"I do not."
Tang Kai made a clear statement.
He pressed Sun Zinan's knees apart, forcibly squeezed between his legs, and the upper body of the two came close to each other. Sun Zinan was sitting on the windowsill, just a head above Tang Kai, so he had to look down at him.
"Under an irrational state, I don't believe anything you say." Tang Kai clenched his cold and thin hand as if he was holding a piece of ice. He felt a bit pitiful that this man was holding on, so he sighed helplessly, and reached out and hugged him into his arms.
He was so gentle that Sun Zinan couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream for a moment.
After the shock like a thunderbolt from the blue sky just now, Sun Zinan's mind was gone at this moment, as if he had temporarily lost the ability to mobilize his emotions. Love, hate, joy, and anger, they were all isolated by a thick glass wall, and it didn't feel too uncomfortable to say something like breaking up. To be honest, he really liked Tang Kai, and that's why he didn't want to watch them go to the end of each other. But Tang Kai's reaction was completely unexpected.
"Don't worry, don't be afraid, is there anything we can't discuss?" Tang Kai patted Sun Zinan's back lightly, whispered softly, and coaxed a child, "If you don't ask, then you will always give up. How sad."
The word "sad" finally touched him, and a fissure opened in the ice, and all consciousness gushed out like living water, gradually covering his limbs.
His chest relaxed suddenly, as if he spit out a breath of cold air, and the whole person came back to life.
Sun Zinan's whole body became weak, but Tang Kai's arm was full of strength. The silent firmness seemed to be conveyed to his heart through his movements, and gave him the same strength.
A stiff and silent body melted into this embrace, Sun Zinan embraced him and buried his face in the side of his warm and dry neck, like a tired little animal that finally found a nest enough for winter, all the repressed pain and grievances fought back When he came up, Tang Kai even vaguely heard a very low whimper.
There is probably no second person in the world who can make him so soft-hearted, to the point where it almost hurts.
After a long pause, Tang Kai took him down from the windowsill. Sun Zinan's feet were still weak as soon as he landed, so he was immediately hugged in a different position.
Tang Kai asked Secretary Wang behind him, "Excuse me, which one is his room?"
Before Secretary Wang opened his mouth, Sun Zinan said in a low voice, "Go straight ahead, the second to last room at the end of the corridor. You let me down and I'll go by myself."
Tang Kai: "Don't let it go, don't make trouble."
He nodded to Secretary Wang and walked towards the other end of the corridor. This man hugged a 1.8-meter-old man very easily, and even scolded him leisurely: "With this constitution, I would be embarrassed to sell health products to fool people. The old man and the old lady can handle things better than you."
Sun Zinan: "..."
Sun Zinan doesn't go home often, except for a few personal items, his room is almost the same as the guest room.
Tang Kai sat him down on the bed, and squatted down very naturally to untie his shoelaces. Sun Zinan was startled and almost kicked him out: "Don't! I'll do it myself..."
"Be honest," Tang Kai grabbed his ankle, "I'm not changing your clothes for you, why are you nervous?"
Sun Zinan: "I'm fine."
"Okay, don't worry about cleanliness now, just lie down." Tang Kai picked up his two long legs and put them in a semi-recumbent position, "It doesn't matter if you have something or nothing the doctor says. Wait, I'll go. Pour a glass of hot water."
Sun Zinan didn't have time to stop him and watched him go out.
really...
Why can't such a person be found? Simply incredible.
After a while, Tang Kai came back with hot water and put it on the bedside for him: "I just met your dad's secretary, and he said that the doctor will be here in a while. How are you feeling now, is it still uncomfortable?"
Sun Zinan didn't want to mobilize the public, and said, "It's not uncomfortable, it's okay, I was just emotional just now, I'll go to the hospital by myself tomorrow, don't worry about it at night."
"No," Tang Kai held his cold and numb fingertips back and forth and whispered, "If you get sick in the middle of the night, do you still expect me to give you artificial respiration?"
Sun Zinan let out a weak laugh, and had no strength to break free, so he had to let him rub it: "While there's no one here, why don't you want to ask something?"
"I want to ask," Tang Kai sighed, "Can you lie down honestly, rest for a while, and stop talking?"
Sun Zinan: "..."
After a long time, he smiled lowly, and he didn't know whether it was helpless or connivance and said, "Alas, I can't tell you, I'm autistic."
Tang Kai pulled the quilt tightly around him, and said expressionlessly, "That's really good."
