Chi Cheng's words blocked Tao Huainan's speech.
The stabbing from time to time made Tao Huainan realize the reality. If he is always gentle, then he will not be slow.
Chi Cheng's principle in facing this world is that no one should provoke him, and if he is provoked, no one will think about it. The knives and stabs he wore all over his body were the armor he had put on himself since he was a child, and it wouldn't hurt if he didn't show his skin.
In the past, Tao Huainan was also wrapped in Chi Cheng's armor, no matter how sharp or sharp it was, it was exposed to the outside, and the warmth and warmth inside was only for Tao Huainan.
Now Tao Huainan is also shut out. He couldn't get close to Chi Cheng, and the thorns on Chi Cheng's body made him bleed if he got any closer.
It was a desperate call. Tao Huainan stood there, staring blankly at one place, and didn't move for a long time after hanging up the phone.
The handsome guy in the shop came over and patted him.
"What's wrong with Xiao Nan?" Huan Ge put a glass of orange juice in his hand.
Tao Huainan tugged at the corner of his mouth and said, "It's all right."
"Your little brother came here just now, why is he so tall now." Huan Ge has been in the store for several years, and he was a part-time college student when he came, and now he has graduated from graduate school. He was reluctant to stay here, Xiaodong let him keep it after graduation.
Tao Huainan took a sip of the juice and said "Yes".
Maybe it's not the right time for oranges, or maybe this batch of oranges is not well bought, not sweet, but very sour.
"I didn't dare to recognize it when I first came in. It's changed." Huan Ge is a few years older than them, not to mention watching them grow up, it can be regarded as growing up with them. In the past, the two children were never separated. Later, one went to Beijing and never came back, and the other grew up slowly while groping around silently.
Tao Huainan turned his head towards him, and asked with a smile, "Is it still dark?"
Huan Ge can't hear, and you have to look at your mouth shape when you talk to people. If you encounter this kind of mouth shape that doesn't change obviously, you have to confirm: "What?"
Tao Huainan said, "He's not black anymore."
Huan Ge understood it this time, and said with a smile, "It's okay."
Tao Huainan also laughed, and didn't say anything else. Huan Ge saw that he was in a bad mood, so he came over and said a few words to him and left him alone.
Tao Huainan's mind is full of Chi Cheng, every time he is stabbed by Chi Cheng, he can think of many things.
This time, he originally thought that everything was slowly getting better, but it turned out that he had guessed wrong, and he would be wrong.
Tao Huainan touched a chair, slid over and sat by the window.
In fact, he is not afraid of Chi Cheng's stabbing, nor is he afraid of bleeding or pain. But if Chi Cheng really loathed or hated him from the bottom of his heart, then Tao Huainan would no longer be able to allow himself to stick to him passionately.
Just like the past five years, Tao Huainan would not approach him to annoy him.
The most intimate relationship should be the most decisive after it breaks down. There is no peaceful separation in an intimate relationship, because peace cannot be separated at all.
I walked in a hurry just now and sucked in half of the cold wind, and now I began to slowly breathe out the cool air. Tao Huainan sat on the chair shivering with cold, too cold to speak.
Xiaodong called him on the stairs: "Hey, that kid!"
Tao Huainan heard it, took a breath to change his expression, turned around and said, "Here."
"Why are you so dazed?" Tao Xiaodong said to him, "Why don't you hurry over here? There are good things, but I'll be fine."
"What a good thing." Tao Huainan stood up, knowing that his brother was deliberately exaggerating to tease him, "What did you buy again?"
"I can't buy it, I don't have that ability." Tao Xiaodong laughed mysteriously "huh hum" twice, Tao Huainan walked over, Xiaodong put his hand on his back and took him upstairs.
Upstairs, brother Huang didn't know what he was playing there, Tao Huainan heard him say "too awesome" halfway up the stairs.
Tao Xiaodong raised his voice and said: "Okay, stop playing, bring it."
Brother Huang said: "I want one too, I'll make one for my little girl."
"My daughter doesn't need it, bring it here," Tao Xiaodong said, "This is for my younger brother."
"Isn't the little girl also considered his little sister?" Brother Huang laughed heartily. This person is born with a smiley face, "Then she was my son once."
"Get out!" Tao Xiaodong took it from his hand, and took off the ears, "It's too much work, so hurry up and give it to my little brother."
Someone yelled downstairs, Brother Huang answered and went downstairs first.
Tao Xiaodong put something on Tao Huainan's hand, it felt like a bracelet.
"What?" Tao Huainan asked.
Tao Xiaodong didn't answer, and pushed Tao Huainan's back to let him go forward. Tao Huainan was pushed by his brother in a daze. He was very familiar with the store, and he could judge almost everything in any direction. If he went any further, it would be a shelf, and he couldn't go any further.
Just as Tao Huainan was about to speak, his wrist suddenly vibrated.
At first, it was just a hint of vibration, but the further Tao Huainan walked, the stronger the vibration became, and when he was only two steps away from the shelf, the bracelet on his wrist began to vibrate violently continuously, even a little painful.
After Tao Huainan stopped, it stopped vibrating. Instead, the inner side of the wrist vibrated regularly and intermittently.
Tao Xiaodong put something on his ear again, and gave an instruction, and Tao Huainan's ears suddenly began to hear human voice prompts.
He turned his head in the direction of his brother in surprise, and reached out to touch his ears.
On the ear is an over-the-ear earphone, which is very light, and it hardly feels comfortable to wear.
Tao Huainan seemed to be in disbelief, blinking his eyes and not daring to ask.
