Female General’s Code, Fight for His Majesty

Chapter 50: I will live up to you in my passing years

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Fang shakes the city.

The snow is getting heavier as we go east. The howling cold wind seemed to swallow up the two people outside the door.

The hot tears flowed down Xiaoluzi's cheeks, and the cold water droplets followed the cold air, turning into ice particles and falling to the ground.

After the door opened, when we met again, it felt like we were a lifetime apart.

"Brother Shen, that girl came to see me." Xu Yanchen didn't notice Xiaoluzi who was crying secretly beside him. When he said his slowly overturned introduction, he realized that the girl beside him had already cried red. Blinded.

I don't know what the relationship between Jianfeng and that girl was, but those tears made me feel sad just looking at them. As an outsider, since he helped the girl see Shen Jianfeng, he naturally didn't ask any more questions, so he walked away.

"Little deer." After a long time, Shen Jianfeng said those words with difficulty.

Although he said it was easy, he didn't feel it at all. But when it comes to suffering, how can he not know the pain in her heart.

How could lovers who could live and die together if they made a mistake, come to that point

The wind was blowing outside. Looking at Xiaoluzi in front of him, Shen Jianfeng felt distressed, but he couldn't

So he pretended to be calm and told her, "It's cold outside. If you have anything to say, please go into the back room and say it."

At this moment, Xiaoluzi had thousands of words in her heart, but her throat seemed to be stuck, and she couldn't utter a single word, so she had to let her unfulfilled tears flow.

Looking at his expressionless and worried look, Xiaoluzi wanted to ask for an explanation. Since he had come with him, why didn't he want to tell him

Even if you lie to yourself.

I remember very much the way he carried her on his back when they were sixteen. I remember very much how when he was eighteen years old, he came to the door of his dormitory and told all the female classmates in the dormitory that he would marry her. I still remember how he couldn't say a word when he confronted me and questioned him after two years of separation.

All that shouldn't be like that.

She knew whether he had her in his heart. Why must I ask to leave her

Xiao Luzi followed Shen Jianfeng to the pharmacy in silence.

There are various medicinal materials and various medical books inside, which he usually studies. For Shen Jianfeng, who studied economics in college, he is a layman in medical skills. But he has been an extremely smart child since he was a child, and he has gained his own profound insights during the widespread epidemic in the past few months.

Shen Jianfeng brought Xiaoluzi to the stove. The fire in the stove was burning brightly. Xiaoluzi then raised his head and looked at Shen Jianfeng's familiar face in the bright firelight. The red rash on his face was also very unpleasant. It's obvious.

That made her very sad, but she never had time to be sad again. If the condition continues to drag on and get worse, Shen Jianfeng may be like that person in Fang Yao City who faints from time to time. I must seek to cure him.

Shen Jianfeng didn't know what he was begging for, so he just wanted to call her name, "Xiaolu."

He liked to treat her coldly, but every time he called her name, his heart melted.

Like a piece of ice in a hot spring, melted by the warm heat

Looking at the most ruthless man in front of her, Xiao Luzi Bu Qin rushed towards him and hugged him.

"From now on, don't ask to leave him, okay? Jianfeng." Xiaoluzi said to him with tears in his eyes, almost pleading.

She longed for that hug so much. It had been a long time since she hugged that man. It had been two years. The man she had been dreaming about in her dreams was right in front of her. If she couldn't hug him at that second, it seemed that Dong begged to lose him in one second.

Although Shen tried his best to control his tears, he still lost. No matter how smart his mind was, it was still controlled by his heart. His heart told him that he was cruel.

He deceived everyone, but he could not deceive himself.

He is obviously more ruthless than anyone else, and he is obviously more afraid of her being hurt than anyone else, but yet he is more timid and cowardly than anyone else. How could the person he risked his life to protect in his youth hurt her so deeply without knowing it.

For two years, he thought that if they didn't contact each other, they would just break off and forget about them.

However, he overestimated himself and underestimated her.

Two people who are cruel to each other collide again, sparks fly, and they cling to each other for life and death.

Can he please take her home, back to their time, then those who should be blamed for their mistakes are not allowed to face their mistakes? Dong Bufu is forced to abandon her under the circumstances that he has no choice but to abandon her. He cannot bear to abandon her for the second time.

After the tears passed, she saw Xiaoluzi hugging her tightly, and Shen coldly said to her, "Xiaolu, I listen, there is no past between them, so why should I obsess about it."

That sentence was wrong to Xiao Luzi, but it hurt her a hundred times, but all the hurt was over, and she was afraid. In that world, there is no longer the person he wants to marry, so why not lie to himself.

Xiaoluzi returned almost pleadingly: "Jianfeng, in his previous life, he foolishly jumped into the sea, and I followed him. Then in the previous life, didn't they owe each other nothing? , since God has arranged it, let’s do it again, okay?”

When she hugged him, although his voice was cold, as cold as the snow outside, she could feel the hot heartbeat.

Now she wants to hug him tightly and never let go of her legs.

She was wrong for him, how could he not know it. It was like the heart beating for her was still the same as before.

Listening to her words, Shen Jianfeng was very moved, and his heart was completely melted by her. When he was a little shaken and asked to agree to her, there was a "dong dong dong" knock on the door outside.

Listening to the heavy knock on the door, it seemed that Qianfu was coming.

Seeing someone coming outside, Xiaoluzi let go of his legs in embarrassment and even wiped the tears on his face. Every time I see Shen Jianfeng, I feel sad and can't help but shed tears.

