Lou Xuan suddenly realized that he had grabbed Ren Xiaoding's hand.
He quickly let go, and said angrily: "Fuck! I can't sweat my hands? You, what's wrong with your mind!"
Ding Xuerun said noncommittal in a low voice, "Yes", "I haven't finished my cigarette yet, stay away from me." After speaking, he gently closed the small bathroom door again.
Lou Xuan "fucked" outside: "Crazy."
He rubbed the sweat from his palms, and inexplicably had a thought in his mind——Xiao Ding's hands are so slippery.
He couldn't remember how he felt the last time he held hands with someone. In fact, he forgot what his last girlfriend looked like. He only remembered that his eyes were quite big, but not as big as Xiaoding's, and his hands seemed not as tender as his, and they were not as fair as Xiaoding...
Lou Xuan muttered to himself, he hated the smell of cigarettes, went back under his bed, lowered his head and smelled himself, and sure enough there was a slight smell of cigarettes. Lou Xuan couldn't take it anymore, so she changed into a pajamas before climbing into bed.
Ding Xuerun was not addicted to cigarettes, he smoked one and was satisfied, rinsed his mouth, took off his watch, washed his hands, and went to bed.
Lou Xuan lay in bed, Ding Xuerun didn't wait for him, and went to the cafeteria to have breakfast by himself.
He went to the classroom very early in the morning, but not the earliest. The hard-working students in the class came as soon as the lock of the teaching building was opened at six o'clock. Ding Xuerun wants to read early, and the time of being late is counted from the start of the morning reading, and if he fails to catch up with the morning reading, he is considered late.
And Lou Xuan was late every day.
He was not wearing a school uniform, but a black jacket, with his hands in his pockets. The lecturer on the stage was a physics teacher, known as Miejue Shitai. Seeing him like this, he said sarcastically: "Lou Xuan, you haven't done it yet." Why did you come to the classroom at the end of class?"
"Pfft..." Some students laughed out loud.
Lou Xuan stood at the back, glanced at Ding Xuerun, and found that Ding Xuerun didn't look at him at all, so he looked at the podium, confidently: "I went to the school doctor's office. The school doctor's office doesn't open until after eight o'clock. I've been waiting."
"I don't know how to go after class?"
"I can't wait."
Miejue Shi stared at him too harshly: "You go out and come in after class."
Lou Xuan said "Oh", and put his hands in his trouser pockets indifferently: "Then I'll go get something."
He walked to his seat, took out a small transparent plastic bag that he crumpled up from his pocket, and threw it on Ding Xuerun's table.
He was also hungry, took a bottle of yogurt on the table, and then paused.
Like looking for something.
Lou Xuan didn't seem to find what he was looking for. He lowered his head to look at Ding Xuerun, and found that he was pretending to be serious again today—Xiao Ding was playing with his mobile phone.
Lou Xuan dialed the breakfast on the table again, and searched carefully.
Miejue Shitai saw that he hadn't left yet, so his eyebrows were already raised angrily: "Lou Xuan, you haven't found it yet?"
"Are you trying to influence everyone's class?"
"Immediately." Lou Xuan didn't even raise his head. He was sure that Ding Xuerun's face was very smelly after he didn't buy buns for him today. Before he walked out of the classroom, he stretched out his legs and kicked his chair, making a lot of noise and throwing The classmate who was listening carefully to the class in front was taken aback, and turned around tremblingly to look at the usually kind boss.
Lou Xuan was depressed all over, and walked out with a cold face.
Miejue Shitai heard the noise he made, and was about to scold him, but Lou Xun left too fast, as soon as her scolding sound got stuck in her throat, Lou Xun ran away.
Little bunny.
Ding Xuerun didn't respond at all, he held his pen, and finally reached out to open the small bag that Lou Xuan put on his desk.
There is a tube of burn ointment, a box of bandages, and a bottle of disinfectant spray.
Miejue Shitai originally asked Lou Xuan to stand outside as punishment.