About half an hour later, the family doctor hurried over to measure Sun Zinan's blood pressure, and after auscultation for a long time, he said to Tang Kai with uncertainty, "Based on the symptoms you just described, it is very likely that The anger attacked the heart, and the emotional agitation caused a physiological reaction. As for the problem of the heart or other organs, I can't see it now, and I have to go to the hospital for examination tomorrow. "
Tang Kai asked, "Do I need to take medicine tonight?"
"Don't need it for now," the doctor said. "Just rest in bed and keep your mind calm. Go to the internal medicine department for an electrocardiogram or ultrasound tomorrow, and then go for a chest X-ray. In addition, it's best to accompany you to observe it tonight."
"Okay." Tang Kai got up and sent the doctor out, "Thank you, sorry for your troubles."
Secretary Wang at the door took his place and sent the doctor downstairs. Tang Kai closed the door and sat in front of Sun Zinan's bed, but this time he didn't scold him: "It seems that the possibility of a heart attack is not high, don't be nervous, take a good rest, I will accompany you to the hospital tomorrow."
Sun Zinan didn't think heart disease was a big deal, but Tang Kai seemed to be concerned, so he obediently said, "Okay. Professor Tang, can I get up and change now?"
Tang Kai pressed lightly on the quilt: "Where are the pajamas? I'll get them for you."
Sun Zinan pointed to the cabinet: "On the left. You can also make do with a suit. Are there any underwear in the bottom drawer?"
Tang Kai's hand holding the cabinet door froze slightly.
Sun Zinan didn't notice: "I don't think I can take a bath tonight. You can use the bathroom as you like. Let someone get you a new set of toiletries in a while."
This is undoubtedly an invitation to let him stay overnight.
Professor Tang's face was calm, and the situation in his heart changed. It took a long time to transport to the dark wardrobe before he adjusted his mentality and brought the pajamas to Sun Zinan.
He is still a decent gentleman. Sun Zinan took the initiative to enter the bathroom when he changed his clothes. When he took a shower, dried his hair and put on his pajamas, he just heard the sound of the door being locked. Tang Kai looked at Sun Zinan subconsciously: "Is someone here?"
"The servant at home." Sun Zinan leaned on the soft pillow and said, "I just remembered that you didn't have dinner, so I asked someone to make some supper."
Tang Kai couldn't help reaching out and rubbing his face: "Don't worry about snacks."
"Virgo's nature, take more care." Sun Zinan grabbed the back of his hand, "You wait for them to bring supper, I'll wash up."
"Don't eat?" Tang Kai asked.
Sun Zinan shook his head and was helped off by him. After walking a few steps, he felt okay, except for a little emptiness, he went into the bathroom on his own. Tang Kai was still worried, staring at the door, raised his ears, and paid attention to the movement from the bathroom.
At this time, he had the time to think about the series of events that happened tonight. The causes and consequences have been roughly sorted out, and the only difference is some specific details. There was a problem with the business of the Sun family, so he wanted to take advantage of his father's potential to solve the crisis, so there was an arrangement for tonight's birthday banquet: a high-profile introduction, and then a low-key reveal of his identity, so that the negative impact could be slightly restored. The next step is to urge the two of them to get married quickly, so that the Tang family will completely become the backing of the Sun family. As long as his father does not fall, the Sun family can sit back and relax.
It's just that Sun Ying probably didn't expect that this plan would lead to fierce opposition from Sun Zinan, and he accidentally listened to the corner, which is embarrassing.
At present, it seems that the most likely result is that he will make a clean break with Sun Zinan for this reason. Not only will Sun Ying not be able to please him, but he will also offend the Tang family. I am afraid that he will be devastated for a while after that.
but-
He looked at the open door to the bathroom.
Tang Kai used to think that he was a perfectionist obsessive-compulsive disorder who couldn't tolerate flaws, and had an emotional cleanliness, but it was very strange that every time he made a choice between Sun Zinan, he was always careful not to "hurt a jade bottle for hitting a mouse". Even being able to look away from the flaws and focus on "how good this person is".
It's probably love that blinds people, zeros their IQ, and makes people fascinated... but they can't extricate themselves.
After a while, the maid knocked on the door and brought a bowl of hot beef noodle soup and a few small plates of pickles, which looked very appetizing. It happened that Sun Zinan pushed the door out of the bathroom. He could not smell the oily smell for a while, and frowned slightly: "Huh, such a big smell."
Due to his habit of cleanliness, he definitely could not accept having a meal in the bedroom. As soon as Tang Kai was about to say go out to eat, Sun Zinan casually ordered the servant: "Go and open the ventilation." Then he said to Tang Kai, "It's not enough for you to eat yours. Let them do it, you're welcome."
