When Tao Huainan said "I don't need you", it doesn't matter what follows the sentence. He said it out of his own strength, hurting the enemy one thousand and self-damaging two thousand.
Since he doesn't need Chi Cheng, he really doesn't care about it.
It doesn't matter at school, and it doesn't matter at home.
When Tao Xiaodong was not at home, Tao Huainan was sweating from the heat and fumbled for the remote control everywhere but failed. If in the past Chi Cheng had adjusted the temperature before he realized that it was hot, Chi Cheng would always understand him and quietly let him live in the most comfortable environment.
Tao Huainan sat on the bed silently, with his chin resting on his knees, the tip of his chin sticking to his bone, and there was a sharp pain.
Later he called "little brother" in a low voice and said "I'm a little hot".
Chi Cheng glanced at him, stood up and searched around, found the air conditioner in the crevice of the pillow, and threw it beside Tao Huainan.
Tao Huainan carefully touched the big round button in the middle, fearing that he would not be able to switch back by himself if he touched another mode by accident.
The air conditioner was turned on, and there was wind blowing out. Tao Huainan heard Chi Cheng go out of the room. He sat under the air conditioner and kept blowing it on and on, thinking that Chi Cheng could talk to him if he had a cold. In the end, he still didn't dare to do that, and pulled a small thin quilt to wrap himself up.
Chi Cheng cooked the meal, put it on the table, sat down and ate by himself.
Tao Huainan came out by himself, opened the chair and sat down, ate slowly while touching the bowl and chopsticks. No one helped him to put his favorite vegetables in the bowl, so Tao Huainan had to try it out by himself. If it is clipped off, take a piece of paper and pinch it up, and then wipe the table.
Chi Cheng doesn't even need to pretend to be aggressive or cold on purpose, it's enough to show him his normal state when facing others.
He was originally such a person, cold to everything, impatient and not delicate.
Those softness and warmth are special cases, his special treatment for special people. Now that you don't need it anymore, let's go back to normal.
There were some things that could not be said between them, Tao Huainan made it clear, and said it anyway. Before he said harsh words, he wanted to get the consequences, and since he had to bear the consequences, he didn't feel wronged.
Suffering is real, and it is also true not to be wronged.
Words like a knife came out of his mouth, Tao Huainan knew it hurt.
The little boy with glasses came to give money from time to time, and the students in his class were used to it. Sometimes when he came, the students sitting at the door would turn around and shout, "Brother Nan Kai is looking for someone."
Ji Nan knew it as soon as he heard it, lying on the table, buckled the book on his head: "Brother Nan is not here."
"Then Brother Kai?" The classmate at the door then looked behind, "Brother Kai really didn't come."
The classmate said to the boy: "Come back, neither of us is here today."
The boy said "thank you" and leaned against the wall outside the door of his class to wait.
When Shi Kai came, he stretched out his hand to stop him, and passed the money over there.
Shi Kai pulled the clothes on his body, he was wearing the same clothes as that day, and said to him: "Don't come, I don't want your money."
The boy hesitated a little and asked him, "Where are the shoes?"
"Scanned, so why do I have to bring it for you to check?" Shi Kai was speechless, "I really don't want your money, go back."
The boy looked in the direction of Ji Nan in the class, and Shi Kai said, "He doesn't want it either, I really believe it when he teases you with angry words, learn to be stupid."
The boy didn't seem to know how to answer his words, and looked at his mouth shape as if he wanted to say "thank you", but he didn't say it for a long time, and he wanted to say something else but didn't say it.
Finally, he quickly bowed to Shi Kai.
Shi Kai was so startled that he stepped back, and the expression on his face was quite wonderful.
In the class, Shi Kai threw a bottle of water on Jin Nan, hitting him with an "aww".
"If I owe me, I have to be ashamed with you."
Ji Nan laughed happily, twisted the water and took a sip: "Why did you come here first, I knew I would have asked you to bring me food, brother Chi and the others haven't come yet, I'm starving to death."
"Then don't tell me, my house steamed soup dumplings in the morning." Shi Kai walked to the back and sat down on his seat.
"I don't want them to come earlier," Ji Nan hummed while lying on the table, "hungry, hungry."
As soon as the words were finished, Chi Cheng came in carrying a lunch box, followed by Tao Huainan.
"My dinner is here," Ji Nan sat up abruptly, "Dinner, dinner."
Chi Cheng put the lunch box on his table, and Ji Nan said, "Thank you, Brother Chi!"
