Tao Huainan was led by Chi Cheng through the school, and met several acquaintances along the way, and they all said hello.
Walking to an empty path, Chi Cheng took his hand, walked slowly over, and asked Tao Huainan, "What are you hiding from?"
Tao Huainan said he didn't hide.
"Why didn't you hide so far away?" Chi Cheng said.
He was talking about Tao Huainan deliberately walking behind him in the dormitory building, and he didn't even use his blind cane.
Tao Huainan shook the hands they were holding: "How far is it? Isn't this very close?"
"Just now."
Tao Huainan thought for a while before he understood what Chi Cheng said, and said blankly, "I didn't hide, I just walked normally."
Chi Cheng glanced at him, and said after a while, "Don't think about messy things in your mind."
"I didn't think so!" Tao Huainan said with a smile, "Isn't that a little bit unsightly?"
"You don't care if it looks good or not," Chi Cheng frowned, "Why don't you think it looks bad at home."
"It's embarrassing to you if you don't look good," Tao Huainan hooked Chi Cheng's fingers, "Brother Chi is so cool after all, yes, yes... If the younger brother is ugly, he doesn't look good."
Every time Tao Huainan talked about "object", he got stuck, and finally changed the word.
Chi Cheng still had a fierce expression on his face, and without saying a word, he just led Tao Huainan outside.
Tao Huainan has been paying attention to his manners since he was a child, and his brothers taught him well, so he couldn't tell he was blind when he didn't hold a blind stick. Now even though there is a sign of a blind stick, I still pay attention to these things. He usually pays attention to strangers, let alone Chicheng school.
The brightest guys are here, they are so good.
But Tao Huainan is by no means inferior. He has always been confident in his confidence. Our little doctor Tao has all the looks and temperaments, and he is not bad in anything.
Chi Cheng has been fierce until eating, since he was a child, he couldn't connect with Tao Huainan's twists and turns, and now he obviously doesn't like it.
When eating, the two sat face to face, each with a couch. Later, Tao Huainan smiled and moved to Chi Cheng's side, and if Chi Cheng didn't make room for him, Tao Huainan squeezed him to the side, Chi Cheng moved in later, and Tao Huainan squeezed a sofa next to him , get close and eat together.
The left hand touches Chi Cheng's arm from time to time, and touches the forearm and wrist in a rare way.
Chi Cheng told him to eat well.
"Eat well," Tao Huainan said, "I'm almost full."
With him being so close to the sticky person, Chi Cheng couldn't be more aggressive, he just thought he was annoying.
"Don't hide anymore," Tao Huainan put his chin on Chi Cheng's shoulder, squinted his eyes and said, "I'll hold your arm if I meet someone you know again."
"Let's go," Chi Cheng didn't look at him, and pushed him with his elbow, "I can't eat anymore."
Tao Huainan let him go, leaned on the table with his chin propped on his arms, and said, "Eat as you eat."
After the meal is finished, the room can finally be opened, and Tao Huainan's longing has finally come.
The little girl at the front desk saw them coming in holding hands, and also saw the blind stick in Tao Huainan's hand, and asked as usual, "A double room or a double room?"
Tao Huainan immediately tugged at the hem of Chi Cheng's clothes, and heard Chi Cheng say, "Big bed."
The front desk said politely: "Okay, just wait a moment."
Tao Huainan waited contentedly by the side until Chicheng took the card and led him upstairs.
Tao Huainan is still thinking about what Chi Cheng said in the dormitory before, and now he is going to get a room and go to bed.
Chi Cheng opened the door and inserted the card, took off Tao Huainan's schoolbag and put it aside. Tao Huainan took off his coat, and threw himself on Chi Cheng again. Chi Cheng was unprepared, and was thrown over by him in a panic.
"I want you to hug me," Tao Huainan said with his arms around Chi Cheng, "Hold me up and hug me like that."
