Zhu Junyang has also been in a lot of pain these years, and he has always kept people away thousands of miles away, fearing that after an attack one day, he will accidentally hurt someone he values and cares about. He didn't dare to get close to his parents, brothers and sisters, and he had no friends or companions. Except for a highly skilled old eunuch to accompany him, it was to prevent him from suddenly violently hurting others.
Although the concubine mother felt sorry for him and doted on him, she inadvertently showed her fear and compassion for him. The father is always on guard against him, the two elder brothers are alienated from him, and the only sister is like a frightened little rabbit every time she sees him, hiding as far as she can. Perhaps, they all regarded him as a scourge, right
Fourteen years have passed since I was five years old. Yu Xiaocao was the only one who treated him as a normal person during these fourteen years. Facing him, she is respectful and fearless; facing him, she can naturally laugh and get angry when she wants to; facing him, she even tentatively shows her paws like a cat, verbally attacking him almost Sentence, but also snickering because of taking advantage of a small advantage...
There has never been a person who is so comfortable in front of him; there has never been a person who has been so lively and interesting in his eyes; and there has never been a person who made him miss when he parted, want to get closer when he faced her, and cared about her smile. He didn't know if this feeling was called liking, or "love". He only knew that if he missed this person, maybe he would never experience the word "happiness" in his life.
"Did you... kill a lot of people?" Yu Xiaocao was curious and asked tentatively.
Zhu Junyang regained consciousness from his own thoughts, he thought for a while, and asked tentatively: "If I say yes, will you think that I am cruel, a murderous devil?"
"The devil is not there! You just said that only when those people kill you and your relatives will you explode uncontrollably. This shows that the other party will be rewarded for evil, and death will not be punished. However, the hands The more blood stained, the more it will affect your mind and self-control. Just like when a person kills someone for the first time, he will feel panic, fear, self-blame, guilt... All kinds of emotions are intertwined. But if you kill more, you will It will be numb, and it will be distorted and perverted psychologically!" Yu Xiaocao felt that she had become an "analytical king" instantly, feeling very tall.
Zhu Junyang asked further: "Do you think I'm a pervert, a devil, or an evil star?"
"They said that about you? That's because they didn't really understand you! Little County King, do you know what you are like in my heart?" Yu Xiaocao looked at the nervous expression of Xiaojun King, and couldn't help but want to comfort him .
"What kind? Cold? Weird?" Zhu Junyang guessed anxiously.
Yu Xiaocao shook her head, and said: "The Little County King in my eyes is tall, handsome, and extraordinary in martial arts. You were born in the palace, and you are the King of Yang County bestowed by the emperor. You should be a high-ranking person who cannot be touched by us. But But you appeared beside us alive, you didn’t belittle us because of our identities, you didn’t bully others with your own power, you didn’t dislike our poor food in the farm, and you cared about the growth of crops with us under the scorching sun. Also, you never I will not blame my family and I for our wrong words and disrespectful behavior. In the eyes of my family, you are an approachable county prince. In my eyes, you are a reliable friend. Of course , the premise is that you don't dislike the gap in my identity."
"When did the Lord despise you?" Zhu Junyang was very moved in his heart, his expression was still arrogant, his phoenix eyes squinted at her, and then turned away in an instant.
However, he still couldn't help clarifying for himself: "If you don't count the fight back against pirates in Shanghai, and the last time you went to the mountain to suppress bandits, I don't have many life lawsuits in my hands. Ever since my father learned about my situation, I have been told by my grandfather. There, I asked for a eunuch who stretched out his hands and followed me. Whenever I lost my mind and violently hurt others, he would always stop me. However, every time he waited for me to beat people to the point of death. I took a breath before making a move. Said that this would allow me to vent my congested emotions without hurting people's lives. In this way, those soft bastards in Beijing even gave me the title of "cold-faced evil star"! "
Yu Xiaocao looked at him, and said with a half-smile: "Then... are the children of the rich and powerful in Beijing almost taught by you?"
Zhu Junyang raised his eyebrows. This expression was a bit coquettish, a bit wickedly handsome, and very charming. He noticed a hint of surprise in Yu Xiaocao's eyes, and the corners of his lips could not help but rise: "My master is not a man who fights bravely and aggressively, and the ones he teaches are all those with impure motives. As you said, later I I am getting more and more unable to control my emotions, and a little stimulation can make me lose my mind. With the improvement of my martial arts, it is difficult for Director Liu Fusheng to control me alone, so every time I go out, I will follow a few A royal guard with strong martial arts."