After speaking, he asked Tao Huainan again: "Have you eaten in Huainan yet? Have you tried this shrimp dumpling? Try one?"
Tao Huainan was still walking towards the back seat, forced a smile, and whispered, "I'm full, you can eat."
"Oh, what's the matter?" Ji Nan looked at Tao Huainan, then at Chi Cheng's face, lowered his voice and asked Chi Cheng, "Are you two still fighting?"
Chi Cheng didn't speak, but Ji Nan said, "It's almost done."
During this period of time, they have been like this, and the people around them can't persuade them. Probably also knew that the two of them were due to the division of classes. Ji Nan also told Chi Cheng: "Isn't there still me? If we are in the same class, I can still make him suffer. Besides, our class is so Many brothers, there must be someone in the same class as him, anyone can catch a glimpse, it's nothing."
Chi Cheng said "um" and said "thank you".
Ji Nan leaned back exaggeratedly and said: "You can forget it soon, who needs you to thank!"
The relationship between the two of them has been cold without talking, and the other brothers don't like it. While eating his breakfast, Ji Nan turned his head and met Shi Kai's eyes. Shi Kai and Chi Cheng are now separated by an aisle, and they are both in the last row.
There are only a few days left in this semester, and these days are extremely hot. Tao Huainan was too hot to eat, and he didn't want to drink milk. But they were all delicious, and I never missed a meal, I was afraid that Chi Cheng would think that he was trying to make things up on purpose.
After drinking a glass of milk in the morning, I couldn't eat half a slice of bread, and I couldn't eat the other half. I still feel uncomfortable after eating. My stomach feels bloated and hard, and I feel a little nauseous.
The first class is biology class. Chi Cheng was called away by the physics teacher, and two other students in the class wanted to talk about the competition. When Chi Cheng left, he didn't speak to Tao Huainan, but exchanged a glance with Shi Kai, and tilted his chin in Tao Huainan's direction. Shi Kai nodded knowingly, and lip-synced to him, "Go."
Tao Huainan lay prone on the seat with his face buried in his arms.
I didn't dare to tell Chi Cheng when I felt uncomfortable, Chi Cheng didn't talk to him for a long time.
Regardless of the liberal arts students who were about to leave in the science class, Ji Nan quietly came over from his seat and sat next to Tao Huainan. Tao Huainan could hear who it was from the sound of footsteps, and said, lying on his stomach, "Why don't you pay attention to class."
"Why do I listen to it in biology class?" Ji Nan touched Tao Huainan's arm with his elbow and asked him, "Brother Chi is still angry?"
"No." Tao Huainan changed into a sideways lying posture, with his face pressed against his arm, and said to Ji Nan, "He's really mad at me."
"Brother Chi's temper is really stubborn, and it's too long." Ji Nan comforted, "But it's okay, it will be fine after a while."
"It's not his fault, it's me." Tao Huainan said with his eyes closed, "I'm angry myself."
Ji Nan laughed and said to him: "You are really honest."
Tao Huainan didn't speak any more, he kept his eyes closed thinking about things, his stomach was really uncomfortable, and he didn't know when he fell asleep.
He didn't sleep very soundly, but he really fell asleep.
When I woke up, I didn’t know the time. The teacher who taught the class before had changed. This class is a Chinese class. Chinese was the second class. Tao Huainan held his watch to his ear and listened to the time. He slept for about forty minutes.
Reaching out to touch the side, I touched someone.
I don't know if it's Ji Nan or Chi Cheng, so I didn't continue to grope, and asked tentatively in a low voice: "Jin Nan?"
In fact, Chi Cheng has been staring at him, from when he woke up to when he sat up to listen to the time, when he stretched out his hand, until now he opened his mouth and called "Jinan".
Hearing no reply, Tao Huainan regained consciousness and his heart skipped a beat.
Chi Cheng looked at him, without making a sound or expression, he grabbed a pen in his hand and turned it unconsciously. When the pen stopped spinning, the tip of the pen hit the paper, the black pen drew a deep line, and at the same time knocked a small hole in the paper.
In the few classes that afternoon, Tao Huainan sat with Ji Nan.
Ji Nan didn't know what was going on, Chi Cheng was already sitting at his place when he came back from lunch, and pointed to his seat. Ji Nan looked over there blankly, Tao Huainan sat on the seat by himself with his head down.
Ji Nan asked Shi Kai silently: "What's wrong?"
