Sun Zinan lowered his eyes and kissed the red and swollen scars one after another. Suddenly, he felt as if a hard shell had shattered in his heart, and dust and ashes fell down, revealing a narrow corner where he was hiding. A deep desire.
"Don't be so hard on yourself next time."
He held Tang Kai's arm and said softly, "I have received your wishes."
Tang Kai said hoarsely, "I..."
"I feel very distressed," Sun Zinan interrupted him and said to himself, "No amount of expensive gifts can make up for this, understand?"
Sparkling memories are important, but Tang Kai is the one who lights up everything.
Professor Tang was grabbed by his hand and had nothing to say, so he lowered his head to cover his mouth.
This was the first real kiss between them. It wasn't a fairy tale, nor was it a playful intimacy. It was so strong that it seemed to set people on fire from the inside out.
Sun Zinan was stunned by his kiss at first, but after he reacted, he immediately grabbed Tang Kai by the collar and wanted to turn his back on the guest.
People are pushed to the extreme, and even their lips and tongues can be used as weapons. Tang Kaiping was set on fire for no reason, and his heart was so boiling that he wanted to swallow Sun Zinan alive. A big fox that is gentle, but is actually about to scratch people's paws.
He endured it over and over again, but Sun Zinan was always tempted and provoked.
When the big fox tried to bite him again, the beast finally burst out of the cage with a long roar. The wildness and fierceness in his bones were thoroughly stimulated, and Tang Kai pressed Sun Zinan on the sofa.
His eyes were red, his sanity was gone, he looked sharp and dangerous.
But Sun Zinan likes it.
Still not afraid of death, he put his hand on the back of Tang Kai's neck, his five fingers dipped into his newly cut hair, and pressed the back of his head to try to gain control.
The two beasts smashed into a ball.
Although Tang Kai is fierce, he is still measured. He only used a little brute force when attacking the city, but he was unconsciously gentle when sweeping away; Sun Zinan is the kind of bad fox who can bite people. He is born with the courage to resist, " As long as I don't kill me, I'll keep resisting." People who don't even kiss will never fail, and they must kiss back more than once. The two lingered lingeringly for dozens of seconds, and Tang Kai had several teeth marks on his lips.
It's just that the fox is a fox that has to gasp for breath when going up the mountain, but the beast is a beast that lifts irons in the gym every day. After a minute of exhaustion, Sun Zinan was finally forced to stop, and was blocked by Tang Kai in the corner of the sofa. A dizzy kiss on the spot.
Due to the lack of oxygen, his limbs were as soft as noodles, until the long kiss ended, when Tang Kai hugged him into his arms, he automatically formed into a well-behaved shape.
The deep laughter vibrated in his chest, and the warm air brushed against his ears and sweaty temples, as if being scratched by the tips of feathers, crisp and numb.
"Thank you for loving me." Tang Kai smiled maliciously, "A kiss can cure all ailments, it really doesn't hurt anymore."
Sun Zinan, like a scholar who was drained of his energy by a monster, said on the edge of his breath, "Fuck you..."
Tang Kai carried Sun Zinan into the bedroom and found a set of home clothes for him to put on. In a quiet afternoon, it is very comfortable to take a nap or close your eyes, especially when you are leaning against the person you like. The air conditioner in Tang Kai's house was newly replaced, and the cooling effect was very good. The two big men didn't feel hot when they were together.
The soft cotton cloth wraps the warm body, and it has a kind of lazy warmth of its own. It is not so important to be so peaceful.
Sun Zinan was urged to sleep a little, and when he was brewing with his eyes half closed, Tang Kai suddenly asked, "Speaking of which, I don't seem to have seen your mother."
His eyelashes trembled suddenly.
"I don't have a mother." Sun Zinan said quietly as he lay under the quilt without changing his posture.
Before he blurted out the answer, he knew that it would trigger a series of questions, but he didn't expect Tang Kai's first reaction to be: "Are you referring to the biological sense, or the social relationship?"
A boyfriend who has an occupational disease really can't get better.
"Do you think I look like a monkey?" Sun Zinan pinched the tip of his nose and shook it, "I don't have a nominal mother."
Tang Kai wanted to say "I'm sorry", but he held out his hand.
"Don't be sorry, my biological mother is alive and well," Sun Zinan said, "but that has nothing to do with me, and I don't know who she is."
"The person who gave birth to me was not Sun Ying's spouse, I was... the child he gave birth to through a surrogate."
No wonder.
No wonder when I went to the Sun's villa last time, there wasn't any photo of the hostess in it.
With Sun Ying's net worth and appearance, there should be many women willing to give birth to him, but he would rather find a surrogate... Is Sun Ying also gay? So how did the brothers in front of Sun Zinan come from
Tang Kai lay face to face with him, raised his hand and stroked the bridge of his brow and nose, then slid to the corner of his lips, and lightly tapped the recess of his lower lip, as if he suddenly realized: "I said why you look so handsome, so it really is Mixed blood."
Sun Zinan was amused by him. He pulled Tang Kai's hand down and kissed his fingertips: "I know why you want to ask, it's a long story, I'll tell you later when I have a chance. Today is a good birthday, so I won't mention those bad things. "
Although he didn't name him by name, but he could make Sun Zinan so upset, apart from his father, it is estimated that there will not be another person.
"Okay." Tang Kai replied softly, wrapping his arms around his waist and whispering, "Sleep for a while."
Perhaps it was recalled by the conversation before going to bed. In the drowsiness, he seemed to have returned to the age of six or seven. Sun Zinan vaguely knew that he was dreaming, but he couldn't move his entire body, just like a child's body with the soul of an adult in it. , the heart is clear, but the limbs cannot keep up with the brain.