"Brother Ku took a taxi and gave it to me, and left before he could say a few words." Tao Xiaodong took off the Tao Huainan earphones again, and put them on his ears.
Tao Huainan was breathing lightly, unable to speak.
"It's so light." Xiaodong sighed, "Your brother is different, isn't it?"
Tao Huainan rubbed the bracelet on his wrist, it fit his wrist very well, it might be a little uncomfortable to change it to a thicker wrist. There are eight patches on the inside of the bracelet, and the vibration is transmitted from the patches.
"If you don't wear earphones, your bracelet can still make sound. Turning on the sound can also be used as a navigation tool. Even if it is noisy, you may not be able to hear it." Tao Xiaodong said, "Worry, he didn't go into details, you can study and play by yourself later. .”
Tao Huainan sniffed, and asked softly, "... Brother gave it to you?"
"Then it can still be me?" Tao Xiaodong flicked his head, "I can't do it either, I can at most draw one for you."
"Then... did he say anything?" Tao Huainan asked again.
"No, I'm in a hurry. I only stayed for three to five minutes. I said I would take him off but he didn't let me go. The car was parked outside and he just left."
Seeing Tao Huainan touching his bracelet, Tao Xiaodong sighed and patted his head.
"No matter how angry you are, you are also his younger brother." Tao Xiaodong said.
Tao Huainan's eyes were already a little red, his nose was so sore that his brain hurt.
Tao Xiaodong fiddled with the weightless earphones in his hand, and asked, "Does this give you a headache?"
Tao Huainan turned his back, not letting his brother see his face.
Tao Xiaodong laughed, squeezed his neck, put the earphones in his pocket, and turned to work elsewhere.
For products made for the blind, the target audience is right there. They cannot be positioned as high-end products, and everything is based on cost performance. Although the navigation they posted last time has been optimized as much as possible, if you don’t configure the receiver separately, you have to install it on the headset. Similar to the original Bluetooth headset, it is still a bit heavy, and it may cause headaches if you wear it for a long time.
Moreover, Tao Huainan couldn’t wear in-ear earphones at first, and the feeling of pressure on the ears would make him very uncomfortable. Tao Huainan’s earphones do not have in-ear earphones, and if they are too closed, he will feel insecure and even afraid.
At that time Xiaodong smiled and asked Chicheng: "Don't you give me one?"
Chi Cheng said, "He can't use this."
Xiaodong asked, "What's the matter?"
Chi Cheng didn't say much, just said lightly: "It's not for him."
At that time, the little nurse next to him looked at Chi Cheng in surprise, probably thinking that he was indifferent.
Xiaodong didn't have any, he didn't say anything, and answered with a smile: "Well, your brother is the most delicate."
The elder brother knows the younger brothers best, he can understand everything at a glance, and half of the words can't escape his ears.
The bracelet has several modes, indoor, outdoor, long-distance obstacle orientation reminder, short-distance obstacle vibration reminder, and navigation.
Tao Huainan wore it for the whole afternoon and never took it off for a moment.
He also wears earphones, and they are used together when navigating outdoors, and even the blind stick is almost unnecessary. Only use the blind stick to detect what obstacles are ahead when you know there are obstacles ahead.
This bracelet may not be very useful for other blind people. It was only made for Tao Huainan from the beginning, and it was only useful for him.
Because no one else knows what frequency means what, what the length of the shock means, and what every direction of the wrist means.
Only Tao Huainan knew.
It only belongs to Tao Huainan.
Only Tao Huainan, a little blind man, grew up led by one person for eleven and a half years.
Every day for eleven and a half years, his hand was held in the other's. They didn't need to say a word, Tao Huainan could not bump, touch or trip. With a light pinch of Tao Huainan on his wrist, he knew how to hide next, whether there was a step or a pit, whether to go left or right.
Without these eleven and a half years, no one can understand this bracelet.
Tao Huainan locked himself in the room, curled up on the bed, and curled up into a ball.
The bracelet was wrapped around his hand, as if his wrist was being held by someone else's palm.
He pressed his wrist to his face. He was reluctant to take off the bracelet, but every second he wore it made Tao Huainan feel so painful that he couldn't breathe.
It reminds Tao Huainan every second how he grew up.
How did he be led, carried, and hugged to grow up, so that a stubborn child who was silent and expressionless at first can laugh and say that he is annoying and kiss his mouth, and cry and scream when he doesn't know why When holding back his temper, he wiped his tears and said, "Don't cry or make trouble, just tell me well."
Tao Huainan pressed his wrist to his heart, trembling with pain, and kept shaking.
The bracelet sticks to his body temperature, its existence is continuous and gentle.
It tells Tao Huainan every second that no one has forgotten these eleven and a half years.
Tao Huainan stretched out a hand to touch the phone, and swiped open the screen with trembling fingers.
He skillfully played an audio recording, which was cut from a long recording, with a total of one minute and twelve seconds.
Tao Huainan has listened to this song thousands of times, and he can keep playing it repeatedly when he can't fall asleep.
At the beginning of the audio, only a person's heavy breathing could be heard, and then there was a rustling sound, as if someone was lying on the bed and turning over gently.
After half a minute of silence, a voice appeared.
Tao Huainan was most familiar with that voice, even if there was only one voice, he could recognize it.
The voice was hoarse, and he sounded so distressed and vulnerable. He wasn't supposed to be like that, he was never that vulnerable.
But he was just like that in the recording, he seemed to have no strength, and he seemed to be very desperate.
He said softly in a hoarse voice: "Tao Huainan... I'm in pain."