Shi Kai didn't know either, the two brothers were not in the right state recently. He raised his chin at Ji Nan: "You can sit if you are told."
Confused, Ji Nan sat down, looked at Chi Cheng, Shi Kai, and finally Tao Huainan, and asked, "The war between you two has escalated again?"
Tao Huainan hesitated to speak, not knowing what to say.
Ji Nan asked Shi Kai again: "Why me? Why not you?"
Shi Kai said, "I don't know."
Ji Nan was suddenly changed and sat next to Tao Huainan. Although his head was dazed, the enthusiastic young man consciously assumed the responsibility of this position since he was sitting here.
Tao Huainan kept shaking his head: "I'm not thirsty, I won't go to the bathroom, Brother Nan, don't...don't talk to me."
Before Ji Nan could ask anything else, Tao Huainan got down on the ground again.
Ji Nan was still talking there: "If you have something to tell brother, don't be embarrassed, maybe you will have to be covered by Brother Nan when you are divided into shifts in the future."
Tao Huainan didn't want to talk to him at first, but now he hastened to say: "Talk down, shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I don't need a mask, I can do it myself."
Ji Nan was used to being heartless, and he simply lost his mind. He started chatting not long after sitting here, and he could make a few sentences back and forth.
All around could hear Ji Nan babbling endlessly at the back, and Chi Cheng studying and doing the questions in front without turning his head.
There are some things that cannot be explained, and the description becomes darker and darker.
For example, Tao Huainan woke up and opened his mouth and called "Jinan", no matter how he explained it, the more he explained, the darker the description would be.
If Chi Cheng woke up and sat up and called out someone's name, Tao Huainan would be able to screw himself to death.
Saying "I don't need you anymore" comes first, and shouting "Ji Nan" after waking up, and Tao Huainan and Ji Nan are both liberal arts, which makes the conflict between them suddenly complicated.
But Tao Huainan will never let Chi Cheng keep getting angry because of Ji Nan. The previous anger was okay, but this one is not. Whatever they do is between them and has nothing to do with anyone else.
There was a driver on the way from school, and my brother was always there when I got home. Tao Huainan couldn't find a chance to talk to Chi Cheng.
At night, Chi Cheng took the blanket and went to the sofa, Tao Huainan called him, but Chi Cheng ignored him.
At half past eleven, my brother fell asleep early. Chi Cheng turned off all the lights, and the room was very quiet.
The door of brother's room was not closed, nor was the door of Tao Huainan's room.
When Tao Huainan slowly came out of the room, Chi Cheng frowned.
Tao Huainan came out barefoot, carefully avoiding the coffee table and other obstacles, and touched Chi Cheng's side. He squatted in front of Chi Cheng and said, "You can be angry with me, but don't take Ji Nan with you."
Chi Cheng frowned even deeper, and replied, "Okay, I got it."
"Our business is our business, and it has nothing to do with anyone." Tao Huainan put his hands on the sofa, organized his words, and was afraid that his brother would hear, so he kept his voice down, "It has nothing to do with him."
"I said I got it." Chi Cheng slammed it in a deep voice, almost icy.
Tao Huainan didn't dare to say anything else, they were silent for a long time, finally Tao Huainan nodded and stood up. He wanted to touch Chi Cheng, but was afraid that Chi Cheng would hide.
Turning around hesitantly, Tao Huainan heard Chi Cheng sarcasm coldly behind him, "You are protecting him?"
Tao Huainan turned around suddenly, his eyes widened.
"Who... am I protecting?" Tao Huainan's voice trembled, "I'm afraid that you will get angry and your head will hurt. Who am I protecting?"
The author has something to say:
Say a few things.
1. Emphasize the last sentence of the copywriting and the idea in advance, no one needs to be distressed, no one makes more mistakes, and everyone has to grow. Xiao Chi didn't think he was violent when his father almost beat him to death in order to come back early, and when he hit someone with a chair at school, don't think he is hot-tempered now and in the future. Xiao Nan finds him sweet when he coaxes this and that with his softness and delicacy, and don't think he is sensitive and hypocritical now and in the future. Just two kids, just like that.
2. For me, every plot has a reason for its existence. I think it is necessary to write it. Reading the article serially is different from ending it. I know how you feel when you wait a day and only see it for three minutes. It feels boring if you don’t have something for a day, but I can’t make you dry up every chapter, most of the time it can only be lukewarm.
3. Those who can see here, or can buy V to watch along with, everyone is a very gentle friend, especially for me, I am really grateful. Thanks for your support.