When Wen Jialuo was dealing with her mother, she actually paid attention to her father's movements, but her father just remained silent or was unknown to her. Fortunately, after the phone call, she felt that the woman had not encountered such a thing again, but in order to prevent changes, she could only find a way to convince her mother as soon as possible. In this mother-daughter struggle, she just got a chance to breathe.
Because Luo Linyi was already exhausted physically and mentally, she had a very thorough talk with her daughter, but the more she talked, the more determined her daughter seemed to become, and in the end she temporarily closed her lips and called a truce.
I suspect that she has always rejected feelings, so at this moment, such a person appeared beside her, who was good to her, and became a breakthrough, creating an illusion, allowing her to find the warmth similar to love. Moreover, if her daughter liked her before the car accident, why didn't she say it? Now that the incident has been exposed, isn't it the reason why they themselves have no confidence? In addition, there may only be three-point feelings before the car accident. Can you guarantee that it is not because of the factors of the car accident, and the other three-point feelings are out of guilt and sympathy. Even if it is not now, there must be a little bit at the beginning, so it is not pure love. And if it is mixed with things other than love, can you guarantee that you can be together forever
Wen Jialuo would argue with her at first, but when she found that her mother was tending to make trouble, she insisted on one thing: no matter what kind of feelings it was, it was because I loved her. If it was someone else, they would not be able to get any feelings from me, no matter what kind it was.
All right, Luo Linyi drank some water. She suddenly realized that no matter Xu Shiqi, Zhang Shiqi or Li Shiqi, they were all women, and she should correct the chaos from a fundamental perspective. So she changed her direction and began to persuade them to have a normal family and ethical outlook, but she was rejected by Wen Jialuo's indifferent words, "It's useless, Mom, I only like women."
Every time this came to this, Luo Linyi felt that the topic would return to her daughter and Xu Shiqi, and then would reach a dead end again.
She felt a little desperate because she had to watch her daughter choose a difficult path and was powerless to change her mind.
Feeling frustrated, the supervision became lax, and Wen Yu finally found an opportunity to sneak Wen Jialuo out.
Wen Yu was probably the most exaggerated person in the family. He almost circled Wen Jialuo three times, as if she was some new type of person. Fortunately, he immediately remembered his responsibilities as a brother and the atmosphere at home. The elders all stepped aside and left the battlefield to his aunt, so he had no intention of getting involved. However, after watching for two days and seeing how Jialuo was suffering, he felt sympathy for her.
Luo Linyi was so angry that she kept complaining about her headache and went into her room early in the evening. Wen Jialuo brought in some water and wanted to show off, but was pushed away and driven out by her mother.
Wen Jialuo was also depressed when she closed the door. At this moment, Wen Yu quickly pulled her away and directly to his bar.
As soon as Wen Jialuo arrived at the bar and hadn't sat down yet, Wen Yu pushed a girl over.
"Let me introduce you, this is my girlfriend."
Wen Jialuo looked up and saw a pink-faced girl blinking her bright eyes at her.
What, girlfriend? Looking her up and down, Wen Jialuo scratched his hair. What about Du Mengmeng
Ignoring the question in his sister's eyes, Wen Yu hugged the girl and said with a smile: "I like girls like this, innocent and cute. How about being your sister-in-law?"
The girl's eyes became brighter as she listened, and she hit Wen Yu's chest twice like a spoiled child. Wen Yu immediately looked pleased and intoxicated.
Wen Jialuo glanced at him with a fake smile. Xu Shiqi didn't let her drink alcohol because it hurt her stomach, so she just ordered a glass of lemonade and asked the girl calmly, "Do you want to be my sister-in-law?"
"Okay." The girl smiled shyly, "As long as Brother Yu likes it."
"Oh," Wen Jialuo nodded, "My family's situation is a bit special, is this okay?"
"What's special?"
Wen Yu pricked up his ears and actually had a bad feeling when he heard this, but he didn't expect that his sister would casually tell him the secret that she had kept for so long.
"Not only my brother likes women, I like women too." After saying this, Wen Jialuo looked at her again with malicious ambiguity.
The girl's face froze immediately, and she slowly stood up while leaning against Wen Yu's body, her eyes flickering. Seeing that the thin girl who was speaking had a firm look in her eyes and was not joking at all, she opened her pink lips and asked Wen Yu, "Brother Yu, is this true?"