"Oh! No wonder you make a lot of noise every time you come to Dongshan Village! So it's not to protect you, but to prevent you from hurting others! I remembered that once, I noticed that something was wrong with you. At that time, I felt that you seemed to exude a kind of thick blood, which was so thick that it seemed to wrap me up, and it was a bit suffocating. Fortunately, you recovered quickly after my gag. At that time, put my little My heart is thumping with fright!" Yu Xiaocao vaguely recalled that scene at the beginning, it felt like falling into death hell, her hair almost stood on end.
Zhu Junyang also seemed to have some impression of that, he nodded, and said: "At that time, it was you who pulled me back from the dark rage. This was the first time in my life that I was pulled back to reason before I had time to attack. At that time , although we are not as familiar as we are now, you little girl has left a deep impression in my heart."
His gaze was soft and warm, completely different from the usual arrogant and a little bit of the little county king. What should I do, a gentle handsome man is the hardest thing to resist!
Yu Xiaocao looked away and found a relatively safe topic: "Little Duke, let's analyze your situation. I think you will explode at the beginning because you are young and full of fear of the unknown. The fear has reached a certain level. If you reach the limit, you will find a way to explode. Now that you think about it, being able to perceive the good and evil of others is not a bad thing!"
"It's not a bad thing, can it be a good thing?" Zhu Junyang gave her an annoyed look, and it really hurts his back to talk while standing.
Yu Xiaocao's tone was slightly excited: "In my opinion, isn't it a good thing! Think about it, you can detect who is malicious to you when the other party doesn't know. In this way, we can prevent the other party before they do anything. Defense. Even, you can set up a cover, wait for him to drill, and then take the stolen goods, and get rid of the opponent through legal means. Isn’t this very good?”
Zhu Junyang fell into thinking: Xiaocao is right! In fact, his ability is not so terrible. If he senses that the other party has ulterior motives, then he can alienate him. If the other party has malicious intentions, if they know it in advance, they can also take precautions and avoid many open and hidden arrows. How could he be repelled because of fear before, or even swayed by demons
"We can also pretend to be pigs and eat tigers, pretending to trust each other, and when the other party wants to play tricks, give him a hard blow! Thinking about it, it must be very cool!!" Yu Xiaocao became more and more excited when he thought about it, superpowers , Proper mind reading skills! !
Zhu Junyang smiled, looked at the little girl who became more and more excited as she talked, and asked, "What do you mean by pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger? Let me pretend to be a pig? Is this scolding you?"
Yu Xiaocao rolled her eyes at him and said, "I'm uneducated, I don't know how to be afraid!! Pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger is a Chinese idiom, which means to start pretending to be a weak person to attract the attention of others, to attract the opponent's bait, and then take advantage of it." The opponent gives him a fatal blow without paying attention. To put it simply, it is to hide his strength and pretend to be stupid, so that the opponent can easily take him down after underestimating the enemy."
"Oh...then why are you pretending to be a pig instead of other things? For example, little white rabbits, lambs, and deer, these are also weak, and much cuter than pigs." Zhu Junyang was full of curiosity about this strange idiom.
Yu Xiaocao waved her hands impatiently, and said, "You ask me, how would I know? Anyway, it's an idiom, or it's a common saying, and I didn't make it!!"
Zhu Junyang smiled tolerantly, and said, "Aren't there too few weird words that come out of your mouth? Even if you admit that you made them up, can the Lord still blame you?"
Yu Xiaocao didn't want to get entangled in the modern vocabulary she inadvertently uttered, so she quickly changed the topic and said, "Little Duke, do you want to try if you can read minds?"
"How to try?" The eagerness in Zhu Junyang's heart cannot be ignored, mind reading? Is it to be able to sense what the other person is thinking? If you can clearly hear the conspiracy in the other party's heart, wouldn't you be able to prepare in advance and "pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger"
Yu Xiaocao bit her lip and thought hard, and said uncertainly: "How about...you try to concentrate and think 'I want to know what Yu Xiaocao is thinking'?"
According to what she said, Zhu Junyang focused on her and meditated in his heart... Unfortunately, it didn't work at all. He shook his head and said, "It's useless!"
Yu Xiaocao showed a disappointed expression, scratched her head, and said to herself: "Shouldn't it? Aren't you able to perceive the emotions of the other party? This is obviously a kind of perception ability..."
Zhu Junyang suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly said: "I should have mistaken the subject of the test. I can't perceive all your emotions, and I can't read what you think, which is also reasonable. Or... let's change someone try?"
Yu Xiaocao's eyes lit up, and the dimples at the corners of her lips were faintly visible: "You can't perceive my thoughts? That's great!! No one likes to be seen through, just like being stripped of their clothes, how embarrassing it is! Besides me, is there anyone else you can't see through?"
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