Chi Cheng's expression was very peaceful at the moment, and there was even a soft smile in his eyes. The coat on his body was still on, but he also followed his wishes, bent slightly, and hugged Tao Huainan's buttocks.
Tao Huainan jumped up cooperatively, put his arms around Chi Cheng's neck, and asked with a smile, "Am I heavier than before?"
Chi Cheng hugged him and walked into the room: "It's not sinking."
Tao Huainan was put on the bed by Chi Cheng, Chi Cheng turned around to take off his coat, Tao Huainan got up again, and took off his clothes to take a shower. Chi Cheng put away the clothes he had taken off, and Tao Huainan went to wash them by himself by touching the wall.
Chi Cheng charged the phone, and the phone rang as soon as it was plugged in. It was brother's video, and Chi Cheng picked it up.
"Brother." When the video was connected, Chi Cheng called out.
Tao Xiaodong was heartless and asked over there: "Where is the baby?"
Chi Cheng tilted his chin in the direction of the bathroom: "I'm taking a shower."
"Scared you today?" Tao Xiaodong laughed happily, leaning on the sofa and asked, "As soon as the door is opened, the annoying spirit comes again."
If he didn't talk about Chi Cheng, he still had to ask him, and he raised it up by himself, Chi Cheng looked at him: "Brother, what do you think?"
"Ah?" Tao Xiaodong chatted while eating fruit, "What do you think?"
"You really let him go to Beijing by himself?" Chi Cheng couldn't understand, "You just let him mess around?"
Tao Xiaodong said "Hi" indifferently: "What's the matter, he's already that old."
The two brothers disagreed on this matter, Chi Cheng told him not to let Tao Huainan come next time, Xiaodong shook his head and said: "I don't care, I can't stop the child if he wants to go."
Tao Huainan took a shower for a long time, and when he came out, Chi Cheng's video had already been hung up.
"Did you make a video with brother just now?" Tao Huainan only wore a pair of underwear, got into the bed naked, and surrounded himself with the quilt.
Chi Cheng saw that he was having fun, touched his face and called him "Tao Huainan".
"Hey, yes." Tao Huainan bit his hand and responded.
"Can you save me a little worry?" Chi Cheng said standing beside him.
Tao Huainan stretched out his hand from under the quilt, hugged Chi Cheng, raised his face and said, "Yes."
"You will agree." Chi Cheng pinched his face.
The tip of Tao Huainan's nose pressed against Chi Cheng's stomach, and he said it very seriously: "You miss me, so I want you to see me when you miss me."
Chi Cheng didn't speak, and looked at Tao Huainan's eyebrows and eyes. Under the light, Tao Huainan's whole body was covered with a layer of warm color. Chi Cheng reached out his hand to block the light in front of his face, covering a shadow.
"I didn't think about you." Chi Cheng said.
Tao Huainan smiled gently, nodded and said "OK": "I missed you."
All the intimate things that Tao Huainan would do were taught by Chi Cheng, or it could be said that the two puppies figured it out together.
They are even more familiar with each other's bodies than their own, and they know what the other party likes.
Tao Huainan's mobile phone hurt his back on the bed, but they had no time to take care of it.
Chi Cheng has been gentle today, even biting people doesn't hurt.
"I have it in my bag," Tao Huainan breathed lightly, with uncontrollable lust in his voice, "I brought it."
"Well," Chi Cheng bit Tao Huainan's thin ear, whispered, "I won't let you hurt today."
Tao Huainan closed his eyes, the phone stuck under his back distracted him a bit.
Chi Cheng went to get things, Tao Huainan put his hands behind his back and put the phone aside.
When Chi Cheng came back after taking the things, they kissed together again, and while breathing and breathing, Tao Huainan was lifted up by Chi Cheng, and a pillow was placed for him.
I don't know whose elbow or arm got it. The poor phone was touched again and again, and it was barely left by the bed. If it was touched again, it would fall off.