Wen Yu didn't say anything, just pursed his lips and watched her reaction.
Suddenly I felt a little sick, and the girl said hurriedly as if getting rid of something dirty: "Brother Yu, I, I have something to do, I'll leave first." Then she ran away.
Reaching out and tapping his sister who was smiling a little smugly, Wen Yu stood up and chased after her.
Wen Jialuo held her breath and calmed down for two seconds, feeling that she was a bit self-abuse. It seems that people who know her sexual orientation seem to behave too well, and she almost forgot that most people in this society are still disgusted with them. Fortunately, the pink girl's eyes just now did not hurt her, and it seemed that she could feel that she had a strong heart. Leaning against the bar, she sighed and said that she would help Mengmeng no matter what. The girl Wen Yu found obviously still looked like Mengmeng. It seemed that she just found someone similar to vent his anger. But it was probably the strength under Mengmeng's sweetness that made Wen Yu retreat. In fact, what fun is there in hurting the person you like
As he thought about it, Wen Jialuo began to miss Xu Shiqi, and then he found that he was hallucinating.
Xu Shiqi was standing not far away, looking at her with his head tilted, smiling gently and peacefully.
"Wen Yu called me to come." Xu Shiqi approached her and saw the girl looking up at him slightly. As soon as she finished speaking, she pulled him into her arms.
Xu Shiqi wanted to say "Don't do this...", but the girl leaned obediently on her chest, her arms around her waist making her feel indescribably perfect. So she didn't want to say anything, but just stroked the girl's hair silently, with her eyes lowered and no other things visible.
"I really miss you..." Wen Jialuo sighed, leaving her thoughts vaguely on her lips, and turned her head to gently kiss her clothes. Even the smell on her clothes was so fascinating, as if it was soaked in a love potion, she really couldn't find where she was.
“… Stupid.” Xu Shiqi whispered, pulling her away and sitting next to her.
Who are the people coming and going around them, what kind of tricks are the bartenders playing, the lights are getting dim, and the night is getting thicker. The two of them are entrenched in a corner of the bar, drinking light drinks and chatting quietly. They look like old friends. Only when their knees touch each other gently, they exchange ambiguous glances, and the corners of their lips slightly curl up, they form a space of their own, a world that others cannot experience.
"I already know what my father did..."
Xu Shiqi was shocked: "Yeah."
"Hmm?" Wen Jialuo raised his head. "You've suffered so much, do you hate him?"
"He is your father." Xu Shiqi smiled.
"He probably won't do that again." Wen Jialuo said cautiously.
Xu Shiqi continued to smile and said nothing.
Wen Yu quickly turned back.
Seeing him order a glass of wine and drink it all in one gulp, Wen Jialuo couldn't help but sneer: "Why, you coaxed your girlfriend so quickly?"
"We broke up." Wen Yu shrugged and said lightly.
Wen Jialuo and Xu Shiqi looked at each other.
"Even if you like a woman, she is my sister. She is not qualified to be your sister-in-law. If she dares to say a word outside," Wen Yuyi grinned, showing his sharp white teeth, "I will kill her whole family."
Wen Jialuo was slightly stunned, and felt deeply moved. She stood up and patted Wen Yu on the shoulder without saying anything.
Like a dream, Xu Shiqi's eyes softened. How could there be such a wonderful feeling? The shackles that had bound her for a long time were being untied layer by layer. She looked at the two Wen family members and couldn't help laughing.
"Oh, you're much more beautiful when you smile." Wen Yu turned his head and said to her with a smile.
Xu Shiqi lowered her head embarrassedly. Even so, she was still not used to facing it.
"Okay, stop teasing her." Wen Jialuo pulled her up. "Let's go out for a walk. By the way, Mengmeng is not as stubborn as you think."
The smile on Wen Yu’s face froze.
"Mengmeng is good." Xu Shiqi followed suit, then waved at him and turned away.
Watching the two figures walk away together, Wen Yu shook his head. Really, she can't even handle her own affairs, and she still has the mood to care about his feelings. Not bad... huh? Wen Yu sighed. He really didn't like girls who were too stubborn, but when he thought of the loneliness when Meng Meng's eyes turned away from him, his heart twisted slightly.
The two people who left the bar wandered aimlessly on the street.