He recovered a bit of energy at this moment, and it was boring to lie down, so he found a movie to relieve his boredom, but what was in his mind was the messy farce just now.
When he first saw Tang Kai outside the door, he was indeed frightened. In retrospect, Tang Kai listened to the whole second half, so he shouldn't have any misunderstanding. But it's an indisputable fact that Sun Ying set up to rub off on the reputation of the Tang family, and it's hard to overcome this point anyway. Even if Tang Kai took care of his face and didn't tear up his face with the Sun family on the spot, how should Tang Zhenhua know the news afterward, how should he treat him and the entire Sun family
It's hard to win all together, but it's too easy to lose all.
But any normal person would have to weigh himself up when he encounters this kind of in-laws, not to mention Tang Kai's character who can't rub the sand in his eyes...
"What are you thinking?" A little warmth rubbed between his eyebrows, and Sun Zinan raised his eyes in surprise and met Tang Kai's eyes. His hand slipped down between his eyebrows and scratched on the tip of his nose: "Frowning again."
"Finished?" Sun Zinan, "So soon."
Tang Kai said honestly: "It's not as delicious as yours. Lie down and I'll come after brushing my teeth."
In fact, the progress of the two of them is far from being able to sleep in the same room, but it can be seen from the actual situation that Sun Ying has no face to see them, and Sun Zinan has not appeared for such a long time, and none of the other siblings even came up to greet them, except for him. There is no one who can accompany Sun Zinan.
The most important thing is to cure the disease and save people, even if Tang Kai has to bite the bullet.
Just after ten o'clock, the banquet downstairs had just ended, and the two of them were already lying on the big bed side by side. The lights were turned off, leaving only a small night light by the bedside, and the hazy gauze-like light sprinkled on the quilt.
This was their first time sharing the same bed. There should have been nervousness, embarrassment, and suppressed panic and excitement, but for various reasons, they were as calm as if they had just been illuminated by the Buddha's light.
Tang Kai was worried that overwhelmed everything, and Sun Zinan forced his heart to stop. He turned over, faced Tang Kai, and said, "I can't sleep."
Tang Kairu entered the meditation as an old monk: "Close your eyes and rest your mind."
Sun Zinan: "No, I have something in my heart, and I won't be able to sleep tonight unless I talk about it."
Tang Kai, who was lying flat, sighed silently and turned over: "Then tell me."
He let go at first, but Sun Zinan didn't know where to start. He hesitated for a moment before saying, "I'm sorry about tonight's incident."
"Well." Tang Kai said, "I accept. For the sake of your sincerity, I am willing to forgive."
Sun Zinan was choked.
Tang Kai closed his eyes and said, "Anything else? Continue."
Sun Zinan: "No... what do you think?"
Tang Kai asked back, "Then what are you worried about?"
"This kind of thing happened," Sun Zinan said with deliberation, "even if you don't mind, your parents..."
"Your father's business is insane, but it has nothing to do with you, and you have done nothing wrong," Tang Kai pointed out sternly, "If you insist on taking this as an excuse and asking for a breakup, am I right? will agree."
Sun Zinan: "Didn't you say that 'flawed marriages cannot be tolerated' and 'human feelings cannot be used as tools'?"
"It's two different things." Tang Kai opened his eyes, gave him a wrong look, and expressed strong indignation at his lack of understanding, "I said that because I wasn't sure if you wanted to inherit the inheritance. Marry me. Now that you're on my side, why should I break up with you?"
Sun Zinan was almost convinced by him.
"This matter is actually not as serious as you think." Tang Kai patted him across the quilt, "Emotions are yours and mine, and the parents' interests will be handled by themselves. Besides, my dad is not the kind of person who would People who are open to their relatives. Once the black box operation is broken, it is equivalent to disappearing. Your father will not attack our family again in a short time, you can rest assured. "
"But again and again, again and again," Sun Zinan said, "What about next time? What about next time? It's impossible to be smashed by you every time, right?"
There are endless benefits in the world, but feelings will always be exhausted.
What will they do when their enthusiasm dries up
Tang Kai seemed to be stopped by his question, and sighed worriedly: "That's what he said..."
After the soft air conditioner was turned off, Sun Zinan held his breath and involuntarily tightened his five fingers and pinched the palm of his hand.
The warm palm landed on his back accurately, Tang Kai exerted a little strength and hugged him with the quilt into his arms.
"Then I can only elope with you and hide in a place no one knows... Well, you are in charge of cooking at home, and I will steal the battery car to support you."