As a result, after Lou Xuan went out, there was no one there, and he ran to the basketball court.
But it was just the first class in the morning, and Lou Xuan was the only one who skipped class to play basketball. He dribbled the ball back and forth, shot three-pointers, and dunked dunks by himself on the basketball court, making his body covered in sweat. He didn't seem to know Like tired, sweating profusely.
There is only ten minutes before get out of class ends, no one will come to the playground at this time, and there is no class whose second period is physical education, so in the entire huge playground, there is only Lou Xuan, who is sweating alone.
The playground is still a little far away from the teaching building of the second year of high school. To come here, you have to pass through two teaching buildings, and you have to walk around the gymnasium and a green belt of the school for at least five or six minutes.
Ding Xuerun had to rush to the next class, so she walked very quickly. He walked to the path behind the gymnasium—he could just see the direction of the basketball court, with dense trees.
He stood still and left after a minute.
Lou Xuan seemed to be about to take a break. He stopped to slam dunk. The basketball bounced gently on the ground, drawing a beautiful arc. He looked towards the direction where the class bell rang in the teaching building, and only saw a figure in school uniform behind the dense shade of trees. walk away.
Lou Xuan felt familiar from the back, but he didn't care.
After Ding Xuerun returned to the classroom, he didn't see Lou Xun all day that Friday.
Students like him from other places mostly stay at school to study on weekends, some go to cram schools outside, and some go out to play on weekends.
Their No. 6 Middle School originally had a one-day make-up class on Saturday, but someone reported it later, and the school no longer gave the students a make-up class.
Some students are happy, but some students feel that they have suffered a disadvantage, especially the parents of the students, complaining: "Now cram schools are so expensive, a class starts at 300 for two hours, and the person who reported it doesn't know what he thinks! The school How much money has it saved us as parents!"
Ding Xuerun thought it was good to have no classes, so he went out early in the morning, checked the bus routes in the city, took the subway and then transferred to the bus, and went to a home care center for the disabled called Sunflower.
He had learned about this nursing center on the Internet before. There are a large number of disabled people living in it, ranging from children of a few years old to elderly people in their sixties. There are forty or fifty people living in the whole home. Amputees were sent here by their families, and some were mentally handicapped from birth. Unlike ordinary people, they were abandoned by their families and sent to nursing centers.
This is a group of people who have been outcast by society.
Ding Xuerun had called in advance and met the dean as soon as he passed by. When he found out that the volunteer who called was such a young student, the dean involuntarily showed a hint of disappointment on his face.
"Student Ding, are you still studying?"
"Well, I don't have classes on weekends, so I can come and help." Ding Xuerun was carrying a big handbag, and he looked around. The whole home didn't look big, but it was actually a pavement of the community, with a door facing the outside. There is also a door towards the inside.
Ding Xuerun entered the community first and then rang the doorbell to come in, because when he called, the other party specifically told him: "We locked the door outside, so we can't get out."
Hearing Ding Xuerun's words, the dean smiled reluctantly: "Thank you then, I thank you for the children, you are such a good boy. By the way, Ding, have you brought your ID card and student ID card? Do a registration first. Bar."
He followed the dean into the office, and the dean saw his student ID: "You are a student of No. 6 Middle School."
"Yes."
"Then your grades must be very good," the dean said with a smile, "you are a good student at first glance."
Ding Xuerun said: "Dean, do you have any information about the patients in your home? I want to know more about them."
"Yes." The dean called up the information in the computer, "You can read it here, these materials cannot be passed on."
The so-called information is each patient's name, photo and doctor's diagnosis certificate.
Ding Xuerun watched slowly while listening to the dean.
"Sunflower Homeland has been established for a long time. It was established in 1995. It has undergone three relocations and changed its name twice."
"With the support of some caring people in society and the government, it has been maintained until now."
The dean talked for a while, then looked at Ding Xuerun with a gentle look and said, "Student Ding, there are not many caring children like you now."