Chi Cheng reached out to stop him, and threw the cell phone that was about to drop by the bedside. His hands were slippery, his body was stained on the screen, and a mess of background programs opened in disorder.
Tao Huainan held Chi Cheng's arm, closed his eyes and said, "Okay...you come."
Chi Cheng lowered his head to kiss him, put his lips in his mouth, and called out in a low voice, "Tao Huainan."
"Tao Huainan—"
Another voice belonging to Chi Cheng suddenly sounded from the side, entangled with Chi Cheng's current "Tao Huainan".
The two of them were taken aback for a moment, Chi Cheng leaned on the bed and raised his eyebrows.
"... I hurt."
Tao Huainan hadn't reacted just now, his mind was already empty, and he didn't immediately think of where the voice came from. Hearing this complete sentence now, Tao Huainan's eyebrows twitched, and he opened his eyes suddenly.
Chi Cheng maintained his original posture and only looked back at the mobile phone on the bedside.
The audio on Tao Huainan's mobile phone is automatically played in a loop, and it plays again and again.
The rubbing sound of turning over stopped, and Chi Cheng spoke with difficulty, his voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear clearly, as if to hold back, as if to show weakness, and said a sentence in extreme sadness: "Tao Huainan... I am in pain."
The audio ends, and it's all over again.
Chi Cheng's arm was still leaning against Tao Huainan's face, neither of them moved.
Tao Huainan opened his eyes helplessly, breathing gently within the square inch surrounded by Chi Cheng's arms.
Later, it was Chi Cheng who got up first, stood up straight with one leg, and put the other knee on the edge of the bed, picked up Tao Huainan's phone, and turned off all background programs.
Tao Huainan used to be like this, he didn't remember to close any programs he opened.
The audio stopped, and the beautiful atmosphere in the room just now was stopped by this painful recording.
Chi Cheng in that recording was too embarrassed, he put his posture so low, and the person who never bowed his head said that in a soft voice at night.
At the beginning of the second year of high school, Chi Cheng said "pain", which made Tao Huainan's heart soften for two years.
But this time in the recording, after Chi Cheng finished speaking, Tao Huainan was still lying on his knees, without even raising his head.
Tao Huainan sat up, hugged Chi Cheng, and said sadly, "Brother, I'm sorry."
Chi Cheng put his phone beside him, rubbed the back of Tao Huainan's head with the back of his hand, cleared his throat and said, "I don't blame you."
Tao Huainan couldn't hear it at that time, he didn't hear Chi Cheng's pain.
Chi Cheng got off the ground, went to wash his hands, and when he came back, he sat on the head of the bed and patted his legs: "Come on."
Tao Huainan came over in silence, and lay down beside Chi Cheng, with his face against his waist. Chi Cheng pulled the quilt to cover him, and said, "Talk for a while."
Tao Huainan said "OK".
"We haven't chatted all this time. My mind was not clear last time, and I didn't want to bring it up later." Chi Cheng said to Tao Huainan, stroking his back with his hand.
Tao Huainan still said "yes".
"I've always said that I didn't forgive you. In fact, there is no forgiveness or non-forgiveness. You are mine." Chi Cheng squeezed Tao Huainan's ear, and said to him, "It's okay to forgive, or not to forgive."
Before Chi Cheng started to say anything, these two sentences already made Tao Huainan's eyes red.
"That's all you have to offer, just secretly listen to the recording." Chi Cheng looked down at him, Tao Huainan didn't look up, Chi Cheng said, "Listen to me, what does it feel like to be hurt?"
Tao Huainan hugged him, unable to answer.
When Chi Cheng really wanted to say something, Tao Huainan couldn't hold him back. Once a person who doesn't like talking speaks up, it can hurt Tao Huainan every time.
Chi Cheng scratched his forehead with his thumb and called out, "Baby."
Tao Huainan choked for breath, and heard Chi Cheng say, "Now I'm still in pain too."