"Please come in." As he said this, Shen Jianfeng slowly walked to the door, took away the wooden pillar, and opened the door.

The moment the door was opened, a bright light seemed to slowly pour into the not-so-dark room.

In Xiaoluzi's eyes, the woman in the bright light was unparalleled in beauty. Compared with the Yin Zixu seen in Zidu City, she was even more beautiful.

But maybe, that's just what Xiaoluzi likes. He seemed too weak, but the cold brows and eyes of the woman in front of him had a kind of nobility that she never had.

"Is that my friend? Jianfeng, I'll follow him." Qianfu slowly walked up to Shen, then turned to Xiaoluzi and said, "Girl, I'll wait for Dong over there first, and he will come back later to accompany me." I reminisce about old times.”

She just wanted to put Xiao Luzi and Shen Jianfeng away and see Bu Ling. It was that simple. Qian Fu pulled Shen Jianfeng's sleeve and begged to leave.

After listening to Xu Xu jokingly tell everyone that a girl, or a serious lover, came to the city tomorrow, and shed a lot of tears, Qianfu hurried over, and after four months of getting along, or She had already fallen in love with the man who didn't know any martial arts but was just and upright.

He didn't know why he was so impatient, but Xiaoluzi thought to himself that he would cry stupidly in front of Jianfeng, so he should be serious about business. After all, Jianfeng's disease needs to be cured. So many patients can't be saved.

Although he didn't give himself a positive answer, he couldn't live up to that fleeting time and his love. If you want to reminisce about the past, why don’t you wait until you come back from collecting medicine.

Xiaoluzi had calmed down his emotions and was preparing to head towards the Kunlun Mountains to the west. "Well, he just asked to leave, Jianfeng, he will come back, wait for him."

Seeing Qianfu like that, Shen even broke away and said to her, "That's Xiaolu, he's a cruel person."

That's Xiaolu, he's a ruthless person.

The corners of Xiaoluzi's eyes became wet again.

That's Xiaolu, he's a ruthless person.

That sentence made her pray to heaven. Her heart seemed to be so fierce that it wanted to jump out of her body. She couldn't help but stand up on her feet and kissed the left side of Shen Jianfeng's face.

I am so honored and blessed! At this moment, Xiao Luzi is ruthless when he sees the whole world! So happy!

That kiss ignited the fierce fire between two people who were already hostile to each other. But it also mercilessly ignited the anger among Qianfu.

She turned around and left unhappy.

In fact, Qian Fu took the initiative to pull people away, which was very different from her usual style. She was usually so arrogant, but in front of Shen, she looked like a jealous woman.

And Shen Jianfeng's rejection made Qian Fuwai feel like there were thousands of thorns in her heart. How could she give up? Can she be the first

Xiaoluzi didn't notice the back of Qianfu walking away angrily, but Shen Jianfeng gently pulled her leg and said to her gently: "Xiaoluzi, she is very special. It would be better for me and him to have less contact with her. "

Xiaoluzi nodded.

Shen Jianfeng's sudden change made Xiaoluzi a little embarrassed. The two of them took advantage of the heavy snow to go to the snow and build a snowman.

I chased after him, smiling so sweetly.

They are the same as before.

Shen Jianfeng stopped there, and Xiaoluzi jumped forward and landed on Shen Jianfeng's body. He hugged her unconsciously and walked and walked and swam in the snow.

There, it looks like a couple separated for two years. Obviously not the lover in the first love.

Shen Jianfeng didn't smile so happily for a long time.

The way he smiled was as cheerful as mushrooms after a spring rain. How is that like the man who has been melancholy for a long time? He is obviously not the young man who played basketball hard in high school, so in Xiaoluzi's heart, just seeing him smile will make her happy.

She also firmly believed that his share of happiness would definitely be given to her.

Watching Xiao Luzi touching the bridge of his nose and then looking at his ears, Shen Jianfeng couldn't help but kiss her face. He felt so happy.

So he held the thickly dressed little deer and rolled around in the snow. When the two of them got tired, they walked east and lay in the snow to look at the sky.

Xiaoluzi said to Shen Jianfeng: "Shen Jianfeng, I will never let you down in this fleeting year. He, Liu Silu, will live up to me tomorrow."

Shen Jianfeng replied with tears in his eyes: "I dance, and he dances too."

Xiaoluzi was deeply impressed by that surprising joke, and Shen Jianfeng begged her to deny it.

Life and death follow each other!

If her life could be static in the future, she would dream of staying by that day, that moment, and that person's side forever.

But if he was sick, she asked him to be cured.

Seeing Shen Jianfeng's bright smile on his face, Xiaoluzi said softly: "Jianfeng, wait for him."

Although he didn't know why she said that, Shen Jianfeng replied, "Wait for me."

Just that sentence is enough.

Xiaoluzi hugged Shen Jianfeng tightly and cried in the snow. And Shen Jianfeng placed her legs, which were red from the cold, tightly into his clothes. When he saw the rough scars on her legs, he felt extremely distressed.

Before she knew it, she fell asleep in that warm embrace. Shen Jianfeng stood up slowly, took her back to the house, lit the charcoal fire, and just watched her sleeping.

From time to time, he gently touched her forehead, and from time to time, he gently smoothed her hair on her forehead.

Looking at her sleeping peacefully, he decided that she was his angel.

He was cruel to her from the beginning to the end.