First Marriage Then Love

Chapter 16: redemption

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It's not that Mu Nanfeng has never hugged a girl, let alone Gu Chengcheng, but he can always think of cynicism, but now she is so quiet in his arms, as obedient as an oriole, he doesn't dislike it, if it's deeper It was because he felt that Gu Chengcheng's body was different from other people's.

Not like perfume, but like the scent of essential oils.

Sighing carefully, Mu Nanfeng reacted afterwards, and even he was taken aback by this behavior, and his tone soon became impatient again.

"If you can't sleep, just read the books in the study room, there's no need to sneak it." Letting go of her, Mu Nanfeng's face was ugly, but it wasn't a tone of reproach, Gu Chengcheng wasn't afraid, she just felt relieved at this moment.

Turns out he didn't know.

Just now, she experienced an unprecedented tangle, she felt relieved, but she didn't want to really face him, probably still couldn't accept it, why did she become enemies with the Mu family.

"I'm afraid it will affect your rest." He lowered his head and said, Gu Chengcheng felt that there was no problem.

She just wanted to clear the siege for herself. How could she have thought of such an inadvertent sentence, but she had no intention to please Mu Nanfeng.

Haha... The little girl still knows that she cares about him

"What kind of books do you like to read?" Refreshing in secret, Mu Nanfeng turned a blind eye to the broken antique vases, he turned his head to pick something on the huge bookshelf, and suddenly realized when Gu Chengcheng was silent: "Oh, you girls Everyone likes to read some romance novels, right? I don't have that kind of books here."

If it weren't for the deep hatred and hatred on her body, Gu Chengcheng would have been amused at this moment. She gave him a light look, and squatted down to clean up the accident. Mu Nanfeng was left out and did not want to see her bowing like this.

"Let it go, just find an aunt to clean it up tomorrow. You are not panda blood. If you really get hurt, it will not be worth the loss."

Picking it up piece by piece, Gu Chengcheng has always kept his eyebrows low and pleasing to the eye, only this sentence... and this sentence alone made her heart feel turbulent.

She has RH negative blood. Little is known about this. She told Yan Zhenli in her memory, so Mu Nanfeng learned it from her mouth. It's just that a person of his identity, when will this kind of thing be irrelevant? Do you take your own little things to heart? Gu Chengcheng thought to himself in mockery.

The young girl in front of her is really strange, Mu Nanfeng can't understand, is it possible that he is only a few years older than her, and there is such an obvious generation gap that cannot be bridged

"There's one thing, I think I've been wrong all along." Condescendingly staring at Gu Chengcheng, Mu Nanfeng said a word slowly, and there was a trace of daze in his expression.

The fleeting worry was not obvious, Gu Chengcheng didn't catch it, she raised her head and stared at him, as if waiting for his next words, the eyes of the two met, Mu Nanfeng came over and hesitated for a while before saying: "I have been I think that only people who have experienced vicissitudes of life can have complicated and difficult minds, and simple people will not."

No name was given, but it was almost time to name one. No matter how stupid Gu Chengcheng was, he wouldn't be so stupid. Although his tone and expression were not derogatory, Gu Chengcheng wanted to laugh.

It turned out that in his heart, her short life so far was not considered to have gone through vicissitudes

It turned out that in his heart, he lost his parents when he was a child, and he did not have a complete family.

It turned out that in his heart, it was not the saddest thing to marry someone who did not belong to him, or even an enemy, out of gratitude.

"I understand what you mean, but if there is a choice, maybe everyone wants to be simple all the time." I will be no exception.

Eternal simplicity, what a happy life this must be, and how careful the people around him are to be able to be like this, Gu Chengcheng was extremely fascinated for a while.

Without pondering the deep meaning of her words, Mu Nanfeng felt that she answered the wrong question at first glance, but he did not continue to chase after her, and just took out a book from the bookshelf.

"Redemption"

"Let's show you this, it's good for you." He handed it to her, when the wind suddenly picked up outside the window, making a small sound on the glass, Gu Chengcheng took it without a word, and his eyes began to blur again.

Redemption... What does redemption mean? A person once had a low morality and done bad things, but later became positive and good, so he tried his best to make up for it, and I hope those mistakes will no longer be mistakes.

Mu Nanfeng, you are doing your best for the sake of your Mu family.

"Good? Just good for me?" What about you? Turning a page, Gu Chengcheng asked exhausted.

A heart has been suppressed for too long, until it has been painful for a long time before she thinks it is normal, but how does Mu Nanfeng know, he only heard that the voice of the girl in front of him was a little wrong, and when he looked down, he found that her eyelashes were wet , the eyelids are sparkling.

At that moment, I couldn't tell what I felt in my heart, as if all my thoughts and thoughts were messed up, and there were even some sins, but I just didn't understand where the sins came from.

"What's wrong?" He approached her, even with the heat on his body.

It was so late at night, and after standing in the study for so long, Gu Chengcheng felt a little cold, but his heart was even colder, so cold that Mu Nanfeng only said a few words of greetings, she felt that the sun was so close to her, only within easy reach.

If not... if they weren't... well, she thought desperately.

"Chengcheng?" Unable to figure out which sentence broke her heart, Mu Nanfeng asked again before waiting for her response.

The time was not yet, and Gu Chengcheng knew better than anyone that she tried her best to endure the raging tears, but when she looked up at Mu Nanfeng, her eyes were still blurred, and she was very clear.

"It's nothing, the night is too dark, I just thought that my parents had an accident on such a night."

What he shouldn't have asked, Mu Nanfeng secretly blamed himself. He should have guessed that the only thing that could make Gu Chengcheng lose control and hurt his heart is probably only that one.

"I'm sorry." He said in a low voice, and added at the end: "But sincerity, I persuaded you, my mother persuaded you, and many people persuaded you, no matter how regrettable it is, it can only be It's a pity that you can't let go, and you won't be happy in the future."

Now that this is the case, since you have married me and become my wife, I also want to do my best. Even if I can't give you love, I hope that you can be happy and worry-free during this journey with me.

He has always wanted to talk to Gu Chengcheng, but there has never been a suitable time. He wanted to tell her these words in the bottom of his heart, but he didn't expect to reveal them in such a situation.

There was a strong wind blowing outside the window, and it would definitely be rainy and rainy tomorrow. In such a situation, it was not suitable for both inside and outside, but he couldn't bear it.

"Chengcheng, you shouldn't always be like this." Mu Nanfeng looked at her and said.