The gorgeous street lights illuminated the darkness, the colors were dazzling, and different music came from different shops, which was even louder than during the day. When we passed by a park, it was the fountain opening time, and many people gathered around. When they squeezed in, they were hit by the water mist. The humid water vapor had a slight fishy smell, but it still did not reduce everyone's fun.
After looking up for a long time, Wen Jialuo suddenly said something to Xu Shiqi's ear, but unfortunately the fountain was gushing at the time, covering up her voice. But even so, Xu Shiqi could still catch her meaning, and his heart was like a white lotus blooming in the fountain pool, blooming layer by layer.
Love words are secrets, no one can overhear them.
Wen Jialuo and Xu Shiqi, who didn't dare to go back too late, separated at a street corner. They had to fight for every second they had spent together, but they left in a hurry, hoping that they wouldn't have to leave again the next time they met.
Although Xu Shiqi knew that this would be difficult, because in her room was the file bag left by Wen Jialuo's father, as well as the address of the unit - but she didn't expect that as soon as she returned home, she would see her mother holding the file bag and waving at her happily.
"Shi Qi, I saw this when I was cleaning your room," Wang Yuan followed behind her daughter, "I also received a call. The company came to your house and asked why you hadn't reported for work yet." Seeing that her daughter didn't even turn her head, she reached out and pulled her, "Hey, did you hear me?"
Xu Shiqi turned around helplessly and took the file bag from her hand: "I heard it."
"Although the cultural department is a clean unit, I haven't heard that they can recruit people. How did you get this opportunity?" Wang Yuan was still excited and kept talking. "Finally, I have a stable job, which is better than anything else."
"Mom." Xu Shiqi suddenly interrupted her and looked at her quietly.
Wang Yuan couldn't stop herself for a moment, her smile froze on her face, then collapsed in front of her daughter's overly calm expression.
"Is it... Wen Jialuo's family who helped?" Wang Yuan saw her daughter's eyes flickering, and then she was silent for a while, "How can I owe someone such a big favor? This is not good, this is not good."
"I don't owe you anything," Xu Shiqi said dejectedly, "because I don't want it."
Wang Yuan hesitated for a moment, staring at the file. This job could keep her daughter by her side, find her a better husband, and do a lot of other things, but her daughter's bleak smile didn't mean that.
"Mom," Xu Shiqi tilted his head while holding the file bag, "If I enter that company, I will lose the person I love. What do you think is more important, the person you love or a job?"
Wang Yuan was almost suffocated. She looked at her daughter stupidly, and saw that she spoke so lightly and innocently, as if the suffering of not being able to speak for the past few months did not exist. Her speech was still so clear and fluent, which simply frightened her.
"You should also do as they do on TV," Xu Shiqi smiled with narrowed eyes, "tell your daughter to have some backbone and not be tempted by profit, right?"
Wang Yuan felt dizzy.
"So I still chose Wen Jialuo." Xu Shiqi said word by word. Then, his heart was empty, and he felt more relaxed than ever before.
She waited for her mother's reaction. She thought that she and the girl were the same at this moment. Caught between the two ends of family affection and love, she might be hurt, but she still had to be firm. She hadn't thought about the woman named Zhang Ya for a long time. She didn't know what kind of life she lived after confessing her sexual orientation to her family, but she should be much happier than Zhang Ya. Because the woman could only cry to her, a fellow traveler who was not a lover, while she had someone to share the responsibility with.
Even if spit covers my face like a fountain, I don't care.
But she thought, the person in front of her is her closest relative, shouldn't she try to trust her mother a little more
"I knew it..." Wang Yuan murmured after a long time, and then she slid to the ground as if she had lost her support and started crying loudly.
Xu Shiqi had never seen her mother cry like this before, so she was unable to react for a moment. It took her a while to realize that she was already in tears.
"Mom..." Xu Shiqi dropped her file bag and knelt in front of her mother.
"Why, why?" Wang Yuan stretched out her hand listlessly and pounded her daughter's shoulder again and again, asking a question every time she pounded.
"I'm sorry." This is all Xu Shiqi could say.
"You fool!" Wang Yuan's eyes were swollen and she couldn't see her daughter clearly. She tried hard to open her eyes, but found that she would rather not see her daughter's face. She would not change because of her sadness, but she was already suffering because of her sadness. This was the daughter she gave birth to. Every bone and every drop of blood belonged to her. She could not be peeled off or taken away. She would not become someone else's.
This is her fate.