, while he was already ready to carry her on his back.
The children stopped crying and one by one helped put Chen Qing on Ma Fei's back. A group of people walked to Chenjiazhuang's inn under the guidance of Chen Qing.
The eleven children plus Xiaolu had a total of five rooms. Xiaoluzi took care of Chen Qing. Because she was still very weak, they shared a room.
The older children take care of the younger children, the boys and girls sleep separately, and Ma Fei takes care of the three little boys. The rooms were arranged, but after a long day of traveling, everyone was a little hungry. Due to the tight budget, dinner was extremely simple. According to Xiaolu, it was just enough, so everyone went back to their rooms to rest early.
Xiaoluzi has arranged for the waiter at the inn to prepare bath water for Chen Qing. Chen Qing was still a little embarrassed in the room, so Xiaolu comforted her and said, "We are both girls, so what are we afraid of?"
I thought I could rest after Chen Qing took a bath.
But from her eyes, it seemed that she had a lot to say to herself. After the lights were turned off, the two girls lay on the bed and talked quietly.
Night, quiet.
Chen Qing and Xiaoluzi talked about their unfortunate experiences. Xiaoluzi truly felt pity for the girl next to him who once risked everything for love.
Xiaoluzi said softly: "Qingqing, let me tell you a story. There used to be a woodcutter, and chopping wood was his livelihood. One day, he rescued a killer who was hiding from his enemy on the mountain. The killer was dying, because he could Survive. Guess what happened next?”
Chen Qing guessed: "The killer is alive."
Xiaoluzi smiled and said: "Haha. The later killer became a woodcutter in the mountains, and the woodcutter got the killer's true biography and became a killer."
Chen Qing asked with a confused look on her face: "Ah, how could that be?"
Thinking of Chen Qing's surprised look, Xiaoluzi said with great interest: "Why not? First of all, look at how dangerous it is for the killer to be chased and killed. He definitely doesn't want to go. Then, look at that The woodcutter, he has been at ease all his life, and it is also based on his own choice to go out to see the world."
Chen Qing still felt strange and said, "This is too weird."
Xiaoluzi disagreed and said: "What's so strange. The killer made his choice, and the woodcutter also made his own choice."
Chen Qing asked: "Then can I also make a choice?"
Xiaoluzi replied: "Yes, if you want to be Lin Daiyu, Cao Cao can do it."
Chen Qing smiled. This little deer was quite naughty. She spoke in a decent manner and was very funny. She said, "I don't know them. I just want to be myself."
Chen Qing had never heard of people like Lin Daiyu and Cao Cao, but she had heard of this and that hero who were famous in the world.
Xiaoluzi asked: "Do you know Chu Sheng?"
Chen Qing replied: "I've heard of it. He is a very powerful emperor. Recently he also established the Huangtuo regime, which is known to the whole world."
"Oh." Xiao Luzi sighed. She had only heard of the Huang Tuo regime but had never seen it before. She continued: "He is a heartless person."
In fact, Xiaolu really wanted to tell her that this man sold his wife for a broken sword, and the sword was even stolen. But she held it back, fearing that mentioning her feelings would make her sad again. But how did Xiaoluzi know that in the days to come, he would be closely related to the Huangtuo regime.
Chen Qing asked: "Oh, why is he like this?"
Xiaoluzi laughed and said: "Because he is bad. Haha."
Chen Qing thought for a moment and realized that all these years have actually been quite uneven, and said, "Yes, every time he launches a war, it is us, the people of Li, who suffer."
Xiaoluzi thought to herself, this Chu Sheng is quite powerful, so she said: "Yes, yes, yes. Then let's go recruit soldiers and beat him to pieces."
Chen Qing is different from Xiaoluzi. She is a quiet girl. She replied to Xiaoluzi: "It's better for girls to stay at home and not be so violent."
Xiaoluzi pretended to be aggrieved and said, "Well, you mean that I am more violent."
"Okay, I'm so amused by you that I'm a little tired. Let's go to bed first."
At this moment, Chen Qing felt much more comfortable and didn't think too much. I just met this woman today. She always allowed herself to be quiet and not think so much. She slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep.
In her eyes, it is roughly simple. A simple person who makes people feel comfortable talking to her.
"Yeah." After finishing speaking, Xiaoluzi stopped talking.
Xiaoluzi knew very well that although the woman beside her was virtuous, she was stubborn and how much pain she had to go through before she even considered committing suicide. But what can I do for her? This plot is too bloody. She is obviously the leading female lead, but she is turned into the third female lead. Such a beautiful woman actually found a heartless man, but it is not too heartless. At least he is back in the arms of his ex-wife.
In Chen Qing's eyes, Zhang Jian has never been seen, but he should still have feelings for her, but Xiaoluzi feels that Xu is not a kind person. I hope Chen Qing can figure it out.
Xiaoluzi was thinking about when to set off. He couldn't leave Chen Qing and run away quickly, but it was better to find the master and the others as soon as possible with the group of children. After all, my abilities are limited. Before encountering any difficulties, the first priority is to ensure that everyone does not starve to death or get sick.