Although Ding Xuerun is very smart, this is the first time this happened to him. He discovered that his sexual orientation was different from other boys when he was very young. Quick to accept it and never feel like an outlier because of it.
Although he realized that his sexual orientation is different from others, Ding Xuerun has never liked anyone. His life is full of studies, he has too much to learn, and he has no time to think about other things.
Lou Xuan was the first one he met.
He was placed between the arms and the chest by Lou Xuan, the strength and aura brought by Lou Xuan's physique enveloped him, and the scorching breath sprayed on his cheeks, making him unable to breathe or move, he could only hold his breath. Breathe, quietly feel the dazzle of this intimate contact.
Lou Xuan, as a man with a cleanliness habit, of course it is impossible to stick out his tongue, but he clearly feels in his heart that he likes Ding Xuerun very much. When he kisses him, his heart will move, he will feel tenderness and joy, which is better than the freedom of riding a bicycle. and make him feel comfortable.
He pressed Ding Xuerun's lips quietly, and half a minute later, he hugged Ding Xuerun and pressed him at the foot of the sofa, almost lying on top of him, and kissed his whole face with his lips.
It was said to be a kiss, but in fact it was just rolling and rubbing lips on his cheeks, jaw, and eyelids. Lou Xuan didn't know how to express his heart, so he could only hug him happily, and kept kissing him while whispering "Runrun" in a low voice.
Ding Xuerun could hardly sit still, limp in his shackles, his always clear brain was a little dizzy and his consciousness was blurred. Obviously not intense, but exceptionally moving.
Lou Xuan hugged him like this for a long time, he kissed Ding Xuerun impulsively, but Ding Xuerun did not refuse, Lou Xuan came back to his senses, regretted being so impulsive...he still didn't know what it felt like.
He gasped deeply, resting his head on Ding Xuerun's shoulder, thinking seriously about the meaning of this kiss. If he doesn't like Ding Xuerun, can he kiss him? So... you are crooked
Ding Xuerun leaned against him, his face was flushed red by Lou Xuan's kiss, and his hair was messed up. He put his hands on Lou Xuan's back and didn't say a word, as if waiting for him to think clearly.
After a long time, Lou Xuan let him go. With her head lowered, she stared at Ding Xuerun with shaking eyes, stretched out her hand to brush the messy hair on his forehead, and her voice became hoarse: "Runrun, you let me kiss, do you like me too?"
Ding Xuerun looked at him, and answered irrelevantly: "Do you like me because of that?"
Lou Xuan subconsciously continued: "Otherwise!" He paused for a moment, his expression a little hesitant, "Then... Then, am I gay now?" One thing, obviously he has also talked about several girlfriends - although none of them have the same feeling with Ding Xuerun now.
Ding Xuerun had read a lot of books, but he couldn't come up with a correct answer at this moment. He raised his hand and touched Lou Xuan's head: "If you can't figure it out clearly, why don't you think about it for a few more days?"
"I..." Lou Xuan was a little confused, "Runrun..."
Ding Xuerun smiled: "Okay, don't press me down, I can't even move my legs." He pushed Lou Xun away as he spoke, and when he stood up, he was a little unsteady, and it was Lou Xun who supported his waist: " Be careful."
He put one hand on Lou Xun's shoulder, and shook his leg with difficulty: "Lou Xun, next time we can't sit in the living room to study, you can get a more comfortable chair in the study, it might be better to sit .”
It was ten o'clock in the evening, and Ding Xuerun proposed to go back to the dormitory to sleep.
It was drizzling outside, Lou Xuan refused to let him go, and grabbed his wrist: "Don't go, why don't you stay at my house?"
"My phone is out of battery, the charger is in the dormitory, and I also want to change clothes."
Lou Xuan immediately said: "Then you wear mine and don't leave!" Even though he was still a little confused, what he thought in his heart was that he must not be allowed to leave.
Ding Xuerun shook his head and gave him a hug: "Lou Xuan, think hard about it."
He opened the umbrella and walked into the rain curtain. Lou Xuan was wearing pajamas and barefoot, and chased him a few steps. Ding Xuerun turned to him and said, "Go back, I'm leaving, go to bed early."
Lou Xuan stopped chasing after her stubbornly, and watched Ding Xuerun's back alone holding an umbrella go away.
He returned home disheartened, feeling empty without being hugged.
Lou Xuan sat on the sofa with his chin propped up in a daze. He never thought that one day he would like a man, and judging by Runrun's attitude, he seemed to like him too.
He regretted it again in his heart, he should have said yes just now, why was he so stupid... let him go.
He was about to call Ding Xuerun, but suddenly saw his cell phone dropped on the ground, covered by the cushion.
It's out of power.
Ding Xuerun returned to school too late, and the school gates were closed. The doorman was going to scold the student, but he took a closer look. Isn't this Ding Xuerun, a sophomore in high school, so he just reminded him gently: "Go back to school early next time."
A flash of lightning flashed across the sky.
It was followed by a low growl-like rumbling sound. The face of the doorman uncle was illuminated by the thunder, and said: "It's going to rain heavily, hurry back to the dormitory and rest."
Before he returned to the dormitory, the heavy rain had already fallen. Because of the thunder, the supervisor said: "Wait and cut off the power early."