He was lying on his back on the bed, surrounded by darkness, and there was a rustling scratching sound in the silence that was supposed to be dead.
It was the worst nightmare he had hidden, and he has not forgotten it to this day.
He knew too much what was coming next, so he began to struggle frantically, but his limbs were as heavy as lead, and gradually even breathing became a burden. The rustling sound was getting closer and closer, like a human The sound of footsteps approached the edge of the bed quickly and densely, and the fluffy forelegs rested on the edge of the bed—
"Xiao Nan? Nan Nan? Wake up..."
At this moment, the burden on his body suddenly loosened.
"what!"
Sun Zinan suddenly opened his eyes, jumped up from the bed in a sit-up, and was pulled back into the quilt by the arms around his waist. Tang Kai squeezed the back of his neck moderately, like soothing a frightened little animal, and coaxed softly, "I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, it's nothing... nothing."
The soul that flew nine days away was gradually drawn back into his body, he let out a long sigh of relief, and the tense muscles visibly relaxed.
"Have a nightmare..." he murmured.
"Well, it's a bit of a ghost press on the bed." Tang Kai said, "I didn't see you being so dishonest when I slept last time. Just now, you kept pushing me into my arms, and I didn't wake up no matter how I screamed."
Sun Zinan didn't understand the teasing meaning in his words, but buried his head in his neck tiredly: "I dreamed about my childhood..."
Tang Kai sensed something was wrong, put one hand on his back and patted gently, and asked in a low voice, "What happened when you were young?"
Sun Zinan said, "Insects."
Tang Kai knew what kind of virtue he was afraid of insects, but he never thought about it deeply. At this moment, he subconsciously felt that the conversation before going to bed had stimulated him, but he didn't dare to ask, so he calmed down and said: "There are no insects at home. It's clean. I disinfected it before you came, so don't be afraid."
Professor Tang is a sensible person and knows that for cleanliness lovers, saying "I'm by your side" at this time is not as good as a bottle of disinfectant.
Sure enough, Sun Zinan's breath stabilized a little, the rapid ups and downs of his chest gradually became regular, the fingers gripping the corners of his clothes loosened, and his voice lost the frightened weakness.
"It's not your house, it's mine."
Tang Kai asked cautiously, "Are there any bugs in your house?"
It stands to reason that boys are relatively skinny since childhood, playful and naughty, and chasing chickens and dogs to harm flowers, plants and trees is commonplace, and few are so afraid of insects. But Sun Zinan is not. He has reached the point of being allergic to insects, and he refuses to stay in the rooms that the moths have visited. It is obviously not normal to say that there is no reason behind it.
He is the child born by Sun Ying through a surrogate. He has no nominal mother. He has been fostered abroad and taken care of by a trustee. He was not brought back to Sun's family until he was five years old. The brothers and sisters above are old enough to be his father, and Sun Ying will not bother to find a partner of the same age for him. He can't even speak Chinese well, and he can't communicate with his family. She is withdrawn and silent, does not like to go out, and locks herself in her room all day.
At that time, his third brother, Sun Ziyan, had just graduated from college, and he was a bastard who was ignorant and ignorant. After he heard that a new member had been added to the family, he single-mindedly believed that Sun Zinan was the illegitimate son of the old man who lived abroad, and he came back to fight for the family property with them.
Therefore, he hated Sun Zinan very much, and every time he saw him, he had a fierce expression that he wished to strangle him on the spot.
When Sun Zinan saw him, he took a detour, but the more he avoided, the more badly Sun Ziyan wanted to tease him.
One night, when Sun Zinan slept until the middle of the night, he woke up in a daze, always feeling that something was wrong, something crawled from his hand. He was puzzled, so he got up and turned on the bedside lamp to take a look. He saw seven or eight coin-sized black spiders crawling on the white duvet, with patterns on the back, hideous and ugly, and transparent filaments flying in the dim light. Hanging only on the cuff of his pajamas, he was climbing up quickly.
Sun Zinan almost went crazy with fright, and it is not an exaggeration to say that his soul was scattered, and he almost died on the spot.
He screamed in shock, jumped out of bed and rushed to the door as if he was running for his life, but he couldn't open the lock - Sun Ziyan locked the door of the room outside, listening to his heart-wrenching cry, as if he was crazy about it. laughing out loud.
Sun Zinan will never forget that hellish scene in his life.
Fortunately, Sun Ziyan was not so mad that he threw a poisonous spider into his brother's room, otherwise if he was bitten, Sun Zinan would go to see God on the spot.
He frantically slammed on the door, and it stands to reason that the movement was not small, but no servant dared to go upstairs to check. Seeing that the door of the room could not be opened, Sun Zinan was desperate, he got up and smashed the floor-to-ceiling windows of the room with a low stool by the bed, stumbled into the balcony, and jumped from the second floor.
This time the whole family was finally shocked.
Sun Zinan was frightened at first, then jumped off the building, had a high fever, pneumonia, and fractured bones. He almost gave his life to him. He stayed in the hospital for more than a year before he came back to life. He is not in good health now, and he suffers from bronchitis every winter, which is the root cause of the disease.
Sun Ying gave Sun Ziyan a lesson for this, and in a fit of rage, kicked him out of S province and sent him to a company in another province for three years of reeducation through labor. When Sun Ziyan returned to Sun's house full of resentment and prepared to take revenge, Sun Zinan had already been sent to a closed boarding school by Sun Ying.
In the next fifteen years, the two had almost no contact, until Sun Zinan returned to China after graduation, and the brothers reunited. After many years, the two people were half-truths and half-truths, under the reconciliation of the eldest Sun Ziyuan.