Female Mentor of a Boy Group Selection Competition

Chapter 110: Depression

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Sheng Ziyu looked back at him. His firm and resolute attitude gave her an indescribable sense of security.

She is actually not a woman who needs a sense of security. A woman's sense of security comes from many aspects. She has beauty, a thriving career, and an independent economy.

So... she always felt that she didn't need a sense of security, but she gave herself a sense of security.

But when it happens occasionally that Lu Jiangyuan hugs her and tells her not to worry, that he has a way, Sheng Ziyu will also feel warm in her heart.

"Yeah." She responded softly.

Lu Jiangyuan quickly contacted Assistant Gao, then put a scarf around Sheng Ziyu, a hat and a mask on her. In winter, the clothes are thick and it is cold outside, so it is difficult to recognize her in this outfit.

After he wrapped her up tightly, he took her hand and went straight to the garage.

At 1:30 in the morning, Sheng Ziyu appeared at the door of the ward.

Tang Qi had been transferred to a private hospital by Secretary Ning, so Sheng Ziyu was not worried about being recognized.

She pushed the door open and looked at the woman inside.

Secretary Ning was standing by, and the nanny was pouring water for Tang Qi. This was not the nanny hired by Yu Chen, but the new one that Sheng Ziyu had just asked to replace on the way.

Tang Qi sat on the hospital bed, his hair was messy, his face was pale, and he exuded an indescribable depression.

Sheng Ziyou spoke in a very soft voice, as if afraid of scaring her: "Tang Qi..."

After these two words fell, Tang Qi seemed to come back to his senses and looked at Sheng Ziyu.

After a moment, she seemed to lose control of her hidden emotions and collapsed in an instant: "Ziyou—my child is gone—Ziyou—"

Sheng Ziyu stepped forward and hugged Tang Qi tightly.

Lu Jiangyuan winked at Secretary Ning and the nanny, and the three of them retreated, leaving the entire room to Sheng Ziyu and Tang Qi.

After the three of them left, Lu Jiangyuan asked, "How is she?"

He was actually a very indifferent person, and didn't really care about what happened to Tang Qi, but Sheng Ziyu did care, so he just asked. Maybe when Sheng Ziyu wanted to know, he would be more willing to tell her.

Secretary Ning frowned slightly and said, "She had a miscarriage. She is not in good health and suffers from depression. The doctor said... her mental state may not be very good either."

Lu Jiangyuan was stunned.

In the ward, Tang Qi cried heartbreakingly.

She rarely has such mood swings. This woman is smiling most of the time, with the shyness of a beautiful girl next door.

Gentle and gentle, it seems that she rarely gets angry with people, let alone... cries loudly.

Sheng Ziyu felt a little distressed, patted her back gently, and comforted her tenderly: "Qiqi, there will be more, there will be more in the future."

Tang Qi shook his head and cried.

Sheng Ziyu patted her gently. She was much younger than Tang Qi, but when she called her Qiqi, she seemed like a reliable older sister who could give her support.

Tang Qi cried for a long time, as if she was crying out all the grievances she had suffered over the years.

After she finished crying, she said with a pale face and sobbed, "Thank you..."

Sheng Ziyou looked at her with a smile, his eyes full of encouragement: "No need to say thank you, Qiqi, can you tell me what's going on?"

"I want to leave." When Tang Qi said these four words, it was as if he had made a major decision and had drained all his strength.

She slumped over on the hospital bed, looking much thinner than when I last saw her.

Sheng Ziyu suddenly seemed to think of something. He held Tang Qi's hand with one hand and opened his cell phone with the other.

There were no related topics in the hot searches, so she searched for Yu Chen directly. A topic popped up, and Sheng Ziyu's face darkened and she opened it.

This topic is not on the hot searches, but it may be very high up during dinner time.

Later, perhaps because Yu Chen withdrew, the eye-catching topic was no longer a hot search so quickly.

#The actor Yu Chen and the young actress Zheng Jiaoqian are in love#

Sheng Ziyu clicked on it and saw that when Yu Chen was interviewed by a reporter, he was asked whether his relationship was true, and he did not respond.