Ding Xuerun hung the umbrella on the balcony, and after taking a shower, the power to the dormitory was cut off.
He changed into pajamas and was about to set the alarm, but found that the phone was missing. Presumably it should have landed at Lou Xuan's place.
Except for the live broadcast and contacting Lou Xuan and his family, he hardly used his mobile phone, and he was not in a hurry. While waiting for his hair to dry, he lit a cigarette slowly. When my hair was dry, I fell asleep.
The heavy rain outside the window was pattering, beating on the closed glass windows.
Ding Xuerun had always slept well, but because of something in his heart and the torment of the thunder, he had a hard time sleeping.
He had just fallen asleep and was in a daze when he heard the sound of the window beating, and he immediately opened his eyes vigilantly.
The sound of rain was mixed with the more ferocious thunder than dozens of minutes ago, and it couldn't cover up the "boom, boom, boom" sound of glass hitting.
He sat up in bed.
There is a window on the balcony of the dormitory, and there is a sliding door between the dormitory and the balcony. Usually it is not closed for ventilation, but today because of the thunder, Ding Xuerun turned it on purposely.
He fumbled for his glasses, but couldn't find them, and the sound stopped for a second, and then he struck again, only to hear a "squeak" and the window opened slowly.
Ding Xuerun got out of bed and saw a tall man crawling out of the window, in the dark dormitory, as wet as a water ghost.
The other party also took out his mobile phone and turned on the light to shine on him.
Although Ding Xuerun didn't see his face clearly, he already knew who it was.
"Fuck! The housekeeper locked the door, so I can only climb up along the water pipe." Lou Xuan's short sleeves were soaked, he grabbed the hem of his clothes and squeezed a handful of water, and pushed it away with a "crash" and Ding Xuerun. The sliding door in the middle, water dripped down his black hair and onto his eyelashes.
Ding Xuerun was very angry when he heard it: "You climbed the water pipe! The water pipe in the school is old for many years, and it is raining again. Have you ever thought that if you are not careful..."
"I won't be careless," Lou Xuan saw that he seemed really angry, and couldn't help but take a step closer, as if to please, "I have practiced rock climbing..." So the arms are very strong, and there are skills. Can't beat him. But there was danger, but he didn't think about it that much.
Ding Xuerun frowned: "Are you short-circuiting your brain?"
"You are killing me..." Lou Xuan's voice was aggrieved, and then he said loudly, "I don't want to climb either, you can scold the housekeeper, it's only half past eleven, and he's sleeping like a pig, he can't wake up!"
"Lou Xuan!" Ding Xuerun had nothing to do with him.
"Runrun, don't be angry," Lou Xuan quickly handed him the phone, "You forgot your phone."
Ding Xuerun couldn't believe it, and his voice was trembling with anger: "You climbed the water pipe just to give away a mobile phone?"
"No, no..." Lou Xuan quickly denied, a handsome face covered with drops of water was youthful and vigorous, and he was in a cautious state at the moment, looking at Ding Xuerun, he said in a low voice, "I... I don't want to talk to you, I don't want to talk to you. Wait until tomorrow."
The wet cloth was sticking to his body, but his whole body was hot, as if his heart was about to jump out.
Ding Xuerun was very helpless, and wiped him with his bath towel: "Did you get hurt when you climbed up?"
"No, no, how could I be injured? Who am I?" Lou Xuan wrapped herself in Ding Xuerun's bath towel, thought something wrong, the clothes were still dripping, so she took off her shirt and threw it on the ground dripping wet.
Ding Xuerun sighed inwardly, and asked him, "What are you going to say?"
The wind was blowing very hard, Lou Xuan was wearing a bath towel, and the lines she had just prepared seemed a bit difficult to say. An "I" hesitated for a long time, and his face turned red: "Runrun, I... I think clearly, I seem to be really It's that. I..."
"Um?"
Lou Xuan was a little speechless, and strode up to hug Ding Xuerun in his arms: "I'm cold."
As long as Ding Xuerun thought of him climbing up the water pipe in the middle of the night, he would feel lingering fear. Just as he was about to scold him, he felt Lou Xuan lower his head and put his chin on his shoulder.
"I can't sleep, I can't help it, I want to talk to you so much, I have to say it today. Runrun, I..." His voice became softer, and it fell into Ding Xuerun's ear like a sigh, "I like you."
Ding Xuerun suddenly felt that the thunder stopped, and the water dripping from Lou Xuan's hair had already landed on his pajamas. He didn't seem to notice it, and only heard his own indescribable heartbeat.
Lou Xuan finally said it, and breathed a sigh of relief: "I'm suffocating to death."
A wet lip was softly pressed against Ding Xuerun's cheek, and his heart was pounding in his chest: "Me too."
Lou Xuan seemed to be released, and hugged him tightly without letting go: "Runrun, I'm so cold."
The men's dormitory is very sunny, and it is very hot in summer. Even if it rains like this, it will only make people feel cool and comfortable, not cold. Not to mention Lou Xuan's strong body.
Ding Xuerun only felt that his body was hot, not cold at all, but he still cared about him, fearing that he would catch a cold: "There is still hot water, take a shower, and sleep after your hair is dry."
"My hair is short and I dry it quickly." Lou Xuan said softly with her starry eyes shining, "I'll hold you to sleep at night, okay?"