Ding Xuerun had a trace of loneliness on his face, then smiled and said, "My family members are just like them, so I really want to do something."
"Poor child," said the dean.
"But I don't have much money, and I can't do much for my home." After he finished speaking, he bent down and took out some stationery from the handbag he brought, "I heard that there are many children here, so I brought some of them Use what you need."
The dean was very happy to see these beautiful and exquisite stationery, which was rarely seen in the market, and stood up to thank him: "You are still a student, so you are so caring..."
Ding Xuerun said it should.
His mother was a deaf-mute with a birth defect, but she had an astonishingly beautiful face. Not long after she was with Ding Zhaowen, she gave birth to Ding Xuerun.
The combination of a deaf-mute person and an able-bodied person still has a certain chance of giving birth to a deaf-mute child. Ding Xuerun did not cry when he was born, and Ding Zhaowen ignored the child and went to see his wife immediately.
The wife was deaf and dumb and couldn't hear the cry of the child. She was very anxious and asked Ding Zhaowen how the child was doing, gesturing in sign language.
The nurse squeezed the child's buttocks, and Ding Xuerun cried.
Ding Zhaowen comforted his wife and said, "He cried and made a sound."
For some unknown reason, Ding Zhaowen is not very kind to the child, and treats him not harshly in life, but emotionally... he is not a good father.
When Ding Xuerun was young, he would wonder if his father didn't like him because he had no flaws. This gradually became a kind of paranoia for him, he would get into the horns, and soon after he learned to smoke, he burned his hands for the first time.
That kind of pain was very secret and let him release the pressure. He looked at the rotten flesh freely, felt that there was a defect in his body, and he would get a certain amount of psychological satisfaction and comfort abnormally.
However, he controlled it very well, so that no one would find out, and he would not do anything more extreme or terrifying.
Ding Xuerun worked as a volunteer in a home for the disabled for a day, and at night, she took the subway back to school.
There were almost no people on the campus on Saturday. Ding Xuerun was hungry, so he sat across from the school and ate a bowl of beef noodles.
The price difference between off-campus beef noodles and the on-campus cafeteria is not much, but the taste is better.
After eating the noodles, he dragged his exhausted body to the school.
When he entered the school gate, he just received a call from Ding Zhaowen.
Ding Xuerun was walking in the quiet campus at night. Ding Zhaowen said on the phone: "The courier has been sent to you, and it will arrive tomorrow. I sent you a cotton quilt, sweater and down jacket. Let's see if there is anything else you need. I need Dad to send it to you."
Ding Xuerun said it was unnecessary.
Just like so many calls before, the call hung up within ten seconds.
After he returned to the dormitory, he wrote a math test paper live, and someone asked him to advertise, and the other party made a price.
Ding Xuerun hesitated for a moment, and left a contact information.
On Monday morning, Lou Xuan came to class. He scanned the desk first, but he didn't see Baozi.
He pulled the table away with a "stab" sound, making a loud noise, and his handsome face stinks badly.
Ding Xuerun propped his forehead with one hand, revealing the quartz watch he was wearing.
Lou Xuan became angry when he saw it, suppressed his anger, and patted his table: "Where is the medicine I bought for you?!"
Ding Xuerun turned his head and glanced at him, Lou Xuan frowned with displeasure all over his face.
"Ask you!" Lou Xuan stared at his cheek, wanting to pinch him hard, and said, Xiao Ding, why are you so heartless, and I am not too kind to you.
Ding Xuerun still didn't speak, he opened his watch with his right hand, revealing the band-aid that was tightly attached to the skin.
Lou Xuan's expression improved a bit, but when he thought that Ding Xuerun didn't buy buns for him again, and nothing happened, he was still unhappy, so he snorted and turned his head away from him.
The author has something to say: Lou Xuan: Where's my steamed stuffed bun?
Xiao Ding: Are you not a vegetarian?
Lou Xuan: What a fool! I like vegetarian food the most!