If they are not in love, they will usually respond directly - fake.

Some people who are truly in love will also respond to fake ones.

Avoiding this topic is tantamount to agreeing to it.

Sheng Ziyu frowned, thinking that Yu Chen was extremely stupid when it came to feelings!

"It's okay. If you want to leave, I'll take you and live at my place." Sheng Ziyu put away his phone and smiled.

Tang Qi looked at her, holding her tightly with his fingers, as if he was holding on to a life-saving straw.

Because of Yu Chen, she no longer has a social circle, and her family has cut off contact with her because she "did not accept blind date arrangements."

There is only Yu Chen in her world. Now, she wants to leave Yu Chen, but she doesn’t know how to leave this world.

Sheng Ziyu is the only person she can think of and her only support now.

Tang Qi was a little confused, but she was very determined: "Take me away."

Tang Qi's body is not suitable for strenuous movements or being blown by the wind.

The driver parked the car at the door. The area closest to the door had already been cleared out. Tang Qi was wrapped in a quilt and Sheng Ziyu was carrying her on his back.

Lu Jiangyuan felt very distressed and wanted to carry Tang Qi on his back instead of Sheng Ziyu.

But Tang Qi was very resistant. Her hands were grabbing Sheng Ziyu, as if she was grabbing everything.

Sheng Ziyu carried her downstairs. Fortunately, there was an elevator, so they went straight to the door. He wrapped Tang Qi tightly and got into the car directly.

The car drove to where Sheng Ziyou used to live. Secretary Ning and the nanny were watching the road in front to prevent Sheng Ziyou from being photographed. It was late at night and the road was smooth.

By the time they helped Tang Qi lie down on the bed, it was already four o'clock in the morning.

"You go and accompany her. I'll call Zhao Jing and ask for another day off for you today." Lu Jiangyuan instructed.

Sheng Ziyou nodded, her eyes warming up: "Thank you."

Lu Jiangyuan stretched out his hand, scratched Sheng Ziyu's nose, shook his head, and said lovingly: "You are still polite to me, you should also take care of yourself."

"Hmm." Sheng Ziyu suddenly thought of something, "Don't tell Yu Chen about Tang Qi's current location for now."

Just make him anxious to death!

Lu Jiangyuan agreed and stayed in the living room while Sheng Ziyu entered Tang Qi's room.

Tang Qi hadn't slept yet. When Sheng Ziyu walked in, she was still staring blankly with her eyes open.

"Why don't you rest yet? You need to rest more now." Sheng Ziyu's voice was soft and disapproving.

Tang Qi reached out and held Sheng Ziyou's hand: "I can't sleep."

Sheng Ziyu sat beside the bed and accompanied her.

Tang Qi made some room for Sheng Ziyu to go to bed and rest.

Sheng Ziyou shook her head: "It's okay, I'm not sleepy, I'll talk to you for a while."

Tang Qi licked his lips, his eyes were dead and without any light.

Sheng Ziyu sighed imperceptibly. Although she wanted to scold Yu Chen, she had to say when Tang Qi was desperate, "Yu Chen didn't respond because he was afraid that it would become a big deal and affect you. And there was another reason why he didn't respond. He wanted to... find a chance to announce your relationship to the public."

She knew something and could guess Yu Chen's plan. Tang Qi's pregnancy was unstable, so he had been suppressing it, wanting to wait until her pregnancy was stable before telling anyone.

Don't underestimate the abilities of people today. Once he admits that his lover is an outsider, reporters will use various methods to dig deeper into Tang Qi's identity.

They couldn't find Tang Qi, but people who knew Tang Qi could find her.

Yu Chen was afraid that they would affect Tang Qi, whose fetus was still unstable, so he kept delaying.

But unexpectedly, this would hurt Tang Qi even more.

"Ziyou... I've waited for too long, so long that... I've given up hope..." Tang Qi looked up at the ceiling, tears rolling down the corners of his eyes, his eyes lifeless.

Sheng Ziyu didn't know what to say, so he just held her hand tightly.

