I like you, I don't care who you like, I don't care if you have me in your heart, but you can only be mine.
Why do we need the mind but not the body? What do we need the body but not the mind? He wants both.
If he could only choose one thing between the two, it would undoubtedly be his body.
I want my body, I have people around me, every drop of water will penetrate my body, and as time goes by, I will be able to make you mine sooner or later.
Yue Tingfeng was different from others, different from everyone Yan Qingsi had met. She didn't know what to say about Yue Tingfeng.
Sometimes he is like a child, sometimes he is like a ruffian, and sometimes he can help her carry everything. She has hated him and used him. Now... she doesn't know how to express how she feels about him.
Yan Qingsi has been holding tightly to the line of defense in her heart. She clearly understands her situation, knows what she should do, and understands what she will face after everything is done.
Nothing will end well for her...
She is not qualified to love others, and she does not dare to accept other people's love.
Looking into Yue Tingfeng's eyes, Yan Qingsi had mixed feelings in her heart. It would be great if she was just a simple office worker and an ordinary girl!
Yue Tingfeng saw the struggle in Yan Qingsi's eyes, and her heart was frightened and tormented.
Yue Tingfeng gritted his teeth. He was determined not to interrupt her. She almost wanted to say: Forget it. If you don't know how to answer, just stop talking.
But he thought about He Lanfang's New Year's goods, thought about Qin Jingzhi, and then thought about Jin Xuechu, tsk... It's my uncle's fault!
Yan Qingsi's hands tightly grasped the corners of her clothes, her palms were sweating, and her throat was feeling hot.
Yan Qingsi wanted to see her heart clearly, but she couldn't see it. She seemed to have no heart at all, and that part was empty.
Yan Qingsi panicked. It was the first time she looked panicked in front of Yue Tingfeng. Her eyes were indescribable fear and her lips trembled slightly: "I... don't know, I seem... I... maybe I don't know anymore. How to love someone..."
After witnessing the death of her biological mother, Yan Qingsi bid farewell to her childhood at that moment. There was no excess of adolescence in her world, and she suddenly matured in the blood and corpse of her biological mother.
At that time, she knew: I don't want others to love me, and I don't need to love others. I want to be strong, I want revenge, and I want to be indifferent.
Because she was so humble and insignificant, someone could easily crush her to death.
She didn't dare to be moved, didn't dare to have friends, she was afraid that if she was not careful, she would be doomed.
When a person has been really indifferent or heartless for a long time, perhaps he has really lost the ability to love others because he can't find where his heart is.
Just like a habit, it cannot be formed overnight, but once it is formed, it is difficult to break it.
Yan Qingsi was like this. In the past, she didn't think there was anything wrong with this. She thought it was good and she could ignore everyone.
But... now, as someone who is different to her, tell her, do you want what I will give you for the rest of your life? It gave Yan Qingsi a strong impact, and she suddenly realized that she couldn't find where her heart was.
but…
Yan Qingsi's eyes were dry and she had no tears to shed. She opened her mouth and said after a while: "But I don't want to refuse. What do you think I should do?"
Yes, she didn't want to refuse.
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