"When Yu Chen proposed to me, it was the happiest moment of my life. The person I love, such an outstanding person, held flowers and asked me to marry him. It was so exciting. Even if I could only register secretly with the help of connections, even if I couldn't share this joy for many years afterwards..." Her voice was desperate. When she thought of the happiest moment of her life, she felt only despair.

"Tang Qi..."

She continued, "I thought I could hold on, but after so many years... I have no friends, no family. Last year, he came back a total of 67 times, 31 times he only stayed for a while, saw him once and then left. Another 28 times he only stayed for one night, and eight times he stayed for several days. The longest one was during the New Year, which lasted five days and four nights. The year before last, he went to a New Year's Eve party, and I could only spend the New Year listening to his voice on the phone."

Sheng Ziyu's heart trembled slightly. How lonely must one be to count the days

"Last year was the time when he came back the most. In the past few years, he sometimes only came back once every three or four months, stayed for a day or two, and then left in a hurry. I didn't dare to see him, for fear that I would be photographed and it would affect him..." Tang Qi said in a low voice.

She didn't even need Sheng Ziyou to respond, and continued, "I thought I could hold on, but after just a few years, I feel like the days are really long. I don't know how long I will be lonely in the future, and I don't know how long I have to wait."

Tang Qi's voice choked with sobs: "When I was pregnant, I was so happy. From now on, I will finally no longer be alone. But at this time, I saw those rumors everywhere and his attitude of evasion. But it doesn't matter, I have a child, I can hold on for the child. But why, God didn't even leave me a child..."

Sheng Ziyou's eyes turned red and he hugged her: "Tang Qi, Tang Qi, it's over. Things will be different in the future..."

"Ziyou... I... I want to leave, but I don't know how to live without Yu Chen..." Tang Qi cried with confusion in her voice.

Sheng Ziyu's heart skipped a beat.

She didn't expect that Tang Qi was so seriously ill...

Yes, Tang Qi has no job and waits at home every day, just waiting for Yu Chen's possible return.

She had no friends and almost no contact with her family. All she had in her life was waiting day after day.

Apart from waiting, Tang Qi didn't know what else he could do.

"Tang Qi, things will be different in the future. You can find a leisurely job, and if your boss is too annoying, you can fire him. Get a husky. I heard that huskies are stupid and silly, and you can solve problems for it every day. I heard that the tropical seaside is also warm in winter, so you can take your husky to the beach to play in winter. By the way, I heard last time..." Sheng Ziyu spoke in a gentle voice as he told Tang Qi about the future and told her interesting "hearsays" one after another.

Tang Qi gradually shifted her gaze towards Sheng Ziyu, listening attentively with a focused look, as if following her words, she saw a different picture.

At 5:30 in the morning, Tang Qi fell asleep.

Sheng Ziyu came out quietly. Lu Jiangyuan was still sitting in the living room. Hearing the voice, he looked at her worriedly.

He was worried about Sheng Ziyu's health.

Sheng Ziyou let out a long sigh and said softly, "She fell asleep. I don't know why, but she is completely different today than before. I always feel..."

"Smiling depression." said Lu Jiangyuan.

Sheng Ziyu was stunned and stared at him blankly.

Lu Jiangyuan hugged her tightly in his arms, as if to give her support, and said softly: "Tang Qi used to be very gentle and smiled at everyone, but in fact she suffers from mild smiling depression, and she subconsciously hides all her emotions. This time she lost her child, her emotions have changed a bit, and her mental state may not be very good."

Sheng Ziyu was stunned and leaned in Lu Jiangyuan's arms.

She is her friend, and during the time they have been together, she didn't even notice that she had such serious emotional problems!

Smiling depression

Because I have to leave the smile to Yu Chen every time and keep the pain to myself

Sheng Ziyu felt a pain in his heart.

At this moment, Yu Chen called.

Sheng Ziyou gritted her teeth and answered the call. The voice on the other end was anxious, even a little crazy.

"Ziyou, do you know where Qiqi went? She lost her child and is weak. Do you know where she went?!"

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